Author has written 45 stories for Dragon Ball Z, Yu-Gi-Oh, Star Wars, Harry Potter, Sweep, Sukisho, Jade Empire, Full Moon wo Sagashite, Inuyasha, and Full Metal Panic.
1 August, 2006 Important!
It's important for you guys to know that I'm in the U.S right now, experiencing my student exchange year. I won't be around as much as I used to be, so please don't send me emails whining that I should update already. I will be suffiently busy with my hostfamily, my school, school-related activities and meeting/hanging out with my new friends.
Updates will be slow, okay? If there are even going to be any updates at all, be glad. I hope you guys will understand.
Thanks and good day,
Edit: The updates in my profile have all been moved to my live journal. So if you still want to read them or check them out at least, the link to my journal is...-points upwards-
ChaosMagicianGirl is temporary unavailable. Take your fanbrat antics along when visiting the Yu-Gi-Oh bad fic section, and consult my fellow snarkers with the 'problems' you seem to have with the reviews we give out. Good day, and goodbye.
I would like to apologise to all readers who I may have (severely) offended in the previous year (2005) and I admit I may have crossed the line more than once. Countless times I've been overly harsh when reviewing or just plain mean. I realise now that what I was doing wasn't fair at all. However, I've decided to start over, and try to give honest, nice, albeit a little on the harsh side critisism. I will try my hardest not to let my personal issueskick in andlet them cloud my judgement. I admit, I sometimes got so pissed off that I may have lashed out at the author in a not so kind manner at allto blow off some steam. That was a stupid, immature, and wrong thing for me to do. I hope you will forgive me. bows and smiles apoligetically I'm only human after all, just like you, and that means I have flaws too..
Enter the realm, the beautifully chaotic mind of a Misunderstood Artistic Soul….
Name: Don't know why, but from now on I've decided to keep my first name confidential. If you do know my first name, for the love of god, keep quiet XD.
Nicknames: RNeetjuh, ChaosMagicianGirl, A Misunderstood Artistic Soul, Reflection of Sanity, Behind Cold Blue Eyes, Crimson Tears, Dusk Twilight, Beautifully Chaotic ( On this site please adress me as XvXChaosMagicianGirlXvX)
Author name: ChaosMagicianGirl. (Formerly known as BehindColdBlueEyes, until LazerWulf came up with the one I have right now. And you know what, it’s one I’ll stick to, because I’m damn proud of it!)
Looks: Not that my appearance will matter much on the internet, since I will never give away a picture of how I really look. But to give you a mental picture and satisfy your “curiosity” so to speak…I’m standing tall at a height of 1 meter 73, have long legs, normal figure, rather short upper body..(but, who cares?), my hair is of a dark-brown colour, and I have dark-brown eyes who some people say or rather serious and intense…:shrugs: Ah, well, don’t let my appearance deceive you…
Birthday: 26 March 1988 was the day I decided to bug my mother to bring me into this world.
Whereabouts: The Netherlands…..and that’s all you’re going to get!
Nationality: Dutch and damn proud of it too!
Languages: Dutch, English (I speak and write darn well for a foreigner, if I do say so myself!), German (fluently…), Japanese ( some…don’t get me wrong, I do adore this language!), French/Spanish/Italian ( ehehe…a little?)
Catch phrase: Never let the fear of striking out, keep you from playing the game!
Interests/hobbies: -Anime - Manga - Music - Reading - Writing - Fanfiction - America - Movies - Yu-Gi-Oh! - Chobits - English - Japanese (language and culture) - swimming - shopping - science fiction - Fantasy - Magic - Internet - MSN - Anzu Mazaki - Hanging around with friends - fanart - drawing
2. Full Moon Wo Sagashite
5. My Hime/ Mai Otome
6. Peach Girl
7. Jigoku Shoujo
8. Elfen Lied
Fave Manga (new):
3.Full Moon Wo Sagashite
4. Black Jack
Anime series I'm planning to check out/watch in the future:
- Love Hina - Full Metal Alchemist- Yami no Matsuei
- Faves -
Food: spaghetti with meatballs in tomato sauce, chocolate, spätzle
Scents: papaya, lavender
Colours: black, red, fuchsia pink, violet, ocean blue.
Drinks: diet coke, ice-tea, hot cocoa
Films: Thirteen, Herbie Fully Loaded, Raise your Voice, A Cinderella Story, Click
Books: Kafka on the shore – Haruki Marukami, The Historian –Elizabeth Kustova, Sweep series – Cate Tiernan, Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince – J.K Rowling
Other things to know about me:
- obstinate procrastinator of the grandest kind…
- self conscious and insecure ( I AM NOT arrogant.)
- Loves languages, especially English and Japanese! English geek o-o all the way and damn proud of it too!
- Adores, loves and almost solely writes for the Yu-Gi-Oh fandom
- LOVES to listen to music, sing along with it and write her own songtexts
- I can be very sarcastic.. that’s just a trait of my writing
- When you piss me off, trust me it’s not a pretty sight to behold
- positive outlook on life. Very strong and resilient. When I fall down…hard, I’ll always get back up…
- VERY opinionated
- pet peeves: bullies, discrimination of women, racism, homophobia, bullies, arrogance, close-minded people, crappy and bad fanfiction, bad characterisation, canon rape, bad grammar/spelling, clichés, people who can’t be original, cheap rip-offs, bashing of any kind, vile Mary-sues, ignorance, lack of respect…and I’ll leave it at that, for now…
- I'm a beta-reader and currently edit xlitovirgo's story "In Everything". As of 24 March I will also beta-read Rose in the Mist's story: Wicca- De Solista ketting.
Xlitovirgo - "In Everything"
Rose in the Mist - "De Solista Ketting"
If you need some help with your story or you'd like me to beta-read for you, give me a call. Granted, my English is far from perfect, but I do seem to have a fairly good grasp of correct grammar/ spelling, and I have two - three years of experience in writing and I've written my share of fanfics and other ficlets, so... I'll be honest, I haven't been a beta-reader for very long, but practice and experience makes perfect, no?
Note: There are some things I won't beta-read. That includes stories that are a shit load of illiterate crap. (Yes, you heard me correctly. Those type of stories need to disembowled by a papershredder. @_@) and I mainly write for the Yu-Gi-Oh fandom, because that's what I'm most fameliar with and know the most about, so I'm really not the person to be looking for to beta-read in other fandoms. Sorry...-_-. Well, that's it, for now I guess...
- My FFnet buddies -
xlitovirgo (Check out her story "In Everything". The girl's got a great Seto X OC story going for her!)
Rose in the Mist
Black Dragon of the Bayou
Setine (If cracktastic Yu-Gi-Oh fics are your thing, look no further!XD)
If you're a reader of my stories and you happen to come across my bio, which I highly doubt you will. But that's not the point. I don't have have any specific days on which I update specific stories! So don't expect regular updates!
I update sporadically, DEAL WITH IT!
A few of my stories are going on hiatus, to be revised, or just discontinued temporarily. I have a lot of fics in the run now, and none of them are finished yet. I'm going to focuss on a few stories as of right now, so that updates for my stories are going to be faster.
I also have other stories that I'm planning to write, but those stories can be found if you scroll down further.
Fave Yu-Gi-Oh! characters:
Anzu Mazaki - Shizuka Kawai - Priest Seth - Atemu- Miho Nosaka - Kisara - Mana - Mokuba Kaiba - Seto Kaiba - DarkMagicianGirl - Ryou Bakura - Katsuya Jounouchi
Fave Yu-Gi-Oh pairings:
Anzu Mazakix Seto Kaiba (azure shipping), Atemu x Mana, Seto Kaiba x Shizuka Kawai (Silentshipping), Ryou Bakura X Miho Nosaka, Seto Kaiba x Miho Nosaka, Mana x Priest Seth, Mana x Seto Kaiba, Priest Seth x Kisara (blue shipping), Seto Kaiba x Kisara, Seto Kaiba x Seto Kaiba (puppy shipping), Mokuba Kaiba x Shizuka Kaiba, Seto Kaiba x OC ( a well-developed one!), Seto Kaiba x Yami (rival shipping?), Anzu Mazaki x Ryou Bakura,
I mostly read Azure shipping and Silent shipping. I don't know why, it's just my main preferrence. I will also read fanfiction concerning all the other couples above. I've been known to stray from these fave couples quite a few times already. I have nothing against odd pairings, but I'll only read stories about them if they're well written. Yes, I can see outside the box, you know! Also, concerning OC's. I have nothing against them really. But most of them are Mary-sues. If you don't know what that is, google it. I'm too tired to be bothered to explain. I'll keep it short and sweet: I don't write them, don't dig them, don't read 'm, capishe? I'll only read stories with well-developed OC's. NOTHING ELSE!
Characters I don't like/tolerate:
Yugi Mutou - Rebecca Hawkins - Yami Marik - Mai Valentine (Kujaku Mai) - Dark Bakura - Duke Devlin (Otogi Ryuui?) - Tristan Taylor (Honda Hiroto)
Pairings which I hate/ don't like/ can tolerate:
Seto Kaiba X Hiroto Honda ( What can I say about this one...I can never ever picture these two together!)
Rebecca Hawkins X Mokuba Kaiba ( I don't really think this would work, but I can tolerate to read about this pairing in a story if the story doesn't revolve around this couple. Or else I won't read it, period!)
Dark Bakura X Ryoe Bakura ( HELLO? these two share a body! They are way TOO different in personalities for this to ever work. Did I mention they share a body? It's also speculated that Yami Bakura is in fact an evil part of Zork. Zork is an evil being. Ring a bell? DEFINITE NO!)
Yugi Mutou X Yami (Atem) ( Same as the above. They both share ONE body and they're like identical twins, two halves of the same soul. Yami is the dark part and Yugi is the light. How can you fall in love with part of yourself , I tell you! (aWell, unless you're a vain prick whose in love with his own mirror image.)
Betrayal of the heart. ( category: starwars, Exile x Atris)
Walk away ( Yugioh, Seto Kaiba X Shizuka Kawai)
She was naïve. His love was like candy. She was deceived by the wrapping. She got caught in his web and learned how to bleed. She ended up as pray in his bed and was devoured completely. She knows she needs to walk away. But every time she does, she keeps going back to the one thing she needs to walk away from. And so, she remains trapped inside love.
In psychology, the class that Anzu follows, the pupils get assigned a large project that determines if they pass this class or not. Hence what the project happens to be about. Analyse a person their behaviour, and dissect the layers of their personality to find out what the person is like and write a report on it. And to her horror, the person Anzu gets assigned on this project is none other then Seto Kaiba. Need I say more?
Raise your voice
Shizuka has a beautiful voice, and her life-long dream is to start a career in music. Music is her passion, her very soul lies in it. Her older brother, who she is very close to, supports her dreams all the way. Her parents disagree with her ambition. When Shizuka finally gathers enough courage to make her dream become a reality, she loses her brother in a tragic incident. She has a hard time dealing with the loss of her brother, and retreats inside herself. She gives up on her goal to become a singer, and vows to never sing again. Status: brainstorming...
He walks the land. She is a creature of the sea. They both walk a thin line, a narrow gap that separates their worlds from one another. When both worlds collide with each other, there will be dangerous consequences. Status: in progress (proloque out, currently no work being done)
The Black Rose Cronicles
The Black Rose, a secret, to most unknown organisation, trains infants, taken from their real caretakers directly after birth to be emotionless, ruthless assasins. Indoctrinated, isolated from human contact, and using other methods they are molded and perfected into the perfect killing machines They are obedient slaves that don't question the orders given by their master. Loyal to a fault, they only live to serve... Status: brainstorming...
Devotion (Azure shipping?)
Two individuals enamoured with the art of dancing. Sparks fly when their devotion for dancing becomes apparent as soon as they hit the dance floor. To her it’s all about the passion she holds in her heart for dance. To him it is all about the option of firm control that dancing presents him with.
Two individuals from vastly different worlds. When these two worlds clash, will polar opposites repel or attract?
Email my heart: (Co-written with GottaLuvJoey)
Sometimes, inhibitions, restrictions, society’s rules, and other obstacles in daily life prevent people from truly expressing who they are. For them the vibrant, seemingly limitless world of internet can offer a solution, and in most cases freedom. Freedom which is easily attained and accessible. A pc, an internet connection, and a click of the mouse is all it takes. Or is it?
Clandestine Affair (Silent shipping)
A smothered passion that yearned to be released. A source of solace offered. An affair conducted in secret. To hearts unwittingly become ensnared in love's trap. Status: in progress (prologue, chapter one and two finished, working on chapter three)
Every soul has a unique sound. You can try to hide what it is you truly feel inside. But some secrets can’t be kept when the subtle touch of an empath is bestowed upon you…. Status: brainstorming...
Silent Tears (Anzu centric)
Sometimes your blossoming talent and ambition are rendered useless when a painful reality is bestowed upon you. For Anzu it meant abandoning her life-long dream, and learning how to live with clipped wings, no matter how painful and unavoidable. Status: finished...or is it? XD
She never saw it coming, and when she did it was already too late. She never wanted to become the object of their dark desires, however she had no choice on the matter. She represented a purity of soul that was too great a temptation.
Bad Boys are attractive. And once they get to you, you’re hooked with no return. Like an infectious, catchy dance track they worm their way into your head, and you hum along with it, just because you can’t help it.
You talk so much sense when you’re sleeping
An impenetrable fortress crumbles down when the temptation of sleep arises and the battle fought is lost.
It never forgives, it never forgets. When somebody dies in the grip of a powerful rage, a ‘curse’ is left behind.
Can’t plan love
Anzu Mazaki is the most prestigious wedding planner in Tokyo. Her own love life however could be compared to a bad case of drought in the Sahara dessert. But when you’re not looking for love it’s most likely cupid’s arrows will come and bite you in the ass.
Meet Mrs. Shizuka Minamoto. Married and a psychiatrist. Her client: Seto Kaiba. Uh-oh!
For one man it meant salvation at last. However that what makes us first and foremost humans was to ultimately sacrificed.
Dreams are fleeting at best, and obtaining them as a grand prize at a lottery seems next to impossible. But what will you do when you have a chance to live your dream? Will you perform the role of dream catcher or not?
The Ties That Bind:
Sometimes letting go is the hardest thing to do. Status: in progress
Prologue (status: finished) Chapter one (status: finished) Chapter two(status: in progress)
You Reap what you Sow:
In a world filled with prejudice and preconceptions and a disregard for anything that lives or breathes, a child learns to adapt and survive. (Yu-Gi-Oh X Elfen Lied crossover.) Status: in progress (prologue finished, chapter one:not being worked on at the moment)
Work in progress:
Behind Cold Blue Eyes - Fallen Angel - Dying to dance - Shattered reality (Imbalance of the elements) - The White Dragon of Light - Forbidden Fruit - Clandestine Affair - Crashworld - The Ties That Bind - You Reap what you Sow -
Work on hold/hiatus:
A lot of my works are on Hiatus for the timebeing. If you want to know why, visit my livejournal for more details.
Cradle of life - I'd rather be in love - Inside of me - Similarities in differences - Different - Who am I? - What if? - Painful Mask - I bruise easily - Poems of the heart - Love won't condemn you ( it will ssave you) - Think before you act - Crystal - It's all about us - Veiled truths - Prima Ballerina - The Mary-sue Manual - The Beat of my Heart - Sekai de Ichiban Anata go Daisuki (Pure Heart) - Clean cut - Giving up - Sometimes it just isn't meant to be - Fear - A Run For His Money - Girl in the Mirror - Silent Tears - Conquer - Home is where the heart is -
- Who I am (MAYOR MARY-SUE FIC)
- Pride ( I really would like to continue it, but sadly, I have no inspiration for this fic anymore, not to mention my interest in the DragonBallZ fandom can be considered non-existent at this point in time. Who knows, maybe it will be continued someday. Don't get your hopes up, though! I'm truly sorry for those who liked the fic very much. You readers have been great and kind tome, I'm sorry to let this story go, but you just can't force something...)
- Power of the Dragon Flame (alternate title: Magical) This was deleted, simply because it's not going anywhere, my love for the Winxclub fandom is pretty much non-existent at this moment in time, and I already have way too many stories I need to finish. And it's not like it was popular anyway...so that means it won't be missed...much..
Don’t even get me started on this. People who actually waste their valuable time bashing characters in certain fandoms, are in my eyes pathetic. Sensible people (like me I gather) don’t waste their time on something trivial, petty and stupid like this. What pleasure can you derive from bashing characters in many different ways? Tell me! Because I guess I’m too “stupid” to understand why immature, bratty, whiny little kids like yourself waste your time on bashing. I resent bashing of any kind. Put your time and energy into something that is worth it! ( like a good story).
Bashing is nothing more than another foolish, ignorant human manifestation. I’ll leave it at that!
My opinion on Mary-sues:
You think you are complicated, deep mystery to all
Well, it’s taken me a while to see you’re not so special
All energy no meaning, with a lot of words
So paper thin that one real feeling, could knock you down
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