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Author has written 28 stories for Kuroshitsuji, and Mythology.

To all who might wish to friend me on facebook, just search for Colette Robins. I'll be the one with the Sebastian and Ciel profile picture. Hope to make friends!

Recording Links are at the very bottom of the page now, so keep on a-scrolling! If you don't see your favorite there, it's because I'm still working on uploading it, just be patient lol.

Hello to all who visit this ghastly white page that needs to have some kind of personalized background! I am a yaoi lover who is 25 years old and is lucky to have two friends who share her interest. One year or so ago I had no one else who even knew what yaoi was, much less would enjoy it with me, but it is amazing how college brings people to you, even in your senior year lol.

I have had an aarinfantasy account for a number of years, but only recently began writing fanfiction in earnest. Mostly because over a year ago I watched Black Butler for the first time. I was in love instantly, and soon thereafter began to fall in love with the slash that it offers.

I am a firm believer in good writing. The horrendous grammar and spelling that I have to weed through to find a good fanfic still astounds me. Don't get me wrong, I have found a very large collection of well-written ones that I adore, and that makes me wish I could just give the authors huge trophies and hugs, but I had to sort through a TON of crap to get to those nuggets of gold. I know I'm not alone in my frustration. I won't deny that my own work has held errors that I don't catch until I take a look at it online and go 'waaa I can't believe I put the wrong word there, or completely left out a word there!' but I try to avoid that as much as possible with lots and lots of proofreading. I am still human, however, and can err.

I think the amount of crap writing out there has given me a bit of a superiority complex, as I have always been a gifted writer thanks to a wonderful academic upbringing. I used to be an English major a while back, but then again before that I was education, and before that I was theater...needless to say I have a lot of writing experience and I have put it to good use as an avid fanfic writing.

Unfortunately the only fandom I've pursued writing for successfully has been Black Butler. I intend to branch off in the future, but other fanfics for other shows just don't come quite as easily. I have mounds of scattered notes that I've written, scenes that I've scrawled for other fandoms, but never have I really gone back and made them a full story like I have done with all my Black Butler stories. But enough with that, moving on:

I am an art major, so I try my best to draw fanart, but I'm sooo focused on my class projects that I rarely spend much time on it. Regrettably, I am not very good at drawing people from scratch. That is something I'm working on.

I love a good story ranging from fluff to dark, romance to humor, anything as well as it's well written. You'll find that all my work is pretty graphic, so get away if you can't handle an M rating.

Check out my two original stories: Ren Winter, and Sable Knight. They're not really fanfiction, but I figured why not? If you like vampires with a yaoi flare, with quite original angles different than most of the vampire stories out there, then you might like Ren Winter. It is in-progress, though, so it might take me a looong time to finish. Sable Knight is my first attempt at writing a steam-punk meets futuristic kind of universe, and it involves dragons and a timid 14-year-old. Hope you check them out and are patient waiting for updates, as I tend to go through writing spurts. I'll write furiously for a few days, then I go through long dry spells. But I will never be one of those authors who are like 'sorry, I'm not finishing this story'. I never abandon any of my works, though the updates might take forever, I'll always get back to them.

My favorite animes are probably:


Yami No Matsui

Junjou Romantica

Fullmetal Alchemist


Gravitation (both versions)

Sex pistols (even though the manga is waaaay better

Ai No Kusabi (The new version is better)



Antique Bakery

Nabari No Ou



Ouran High School Host Club

So that's basically all about me and fandom. If anyone has an Aarinfantasy account you can find me: misaki78. Remember, lame or not YOLO indeed.

Recording Links:

My Own Stories:

Shattered, Reborn:

Chapters 1-6:

Bound to Rest:

When I'm With Him:'mwithhim.mp3

The Cave:

My rant on Fanfiction:

My Own Stories:

A Loose End:

A Cinematic Encounter:

A Harmless Little Tantrum (Rain and Kisses):

His Butler, De-stressing:

No Restrictions:

A Devil's Deal:'s_Deal_(Podifc).mp3

A Page from His Book:

Cries in the Night:


Still Here:

The Final Act:

Sweet Revenge:

Mending Ties

Chapter 1:

Chapters 2-3:

Chapters 4-5:

Mending Ties in Paris:

Forming Ties in Switzerland:

Other Author's Stories:

The Gift that Keeps on Giving:

Confessional (by Silverwing26 and Soulless_lover) :

Bitten (bandanaye):

Chapters 1-5:

Chapters 6-10:

Chapter 11-End:

Savior (Runrabbitrun):

Birthday Wishes of the Rich and Famous (Shisou Riuichi):

A Magnificent Depravity (Eglentyne):

Chapters 1-3:

Chapters 4-6:

Chapters 7-8:

Chapters 9-11:

Blooper Reels:

His Butler, De-stressing:

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A Magnificent Depravity by Eglentyne reviews
Sebastian discovers that Ciel has an attraction to his butler that can no longer be ignored. Taking advantage of the earl's desire, the demon further corrupts his master. What sort of calamity will befall Ciel as a result of this vicious manipulation? Dark/Yaoi/Shota. For mature audiences. Ch. 32 now available, someone hold me.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 33 - Words: 150,533 - Reviews: 551 - Favs: 430 - Follows: 511 - Updated: 9h - Published: 6/28/2012 - [Sebastian M., Ciel P.]
Death Watch (Subtitled: Vanquishing Time) by jaena.eowyn reviews
On the trail of a notorious jewel thief, Ciel finds a clue that may lead to his finally finding his parents' murderers, as well as his own doom. (Sebastian x Ciel).
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Supernatural - Chapters: 14 - Words: 76,069 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 4/26 - Published: 9/27/2014 - [Ciel P., Sebastian M.] - Complete
Of Gods and Monsters by St. Ciel reviews
I'm a killer - a monster. I'm not ruled by emotion nor do I care for anything. I choose not to keep many friends and waste no time with acquaintances. I am a cold blooded killer – so tell me why I feel compelled to put everything on the line and protect this brat? (Modern AU)
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 23 - Words: 99,265 - Reviews: 161 - Favs: 112 - Follows: 146 - Updated: 11/2/2014 - Published: 2/9/2014 - [Ciel P., Sebastian M.]
The King Sucker by XxTwistedEverAfterxX reviews
One afternoon, Arthur returns home to find his two lovers Matthew and Alfred together on the couch in the most horrific way he could imagine. Naturally, he goes to rectify this and make sure both young men are happy. USUKCan Poly relationship.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,761 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 6 - Published: 10/10/2014 - England/Britain, America, Canada - Complete
The Gift that Keeps on Giving by Fruityloo reviews
In which Ciel proves that he is no longer a child, and Lau proves that he still is.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,907 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 8 - Published: 6/8/2014 - [Lau, Sebastian M., Ciel P.] - Complete
Dreaded Feeling by YourRhineStoneEyes reviews
Sebastian decides to take a break from his service as Ciel Phantomhive's butler, just long enough to try and rid himself of an unwanted feeling. Only he doesn't expect the changes and feelings that await him at his return nearly a year later.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 17,701 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 8/26/2013 - Published: 6/30/2013 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete
You Did Well Today by Aservis Roturier reviews
"Young master, please...for you to say such things..." From the moment the butler said those words aboard the lifeboat, they'd started eating away at the young earl. For him to say such things...what? Meant what? What did Sebastian really mean?
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,236 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 9 - Published: 6/21/2013 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete
Bitten by bandanaye reviews
He let his instincts take over for a moment as he buried his face in the boy's exposed neck, a tongue pressing against the delicate skin and hunting down the racing pulse. Sebastian inhaled the boy's delicious scent, his fangs impulsively beginning to extend in preparation. SxC
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 44,045 - Reviews: 340 - Favs: 521 - Follows: 235 - Updated: 9/26/2012 - Published: 7/10/2012 - Sebastian M., Ciel P. - Complete
Chrysalis by Tasogare no Raikou reviews
During a fight against an unparalleled enemy, Sebastian is forced to reveal his true form. Will Ciel still accept him and trust him as he always has, or will this be the end of their journey together? :yaoi: *completed*
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,164 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 160 - Follows: 26 - Published: 9/6/2012 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete
Savior by runrabbitrun reviews
"Sebastian, what are we doing?" I whispered looking deeply into his eyes. "We're loving each other, Bocchan."
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,187 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 150 - Follows: 22 - Published: 5/3/2012 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete
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Shattered, Reborn reviews
Ciel finds himself at the mercy of a captor unlike any he, or Sebastian, have faced before. Fueled by revenge and rage to match Ciel's own, this new enemy threatens the very foundation of what binds master and demon together.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 43,364 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 5/31 - Published: 2/7 - Ciel P., Sebastian M.
Bound to Rest reviews
What's a butler to do when his master simply will not rest? Perhaps drastic measures are called for.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,375 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 4/25 - Published: 3/9 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete
When I'm with Him reviews
When he stays with me in the evenings, shedding his black uniform to reveal the pale body beneath and joining me in my bed...those are the nights I lose myself completely. Only remnants of Ciel Phantomhive remain in the boy who gives himself completely to his demon.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,786 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 3/30 - Published: 12/26/2014 - Ciel P., Sebastian M.
The Cave reviews
While completing a mission for the queen in Scotland, Ciel and Sebastian get caught in a storm on the sea. (oneshot, sweet, very little smut in this one). Fluffy
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 7,869 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 3/30 - Published: 11/6/2014 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete
Rescue reviews
Ciel looses his home to a hurricane and is sent to a tightly-packed disaster shelter. Thankfully, someone arrives to take him somewhere more comfortable. *Modern Day AU*
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,847 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 23 - Published: 3/10 - Ciel P., Sebastian M.
Mending Ties In Paris (Prologue to Mending Ties) reviews
Ciel needs a guide once he becomes a demon, but all he's left with is a butler who seems to hate him. Ciel may think that leaving Sebastian will solve the problems, but Sebastian might have other plans.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 30,190 - Reviews: 69 - Favs: 191 - Follows: 88 - Updated: 2/19 - Published: 8/14/2013 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete
Sable Knight reviews
Marked at the age of fourteen. The prospect for young Sable is frightening, but he has no other choice. A Marking ensures a successful future, something that Sable desperately needs. But still, for the candidate for his Marking to be a dragon...the idea is intimidating, but Sable soon discovers that the one night with the man his parents paid for will drastically change his life.
Mythology - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 78,222 - Reviews: 74 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 12/31/2014 - Published: 7/20/2013
Forming Ties in Switzerland (Epilogue to Mending Ties) reviews
No demon should fall for a human. Claude has learned that the hard way. However, he bends the rules once again when he discovers a pure soul lying asleep one night. OC. Rated M for later chapters. If you can't stand Claude, then you will not like this fic. For all those who enjoyed 'Mending Ties in Paris', you might enjoy this mostly Claude-centered story. Comment please! lol
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 7 - Words: 16,044 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 12/26/2014 - Published: 12/20/2013 - Claude F.
A Loose End (Mending Ties Series Extra) reviews
25 years after Ciel becomes a demon, he and Sebastian are paid a most unwelcome visit by someone from Sebastian's lengthy past. Soon, however, Ciel realizes that his presence does not HAVE to be unwelcome at second OC, hope you like him!
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 15,232 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 12/19/2014 - Published: 8/3/2014 - Ciel P., Sebastian M., OC
A Cinematic Encounter reviews
A demon has been stalking and stealing a reaper's scheduled collection of souls. Will takes it upon himself to eliminate this threat, only to find himself face-to-face with temptation.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 11 - Words: 41,478 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 12/19/2014 - Published: 3/13/2014 - Sebastian M., William S. - Complete
Teasing Master (AKA Sebastian's only journal) reviews
"Hmmm...what method of teasing shall I employ today to get my master adorably riled up and begging for relief' an erotic semi-drabble of journal entries written by the butler to the house of Phantomhive, describing the daily teasing regiment he sets up for his master.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,188 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 11/6/2014 - Published: 11/1/2014 - Ciel P., Sebastian M.
Rain and Kisses reviews
Ciel has enough of the pressures that he has to deal with, and does what any angry adolescent would...runs away. Of course, someone has to come after him.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 22,583 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 11/2/2014 - Published: 8/17/2014 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete
Pawing for More reviews
Ciel finds out that there is more to Sebastian than meets the eye. Of course Sebastian can transform his physical body into that of a-a-achoo! ...into something that Ciel is allergic to. Fate has plans to ensure Ciel can admire this other form Sebastian has hid from him for so long. (This is my first fluffy-gone-pwp work, so don't be surprised at the lack of actual story please).
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,515 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 15 - Published: 10/21/2014
A Simple Song reviews
Sho Finnian has been used as a human lab rat for seven years of his youth. On a cold and hopeless night he weakly sings out a simple song to try and warm his freezing heart...unaware that the words would summon his only hope. (SLIGHT TACTICS REFERENCE AT THE BEGINNING, BUT NOT ENOUGH TO CALL IT A CROSSOVER, BUT IT WAS WHERE I GOT THE IDEA FOR THE KAGUME SONG).
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Fantasy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 8,640 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 10/16/2014 - Published: 7/12/2013 - Finnian, Sebastian M.
Personal Space reviews
An extra of 'A Cinematic Encounter': Will comes face-to-face with Sebastian in Noah's Ark Circus, and worse, has to spend the night in the same tent. Will harbors hate for the demon after being abandoned all those years ago, but desire and desperation have a way of overcoming a man.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,712 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/24/2014 - Sebastian M., William S. - Complete
A Devil's Deal reviews
Claude is willing to do anything to have another chance at Ciel's soul...anything. Sebastian may hate him, but he is more than willing to take advantage of a fine body when he sees one.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,783 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 6/26/2014 - Published: 4/13/2014 - Sebastian M., Claude F. - Complete
My Child (Epilogue to The Final Act) reviews
I had never thought much of children. They were helpless little things, so prone to harm themselves or fall prey to others. I had considered children nothing more than the vermin of the human race, who all grew up into potential meals. Now, however, I have a child of my own. . . SEBASTIAN'S POV
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,164 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 27 - Published: 5/5/2014 - Ciel P., Sebastian M.
The Final Act reviews
Alois brings to Ciel a proposal that will ensure that both he and Ciel gain the revenge they crave, and will allow both of their contracts to be fulfilled.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 14,937 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 4/18/2014 - Published: 1/15/2014 - Ciel P., Sebastian M., Alois T., Claude F. - Complete
Ren Winter reviews
(NOT A FANFIC. ORIGINAL WORK. MYTHOLOGY WAS THE ONLY THING CLOSE TO VAMPIRES AVAILABLE IN THE CATEGORIES.) There is a truce. Humans and vampires co-exist with the establishment of the Banquet Hall System. In the 21st Century Victor VanCloud fights to end the trafficking of humans for their blood. Out of the thousands of lives he has saved, none effect him like little Ren.
Mythology - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 10,159 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 4/3/2014 - Published: 4/5/2013
Sweet Revenge reviews
When one of Ciel's pranks goes too far, Sebastian decides to teach him a lesson. What better way than alcohol and chocolate?
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,592 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 3/14/2014 - Published: 3/11/2013 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete
Mending Ties reviews
Ciel and Sebastian have a very erotic and satisfying relationship together as demons, but what happens when Ciel gets adventurous and decides to give Claude Faustus a taste of what he always wanted? (After the second season and Claude is still alive, don't ask me why, just an idea I had. Demon three-way inside).
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 10 - Words: 19,590 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 152 - Follows: 70 - Updated: 2/26/2014 - Published: 6/17/2013 - Ciel P., Sebastian M., Claude F. - Complete
Cries in the night reviews
Ciel witnesses a late-night performance and finds himself in need of his butler's 'assistance'. (Also Finny/Bard)
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,506 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 142 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 2/26/2014 - Published: 3/11/2013 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete
A page from his book reviews
Sebastian can see right through Ciel, but getting Ciel to admit what he really wants is a harder task; unless he's half asleep.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,277 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 128 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 2/26/2014 - Published: 3/11/2013 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete
His butler, De-stressing reviews
A runaway train headed for a disabled bridge with a killer and a bomb on board. Who wouldn't be sore all over after something like that? Sebastian has the perfect solution to Ciel's problem.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,911 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 2/26/2014 - Published: 3/28/2013 - Complete
Ribbon reviews
Sebastian finds a ribbon in Ciel's bedroom and gets suspicious. Really just something random I thought of one day. Oneshot. lemon.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,123 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 118 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 2/11/2014 - Published: 3/16/2013 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete
No Restricitons reviews
Ciel ponders; what would Sebastian do if he let him have his way for one night, within the boundaries of the contract, of course.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 2 - Words: 7,071 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 233 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 1/29/2014 - Published: 3/11/2013 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete
Still Here reviews
Ciel is shaken up by something after their visit to the Trancy Costume Ball, and Sebastian just wants to find out what it is.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,539 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 1/28/2014 - Published: 4/17/2013 - Complete
Stars & Angel Wings reviews
Finny's dark past is known to few, but a certain angel has just found out something about it...
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,659 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 7/20/2013 - Published: 3/24/2013 - Ciel P., Finnian, Sebastian M., Ash L. - Complete