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Joined 02-26-13, id: 4568282, Profile Updated: 02-27-17
Author has written 8 stories for Mass Effect, and Elder Scroll series.
  • I am the author of my life. Unfortunately, I’m writing in pen and can’t erase any of my mistakes.
  • There's a fine line between: lover and friend; reality and pretend; hello and goodbye; smile and cry; what you wanted and what you got; being together and not.
  • I don't know how to be fine when I’m not because I don't know how to make it stop.
  • Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotten
  • Screw Waldo; go find yourself
  • There will be two dates on your tombstone that everyone will read. The only thing that matters is the little dash between them.
  • I like to pretend that everything's alright. Because when everybody else thinks your fine, sometimes you forget for a while that you're not.
  • When no ones around to see her pain, she breaks down. They say she's so strong, but they've never seen her cry. She's got everyone fooled.
  • You don't love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or their fancy car. You love them because they sing a song that only you can hear.
  • It’s hard to wait around for something you know might never happen, but it’s even harder to give up; especially when it’s everything you've ever wanted.
  • Time is an illusion. Look at mother nature. The wind blows when it pleases and the trees grow when they see fit to do so. Time is something man has created to impose order on the chaos that is life. It's futile. We will be born when something new is needed, we will live by the chaos we fail to control and we will die when we must make way for change. I, for one, am prepared to embrace the tide and see what I can find beneath the surface when I release my hold on time get lost in living.
  • I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I believe I've ended up where I need to be
  • Nothing is more cruel than a heart of flesh and blood because it knows what gives pain.
  • I have realized that I am skilled in things that are idiotic and reprehensible and that do no one any good at all whatsoever...many people would be proud to say they can do what I can, but not me. Maybe it's only after you get burned so many times that you can learn not to respect and admire, but to fear and hate.
  • Everyone can live to be 100. Count the months; count the days; count the minutes; count the seconds. Not every good thing is measured in years.

  • I also post on fictionpress.com: http://www.fictionpress.com/u/914498/

    I am looking for a new avatar that fits my penname, and all the stock images on the internet kinda suck. If anyone would like to, or knows anyone who would like to create one for me, I'll do a trade. A story of your choice for a new one :) I know it's not much, but it's what I can offer.

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    Love, Blood and Tears by Garrus Lover reviews
    A fan fiction romance focusing on the relationship between Garrus Vakarian and Jane Shepard. It will go through all three ME games and beyond... All characters are the sole property of Bioware.
    Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 52 - Words: 205,266 - Reviews: 159 - Favs: 217 - Follows: 229 - Updated: 3/20 - Published: 4/19/2012 - Garrus V., Shepard (F)
    Incentive by LovelyFarron reviews
    The galaxy has been saved, the Reapers destroyed. But what about Shepard? After so much devastation and destruction, is the galaxy losing one of its last wonders? Not if Garrus has anything to say about it, and of course, not if Shepard can prevent it.
    Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 49,966 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 158 - Updated: 3/6/2014 - Published: 1/26/2013 - [Shepard (F), Garrus V.]
    Homeward, the new road meanders by Lilith Morgana reviews
    They are a long way from Cyrodiil. But Skyrim seems to be their new home, whether they like it or not. Female Dragonborn/General Tullius.
    Elder Scroll series - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 23,113 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 67 - Updated: 9/21/2013 - Published: 1/13/2012 - Dragonborn/Dovahkiin, Tullius
    A Flickering Candle In A Short Lifetime by Gildra Evestar reviews
    They may have rebuilt her, but she is only human. A woman so surrounded by death can only take so much. Doubt, guilt, and depression creep their way into her mind. They cloud her sense of self and her resolve. She could stop it all if she wanted, if they'd let her. Takes place at some point vaguely in ME2. Eventually ThaneXFem!Shep because of reasons.
    Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 15,482 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 2/11/2013 - Published: 1/11/2013 - Shepard (F), Thane K. - Complete
    Alone For Long by kayelem reviews
    In the moments before Shepard staggers to reach the Conduit, she is given a fleeting moment of peace and comfort across the sea with the man she loves that drives her to finish her mission if only to return to him. NOW A TWOSHOT.
    Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,211 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 5/10/2012 - Published: 5/8/2012 - Shepard (F), Thane K. - Complete
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    Primitive Human reviews
    A collection of ficlets outlining the blossoming relationship between Javik and Shepard.
    Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 43 - Words: 16,062 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 109 - Updated: 2/27 - Published: 6/13/2013 - Shepard (F), Javik
    Fear reviews
    Shepard struggles with all the death she has witnessed, including her own. Did Cerberus miss her confidence and courage when they rebuilt her? Or is it just a matter of coming to terms with the life she has been given? Shakarian.
    Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 38 - Words: 54,978 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 93 - Updated: 8/21/2014 - Published: 2/28/2013 - Shepard (F), Garrus V.
    Demons reviews
    Shepard finds an unlikely friend in an assassin she picks up to help with the suicide mission. Will he be the one to finally save her, or will she push him away and keep her demons to herself? Some ideas are similar to those in "Fear".
    Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 32 - Words: 48,009 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 7/27/2014 - Published: 3/8/2013 - Shepard (F), Thane K.
    Missing reviews
    What happens when someone kidnaps the Guild Master? Do a band of thieves run to her aid, or kill the assassin who found her? Brynjolf/Dragonborn
    Elder Scroll series - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 4,573 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/10/2013 - Dragonborn/Dovahkiin, Brynjolf - Complete
    Final Words reviews
    Shepard's final words to her crew, and the galaxy as a whole, before giving her life to end the war and joining her beloved.
    Mass Effect - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 553 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 12 - Published: 6/30/2013 - Shepard (F), Thane K. - Complete
    A series of short messages between Kolyat and Shepard. Companion piece to 'Demons'.
    Mass Effect - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 944 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/24/2013 - Kolyat K. - Complete
    Blood and Silver reviews
    Some bonds transcend time and space. They are meant to last past death and destruction. The bond of silver and blood in an impossible one to undo. One-shot
    Mass Effect - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,400 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/18/2013 - Shepard (F), Thane K. - Complete
    Since the Normandy went down reviews
    Garrus tries to keep his life on track after the Normandy gets destroyed. But it's hard to move on when his dead commander is giving him tactical advice.
    Mass Effect - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,223 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 5 - Published: 4/7/2013 - Shepard (F), Garrus V. - Complete