Author has written 1 story for Fifty Shades Trilogy.
Just here to practice writing and enjoy reading other fanfiction. I'm so impressed with everyone's writing here!
Since this is anonymous here, I am risking it by writing on a taboo subject that has gained me some hate mail. Such a shocking thing for someone like me. The reason I'm writing (this is for those who think I'm nuts) is because I suffered long-term sexual abuse growing up. Oddly, there is this almost unexplainable linking that occurs between a victim and perpetrator sometimes. This linking can be confusing because the victim finds they care, and maybe even trust, the perpetrator more than anyone else in their lives. It's complicated and quite awful, yet can provide great comfort for the victim, thus I feel for Christian a great deal and put myself in this character's shoes easily.
I don't mean to perpetuate this type of crime/thought or want to glorify it, but it's my way of working through it myself. Why is it that a victim will want to seek such pleasure from an abuser? The psychology is highly interesting, but it's not for the faint of heart.
And please, for the love of all things good, don't send hate male to an abuse victim working through the angst of such a past. Really? Is there not enough hate in the world already? Help a girl out.