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Author has written 17 stories for Animorphs.

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- June 26th, 2009 -

"When you believe you can fly high like the sky, just imagine all the things you can do."
- Anonymous

(June 1st, 2010)

Thank you to everyone who has sent me letters of support and kindness since my hiatus announcement in January 2009. Your thoughts were very much appreciated and touching to me.

A lot of things have changed. I'm a different person now than I used to be. I've gotten involved in bigger things - though not necessarily better ones - and I'm sad to say that, at least for now, my career in fanfiction appears to be over.

Discovering and writing fanfiction has been one of the most important steps in my writing career. FFN has helped me learn many important things I needed to know to become a successful writer. How to take criticism, how to accept and consider other people's opinions, and how to create a well-rounded character are the foremost lessons.

Unfortunately, a good writer also knows when she is in over her head. She knows how to prioritize, no matter how painful it is to do so. So, here it is - me, admitting that I cannot do everything and still have everything. I'm writing a novel, going to school, and working. I also have a social life to uphold. Things being as they are, I have simply found I don't have enough time to write fanfiction anymore. That doesn't mean I'll never do so again. I believe fanfiction is something that stays with you forever, at least to a certain extent. I'm sure inspiration will strike again someday.

This is in no way goodbye. I will still be around the site and posting on the forums. However, I would like to take this opportunity to sincerely thank everyone who has read and reviewed my stories. Each of you played a role in advancing my writing career and making me a better writer, which is for me the most important thing one could do. I'd also like to apologize to all of you for abandoning my fanfiction-writing so suddenly. It took me a long time, you see, to come to terms with not doing it anymore.

This does unfortunately mean that all of my fics are on indefinite hiatus. Again, sorry, especially to my loyal readers.

If you have any questions, comments, concerns or complaints, you can reach me via e-mail at nlleblanc@ymail.com.

Here are some places where I'm still active:

My Animorphs forum, The Animorphs FanFic Lounge, is still up and running. If you like Animorphs, we'd love to have you! http://anificforum.10.forumer.com - we're always looking for new members!

- http://www.fictionpress.com/~nlleblanc

- http://www.nanowrimo.org and http://www.scriptfrenzy.org . Search "N.L. LeBlanc".

- http://awriterstherapy.blogspot.com - My writing blog. All updates on my original two-part series, as well as on other original projects, can be found here.

My Writing Projects

Complete

Life in Black and White (novel, not available on the web) - June 7th, 2008 - May 31st, 2010
Genre:
Psychological drama/Mild horror
Life in Black and White is the first novel in my two-part original series following the everyday trials and tribulations of my mentally ill protagonist. The first book chronicles Gabriel's life from ages 5-16. This project has been in the works for nearly two years and counts over 300,000 words (Yes, I need to edit very badly). There will be a similarly-formatted sequel, which you can find below. You can find a full synopsis and more information on Life in Black and White by visiting my NaNoWriMo profile (web site above), however, because I plan on getting this work published when it's finished, it is not, nor will it be available anywhere on the Internet. The first draft of Life in Black in White was completed on May 31st, 2010. The next step is macrorevision, which will begin sometime in July 2010, after the dry month.


In-Progress

It's All Inside My Head (novel, not available on the web) - In preliminary planning phase
Genre:
Psychological drama/Mild horror
Work-in-progress. The sequel and concluding volume to Life in Black and White. Currently in planning phase. It's All Inside My Head continues Gabriel's story, chronicling his life from ages 17-22. Like its predecessor, it is a novel in three parts. Gabriel attempts to maintain his recovery from borderline personality disorder in the midst of personal crisis and an ever-changing world, which is a lot harder than it sounds, really. Production will start in early June 2010.

Anyway...

With all of that said, I wish each and every one of you luck in your writing endeavours. Once again, I thank you, and also apologize for any inconvenience this news may cause.

Please sign: http://www.petitiononline.com/ffnetsym/petition.html

Please join and help spread awareness: http://www.facebook.com/pages/Borderline-Personality-Disorder-Awareness-Month/110785528958011?ref=mf

"Love is like war: Easy to start, hard to end, impossible to forget."

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Enter The Insane (older crappier version) by Salad Shooter reviews
A story that I ended up scrapping and rewriting ... Primary: the rise of Esplin 9466 is the new version.
Animorphs - Rated: K+ - English - Sci-Fi/Drama - Chapters: 30 - Words: 34,865 - Reviews: 115 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 12/22/2009 - Published: 5/17/2003 - Visser Three
My Name Is Marco by Fletty reviews
First Fan Fic. Something horrific happens to Marco, completely rocking his world and changing his life forever.
Animorphs - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 10,920 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 6/15/2009 - Published: 3/7/2006 - Marco
The Assassin by AvengingStar reviews
The ellimist has sent an assassin and a war between he and the visser is about to begin. The animorphs are torn and it's about to get very personal. Sorry for some viewing problems EVERYONE BETTER READ AND REVIEW!
Animorphs - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Adventure - Chapters: 20 - Words: 29,114 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 8/31/2008 - Published: 4/18/2006
The Animorph Characters, Your Very Own Manual by PowerPen reviews
You are now the proud owner of your very own Animorph Character! Please read instructions carefully before opening. Ellimist!
Animorphs - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 13 - Words: 15,836 - Reviews: 242 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 64 - Updated: 4/13/2008 - Published: 1/15/2007
100 Words by Felinephoenix reviews
Drabbles about the lives of the Animorphs and those around them. New: Rachel, Marco, and Helmacrons. Doesn't every girl deserve an army of space midgets?
Animorphs - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 14 - Words: 2,319 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 7/8/2007 - Published: 4/30/2005
How the Animorphs saved Christmas by PowerPen reviews
LOL, this one is insane. Mad dash around the world in one night. Ellimist acting weird. Ax comes to terms with magic. T rating for language breathing room. Happy new years, and thanks to all you reviewers out there!
Animorphs - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 19 - Words: 18,862 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 1/1/2007 - Published: 12/18/2006 - Ax - Complete
Da Uber Scary Diary of Visser Three by Birdie num num reviews
Visser Three's own personal, and Visserly diary! Digitally remastered! ... Okay, not really. But see the secrets! Feel the passion! And generally have a good laugh.
Animorphs - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 12 - Words: 14,059 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 11/22/2006 - Published: 4/18/2004
The Fifth Column by Mortifus reviews
Updated 24th September
Animorphs - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 9,854 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/23/2006 - Published: 8/31/2006
The Struggle by Pharrells Girl reviews
The final chapter! They finally get hitched! ::tears:: it's been fun writing for you guys! Look out for that Third Story in this trilogy coming soon!
Animorphs - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 21 - Words: 64,382 - Reviews: 140 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 9/6/2006 - Published: 12/19/2004 - Complete
Visser Three's Memo by risika-dragon reviews
Inspired by V3's Jounal trilogy by Sin, this is about the love of two Vissers...add in the Iniss and Ellie, stir in insanity, and put in a pinch of Risika. Following up Purgatory Bust
Animorphs - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 12,432 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/4/2006 - Published: 8/12/2006
Purgatory Bust! by risika-dragon reviews
V3 and V1 find a certain author alongside of the road, but the V3 and RD are killed and sent to Purgatory! Which sucks with parole officers, asrtal travel rules, and Horror Halls! COMPLETE!
Animorphs - Rated: K - English - Humor/Spiritual - Chapters: 5 - Words: 14,837 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 8/11/2006 - Published: 7/21/2006 - Complete
The Hypothetical by Ember Nickel reviews
You stacked the deck! What if Melissa and David had been walking home from the construction site instead of Jake and Rachel? Copied from an RP at Sinister Shadow's forum.
Animorphs - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 46,282 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 6/15/2006 - Published: 1/8/2006 - Melissa, David
The Secret Diary of Visser One by Traycon 3 and Fishey Me reviews
This is a story to go along with Visser Three's Diary. It has the same events, just from Visser One's point of view.
Animorphs - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,247 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 6/9/2006 - Published: 4/14/2006
That Which Never Was by Quillian reviews
One shot! A brief look into what could have been, but never was... ANIMORPHS 10 YEAR ANNIVERSARY FIC
Animorphs - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,789 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 6 - Published: 6/3/2006 - Complete
Behind Glaring Eyes: An Untold Story by XxaRchaNgLexX reviews
Both were sure there was no happily ever after, Two who dared to love knowing the consequences.Waging in a game where all players are losers. When having hurt each other, when uncontrollable emotion turns to hatred...V1 and V3
Animorphs - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 659 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/3/2006
The Exalted Chronicles by Ember Nickel reviews
William Harston: 'Chess is not something that drives people mad chess is something that keeps mad people sane.' The voyage of Rruyshah, Exalted One of the Kelbrid, from the Kelbrid Tourism Wing to a Skrit Na spaceship, and beyond.
Animorphs - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 20 - Words: 9,427 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 4/11/2006 - Published: 1/1/2006 - Complete
A Second Chance Part 1: Anati Sunset by Kharina reviews
I stared, horrified. It was at that point I knew this was it. We were going to lose.' This fic explores what happened on the Anati World. Spoilers for visser and 45. Chapter six, the battle, is up! Please R&R.
Animorphs - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 11,450 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 4/10/2006 - Published: 10/4/2005
Not One Word by MsTria reviews
My first, last and only Closet Fan story! How the dear enemies, Vissers Three and One, ended up to the same dark room...
Animorphs - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,164 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/27/2006 - Complete
Closet Fan Sonnet by Ember Nickel reviews
Disclaimer: This does not mean that I was ever, am now, or will ever be a Closet Fan.
Animorphs - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/2/2006 - [Visser Three, Visser One] - Complete
Twilight Reflections by Kharina reviews
Visser Three feeds at dusk after the events of 45, and reflects on his relationship with his dead arch rival, the former Visser One. CLOSET FAN. Contains some spoilers.
Animorphs - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,323 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/29/2005 - Complete
Winky binky Andawites! by Birdie num num reviews
A HorkBajir controller gets far more than he bargained for when three seemingly prize worthy baby Andalite orphans cross his tracks in the woods one night...
Animorphs - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,118 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 7/7/2005 - Published: 7/14/2004
Vanessa Carlton Song Fic: Thousand Miles by Svonnah-La-Fay reviews
Comedy, romance, comedy, action, comedy...what else could one ask for? Anyway, read this, for me, cause I love you all! About: General. No exact plot, just quotes and small scenes!
Animorphs - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,294 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 5 - Published: 2/25/2005
THE CLASS by Freak Apple reviews
The Animorphs were being assaulted phsyically and mentally by this war with the yeerks, but it wasn't until this class that they finally tipped over the edge. SEX ED. Completed One-shot with a strong PG-13. For real, dudes.
Animorphs - Rated: T - English - Humor/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,951 - Reviews: 180 - Favs: 226 - Follows: 18 - Published: 1/12/2005 - Complete
Fear by Lady Kino reviews
Unlike those war heroes we hear so much about, I can tell you my name. I can tell you name and my address and my e-mail and not fear that someone will come to kill me. Because for a year and a half, I was a Controller. Complete!
Animorphs - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 10 - Words: 32,230 - Reviews: 99 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 9/13/2004 - Published: 5/17/2004 - Complete
The Ballad of Joe Bob Fenestre by Birdie num num reviews
Okay, this is like, just a really ridiculous song I came up with this morning. So...
Animorphs - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 874 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/12/2004 - Complete
Sweet November by Destiny Lockheart reviews
When Isis life is threatened, Seto will face his greatest challenge ever. Seto/Isis
Yu-Gi-Oh - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 17,211 - Reviews: 215 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 3/26/2004 - Published: 11/11/2002
Something Else, Or Not? by L. Emmist reviews
Jordan is a Controller. Her Yeerk is a former Animorph. And they're both in danger. -- Rated for actionangst. Enjoy Chapter Five! --
Animorphs - Rated: K+ - English - Sci-Fi/Mystery - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,430 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 12/10/2003 - Published: 10/17/2003
A Reason Why Talk Shows and Vissers Don't Mix Well by amane's quill reviews
Basically , we get confessions from our favorite trouble makers^^ It's funny , but I'll probably still get flamed by humorless people. Your pardons please , I was very bored.
Animorphs - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,306 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/31/2003
AniTubbies by Salad Shooter reviews
The author forces the Animorphs to do a Teletubbies episode. Shenanigans ensue. This is another one I wrote when I was 12-13ish so yeah. Warning: lots of ableism.
Crossover - Animorphs & Teletubbies - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,779 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/16/2002 - Published: 4/29/2002 - Jake, Rachel, Tobias, Marco - Complete
Yin yang by TobyKikami reviews
Esplin 9466 gets what he deserves via angry ghosts. His uptonow loyal subordinate, Reizan 713, must decide if he should rescue him.
Animorphs - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,401 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/10/2002 - Complete
My Way as performed by V1 & the former V1 by hebrewhernia reviews
Ummm minor cursing but it's part of the song. Esplin and Edriss do a duet to "My Way" by Limp Bizkit. My first attempt at humor, second at parodies, so be nice. This is Also known as "The Custody Battle for Earth" in my personal reference. This is kinda w
Animorphs - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 590 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/10/2001
Kate by L'Angel reviews
A new Animorph joins the group.
Animorphs - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 40,720 - Reviews: 71 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 1/30/2001 - Published: 5/16/1999
Deborah Forte's Confrence by AniDaLite reviews
Complete with snippets from original AniTV scripts!
Animorphs - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,643 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 5 - Published: 4/10/2000 - Complete
Wondering Eyes by Christy986 reviews
Contains spoliers for Visser if you can make sense out of it. Eva's POV as V1 told her story...
Animorphs - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/6/1999
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Visser Three's Notebook reviews
-Part Three of the Visser Diaries Trilogy- CHAPTER ONE FINALLY UP! Iniss has an MP3 player in one hand and a neon stick in the other, Loud-And-Nasal wants some Lay's, Visser One is paranoid... and what is WITH that freaking clock? Oh, the insanity! RR
Animorphs - Rated: T - English - Humor/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,960 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 3/2/2008 - Published: 5/21/2007
Visser Three's Journal reviews
-Part Two of the Visser Diaries Trilogy- Less than a year after the end of the Diary, Visser Three receives a brand new Journal... and the antics continue as if they never left. Yet not everything is as simple as it once was... Will V3 ever catch a break?
Animorphs - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 78,796 - Reviews: 232 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 5/21/2007 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Complete
The Revolution reviews
... Visser Three has lost the Earth war. A lot of our Vissers are disappointing us, and not treating us the way we're supposed to be treated. So here's what we're going to do. ... [[JOINT FANFICTION. PLEASE READ AN FOR MORE INFO, AND TO JOIN IN. RR!]]
Animorphs - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,213 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/9/2006
Dependance reviews
Just stick around a little bit longer... a little bit longer...
Animorphs - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 862 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/25/2006 - Complete
Road Trip! reviews
CH 3 UP! CONCRETE ANGEL'S CHAPTER: The Vissers continue their trip and end up at a little place I like to call Amherst, Nova Scotia. Visser One wants flakies, Visser Three has a little morphing incident, and warning: IRRESISTABLY CUTE. Please R and R!
Animorphs - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,565 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 9/21/2006 - Published: 6/15/2006
We Were Warriors reviews
[Defiled Heart Challenge Winner] Angsty little one shot. During those final moments, Visser One finds herself remembering a better time... Please R and R! I cried writing this. :
Animorphs - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,171 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/27/2006 - Complete
Untitled reviews
A collection of short drabbles, written for and inspired by teh Michy. Twentyone drabbles to start this off. I know it's short. Pretty much every genre applies here! EsplinEdriss as usual. Please review!
Animorphs - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 736 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/22/2006
Borders of Heaven and Hell reviews
When a devil falls for an angel... FOURTH PART UP: Visser Three remembers his love, and compares himself to someone very unlikely... Closet Fan! R and R. COMPLETE.
Animorphs - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,963 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 7/8/2006 - Published: 2/18/2006 - Complete
Killer Castaways! reviews
Two Yeerks. Two Andalites. One ISLAND! ... What horrible, disturbing things could ensue of this? Please R&R, and NO FLAMES PLEASE! Chapter Two up! Oredan's PoV...
Animorphs - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,180 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 4/15/2006 - Published: 12/23/2004
Visser Three's Diary reviews
[Part One of the Visser Diaries Trilogy] What happens when supervillains leave their utmost personal diaries exposed? Why, THIS of course. Follow Visser Three on his less than professional life experiences... in the personal life we've never heard about.
Animorphs - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 20 - Words: 71,157 - Reviews: 199 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 4/13/2006 - Published: 9/2/2004 - Complete
A Rose's Thorns reviews
Oneshot. Set during Animorphs 45. Mild Closet Fan warning. Short, I know. Do I really need to say more? :P Please R&R, no flames, and it's my first attempt at a oneshot so constructive criticism is GREATLY appreciated. :
Animorphs - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 778 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/18/2006 - Complete
In Hate reviews
ChApTeR tHrEe Up! The Vissers are caught by the Andalites and brought aboard their ship. What will happen? And will they be able to escape? It's finally here! Closet Fan. Please Read and Review, and no flames!
Animorphs - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,247 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 10/30/2005 - Published: 7/3/2005
Save the Animals! reviews
Okay, this is like the most RIDICULOUS thing... :: stops right there because she can't bear to go on ::
Animorphs - Rated: K - English - Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/15/2005 - Complete
Bittersweet Goodbye reviews
Quite an angsty poem, depicting Visser Three's mixed feelings as Visser One died in Animorphs 45. Indeed, something only I would ever think of writing...! Heh. Lol. Please R&R! No fwames! Or flames!
Animorphs - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/24/2005 - Complete
Flying reviews
A poem in Tobias's PoV about the way his life changed when he realized he was trapped in morph. Please R&R!
Animorphs - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/24/2005 - Complete
The Best Way Home reviews
A poem in either of the Animorphs' PoV about the night that changed their lives forever... Please read and review! The whole 'Secrets' thing wasn't working out, so I just kind of decided to post all the poems seperately. Anyway, please R&R!
Animorphs - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 537 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/17/2005 - Published: 7/2/2005 - Complete
Controller reviews
Chapter Eleven: When her identity is revealed, will Edriss give in to his torture and death threats? And will her friends be found, or be left to rescue her before it's too late? ... [WILL BE CONTINUED, BUT DISCONTINUED TEMPORARILY]
Animorphs - Rated: K+ - English - Sci-Fi/Adventure - Chapters: 11 - Words: 29,154 - Reviews: 65 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 7/4/2005 - Published: 6/22/2004
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