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Joined 10-10-03, id: 468169, Profile Updated: 03-01-08
Author has written 6 stories for CSI, and CSI: New York.

My name is Nicole. I'm nineteen years old and enjoy nothing more than a cigarette and aimless, late night driving while talking in circles about psychology, people and life. I have been known to drive the four hours from my home to Seattle when I can't sleep and fortunately my best friend is as insane as me at times and always accompanies me. You can catch me at a Shari's quite often drinking horrible coffee, or on Marine Drive beside the runways at Portland International Airport, watching the planes take off. And no matter the weather or temperature, her and I always have time for one dance on the top of my car to some ridiculous song we normally would never be caught dead listening to.

I disappear and reappear at random times on this site. Mind you I never disappear mid-story, every readers biggest pet peeve I'm sure, and I always finish what I start (eventually). A true fan always comes back for more, even after years of being gone. You can't help but coming back for more of your favorite character angst. I've written about three or four times as many stories as I have posted, many of which I have taken up and down off of this site based on how good or bad they are. The ones I have up now are the best I have written. My favorite piece of grammar is the comma, which you can tell from my stories (or even just from my profile) and I'm addicted, to say the least.

So enough about me, on with the stories.

Stand Alone Stories: CSI

Catching Fireflies: A cute little story about Greg and his little brother, Jacob, and a thing they call "hemofilliup". Complete

Decaying Fantasies: Nick/Greg; their perfect world is destroyed when Greg discovers that he has come out of remission from his childhood cancer and now the two men battle for Greg's health, their relationship, and Nick's sanity. Complete

Shades: Grissom said to never take a case personally. And Greg would just nod. Maybe he should have listened. Complete

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The Mistakes Series

Affliction: Sara/Greg; a twisted romance story of sorts in an almost Sara-dysfunctional way . Greg has a horrible accident at a crime scene that leaves him clinging to life as Sara continues to live on and deal with the repercussions of her actions and decisions, and another mistake all together. Complete

Fleeting Moments: (Takes place two and a half years after Affliction) Greg finally begins to heal from the accident after almost three years and Sara goes on a self-induced guilt trip as she tries to figure out what is best for Greg, herself, and Alicia. But is what Sara originally wanted out of life what she wants now? Work in Progress

Stand Alone Stories: CSI: NY

Broken: Danny/Lindsay; all they need is a moment to figure out just how broken everything is, including themselves. Complete

Author's Notes: March 1st, 2008

– I am in the works of writing the nine chapter sequel to Decaying Fantasies that I'm really excited about. I have three solid chapters done so far, with another three being written simultaneously (I write at a speed that can keep up with my muse). I don't plan on posting this until I have the story completed but it will hopefully be posted before the summer. A writer can hope...

Fleeting Moments is currently on hiatus. My muse has taken an extended vacation it appears. I'm having problems even starting the next chapter and choosing what I want to happen in the story. I promise I will finish this story, just not right now

I believe for now, that is all I have to say.

Much love.

"We love to know we are not alone."
- C.S. Lewis

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Hear No Evil by BlueSea14 reviews
After over a hundred years alone, a deaf vampire Bella finds the Cullen family. With no memory of her human past, and no way to communicate with the world, how can they help her? Canon.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 26 - Words: 97,325 - Reviews: 1620 - Favs: 2,750 - Follows: 992 - Updated: 2/14 - Published: 6/15/2007 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Waiting by marialisa reviews
He hated waiting.
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,241 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/4/2008 - Complete
So Far Away by Prefect Rachel reviews
And when I shall die, take him and cut him out into little stars. And he shall make the face of heav'n so fair that all the world will be in love with night, and pay no worship to the garish sun. - W. Shakespeare "Romeo and Juliet"
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 489 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/3/2008 - Complete
Holding Back, Holding On by Dingbat142001 reviews
Oneshot. And even know, hours later, when she's wrapped in his bulky academy sweater, he still finds it hard to breathe. He could have lost her. DL
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,754 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 6 - Published: 2/2/2008 - Danny M., Lindsay M. - Complete
Abnormal to Zero by Denaliyasha reviews
Z was for zero, because there were that many people better suited for each other, and that was that. A set of 26 DannyLindsay shorts, one for each letter of the alphabet.
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 26 - Words: 7,480 - Reviews: 204 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 10/4/2007 - Published: 9/28/2006 - Danny M., Lindsay M. - Complete
I Think It's Time by CrazyGabs reviews
Ok One Shot Guys. DL with other characters featuring. It's an apocalpytic fic, my first ever so let me know what you think okay? R&R Thanks.
CSI: New York - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,372 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/6/2007 - Danny M., Lindsay M. - Complete
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Broken reviews
He was broken. And she was getting there. D/L
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,794 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/1/2008 - Danny M., Lindsay M. - Complete
Fleeting Moments reviews
As soon as Greg finally grasped hold of everything and got it under control, it all came tumbling back. In one fleeting moment, Greg's life had been flipped on its head again. Sequel to Affliction. ON HIATUS
CSI - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 28,529 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 2/18/2008 - Published: 11/22/2007 - Greg S., Sara S.
Shades reviews
Greg finally finds that case he just can't let of. And in the end, he discovers the world was nothing more than just shades of grays and blacks.
CSI - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,071 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/8/2008 - Greg S. - Complete
Decaying Fantasies reviews
Watching someone he loved waste away to a nothingness was the hardest thing Nick has ever done...[Nick and Greg Slash] ::COMPLETE::
CSI - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 8,702 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 1/24/2005 - Published: 8/29/2004 - Complete
Affliction reviews
He was Jack and she was Jill, except the world came tumbling after. It was her stupid decision that would cost Greg his memory of everything he had. And falling in love again is never the same. [Greg & Sara] ::COMPLETE::
CSI - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 26 - Words: 20,956 - Reviews: 112 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 8/3/2004 - Published: 5/18/2004 - Complete
Catching Fireflies reviews
We pulled the lights off fireflies and colored pictures of sheep in church. We jinxed each other for sodas and bought ice cream when the truck came around. He wanted to change the world and instead he changed me. ::COMPLETE::
CSI - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,234 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/15/2004 - Complete