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Author has written 1 story for Fifty Shades Trilogy.

Just here to practice writing and enjoy reading other fanfiction. I'm so impressed with everyone's writing here!

Since this is anonymous here, I am risking it by writing on a taboo subject that has gained me some hate mail. Such a shocking thing for someone like me. The reason I'm writing (this is for those who think I'm nuts) is because I suffered long-term sexual abuse growing up. Oddly, there is this almost unexplainable linking that occurs between a victim and perpetrator sometimes. This linking can be confusing because the victim finds they care, and maybe even trust, the perpetrator more than anyone else in their lives. It's complicated and quite awful, yet can provide great comfort for the victim, thus I feel for Christian a great deal and put myself in this character's shoes easily.

I don't mean to perpetuate this type of crime/thought or want to glorify it, but it's my way of working through it myself. Why is it that a victim will want to seek such pleasure from an abuser? The psychology is highly interesting, but it's not for the faint of heart.

And please, for the love of all things good, don't send hate male to an abuse victim working through the angst of such a past. Really? Is there not enough hate in the world already? Help a girl out.

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Fifty Shades Meander by Mobabe reviews
In order for my story to start, it was necessary to have them apart. I know the thought breaks your heart, but I promise, it's only the start: Ana runs instead of facing Christian when she finds out she's pregnant. This story sticks closely to the vein of the original. Only over 18, please. Note: this is NOT a cheating story/HEA guaranteed. Translated in Italian & Spanish, see blog
Fifty Shades Trilogy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 72 - Words: 396,257 - Reviews: 4036 - Favs: 1,779 - Follows: 2,234 - Updated: 1/25/2015 - Published: 5/13/2012 - Christian G., Anastasia S. - Complete
50 Shades of Crossfire by newbie31 reviews
After the playroom incident Ana starts her new job at SIP. On her first day she is asked to go to NY for business. She is still in love with Christian but while in NY Ana meets Gideon Cross. Will Gideon be the man that Christian can't be?
Fifty Shades Trilogy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 54 - Words: 234,128 - Reviews: 3008 - Favs: 836 - Follows: 1,119 - Updated: 11/20/2013 - Published: 12/7/2012 - Christian G., Anastasia S.
Fifty Shades of Greyer Still by herocksmyworld reviews
A successful and beautiful CEO comes to a local College to select interns for his company's summer program. But who will he choose? And will it be for the right reason? First ever attempt, will post additional chapters if interest!
Fifty Shades Trilogy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 9 - Words: 10,163 - Reviews: 175 - Favs: 150 - Follows: 286 - Updated: 11/13/2012 - Published: 10/24/2012
Fifty Shades: How it Began reviews
The self-destructive Christian Grey finds purpose when he turns fifteen. *Mature scenes, so read at your own discretion, knowing there's an age difference. Please, for the love of all things good, don't send hate mail on this. This is cathartic writing from an abuse victim, not a perpetrator, for heaven's sake.
Fifty Shades Trilogy - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 14,432 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 11/22/2012 - Published: 11/12/2012 - Christian G.
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