Author has written 81 stories for Ninja Turtles, Mass Effect, and Voltron: Legendary Defender.
7/20/2016 - Hey readers, friends and followers, I'm sorry to say that I have to go on a writing hiatus. Hopefully it will be temporary, but I'm not sure at this point. Between real life pressures of raising my kids, family stuff, work, etc. and minimal free time, there's just not enough of me to go around! I'm emotionally and mentally exhausted...I'm just spent!
Listen, this is something I never thought I'd need to do, nor is it something I ever wanted to do, but writing has become a chore wrapped in crushing pressure and loads of guilt. I'm finding my words aren't flowing, but being dragged painfully from me.
It just isn't any fun anymore. I've been seriously feeling sick for not updating my work - getting depressed and feeling awful. I need a little time.
I need to come back to it when it is fun again. And I will. Hopefully that'll be sooner rather than later, but I can make no promises.
I will still be popping in and out of the fandom, because it's a place I love and can escape to, and it's filled with so many wonderful people. And I will still be doing some fanart and participating in the fandom here and there on Tumblr and DA and Stealthystories II.
I hope I'm not letting you down too much. I debated if I should say anything or not, but after thinking on it, I just couldn't sit back and let you all hang, waiting on updates, wondering why I wasn't writing. I couldn't do that to you.
"If one's different, one's bound to be lonely." - Aldous Huxley, Brave New World. This pretty much sums up what is at the heart of all my ninja turtle stories.
Deeply honored, thrilled and bouncy-happy to be nominated this year. My readers are amazing. You keep me going and give me so much. For that, I'm ever grateful.
Thrilled and humbled as ever to have my work continue to be recognized by the incredible and supportive fans. My nominations for the
Look After Me, Brother – Best Portrayal of a Turtle (Michelangelo), Best Overall One Shot
2015 StealthyStories FanFiction Competition - Nominations:
The Space They Need: Best Drama, Best Sad Ending, Best Short Work/one Shot, Best Tragedy/Angst (Character Death)
2014 Stealthystories FanFiction Competition - Nominations:
Love's Causality: Best Multichapter, Best Drama, Best Donatello, and Best Michelangelo
Fireflies, Falling Stars and Forever: Best Multichapter, Best Happy Ending, Best Splinter, and Best Romance
Sins of the Fathers: Best Romance, Best Leonardo, and Best Villain (Sophia)
Sisters Stick Together: Best Overall Story and Best Canon Ally for Mona Lisa!
The Only Choice and White Like Regret, Bright Like Lies: Best Tragedy/Angst
Domino and Restoration: Best Leonardo
The Point: Best Michelangelo
All the Golden World: Best Sad Ending
Alterations and Love's Incipience: Best Short Work/One Shot
2013 Stealthystories FanFiction Competition -
Best Drama: Lost Cause, The Tender Trap - 1st Place Win: The Tender Trap -- Best Romance: The Tender Trap - 1st Place Win -- Best Tragedy/angst: Coping Like Drowning Slowly, The Tender Trap - 2nd Place Win: Tender Trap, 3rd Place Win: Coping Like Drowning Slowly -- Best Leonardo: The Tender Trap - 1st Place Win -- Best Michelangelo: Lost Cause, Mikey’s Girl -- Best Splinter: Orenji - 2nd Place Win -- BEST Villain: The Tender Trap - 1st Place Win -- Best OC: Mikey’s Girl - 1st Place Win -- Best Sad Ending: Coping Like Drowning Slowly - 1st Place Win -- Best Short Work/One Shot: Don’t Wait for Me
BEST ESTABLISHED AUTHOR - 1st Place Win!!
2013 Stealthystories Adult FanFiction Awards (AFFA's) Nominations –
Most Distinctive Don - I, Alone, Boundless -- Most Mesmeric Mike – I, Alone - 1st Place -- Most Spot-on Supporting Character – Splinter in What Makes a Father, Karai in A Son for a Daughter - 2nd Place for Karai in A Son for a Daughter -- Most Outstanding Original Character – Malcolm in I, Alone, Scrag in What Makes a Father - 1st Place for Malcolm in I, Alone, 2nd Place for Scrag -- Best Hetero – Scar Tissue, The Heart, it Races -1st place for The Heart, it Races -- Best Twist – I, Alone - 2nd Place -- Best Kink – Boundless -- Best Multichapter/Au – I, Alone, What Makes a Father - 2nd Place for I, Alone -- Most Romantic – The Heart, it Races - 2nd Place -- Best Horror – I, Alone, Boundless, What Makes a Father - 1st Place tied Boundless and I, Alone -- Best Non Consensual – I, Alone, A Son for a Daughter - 1st Place for I, Alone
2014 Stealthystories Halloween/Horror Competition -
Best Halloween Treat - 1st Place for Temptation's Trick -- Best Supernatural - 2nd Place for Look After Me, Brother
I look forward to reading many good stories as I enjoy reading TMNT fanfiction almost as much as I enjoy writing it. I appreciate any and all input from my readers, so don't be shy! Review! or drop me a PM. Some of my dearest friends I've met through this site.
I write because I love the craft of it, but more so, I simply need to. It's like breathing to me. And I wouldn't push so hard to provide you with quality stories if it wasn't for my readers and my friends who continue to support and demand nothing less from me. I love you.
And so, I leave you with this...
'He seeks a seeker who in his turn seeks
Another still, lost far into the distance.
Any who seek him seek in him the seeker.
His life is a pursuit of a pursuit forever.
It is the future that creates his present.
All is an interminable chain of longing.' - Robert Frost, Escapist - Never
...an interminable chain of longing - that's me.