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Joined 12-01-12, id: 4393154, Profile Updated: 09-14-17
Author has written 8 stories for Thomas the Tank Engine, Transformers/Beast Wars, and Planet of the Apes.

Hi everyone!

Since I don't come here as often as I should, it's been years since I updated my profile. To those few who know me, I'm alive and kicking, and yes, I intend to finish all the stories I have started. I am also planning a rewrite on That Thou Art Mindful of Him within this century ;) (hence the reason I haven't posted it on AO3 yet). I also have numerous story plans that may or may not reach this site, mostly within the Transformers fandom.

To those who don't know me: I started out writing only to myself and since I was (and still am) quite insecure in my writing skills, I didn't post anything online for a long time, but then one day I thought, why not, what's there to lose? My stories are not the most popular, but as I said, I write mostly to myself and I will continue updating all the stories I posted here, though it might take years for me to do so. I currently write stories set in the Transformers fandom, G1/IDW is my main source of inspiration, but I also have stories set in the Animated and Prime universe.

My favourite era is pre-war and I really love exploring characters (mostly Decepticons) and their motivations, either directly at the start of the war or right after it (and NOT on Earth). This means my stories are usually not really action-filled and they are slow-paced. I love different characters clashing, small character moments, how characters stand up from their lowest. I like exploring how they deal with choices and the changes of the world around them, but sometimes I get carried away with wanting to show too much at the same time and that might become confusing. I'll try to work on that in the future, all I can say is, this is the way I write and I would like people to tell me their opinion sincerely on these matters.

My top favourite characters are Soundwave (G1/IDW) and his bunch of cassettes, mostly Rumble and Frenzy (so they're surely gonna suffer ;). When I started watching G1 cartoon they immediately caught my attention as the first representation of a closer partnership (and within the Decepticons - even better) and I came to accept the headcanon of them being a family, or as close as they can get to it, so expect to see a lot about them in my stories, they are usually the main characters. When I ship Soundwave with anyone, it's almost always Blaster, I like his personality from the G1 cartoon and someone needs to make this stoic Decepticon laugh. However, I usually respect official pairs and I stick to them, however, since these two aren't officially bonded to anyone in any universe, I will continue shipping them.

My other favourites include Megatron and Starscream (pre-war, in-war, post-war, always) and Knock Out from TF:Prime. From the Autobot side, my top three include Ratchet, Perceptor and Blaster. I like many other characters, mostly characters not that popular (hello, Astrotrain), I will not make a long list now, but I can say there are few I outright hate. Most of the time I'm just neutral about most of them. But if you read any of my TF related stories, the above characters are sure to make an appearance.

As for my Thomas the Tank Engine stories, you can easily tell that Edward is my top favourite, I am sure the old engine is more than meets the eye (pun unintended). I also like writing about Henry, he became my favourite mainly for the reason I stated above - I love writing characters who are at their lowest (either physically - sick, injured - or mentally) and how they can get up and go on. James and his unparalleled attitude is a colourful speck in this beautiful topsy-turvy.

As you can see, I'm not a native speaker and I might make mistakes, I'm trying to correct them and make my use of words more colourful - I also ask anybody who has the time to point out inaccuracies, I would like to improve. I know my older stories have more mistakes in them and I plan on cleaning them up (you can already find a first "clean-up" version of Plague on AO3) and as I said, I'm planning a complete rewrite on That Thou Art Mindful of Him. The main concept will remain, it is details, pacing and language I want to change. Whenever it happens.

Alright, enough of me. You can PM me and I love hearing your thoughts on the stories. Although I'm not much of a reviewer, I will always try to answer reviews or messages, even if it takes literal ages for me to do so.

You can also find me on AO3 under the same name, I will slowly transfer my stories from here to the site and update my recent stories there as well. On tumblr, I am ecologicallyfriendly (I know, I know, but "environmentally friendly" was taken :P).

Hope I didn't bore anyone and I hope you can find something for your taste among my mess of stories. ;)

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My True Purpose by ChocolateSyrup reviews
Caesar gets a second chance to see Will again, facing a critical decision that comes along with the unexpected reunion.
Planet of the Apes - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Drama - Chapters: 19 - Words: 77,533 - Reviews: 114 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 11/15 - Published: 7/18
Dawn Of War by BeetZel reviews
What if the stories for Dawn and War Of The Planet of the Apes had branched off onto a different path? Destiny among individuals will change, leading them to a newer road among the life they could or might've had. A rewritten version of Dawn, War, and everything else in between. Please enjoy.
Planet of the Apes - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 18 - Words: 86,810 - Reviews: 87 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 11/7 - Published: 8/6
Far Between and Not at All by scarletstarlet49 reviews
It was madness, all of it. She was lost in a violent sea of judgement and 'goodness', whatever that was, and her only raft was a self-righteous chimpanzee king. How did it all get so screwed up? Caesar/human OC. Rated M to be safe. Set ten months after Dawn of the POTA.
Planet of the Apes - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 43,957 - Reviews: 71 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 74 - Updated: 10/17 - Published: 7/28
Orphans by P.A.W.07 reviews
Rumble nor any of his siblings had ever anticipated the day when their creator would be extinguished or how to react afterwards; especially since none of them had expected to live past their host's demise. Especially not like this. G1.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 16 - Words: 61,929 - Reviews: 202 - Favs: 225 - Follows: 252 - Updated: 10/15 - Published: 12/18/2008 - Blaster, Eject, Ravage, Rumble
Taking Over by Crooked reviews
Armada. After Megatron uses Starscream as an experiment, the seeker escapes to Earth and makes a deal with Optimus. Soon Starscream realizes that his new body is empowering and killing him at the same time, even as he attempts to find a cure. [Rated for later chapters]
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 24 - Words: 134,224 - Reviews: 172 - Favs: 116 - Follows: 134 - Updated: 7/11 - Published: 4/2/2011 - Starscream, Jetfire - Complete
Fall by Transformers 0 reviews
That word had so many meanings in its seemingly narrow crux.
Thomas the Tank Engine - Rated: T - English - Horror/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,005 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/1 - James - Complete
In the Attempt by Purplehood reviews
Rumble could have cursed his processor for bringing up the reason they were even in this mess. He had been desperately trying to suppress it for awhile, but the feeling in his spark just wouldn't leave—a sore ache throbbing in the middle of his chassis. Soundwave's minicons attempt to find their master who, unbeknownst to them, is trapped in the Shadowzone.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,103 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 8/21/2016 - Published: 3/4/2016 - Frenzy, Rumble
Mission by the-spoon-of-doom reviews
Starscream reproduced, much to Megatron's horror. Years after his treacherous Air Commander's disappearance, Megatron comes across a familiar looking sparkling with a familiarly bad attitude. M/SS
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 48,407 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 75 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 7/12/2016 - Published: 4/24/2016 - [Megatron, Starscream] - Complete
Clipped by Lavender Cat reviews
Post-Predacons Rising. Knock Out has officially joined the winning team, washing his hands of any ties to the Decepticons. Too bad for him he finds a big, broken reminder of his past affiliations amongst the rubble of an abandoned base.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 21,346 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 12/13/2014 - Published: 8/1/2014
With All We've Lost by Foureyed-Pufferfish reviews
He knew death would not be swift for him. But now, in the midst of the horrible disease ravaging his body, he wished for nothing greater than a few more cycles. Ratchet-centric. Warnings: Terminal Illness, Torture, Mild AU.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 16 - Words: 75,382 - Reviews: 106 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 79 - Updated: 11/4/2014 - Published: 10/23/2012 - Optimus Prime, Ratchet - Complete
Screechless by the-spoon-of-doom reviews
Only when Starscream loses his voice, does Megatron learn to listen. M/SS
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,109 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 109 - Follows: 22 - Published: 9/23/2014 - [Megatron, Starscream] - Complete
Chasing Shadows by NicKenny reviews
A mysterious figure known as the Shadow is tracking down members of Team Rocket in the region of Novis, determined to have his revenge. Into this world a young trainer is thrust, accompanied only by her irritable and highly exasperating bulbasaur. Their path will change the world. And the legendaries are watching... (Currently in redevelopment by The Freelancer Collaboration)
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,011 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 9/16/2014 - Published: 11/12/2012 - Absol, Bulbasaur/Fushigidane
Dawn by DarkSplinter reviews
Sometimes hope accrues where no one had expected it...
Transformers - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 10,734 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 9/11/2014 - Published: 2/24/2013 - Megatron, Starscream - Complete
Like The Water Finds The Sea by cousinswar reviews
It only takes six orns for everything to go to the Pit in a handbasket. After an encounter with a roving band of Decepticons, Ratchet faces the toughest years of his life - but Optimus is determined that he will not face them alone.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 27,936 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 7/20/2014 - Published: 12/29/2013 - Optimus Prime, Ratchet
Autobrand by TCFactory reviews
Spoilers for Dark Cybetron Finale! I've been spending ridiculous amount of time trying to wrap my mind around what was going through Megatron's head in the last few issues. Then someone pointed out that Ravage was there on the last page and it spawned this.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,173 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/14/2014 - Megatron, Ravage - Complete
Evolving Identity by ADAl44T-KB-O reviews
Megatron gives an order to one mech upon the Decepticon's exodus that has unintended repercussions on many lives, including his own. Lines are drawn, lines are crossed. Indulgence turns to acquiescence, then reluctance, and finally forced misery. What happens when the ignorance aboard the Nemesis is finally shattered and can there be happiness for anybot in the end? Sticky. DL? DR.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 11 - Words: 97,556 - Reviews: 90 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 3/4/2014 - Published: 7/17/2013 - Megatron, Soundwave, Starscream, Makeshift
Chasing Alice by Acteon Carolsfeld reviews
The apocalypse has been cancelled. Now what? As Gipsy finds out, beating a Kaiju upside the head with a freighter had been the easy part. (Post Movie) [DROPPED]
Pacific Rim - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 28,677 - Reviews: 203 - Favs: 169 - Follows: 170 - Updated: 11/23/2013 - Published: 7/23/2013 - Gipsy Danger, Striker Eureka, Raleigh B., Mako M.
Analogous by Aly208 reviews
They stared at each other. Red met red; a river of lava crossed the path of a blaze of fire. PWP.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,524 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/9/2013 - Megatron, Starscream - Complete
The Jewel of Vos by Aly208 reviews
AU. Pre-Earth G1. Optimus Prime must persuade the Monarch of Vos to join the Autobot cause, no matter the price.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,179 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 7/16/2013 - Published: 7/11/2013 - Optimus Prime, Starscream
Trineless by Qwertzu824 reviews
It was unheard of... The thought was almost blasphemous: A Seeker youngling who wants to stay trineless. Starscream origin fic
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 9 - Words: 11,458 - Reviews: 73 - Favs: 125 - Follows: 75 - Updated: 7/6/2013 - Published: 3/24/2013 - Starscream, Thundercracker, Skywarp, Skyfire/Jetfire
Logical to be Illogical by PrimeEmily135 reviews
Stellar-cycles after being alone on Cybertron, Shockwave found his way back to the Decepticons on Earth. But he finds someone there he never thought he'd see again. Will he learn from his past mistakes? or will things end up the same way in the end? Sequel to "Left for Dead"
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 18 - Words: 31,242 - Reviews: 100 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 6/23/2013 - Published: 5/3/2013 - [Shockwave, OC] Starscream - Complete
Survivor's Anguish by TacticianZephine reviews
Knock Out was once part of an entire squadron of medics. When they were gone, he had a loyal protector and assisstant. Now, he's lucky to find a competent Vehicon to hold a tray of tools while he works. What happened?
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 840 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/8/2013 - Knock Out
The Young and the Gullible by Aly208 reviews
After Thrust asks Skywarp how to court seekers, Skywarp decides to give him hilariously bad advice as a prank. The best part about it? Thrust uses this information on Starscream...aka Skywarp's brother. Chaos ensues.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 20,183 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 46 - Updated: 5/20/2013 - Published: 3/3/2013 - Starscream, Thrust
Crewe by Speckless Nougat reviews
In 1951, an engine with a difference visited the Railway Works at Crewe. COMPLETE.
Thomas the Tank Engine - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,772 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 2/8/2013 - Published: 12/26/2012 - Henry - Complete
Dead Air by anondecepticon reviews
Soundwave is killed in battle, leaving his cassettes behind to pick up the pieces.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 10,554 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 63 - Updated: 2/20/2012 - Published: 2/20/2011 - Rumble, Frenzy
Everything Will Change by pl2363 reviews
Soundwave has done what he has to in order to survive in a warrior's world, while Blaster wonders if he'll ever find love. Things start to change for each of them the more time they start to spend together. *slash*
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 74,285 - Reviews: 122 - Favs: 201 - Follows: 113 - Updated: 12/11/2011 - Published: 11/29/2010 - Soundwave, Blaster - Complete
Trapped by TSBP reviews
Frenzy is trapped in more ways than one when he's captured by the Autobots, and forced to make decisions he would rather avoid. Will he go back to the way things were? Or has he been given the opportunity for something entirely new? Mature themes.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 31 - Words: 125,518 - Reviews: 216 - Favs: 121 - Follows: 131 - Updated: 12/8/2011 - Published: 10/23/2009 - Frenzy, Ironhide
A Single Purple Droplet by BookZombie reviews
In All Hail Megatron we get a touching scene where Soundwave cradle a near death Rumble in his arms, this is my humble take on what might have gone through the Decepticon communications officer when he thought he had lost one of his cassette minions.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,579 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 5 - Published: 11/9/2011 - Soundwave, Rumble
Sundering by Fierceawakening reviews
Ficlet for the commentfic party on Crimson Optics. The prompt was "Rumble/Frenzy - shenanigans," but it turned into this. Rumble muses on why using his piledrivers to "shake things up a little" on Earth is particularly awesome.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 504 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/11/2011 - Rumble - Complete
Last Resort by Arcturas reviews
Once again Frenzy found himself wishing he was Rumble, because *Rumble* would never have let himself be tempted to join the enemy.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,911 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 13 - Published: 7/8/2009 - Frenzy, Optimus Prime - Complete
Flyaway by Astrum Ululatum reviews
Everything was so mixed up; emotions either ran too high or they were simply nonexistent, making an attempt to hold base on Cybertron possibly prove fatal to the normally stoic and put together mech. And maybe...maybe he's not so cold after all.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,340 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 2/7/2009 - Published: 1/29/2009 - Rumble, Soundwave - Complete
Parallel by That Buggy Girl reviews
It had seemed like a good idea. Frenzy knew it wasn't. How could something that could be used against you ever possibly be a good idea? Another rambling ficlet further exploring my theories about Cybertronian twins.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,904 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/19/2009 - Frenzy, Rumble - Complete
Sympathy and Understanding by DarkAngelLillith reviews
In the middle of a battle, Rumble got injured. Only Frenzy is able to get to his side, but he has no medical knowledge. Discoveries are made and unexpected help arrives.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,488 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 7 - Published: 6/8/2008 - Frenzy, Sideswipe - Complete
Lost in Transmission by Koi Lungfish reviews
G1, S2 - Soundwave loses radio contact with Starscream whilst he's on patrol over the ocean.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Horror/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,535 - Reviews: 142 - Favs: 309 - Follows: 40 - Published: 4/15/2008 - Complete
The Master Plan by Taipan Kiryu reviews
G1 The Autobots develop a plan to capture Soundwave and interrogate him about a potential Decepticon threat that endangers planet Earth. How will they deal with their silent and emotionless prisoner? Rated for torture and mild coarse language.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,037 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 93 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 11/5/2007 - Published: 10/26/2007 - Soundwave - Complete
Wave of the Future by Alexandra Spar reviews
Isn't it charming that the Island of Sodor has a functioning steam railway? Not every visitor thinks so.
Thomas the Tank Engine - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,289 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 1/7/2007 - Published: 12/30/2006
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Stone Mind reviews
Decades after Caesar's war, Cornelius and his apes are living in peace. However, what they do not know is that other tribes of apes are out there as well - and some are not as peaceful as others. Whether their world crumbles from outside or from within, they must hold onto the things they still value to survive. Rating may go up with later chapters.
Planet of the Apes - Rated: T - English - Family/Adventure - Chapters: 4 - Words: 15,333 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 7h - Published: 9/14
Empire's Shards reviews
Megatron and his Decepticons at Trypticon Prison face the consequences of a new power coming into play to rule Cybertron - a fate maybe worse than execution. The only one still free to break them out, however, must first find his way back to life and to the promise he once made, long ago. TF:A with elements of G1:IDW. WARNING: dark themes, explicit torture in later chapters.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Sci-Fi/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 23,150 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 5/23 - Published: 6/4/2016 - Ratchet, Rumble, Soundwave, Starscream
The Autumn in Haultraugh reviews
They didn't know why they made this choice, how to go on with it... but as long as the other was there, they would hold on to the promised peace - if it meant they weren't alone. One-shot.
Thomas the Tank Engine - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,135 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/24/2015 - [Edward, Daisy] - Complete
Childhood's End reviews
Corruption hidden behind Golden Age, morals clash through a system made in the illusion of perfection while some just want to survive. In a world where friend can become foe in a matter of moments, there is only one logical outcome: war. Pre-war AU.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: M - English - Drama/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 13 - Words: 87,543 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 12/1/2014 - Published: 9/4/2013 - Soundwave, Starscream, Megatron, Blaster
Depleted reviews
It wasn't that he was indifferent... but for him, that wasn't Breakdown anymore. One-shot, my theory on Knock Out's thoughts at the beginning of "Thirst"
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,271 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 7 - Published: 12/15/2013 - Knock Out - Complete
That Thou Art Mindful of Him reviews
Ratchet thought it was a simple thing, his weakness getting the better of him again. But when a simple hangover evolves into something more, he has to take the biggest battle ever - to save his own life.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 11 - Words: 44,325 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 9/4/2013 - Published: 1/17/2013 - Ratchet
Plague reviews
Abandonment of pride seemed to be the hardest thing, even when a deadly curse made them race against time - with their lives at stake. Rewrite of the episode "Cosmic Rust", AU. COMPLETE.
Transformers/Beast Wars - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 13 - Words: 46,351 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 8/22/2013 - Published: 4/21/2013 - Starscream, Rumble - Complete
Lost in Mist reviews
A young historian asks Edward to tell him about World War II on Sodor. I do not own TTTE characters. The story may not correspond with events in the Railway Series or television series.
Thomas the Tank Engine - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 28,113 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 7/6/2013 - Published: 12/1/2012 - Edward