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Joined 04-20-13, id: 4676901, Profile Updated: 08-09-16
Author has written 6 stories for Hetalia - Axis Powers.

This is my account from my most weeby days in middle school, which I deleted all but two of the stories from and then abandoned.

I will most likely not be continuing the one fan fiction up that was meant to be a multi-chapter fic (Nations Can't Die).

JOIN FORCES WITH ME, JESSICA, AND WE WILL START THE CABBAGE REVOLUTION. ARM YOURSELF WITH SALAD TONGS AND TOSS YOURSELF INTO THE WORLD OF THE VEGETABLES.

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The Problem That Was Alfred Jones by Akikee reviews
Keep a low profile. Get straight A's. Do not get distracted. These resolutions do look nice on paper. But resolutions were almost never met, especially when you crush really hard on the school's Mr. Unattainable. USUK. AU.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 15 - Words: 35,274 - Reviews: 79 - Favs: 89 - Follows: 157 - Updated: 9/20/2016 - Published: 1/23/2014 - America, England/Britain
A Train Ride to Remember by catty-cat-cat reviews
Arthur Kirkland is a college student who always rides home by train. One day, he sees a mysterious Frenchman coming in to the train station at four o'clock in the afternoon. AU, human name used. Supposedly a birthday fic for France. Don't like, don't read. No flames. RnR?
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 19,696 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 9/3/2016 - Published: 7/14/2016 - England/Britain, France
it's Not Gay if it's at the Ice Rink by Lumeilleur reviews
Matthew happened across his brother Alfred shamelessly making out with his "nemesis", Ivan Braginsky. RusAme. Oneshot. Fic for Aph Fanfic Network prompt event, "rivals who are secretly banging". AU.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 707 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 21 - Published: 3/18/2016 - [America, Russia] Canada - Complete
The Love of a Friend by Tesora reviews
Prumano AU. Lovino has been diagnosed with leukemia, and has been given 3 months before the cancer takes his life. Unable to find anything to live for, can a happy-go-lucky Prussian help him make the most of his last few months?
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,057 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 7/13/2014 - Published: 11/23/2011 - S. Italy/Romano, Prussia
Save Me by pastelgothnitori reviews
Lovino makes a promise to Antonio one night knowing he would break it. He hates himself and would do anything to be like his brother. Little does he know someone already thinks he's perfect. How far is he willing to go? And can Antonio save him? Spamano, self-harm, eating disorders, boyxboy. I write stories not summaries, the story is better I promise!
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,509 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 77 - Follows: 96 - Updated: 5/11/2014 - Published: 7/17/2012 - Spain, S. Italy/Romano
Briar Rose by TheGuardianKnux reviews
Matthew Williams was excited; he was finally going to the academy of his dreams, Rosa Academy. But, when he runs into an odd looking student, his life will never be the same. Francis Bonnefoy was unlike any other student Matthew would ever meet. He seemed to be frightened by the thorny flora that climbed the castle walls, and ice cold. Would an explanation be worth the price?
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 13 - Words: 125,052 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 4/20/2014 - Published: 1/1/2013 - Canada, France
Inside my Heart by Gazlover12-Canada reviews
Alfred realizes that something is very wrong with Arthur. He's determined to help him out of it, even if Arthur is trying everything to refuse his help. UsUk, eating disorder, rated T.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,155 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 77 - Follows: 107 - Updated: 6/25/2013 - Published: 6/13/2013 - America, England/Britain
Still the Baby by Gazlover12-Canada reviews
Despite people thinking that Arthur's older brothers are merely bullies, they're actually much more than that. They care for their younger brother and want him to know that, even if it means humiliating him. To them, he's still the baby of the family. One-shot I think.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 724 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 218 - Follows: 45 - Published: 5/25/2013 - Scotland, England/Britain - Complete
Miserable at Best by lizzle333 reviews
Antonio would be miserable at best without Lovino, and that's what it seems like three weeks after their break up. However, will a turn of events change that? Based off of the song Miserable at Best by Mayday Parade.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 875 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 7 - Published: 5/7/2013 - S. Italy/Romano, Spain - Complete
Sick by VivaAmerica reviews
Mexico and Canada find out America is sick, but it's not like any illness they've dealt with before... Rated T for bulimic!America
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,354 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 16 - Published: 5/7/2013 - America, Mexico, Canada - Complete
If Only We Were Human by laveniis reviews
England and France are arguing and England takes it a little too far, causing France to raise an interesting point. No ships really, maybe FrUk and UsUk if you squint real close.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,514 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 5 - Published: 5/7/2013 - England/Britain, France - Complete
The Song's Influence by Aradellia reviews
So the fever of the 'Cup Song' has spread all through America, and he honestly hopes to show to the world. What happens when he find three other countries who can perform and sing it without a hitch? Well, lets just say it's not addictive for nothing. Let's have the world perform it! Inspired by the song by Lulu and the Lamplights.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,167 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 8 - Published: 5/6/2013 - N. Italy, Germany, America, Canada - Complete
What it takes to be a friend by Paradox777 reviews
Lovino Vargas was your normal everyday high school student. Well sorta he didn't have any friends and was constantly harassed, not to normal after all. That is until a bright and cheery New kid stumbles in one day. Can he become Lovino's friend? Rated T for Lovino's wonderful mouth .
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 585 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/4/2013 - S. Italy/Romano, Spain
Safe by Gazlover12-Canada reviews
A young Kiku falls ill with a dreadful fever, only to be taken care of by his older brother. One-shot, brotherly ChinaxJapan, East Asia Family included.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,173 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 16 - Published: 4/30/2013 - China, Japan - Complete
The Best He Could by AccioKirkland reviews
Antonio stumbles upon a thrown away drawing of Lovino's. FLUFFY ONE SHOT SPAMANO GOODNESS!
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 451 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 3 - Published: 4/27/2013 - S. Italy/Romano, Spain - Complete
The Fight, Capture and Rescue by Cocoaflower reviews
When a normal visit from America turns in to a huge argument and fight, Canada, being frustrated, was completely clueless as Russia captures him on his way to the World Conference held in Russia. Will America realize that his brother is in trouble or will he ignore the northern nation's missing status?
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,476 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 4/21/2013 - Published: 8/3/2012 - America, Canada - Complete
Pure Sorrow by xXguiltyXx reviews
'At that moment, everyone in the room felt the same thing. Pure sorrow. They knew what this meant. Matthew was going to die, that was for sure. No matter what route they went with, the chances of Matthew actually living... well they weren't good. In fact they were practically non-exsitant.'
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,856 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 6 - Published: 4/12/2013 - America, Canada
Regrets by WhalesEverywhere reviews
Romano felt rejected and unloved after misunderstanding Spain's intentions. When he finally found out the truth, it is already too late.. Could he be the reason Spain lost the war? ONE-SHOT! Chibi!RomanoxSpain. NOT SHOTA!
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,874 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/25/2013 - S. Italy/Romano, Spain - Complete
Fractured by amoka22 reviews
Insults are everywhere, and eventually America starts to believe them. A constant victim of bullying, he wears a mask everywhere. One day that mask cracks, and the fractures just keep getting larger and larger. But he's broken, not shattered, and that is the difference, one that may not exist for much longer. Rated T for language, mentions of self-harm, suicide, and bullying.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,881 - Reviews: 98 - Favs: 202 - Follows: 86 - Published: 2/22/2013 - America
Sight by Manga60123 reviews
Peter is blind and Raivis blames himself (as per usual). But, is blindness really just blackness? Drabble-ish, Human!AU, Blind!Sealand, and SeaLat/ LatSea! Just a bit of teeth-rotting fluff for your holiday weekend!
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 563 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/23/2012 - Sealand, Latvia - Complete
Canadese Insieme Le Azzurro Occhio by HetalianNerdette1776 reviews
High School AU. High school junior Lovino Vargas has put up a facade to difference himself from his little brother, Feliciano. And his only friend really seems to be the comic nerd, Alfred Jones. But when Alfred's brother, the new kid, Matthew Williams, comes into play, Lovino just might let his facade down to help Matthew save his brother from a terrible mistake. T for language.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,643 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 11/4/2012 - Published: 8/24/2012 - S. Italy/Romano, Canada
3, 21 Guns by Musical Nerd 29 reviews
Romano is done. He's done caring, he's done with people and he's done with having to deal with all of this. He just wants to lay in bed for the rest of his life and he plans to until he gets a text from the root of his problem: Spain. The only person he's trully ever loved. 3rd story in my 21 Guns series. READ THE OTHER TWO FIRST! It may be confusing if you don't
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,239 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 8 - Published: 11/3/2012 - S. Italy/Romano, Spain - Complete
Not Feeling Well by Gazlover12-Canada reviews
Unfortunately England always seems to fall sick at the most inconvenient times. Thankfully there's always someone around to take care of him though. Various nations taking care of a sick Arthur! R&R!
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,746 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 101 - Follows: 81 - Updated: 7/11/2012 - Published: 7/10/2012 - England/Britain
Alarm Clock by Vani Jane reviews
"It's there, right? It says Arthur's bed, right? Don't shit with me now, Miss Rivers!" - Arthur left an interesting calling card for Alfred for his birthday. America birthday fic.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,090 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/4/2012 - America, England/Britain - Complete
You'll Always Have Me by woodbyne reviews
"The last thing I expected to find was Mattie crying." Human AU. Alfred shares a room with his younger brother, who he discovers is having a really hard time at school. Hurt/comfort/family, shipping if you squint. Rated for Alfred's mouth.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,345 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 8 - Published: 4/29/2012 - America, Canada - Complete
Bottoms Up! by Sunny Day in February reviews
Follow Lovino on his weird and, well, at least quite interesting trip around Europe in order to find out some of the greatest secrets ever about himself, Europe, tomato-shaped alarm clocks and the past of his lovely, but complicated Spanish partner.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 80 - Words: 497,431 - Reviews: 3922 - Favs: 1,595 - Follows: 872 - Updated: 4/13/2012 - Published: 9/17/2010 - S. Italy/Romano, Spain - Complete
Burnt by miscellaneouselements reviews
when gilbert finds an abandoned matthew, he takes him home to take care of him. prucan. better story than summary.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 8,599 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 4/13/2012 - Published: 4/6/2012 - Canada, Prussia - Complete
Best Bro by miscellaneouselements reviews
Alfred finds out his brother wants to die. He feels bad, thinking he has something to do with this, so he tries his best to make Matthew feel better, since he's the hero. human names used. Brotherly love
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,241 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 3/29/2012 - Published: 3/27/2012 - America, Canada - Complete
Scarlet Fever by Neeky-chan reviews
Romano has gotten himself sick with Scarlet Fever and it's up to Spain to help him! This is a one-shot. ChibiRomano and Boss!Spain. Human names used, rated T for Romano's language! :3 Complete.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,526 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/23/2012 - S. Italy/Romano, Spain - Complete
A mortifying meeting by Gazlover12-Canada reviews
England gets majorly embarrassed at a World Meeting when he gets sick and throws up on one of the nations. Can America make him feel better? Fluffy fic!
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,236 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 19 - Published: 1/1/2012 - England/Britain, America - Complete
Italy's Asthma Attack by SaraQuita reviews
While walking home from a meeting with Germany and Japan, poor Italy has an asthma attack from the weather. One more thing: Italy doesn't have asthma in the series, but I just thought this would work
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 590 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 7 - Published: 11/26/2011 - N. Italy, Germany - Complete
Wingless by Yumi-chan-likes-chainsaws reviews
It takes three minutes to drown. So Arthur had three minutes to make his choice; Sink or Swim? USxUK Human!AU
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,029 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 5 - Published: 7/22/2011 - America, England/Britain - Complete
Romano and Me by Shyrgasse reviews
Romano can barely stand with his severe case of choriea when his parents pass away and is left to live with Antonio. Through hard work and patients, Antonio tries to get Romano to walk and live a normal life.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 17,788 - Reviews: 89 - Favs: 112 - Follows: 142 - Updated: 4/3/2011 - Published: 1/26/2011 - S. Italy/Romano, Spain
Sick In Bed by Saucey reviews
Chibitalia has been sick for a while, and Holy Roman Empire is just worried about him. WARNING: Very, very fluffy. I hope the story is better then the summary.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,041 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 6 - Published: 2/20/2011 - Holy Roman Empire, N. Italy - Complete
The Big News: Francis & Matthieu by Vani Jane reviews
ONESHOT Matthieu refuses to accept that he is pregnant. But he is. And the "father" is Francis. Who he just knows won't want to do the whole marriage bliss with child thing.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,939 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 6 - Published: 1/17/2011 - France, Canada - Complete
Just Get Better, Idiot by martinique.erotic reviews
Spain hates getting sick. Romano hates to see Spain sick... kind of. misunderstood!little!Romano and misunderstanding!boss!Spain fluff. I hope I'm not the only one who gets ill from too much cold medicine, or this won't make any sense.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,052 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 143 - Follows: 14 - Published: 7/3/2010 - Spain, S. Italy/Romano - Complete
Knocked Up by xblkdragonx reviews
China is tired of Russia's stamina and libido and does something no one expected...he pretends to be pregnant and things get a little out of hand....No Mpreg
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 12 - Words: 11,644 - Reviews: 247 - Favs: 222 - Follows: 67 - Updated: 1/28/2010 - Published: 10/18/2009 - Russia, China - Complete
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Unheroic reviews
He has a boyfriend, decent grades, and a will to live, all three of which are difficult to keep in high school. Yet Alfred is facing a rough patch that may lead to a downward spiral, flushing all his hard work down the drain. In a desperate attempt to lose weight will he lose everything, or will he find the strength to overcome a relapse?
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 17,464 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 8/11/2016 - Published: 4/10/2016 - [America, England/Britain] [Canada, France]
The Chains That Bound Us reviews
For the first time in months, Lovino felt safe. For the first time in months, Lovino felt alive. And for the first time in months, Lovino felt free. But he wasn't.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,643 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 9 - Published: 8/9/2016 - [Spain, S. Italy/Romano]
Not All Villains Wear Capes reviews
Arthur is sick of seeing people constantly used, mistreated, and brought down. So he decides to take action against them - not as a hero, but as a villain. However, on his mission to better the world in the worst of ways he finds a new friend, and possible romantic interest. It's a shame they also become his nemesis.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,735 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 8/9/2016 - Published: 3/23/2016 - [America, England/Britain] [Canada, France]
Artificial reviews
A not-so-regular morning with Alfred and Arthur, fueled by secrets, depressing thoughts, and a deathly, strawberry-flavored nutritional shake.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,260 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/19/2016 - Complete
Nations Can't Die? reviews
Matthew Williams is a lot of things. For one, he is an avid crocheter. Another little thing about him is his terrible immune system. However, no matter what circumstances, Matthew is not sick. Sick people are not able to take care of themselves. Then again, collapsing in a pool of your own sweat and vomit is not a normal thing.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,052 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 17 - Published: 1/11/2015
The Game of Death reviews
When you want to be seen, you are invisible. When you want to disappear everyone notices your presence. However, when discovering his love's sickness, Francis is not sure how to react.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,285 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/10/2015 - [Canada, France] America, Prussia
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