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Joined 02-04-13, id: 4525578, Profile Updated: 09-18-18
Author has written 9 stories for Avatar: Last Airbender, Naruto, and Durarara!!/デュラララ!!.

09/18/2018: My profile needs some serious updating... The last edit was 11/28/2015, can you believe that? I’ve fixed my age anyway, but bear with me for a bit, ay?

Preferred Names: If you'd rather call me a nickname than my full user, which I don't mind at all, I'd prefer one of the following: Shimmer, Shim, Kira, or Pen.

Age: 18

Gender: Female

Race: Caucasian

Likes/Dislikes: I dislike many things. I also like many other things. Sometimes, I may like and dislike something at the same time. Did that help at all?

Hobbies: This is irrelevant to fanfiction! But if you must know, I like to read extensively, draw, design websites, roleplay, listen to music (generally speaking, various types of rock and alternative), and, obviously, write (both original and fanfiction).

So Who the Heck Am I, Anyway?: Here's some things about me that may or may not be useful to know. One is that I never panic, not when it matters. Another is that I have a pretty short temper and get annoyed way too easily, though my only true anger is the kind that builds up for years and is released sporadically. When it comes to grudges, I either hold them for minutes or hold them for months; there is no in between. I'm very independent and very, very stubborn. I generally only cry when I'm too tired to think clearly, am pushed over the edge of frustration, or am thinking of my mother, who passed away in February 2015. I get anxious when complimented or treated too affectionately, and there isn't a single person in the world I hate.

I'm addicted to fanfiction, to literature in general really, and have spent days doing nothing but reading for hours on end. Angsty stories are my entire freaking life, if I'm being honest about it. I'm a perfectionist, especially over the products of my own effort, and this is why writing takes me so long.

I exaggerate all the time, I'm dramatic, and people say I can be manipulative without realizing it. Sometimes I can be a real attention whore, but turn the eyes of an entire room on me and I'll disintegrate. My feelings are ridiculously fickle, but I'm loyal as hell, and there's little a person can do to make me stop caring, even when they don't care themselves. I'm obsessive, compulsive if I don't control it, and would probably be labeled as a jackass if anyone could hear some of the things I think, though I try to be nonjudgmental, generally polite and kind at all times. Unless I'm at home. In the confines of my own home, I can be pretty rude sometimes, though only when I'm annoyed.

I wear glasses, I've got braces, and though I don't wear suspenders, I'm a gigantic nerd at heart and damn proud of it. Ao no Exorcist and Attack on Titan are fabulous, but so are Malcolm in the Middle and The 100 (a show on Netflix), and my gay-af OTP, Shizaya from Durarara!!, keeps me up all night in fits of fangirl giggling.

I don't believe in true love, I don't believe in forever, and both intimacy and commitment scare the hell out of me. I know better than to make friends, know better than to love anyone, but I do it anyway because I'm weak and can't handle being alone, even if it means I'll break in the end. I know and have accepted that when you reach the top, the only way to go is down, and I've learned to expect disaster when everything finally goes right.

At the same time, all I really want in life is a bit of success, a bit of happiness, maybe a little simplicity and freedom, and just a few people who really care. That's about it; that's all I expect at the core of things.

This is me. This is who I am. You can take me or leave me, as I have better things to worry about than the judgments of those who I'll never meet. I'm here on this site to write, write my ever-loving heart out, and I think that's what I'll do.

PM me if you would ever like to chat, have information to share, would like to work with me, or have any other reason to send a message that I haven't listed above. I'll try to answer quickly, but I make no promises. And don't think too much before you hit send, either, ay? No message is a stupid message, and I love to know when my work or opinions are wanted.

~Note~ I generally do not use betas unless someone offers. If you - meaning anyone reading this - see an error in one of my stories or have suggestions on how to improve my work, feel free to shoot me a PM at any time or leave it in a review. I welcome both praise and constructive criticism.

My Writing:

Please understand that my life is in a very hectic place right now. Many changes are occurring and I am facing a flood of schoolwork and other responsibilities. Writing fanfics is not my top priority, and I am a very slow writer as it is. Updates will be few and far between. However, I make sure that every update is quality and at least over 1k, usually more if I can help, so I hope that with this promise you won't abandon my stories. This account is not dead, and hopefully will never die. Just hang in there, okay? I'm trying my best.

The next piece that will be posted on my account is a story called, currently, Calling Shotgun. The title is subject to change. Calling Shotgun is for the fandom "Malcolm in the Middle", of which I am a very big fan. This fanfic has been moved up from its status as a fanfic to that of one of my 'children', and thus will be subjected to all of the love and effort that I can possibly put into a story. I'm very excited. :) Please check it out once its posted, if you're interested.

Thank you for reading.

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may 4 by tzaya reviews
"It's for his birthday, so I hope you'll take part." Shinra had his gaze fixated on the retreating figure of his friend, making sure no crimson eyes were watching and it never crossed his mind that this step he was taking, improvising a mere party into this scheme he brought up from nowhere would lash Izaya right about his brittle heart. - raijin!days
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 22 - Words: 37,906 - Reviews: 87 - Favs: 104 - Follows: 99 - Updated: 2/15/2020 - Published: 11/6/2015 - Izaya O., Shizuo H., Shinra K., Kyohei K./Dotachin - Complete
Shy Blossom by Maymist reviews
What if Sakura had never befriended Ino in her childhood? What if she remained shy and kind and...was never a Sasuke fangirl? Read to find out. AU [SasuSaku] & slight NaruSaku along with a little GaarSaku, ItaSaku, and SasoSaku later on
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 111 - Words: 510,406 - Reviews: 4158 - Favs: 1,213 - Follows: 1,139 - Updated: 3/1/2019 - Published: 9/2/2013 - Sakura H., Sasuke U., Naruto U., Itachi U.
A Cheap Imitation by spoontasti reviews
"Attached to your neck is a collar that will inject a poison into your jugular vein two days from now. Forcibly removing the device will also trigger the poison. Somewhere on this island is the antidote." His hands reached up to his neck and he felt the cool metal of the collar. "Live or die. Make your choice."
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 50 - Words: 249,213 - Reviews: 384 - Favs: 259 - Follows: 244 - Updated: 2/14/2018 - Published: 5/20/2015 - Izaya O., Shizuo H. - Complete
Outside Interference by Ryunya reviews
Izaya is tired, but people keep bothering him. Post-Ketsu. Izaya-centric, Shizaya a bit later.
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 30,347 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 153 - Follows: 168 - Updated: 4/28/2017 - Published: 10/15/2016 - [Izaya O., Shizuo H.] Shinra K., Shiki
The Calm by Just Stay HIV Positive reviews
Shizuo has hated Izaya since the moment he met him, but standing over him prepared to deal the final blow he wonders. Bigger forces reveal themselves and Shizuo and Izaya may come to question the hatred they thought they knew. Violence. Possible Character Death. Possible Shizaya friendship. Maybe more. Now made with 91.5% more convoluted plot and an M rating.
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 11 - Words: 39,289 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 69 - Updated: 4/17/2017 - Published: 2/16/2016 - Izaya O., Shizuo H.
Red and Gold by phoenixyfriend reviews
Sasuke knew as much as anyone about soul marks. Every injury his soulmate got would reflect on his skin in color, which was normal. If they healed up without scarring, then the mark would be gone like it had never been there in the first place. Soul marks that reflected endless, permanently scarred bite marks from the age of six onward were NOT a good sign.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,202 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 226 - Follows: 99 - Published: 2/9/2017 - [Sasuke U., Karin U.] Naruto U., Sakura H. - Complete
Dear Fanfiction Writers by DarkHorseBlueSky reviews
In which the ROTG characters write "strongly worded letters" to the fanfiction writers. Rated T for the personal paranoia of the constantly paranoid author. [warning: immensely slow updates due to author busy-ness and an obvious lack of humor-inspiration]
Rise of the Guardians - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 132 - Words: 15,358 - Reviews: 3183 - Favs: 464 - Follows: 415 - Updated: 4/25/2016 - Published: 7/12/2013 - Complete
Bound by deardeer reviews
Five years ago, Ren left the village with one goal in mind: to break a bond that's plagued her family for the past century. Even now that she's back, it's the only thing she's concerned about and she will go to any lengths to be free. canon fic.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Friendship - Chapters: 120 - Words: 690,142 - Reviews: 406 - Favs: 494 - Follows: 396 - Updated: 12/30/2015 - Published: 8/23/2009 - Sasuke U., Shikamaru N., OC - Complete
Forget The World by Haibanashi reviews
Allen Walker is struggling. He's known as the school freak and is harassed by his peers. Lavi Bookman is popular. He has dashing looks and a great personality. So what happens when you put these two together? An unlikely friendship, tons of judgmental peers, and maybe a little bit of romance along the way. Human/High School/Modern Times!AU and eventual Laven.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 13 - Words: 43,651 - Reviews: 213 - Favs: 256 - Follows: 332 - Updated: 9/18/2015 - Published: 11/28/2013 - [Allen Walker, Lavi]
Barriers by Nocturnalux reviews
Izaya has a secret: he suffers from Asperger's syndrome, a type of mild autism. It poses many challenges to his love for humanity but he is thrilled to overcome them. Until Kadota begins to realize that something is off and sets out to investigate.
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Suspense - Chapters: 73 - Words: 60,232 - Reviews: 172 - Favs: 156 - Follows: 183 - Updated: 9/17/2015 - Published: 6/16/2011 - Kyohei K./Dotachin, Izaya O.
Four's Problems by Animecrazy13ify reviews
AU. Allen Walker is a high school student from London transferring to Australia. There he must battle his way through scorching heat, weird residents, killer wildlife, stalkerish exes and three new eccentric friends all with their own array of problems. Rated T for bad language and themes.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 44 - Words: 81,072 - Reviews: 338 - Favs: 249 - Follows: 223 - Updated: 7/31/2015 - Published: 5/26/2014 - [Kanda Yuu, Lenalee Lee] [Allen Walker, Lavi] - Complete
My Demons by icestorm1999 reviews
Shizuo's slipping. We all knew it would happen eventually, but not even I could have suspected this. I'm expected to fix him, but how can I when I can't even fix myself? Shizuo and Izaya are brought together by certainly surprising circumstances, but from the start they both know that neither of them can succeed in this without the other. Only question is, how far will this go?
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 520 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 8 - Published: 3/23/2015 - Izaya O., Shizuo H.
The Coldest and The Boldest by TectonicPlatez reviews
Tooth is just an ordinary girl with an unusual obsession. She's best friends with a Russian exchange student, a narcoleptic mute, and an Aussie vegetarian. Life was already an adventure for Tooth, but things begin to speed up as she slowly befriends Jack Frost, the coldest kid in town. Jack is hiding something dark, and Tooth is determined to help. AU **UNDERGOING REVISIONS
Rise of the Guardians - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 14 - Words: 125,922 - Reviews: 1474 - Favs: 1,721 - Follows: 1,153 - Updated: 1/25/2015 - Published: 12/28/2012 - Jack Frost, Tooth - Complete
one small change by Invincible Shadow reviews
Story follows Sakura on a path that could've been taken if some things had been different. Mainly, if the talents she'd had in canon were noticed and honed sooner, Team 7 was not the team she was placed in, and Inner Sakura's violence and temper were shared by outer Sakura too. (semi-au; Sakura is a prodigy, OCs, canon-divergence, chap 32 contains mentions of homosexuality)
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Humor/Adventure - Chapters: 32 - Words: 148,190 - Reviews: 967 - Favs: 1,349 - Follows: 1,336 - Updated: 12/28/2014 - Published: 7/21/2012 - Sakura H., Neji H., OC
As The Snow Melts by BakaAndTensaiProductionz reviews
When Akiko and her twin brother get seperated after she has to kill her own father and others she flee's to Konoha where others with Kekkei Genkai can live in harmony. But her being mute, and her boy like face makes everyone think she is a boy. But she tries her best to deal with things the way her brother would, with a smile and kindness. But that only gives her more fangirls...
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 55 - Words: 89,492 - Reviews: 161 - Favs: 222 - Follows: 210 - Updated: 11/4/2014 - Published: 1/12/2014 - Naruto U., Sasuke U., Haku, OC
Oh Dear Moon, Not Another One by DarkHorseBlueSky reviews
hi i suk at summeries this is my jackxoc story plus theres pitchxoc in chap 2 cuz u guyz wanted plz read & review be kind plz cuz if u dont ill nevr write again & youll b sry 4 ruining my dreams no mary sues i promise rated t for safety i dont own rotg (Parody. Well, except for chapter 3. That one's just plain pathetic.)
Rise of the Guardians - Rated: T - English - Romance/Parody - Chapters: 3 - Words: 20,898 - Reviews: 65 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 10/5/2014 - Published: 10/9/2013 - [OC, Jack Frost]
Don't Mind us We're Just Spilling our Guts by couldyouharmlucifer reviews
Izaya Orihara gets sent to a disciplinary school after showing off his misbehavior far to much. Sadly for him he has to stay in a dorm, and participate with students, get involved in daily drama, while hiding his feelings for another students he started a fight with in the first 10 minuets of school! Life wasn't looking good for him... But maybe it'll turn out better in the end?
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,844 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 9/1/2014 - Published: 8/29/2014 - Izaya O., Shizuo H.
Tale of Tears by DwaejiTokki reviews
A new villain has a device with the power to trap people into another's mind as their memories play out. He's after Robin's memories, trying to discover his secret identity. But a certain green changeling puts himself in the path of danger to protect his friend, much to the villain's dismay. Beast Boy's untold past is revealed, and his friends gain a very new perspective on him.
Teen Titans - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 26,359 - Reviews: 100 - Favs: 374 - Follows: 133 - Updated: 8/5/2014 - Published: 7/29/2014 - Beast Boy, Cyborg, Raven, Robin - Complete
Shizuo's Bad Day (Izaya's Day Off) by y'allneverfindingme reviews
Shizuo has had a very bad day. No breakfast, ruined bartender outfit, gangs, debtors, and now he's run out of cigarettes. Not to mention that he's convinced Izaya is planning something. However, when he gets to Izaya's apartment, he's surprised at what he finds. After all that, now Shizuo has a stolen sandwich. (It's probably better then it sounds, give it a try!)
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Family/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,955 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 100 - Follows: 24 - Published: 6/25/2014 - Izaya O., Shizuo H., Mairu O., Kururi O. - Complete
I Want my Phone Back! by Anime Forever999 reviews
Naruto's just your average guy, likes hanging out with his friends, chases after girls, spends most of his time outside, he's never done anything too bad. So what on earth did he do to end up swapping phones for a week with a handsome, annoying bastard who cant say something nice no matter how hard he tries. This will definitely be a summer he wont forget. AU NaruSasu
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 30 - Words: 68,506 - Reviews: 406 - Favs: 327 - Follows: 252 - Updated: 6/8/2014 - Published: 12/14/2013 - [Naruto U., Sasuke U.] - Complete
Jackson Overland Frost and the Curse of the Frozen Snickers Bar by DarkHorseBlueSky reviews
Jack gets cocky when faced by a frozen candy bar. Need I say more?
Rise of the Guardians - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,668 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 11 - Published: 5/12/2013 - Jack Frost - Complete
Under The Surface by Speeddemonrox reviews
Izaya wakes up in a coffin with nothing but a flashlight and a cell phone. He doesn't know where he is or how much air he has left. All he knows is that he's running out of time and there's only one person who can save him – Heiwajima Shizuo. Major Character Death.
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 23,231 - Reviews: 551 - Favs: 970 - Follows: 225 - Updated: 2/4/2011 - Published: 12/9/2010 - Izaya O., Shizuo H. - Complete
Walking Corpse by dazdnconfusd730 reviews
Ten years ago Naruto died in the fight against Orochimaru. At least...that's what everyone was told.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 19 - Words: 82,511 - Reviews: 1834 - Favs: 4,101 - Follows: 1,257 - Updated: 11/14/2006 - Published: 12/9/2004 - Naruto U., Sasuke U. - Complete
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Bittersweet reviews
Another ambush. Another brawl. Another hoard of men sent flying through the allies. However, this time, something changed. This time someone died, and Shizuo would never be the same again. (Multi-chapter, involves prison, potential varied shipping. Summary subject to change.)
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,675 - Reviews: 1 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 9/17/2018 - Published: 2/7/2016 - Izaya O., Shizuo H.
Rifts reviews
Eccentric attention-seeking persona. Dead-last demeanor. Fear masked by fearlessness. Hopelessness masked by hope. Tears lost in an illusion of smiles. His mask was finally complete... too complete. Nothing could be more perfect in his carefully woven web of lies, but perfection can't last forever. Rifts were forming, in both his mask, and in the bonds it was made to hide...
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,978 - Reviews: 61 - Favs: 146 - Follows: 220 - Updated: 6/11/2018 - Published: 11/15/2013 - Naruto U., Sasuke U., Sakura H., Kakashi H.
Lifeline reviews
A phone call he never expected from a man he could never forget. {{Short oneshot, dialogue/phone call format. Semi-AU/Future setting. Implied suicide & one/two-sided Shizaya, both up to interpretation. Vague Vol. 13 spoilers.}}
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 451 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/6/2016 - Izaya O., Shizuo H. - Complete
Let You Down reviews
/'How do I bring down a monster..? '/ He was a logical abomination, a medical miracle, a mystery that the man couldn't figure out. He was an immovable object, indestructible, yet he was also an unstoppable force, refusing to be tamed. The man wanted to destroy him, ruin him... He was already broken, but the man would play despite, and now... Now, Orihara Izaya had the perfect game.
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,534 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/16/2014
Control reviews
Control. It binds them, it defines them, and ultimately, it is their freedom. With it, they are stable, but without it, they lose their minds. A prelude to my upcoming chapter story, Control Freaks. Shizaya/Izuo; yaoi. Also, poetry.
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/17/2014
To Protect You reviews
"If he couldn't protect them… He couldn't live. His life would only bring their death. He wouldn't allow that. His shoulders shuddered again, and he briefly wondered why. His small, boyish fingers moved up to his cheeks, trying to find the cause, before they pulled away. He looked to the skin of his fingertips, wondering if he was somehow bleeding, but what he saw wasn't crimson."
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,380 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 21 - Published: 6/3/2014 - Gaara, Temari, Kankuro, Shukaku - Complete
Everybody Lies reviews
"Oh, and quit with the tough guy act. It's not healthy…" - Naruto stopped, one hand on the door knob, as he listened to what the green-eyed boy said. Without even glancing back, the replied softly, "Dead men don't act, Gaara," And with that, he stepped into the shadowed hall, quietly shutting the door behind him and leaving his brother to decipher his strangely symbolic phrase.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 16,694 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 2/2/2014 - Published: 1/17/2014 - Naruto U., Kiba I., Gaara, Minato N.
Apology Accepted reviews
Hinata has been in surgery for hours after pushing Naruto out of the way of an eight-wheeler truck and taking the blow for herself. All Naruto feels is guilt and worry. Finally the nurse says she is awake and out of surgery. Time to make amends.
Naruto - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,137 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 1/21/2014 - Published: 3/22/2013 - Naruto U. - Complete
Avatar: The Next Chapter reviews
Aang defeated Ozai and Zuko became Fire Lord. The Hundered Year War was over, but the story was only just beginning. Six years have since passed, leaving the Gaang in their early twenties. Aang and katara are a couple, along with Sokka and Suki and Zuko and Mai. Now that the GAang is getting back together, who knows what they'll do next! ABANDONED.
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,578 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 2/14/2013 - Published: 2/4/2013