Author has written 6 stories for Fullmetal Alchemist.
New non-glitchy account: practice5morale
Look it up. I will be updating there from now on :)
Some stuff about me: I'm in my early twenties. I'm currently living in the USA. My favorite color is green. And that's legit important to me.
So, just so we're clear, I've been trying to upload to FFN for a while now with updates on incomplete fics, but, for whatever reason, doc manager has not been allowing me to upload at all. I'm hoping the issue resolves itself in its own time, but if it doesn't,
Why I deleted 'Human Shield'
Thank you everyone who stuck with me through that fic. It was a venture, I'll say that much. I'm sorry for leaving everyone hanging and all. It's never really been my style to abandon a fic and I had no intention of doing so when I started that one. Just, it had to happen. The thing with HS was that--strictly on a subconscious level--I was sort of basing it on my own internal mess. Once I realized this, I was able to look at HS more objectively and see a lot was wrong with it. Indisputably wrong.
Here's the thing about sexual abuse. Victims tend to think it's their fault. Like, I say 'tend' because I don't want to generalize, but, really, guys. Victims think it's their fault. It just happens that way. Without meaning to, coming from my own broken places, I shaped HS under that mentality. Winry was sexually abused and she essentially was blaming herself. She wasn't letting herself get angry at the guy who did it. She befriended the guy who did it. She planned on living her life out with the guy who did it. And that's not healthy. When I was writing HS, my mind was not healthy. I'm actually really sorry for writing and posting it, because it was wrong for me to make that kind of reasoning seem right somehow. All I can say was that I was blind to it at the time and ask forgiveness from anyone who was affected by reading it. I am truly sorry.
Anyway, that's my piece. Thank you all for understanding. Don't worry about my other work on here. I don't plan of abandoning anything else besides HS. Naes is still a thing, lol.