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Joined 04-02-13, id: 4638571, Profile Updated: 06-20-17
Author has written 14 stories for NCIS: Los Angeles.

Proud to be English. All mistakes, plot-holes, grammatical and spelling mis-haps are mine (with the exception of the English spellings of words). Favourite genre is crime-fiction.

Reviews of NCISLA (from season 7) and Films are written on my website: (my old site is avirtualscrawl.wordpress.com)

Twitter: @IFeelPossessed

Twitter: @avirtualscrawl

Favourite TV Shows;

NCIS Los Angeles - Callen is my favourite character. I love his mystery, his past, his journey and his lethal / dangerous streak that the writers occasionally allow to surface.

Rake - awesome Aussie show which the US have re-made which means in the UK we saw that instead of the original...

Sherlock- BBC Drama at its best

Peaky Blinders - another fantastic BBC drama

Luther - yes, an amazing BBC drama, starring Idris Elba

Favourite Authors;

John Connolly - brilliant Irish author of the Charlie Parker series about a former NYPD detective who becomes a PI after he discovers his wife and young daughter brutally murdered. His investigations lead him to encounters with the underworld, with a taste of the 'other-world', and features some fantastically drawn characters, with a healthy dose of humour as well as violence. Charlie Parker is a broken man, an anti-hero and another obsession of mine.

Lee Child - the Jack Reacher series. An excellent read from start to finish. Fan of the books, NOT the film!

Mark Billingham - English author of the Tom Thorne (Detective Inspector) series. Again, more crime drama.

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Strength in My Weakness by Riptide2 reviews
"Convince me that my partner didn't die for nothing." Because there are some people that you aren't just willing to die for. There are some that you'll kill for. Episode Tag to 6x16 "Expiration Date".
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 11 - Words: 26,398 - Reviews: 83 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 90 - Updated: 3/3 - Published: 3/1/2015 - G. Callen, S. Hanna, M. Deeks, Hetty L.
The Vortex by JaniceS reviews
Callen is recovering from the Spiral virus when something goes terribly wrong.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,511 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 6 - Published: 9/5/2016 - G. Callen, S. Hanna - Complete
Guardian Angel by Riptide2 reviews
"I have a guardian angel. She's tiny, but very tough." - A year after the murder of his partner, former Special Agent Callen is still being hunted by the DEA and a group of Romani assassins. They're not the only ones either. Henrietta Lange has had her eye on him for longer than she'll ever admit but as the hit teams close in she'll have to work fast to earn his trust. Pre-series.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 6 - Words: 13,094 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 3/23/2016 - Published: 5/18/2015 - G. Callen, Hetty L. - Complete
Haunted Dreams by F4llon reviews
Callen has been sleeping less than his usual few hours due to an old dream that's returned. He's losing weight, looking gaunt and become edgy. His nightmare enters his day when a case involves two people from his past. Russians have returned to kill him, but he has no idea who they are. He needs to open up to Nate and trust an old friend to find out why and who they are.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Crime - Chapters: 15 - Words: 68,062 - Reviews: 81 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 6/22/2014 - Published: 2/17/2014 - G. Callen, Nate G., S. Hanna, Hetty L. - Complete
Falling Through Cracks by The Prickly Pear reviews
G Callen has always slipped through the cracks. Over the years they became his hiding place, somewhere all his secrets could be tucked away, but when trouble hits and his team begins looking through them, what secrets will those cracks reveal? Team-Centric. No Pairings.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 28 - Words: 76,033 - Reviews: 216 - Favs: 168 - Follows: 165 - Updated: 2/24/2014 - Published: 3/21/2010 - G. Callen, Kensi B., Nate G., S. Hanna - Complete
The G Stands For Hypocrite by bookdiva reviews
G and Deeks are in the bullpen, working on paperwork, late at night. This attempts to deal with the tension between Deeks and Callen, and is a Christmas present for my dear friend Katy Cooper! Hope you all enjoy!
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,406 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 29 - Published: 12/13/2013 - [Kensi B., M. Deeks] G. Callen - Complete
Xanadu by PokeyDotes reviews
The woods are lovely, dark, and deep...except when they're not. Deeks and Callen learn that two isn't always better than one, and sometimes, Nature just sucks.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,681 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 13 - Published: 9/8/2013 - M. Deeks, G. Callen - Complete
An Eye for an Eye by CaroH reviews
Callen's past comes back to haunt him.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 20 - Words: 35,425 - Reviews: 152 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 8/4/2013 - Published: 1/31/2013 - G. Callen - Complete
On A Beautiful Day in LA by Keesha reviews
On a beautiful day in LA, a moment of distraction led to an untenable situation; all because Sam goaded him into buying a new pair of running shoes. Set in season three post 3-15.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 11 - Words: 19,532 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 6/30/2013 - Published: 6/22/2013 - G. Callen, S. Hanna - Complete
The First Rule by Vampyre Nights reviews
Callen and Kensi are late - again! But a request from the LAPD leads the team to discover there's more to them and the reason they are late than anyone thought. Technically G and Kensi but mainly team centered.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Crime - Chapters: 19 - Words: 17,056 - Reviews: 111 - Favs: 85 - Follows: 140 - Updated: 4/6/2013 - Published: 3/28/2011 - G. Callen, Kensi B.
Servant of the Game by The Prickly Pear reviews
When you live your life as a piece of a never ending game there will come the day when someone decides to change the rules. Team-Centric. No Pairings.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Crime - Chapters: 9 - Words: 22,204 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 4/3/2013 - Published: 2/26/2011 - G. Callen, S. Hanna, Hetty L.
Me Thinks I Hear a Banjo by PokeyDotes reviews
Militiamen, blizzards, and violent old ladies. All in a day's work, right?
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 11 - Words: 45,977 - Reviews: 160 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 1/22/2013 - Published: 1/4/2013 - M. Deeks, G. Callen - Complete
The Price of a Life by CaroH reviews
A team member is in trouble and the clock is ticking.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 29,638 - Reviews: 105 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 51 - Updated: 11/22/2012 - Published: 9/8/2012 - G. Callen - Complete
Checkmate by Shaz1 reviews
Set directly after the season premiere 'End Game'- Callen pushes the team away as he deals with his guilt over the deaths of their colleagues, luckily for him his team is persistent.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,408 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 6 - Published: 10/5/2012 - G. Callen, S. Hanna - Complete
Judgement by Sweet Lu reviews
An exploration into Deeks' desire for revenge after the team is taken down by an arms dealer. Inspired by the season finale.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 37 - Words: 101,140 - Reviews: 654 - Favs: 255 - Follows: 127 - Updated: 9/9/2012 - Published: 5/22/2012 - M. Deeks, Hetty L. - Complete
Rogue by moviefanatic17 reviews
When a former agent is wanted for the murder of a Marine, the team is called in to hunt one of their own. As usual, things are never as they seem and buried secrets, old cases, and new emotions turn an open and shut into a tangled web. AU.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Crime/Romance - Chapters: 26 - Words: 50,441 - Reviews: 202 - Favs: 130 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 2/5/2012 - Published: 7/20/2011 - Kensi B., G. Callen - Complete
Sworn and Broken by Gina Callen reviews
A secret from Callens' past is revealed and he's not sure if he'll get past it. Rated M for language and violent content. not for under 16's. Also is a Nell/Callen pairing. If you don't like don't read.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,345 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 9 - Published: 12/17/2011 - G. Callen, Nell J. - Complete
Almost Lost by justdreaming-83 reviews
An attempt is made on Callen's life. Story focuses on the team's determination to care for him while solving the case. My 1st fic. Actually, 1st time to write for anyone else to read. So I'm a little nervous. Please Review. Changing rating to T to be safe
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 22 - Words: 41,203 - Reviews: 231 - Favs: 262 - Follows: 98 - Updated: 8/4/2011 - Published: 6/27/2011 - G. Callen, S. Hanna - Complete
Kith and Kin by Tragediane reviews
Story idea evolved from a challenge: Team night out with laser tag. When Callen was 14, he lived with Alina and her family. He hid something in their house. Now, many people know about it, want it, and are willing to kill those who stand in their way.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 20 - Words: 26,346 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 7/28/2011 - Published: 7/16/2011 - G. Callen, S. Hanna - Complete
Compromised by LostForeverInHisEyes reviews
Her agents lives at risk and NCIS compromised, Hetty calls in a favour. Lies, betrayal and deception are revealed as they are pursued. By who? What do they want? And why does Hetty trust Annabel with Callen's life? Team orientated. NOW COMPLETE!
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Friendship - Chapters: 77 - Words: 298,787 - Reviews: 587 - Favs: 132 - Follows: 94 - Updated: 5/13/2011 - Published: 9/19/2010 - G. Callen - Complete
The Nature of Miracles by Keesha reviews
An event of the past leaves an agent wondering if it was real or a dream.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,454 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/31/2010 - Published: 12/29/2010 - G. Callen - Complete
A Christmas Card by The Prickly Pear reviews
A faded card on top of a mantle, over thirty years old, brings back a Christmas memory for Callen.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,278 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/27/2010 - G. Callen - Complete
Life For Rent by race-the-ace reviews
*Complete* *SLASH* Callen/OMC Callen wasn't lonely, he was just alone. Until someone stepped in and changed all that. Can he allow himself to be happy?
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 32 - Words: 81,083 - Reviews: 539 - Favs: 337 - Follows: 199 - Updated: 12/26/2010 - Published: 9/24/2009 - G. Callen - Complete
Home by cdewinter78 reviews
For Callen, "Home" is an illusive four letter dream. Sometimes chasing it hurt, most of the time pretending you didn't need one hurt more. This is based on Paul Macartney's song I want to Come Home.Spans Callens life.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,187 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 7/25/2010 - Published: 3/22/2010 - G. Callen
Just Human by The Prickly Pear reviews
2010 Summer Challenge: G Callen experiences something for the first time, and he's not sure he likes it. WARNING: Foul language.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,206 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 6 - Published: 7/20/2010 - G. Callen - Complete
What more is there to say? by cdewinter78 reviews
Summer 2010 Challenge. Following Dom's death and Callen's talk with Sam, the Special Agent in Charge realises he wasn't exactly upfront with Sam. Despite the ones he's lost before, G finds Dom's death has hit him harder than he let on.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,399 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/5/2010 - G. Callen, S. Hanna - Complete
Legend Has It by cdewinter78 reviews
Callen had walked through many doors and many lives - there were precious few he cared to remember and fewer still he'd go back to revisit. *One shot - past and present, Teenage Callen. Rated for language and vague mention of abuse.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,916 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 11 - Published: 11/25/2009 - G. Callen - Complete
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Too Close To Home reviews
Callen and Deeks are sent undercover to infiltrate a group of home grown terrorists, drawing on their childhood experiences to maintain their aliases and bring the bad guys down.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K - English - Drama/Crime - Chapters: 18 - Words: 56,760 - Reviews: 149 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 97 - Updated: 12h - Published: 9/30/2017 - G. Callen, M. Deeks
Pivotal Moments reviews
A series of one shots capturing the pivotal moments in the various stages of Callen's life.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 13,502 - Reviews: 46 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 10/18/2018 - Published: 12/6/2016 - G. Callen
Calm After The Storm reviews
Thirteen year old G Callen has to navigate his way through an emergency foster placement after he attacked his previous foster father with a baseball bat. In less than twenty four hours he will discover if his future lies in a juvenile detention centre or if he will be given a final chance with another family.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 12,898 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 6/28/2017 - Published: 5/30/2017 - G. Callen - Complete
Traitor reviews
Callen takes time off after being injured and visits Russia to discover more about Nikita Reznikov, his father. Upon his return, doubt is cast on his commitment to NCIS and he is accused of betraying his country. As the evidence stacks up against him, the team rally round to clear his name.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 21 - Words: 66,236 - Reviews: 235 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 7/26/2015 - Published: 12/6/2014 - G. Callen, Kensi B., S. Hanna, M. Deeks - Complete
Three Weeks in Hell reviews
At the age of fifteen, G. Callen was arrested for robbing a storage locker and sent to Southgate Juvenile Detention Centre. He spent three weeks there, describing it as hell - before he escaped. This is the story of his three weeks of hell. Warning for language and suggestive abuse.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 36,325 - Reviews: 83 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 7/25/2015 - Published: 5/31/2015 - G. Callen - Complete
Opposites reviews
One shot, post S06E17. Callen's thoughts on Sam's words that they have nothing in common.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,386 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/16/2015
The Manipulator reviews
Written for NCIS Los Angeles Magazine and #HettyAppreciationWeek The story behind why 'Hetty Mechanical Bull Tequila Bar Fight'. Set at the karaoke bar, post S01E12 "Past Lives". A team story but hopefully with more focus on Hetty.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,753 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/2/2014 - G. Callen, S. Hanna, Hetty L. - Complete
Safe reviews
A challenging day forces Callen to recall his past and revisit one of his better foster homes. Features the team, but the focus is of course, on Callen. Written for NCISLA Magazine and #CallenAppreciationWeek
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,399 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 7 - Published: 8/28/2014 - G. Callen, M. Deeks - Complete
Always In My Thoughts reviews
**WINNER** of NCISLA Magazine Callen's Corner Challenge #4. Lives are placed in danger when an enemy returns to target Callen and the team. Set around Season 5 Episode 16
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Adventure - Chapters: 6 - Words: 17,408 - Reviews: 109 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 4/1/2014 - Published: 3/18/2014 - G. Callen, S. Hanna - Complete
The Past Revisited reviews
After a disastrous operation, the past comes back to haunt Callen when he and Deeks are kidnapped. Set around season 3-4.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 29,253 - Reviews: 189 - Favs: 87 - Follows: 84 - Updated: 2/15/2014 - Published: 12/1/2013 - G. Callen, M. Deeks - Complete
The Blog reviews
Post-script to S05E06 "Big Brother". The team relax at a bar after their latest case and Callen's blogger comes back to haunt him.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 8 - Words: 18,428 - Reviews: 105 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 1/31/2014 - Published: 12/30/2013 - G. Callen, Kensi B., S. Hanna, M. Deeks - Complete
Reznikov reviews
This is a one-shot post-script to S05E04 Reznikov.N as the episode and revelations generated numerous other questions. * Spoilers if you have not yet seen this episode *
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,771 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/26/2013 - G. Callen - Complete
No One To Catch Them reviews
Post "Raven & The Swans" S04E22. Callen is forced to confront the real reasons as to why Hetty's story and actions left him so angry and the team have to manage the aftermath during their next case.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 18 - Words: 47,427 - Reviews: 154 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 8/16/2013 - Published: 5/11/2013 - G. Callen - Complete
Man's Best Friend reviews
NCISLAMagazine Challenge 2 Callen is undercover on a CIA mission, as one half of a journalistic couple in Uzbekistan. Part of the mission goes wrong and Callen believes Tracy is dead, leaving Callen with only his dog Buddy, to rely on. Set late 2001/early 2002.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,217 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/25/2013 - G. Callen - Complete