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Joined 06-06-13, id: 4771617, Profile Updated: 05-29-19
Author has written 24 stories for Mass Effect, Once Upon a Time, and Good Girls, 2018.

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In My Life by Letticiae reviews
AU where the Alenkos decide to foster a sixteen-year-old girl after an Alliance patrol led by Kaidan's father rescues her on Mindoir. Shenko. From pre-ME1 to post-ME3. New cover art featuring an all grown-up Lisa Mae Shepard by gravity-zero.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 63 - Words: 269,463 - Reviews: 628 - Favs: 281 - Follows: 391 - Updated: 5/16 - Published: 8/1/2012 - [Shepard (F), Kaidan A.] D. Anderson, Emily W.
Changeling by Dandy in the Aspic reviews
When all is lost, how do you go on? Shepard deals with resurrection, love, and something else she never expected. ME2, ME3, DLC, AU. Action/drama/romance/family.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 63 - Words: 343,236 - Reviews: 567 - Favs: 197 - Follows: 264 - Updated: 11/6/2016 - Published: 9/4/2012 - Shepard (F), Kaidan A.
Half a Heart Alone by quantumparadigm reviews
Part 2 of the 'No Strings Attached' saga. Set during the initial collector attack on the SR1. Alexis and Kaidan fight to survive, remembering the life they've built for themselves just as it starts to fall apart around them. Fluff, angst, smut. Little plot. You've been warned. Shenko.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,615 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 49 - Published: 4/5/2013 - Shepard (F), Kaidan A.
No Strings Attached by quantumparadigm reviews
Part 1 of the 'No Strings Attached' saga. Shepard and Alenko meet each other on Trident while on shore leave. After a chance encounter leaves them instantly attracted to each other, they abandon all caution. No names, no dates, no strings attached. But once it's over, is it really over? Shenko. Pure fluff, no plot. You've been warned.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 20,156 - Reviews: 100 - Favs: 184 - Follows: 64 - Updated: 7/13/2012 - Published: 7/7/2012 - Shepard (F), Kaidan A. - Complete
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disparate youth reviews
this is a "what if" that turned into a monster: what if beth and rio were around the same age? what if they both went to high school in detroit? what if they met as teens and their chemistry was off the charts? what if he wasn't always cagey and secretive? what if - for just a short time - she didn't put everyone else first?
Good Girls, 2018 - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 12,496 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 6/13 - Published: 5/29 - Rio, Beth B., Ruby H., Dean B.
sinking like a stone in the sea reviews
anonymous said: Brio: after Rio says Beth is just work, Beth disappears for a few days. Annie rushes to Rio for help finding her and together the look for Beth. Maybe have backstory of her doing this before like their mom. And they find Beth hiding in a motel or something. "you know, last time you ladies called me up - " he doesn't even get the sentence out before ruby is stop
Good Girls, 2018 - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13,398 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 4 - Published: 6/13 - Rio, Beth B., Annie M., Ruby H.
sic transit gloria reviews
deadlyladynightshade on tumblr said: Prompt: Post Season 2. Beth comes home to find her pearls on the door. O O - "we're free." she says it brightly — maybe too brightly — with a practiced smile perfectly plastered over her lips. she needs to sell this, beth knows, because in order for ruby and annie to be on board, they have to see her confidence, they have
Good Girls, 2018 - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,395 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 6/13 - Published: 5/29 - Rio, Beth B.
every minute is a mile reviews
prompt from msnikkimoneypenny: Beth going into avoidance mode after Rio said she is just work. So she tries to avoid eye contact as much as possible to avoid looking at him. She feigns being preoccupied looking somewhere else or on her phone. Til Rio tries to reestablish their intimacy. - set after 2x12
Good Girls, 2018 - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 10,150 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 19 - Published: 5/29 - Rio, Beth B., Annie M., Ruby H.
the price you pay for loss of control
msnikkymoneypenny said: Rio acting clearly shaken and feeling raw that Beth has seen where he stays this didn't exactly turn out the way i intended but the thought was "what if rio had cameras on his place" and then just became a scene retelling - first attempt from rio's POV so be gentle
Good Girls, 2018 - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,532 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/29 - Rio, Beth B. - Complete
i'll see you on the other side
jessica said: Okay, I would absolutely LOVE if you did a prompt for the end of 1.03, when Rio is in Beth's kitchen after she leaves her pearls at the warehouse. - if she wants to rationalize it - they all still need the money. they hadn't gotten any from the last haul - because mister gangbanger with his golden gun had demanded payment in full ( yes, she realizes they'd u
Good Girls, 2018 - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,473 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/29 - Rio, Beth B. - Complete
my bright is too slight to hold back all my dark reviews
maybe that smile comes from a place of amused cruelty, maybe he's laughing at her in that way he always does. but maybe - maybe he's a little bit impressed with her presence in his bedroom, and that she'd decided not to take this little blackmail plot of his lying down. she definitely doesn't think to glance at the bed on the tail end of that thought. but maybe she's losing a bit
Good Girls, 2018 - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,016 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/29 - Rio, Beth B.
graveyard shift
based on a headcanon by msnikkimoneypenny on tumblr, and with her permission to expand upon it.
Good Girls, 2018 - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,389 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/29 - Rio, Beth B. - Complete
the empty space that you create
she hears his voice first, and for a moment beth finds it odd that she hadn't sensed his presence, felt him in her space the way she always seems to when he's near. but maybe she'd given up the right to feel him. maybe she'd given up everything.
Good Girls, 2018 - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,799 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/29 - Rio, Beth B. - Complete
the space between
she doesn't want to think of goodbyes and last times and what happens once this is all over and he's not in her bedroom anymore, and she's not his partner anymore, and then they're nothing to each other again. she doesn't want to think. so she steps closer, and he meets her half way.
Good Girls, 2018 - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 735 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/29 - Rio, Beth B. - Complete
End My Suffering reviews
Based on an AU request on tumblr. Killian proposes to Emma and she goes to Storybrooke to tell her family the good news. Things don't go as planned. This starts out super fluffy... ends with the opposite. You've been warned.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,406 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/28/2013 - Emma S., David N./Prince Charming, Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
It was supposed to be a girls' night reviews
Emma Swan is talked into a girls' night with her mother, Ruby, and Belle. But things don't exactly turn out they way she expects when a certain pirate shows up at the bar.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,670 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 13 - Published: 12/15/2013 - Emma S., Snow White/Mary M. Blanchard, Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
Truth Amid Fantasy reviews
This is a sequel to Memories Between Dreams (you probably won't understand what's happening here unless you read that) which started as a prompt by captainsasschabod on Tumblr and I filled it because I apparently needed it in my life. This will follow the story arc as we know it, but continue the theme of the dreams.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,457 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 12/13/2013 - Published: 12/4/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook
Memories Between Dreams reviews
Captainsasschabod on tumblr said: What if, as long as she could remember before the curse was broken, Emma would have these dreams where she'd be in the Enchanted Forest? This mysterious pirate would always be there and as she grows up, from toddler to adult, she'd tell this un-aging man bits about her life and in return he'd tell her about himself.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,965 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 12/4/2013 - Published: 11/30/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
Breath of Life reviews
Following the destruction of the Reapers, Kaidan is faced with living without Shepard... again, trying to rebuild Earth, and finding friends in the strangest of places. Continuation of the Mass Effect series taking place after ME3. Rated M for language and violence... for now. Characters, settings, and some dialogue are properties of Bioware.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Sci-Fi/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 42,492 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 9/21/2013 - Published: 6/21/2013 - Shepard (F), Kaidan A.
Something Shepard reviews
AU Drabbles. At a Vancouver highschool, there seem to be two main groups of people: The "cool kids" who go to parties and have relationships and think making fun of each other is friendship. And the "outcasts" who cut class and smoke between classes and don't really care about life. Kaidan didn't fit into either, and he was semi-content with that. Then the new girl came to town.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 8 - Words: 9,996 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 9/13/2013 - Published: 7/16/2013 - Shepard (F), Kaidan A., Tali'Zorah
Recovery reviews
This was a giveaway fic that was done for cmndrshprd on tumblr. She requested a story of her Vivi Shepard and LI Kaidan Alenko recovering after the Reapers were destroyed in ME3. One-Shot. Rated M for language and suggestive sexual themes.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,532 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/11/2013 - Published: 8/23/2013 - Shepard (F), Kaidan A. - Complete
Firsts reviews
James Vega remembers the first time he saw Ashley Williams... and the first time he touched her... among other things.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,756 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/20/2013 - Ashley W., James V. - Complete
Massage reviews
Ashley visits Shepard after the end of the Reaper war after staying away for too long. She offers comfort and a massage and Shepard gets more than she expected. A prompt for Ashley Porn Week on Tumblr.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,267 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 8 - Published: 8/18/2013 - Shepard (F), Ashley W. - Complete
Watch reviews
Prompt for Kaidan Porn Week on Tumblr - I want to see f!shenko where they take advantage of the lovely view in Anderson's office without a care for who's walking around on the Presidum. I took this to an angsty post-Horizon place... sorry.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,237 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 15 - Published: 8/17/2013 - Shepard (F), Kaidan A. - Complete
Comfort reviews
Prompt for Kaidan Porn Week on Tumblr: Shepard has died after the first game leaving Kaidan devastated. He seeks solace and friendship in Liara and gets more than just kind words. Basically comforting him with sex and platonic love to help ease the pain.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,904 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/16/2013 - Kaidan A., Liara T'Soni - Complete
Tired
There are things Shepard is tired of. There are things Shepard will never get tired of. One-shot m!shenko for Kaidan Porn Week on tumblr. Prompt courtesy of confessionforanothertime. My first m!shenko pairing.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,286 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/13/2013 - Kaidan A., Shepard (M) - Complete
Duality reviews
Prompt for Kaidan Porn Week on Tumblr: I would love to see f!shenko, but like - Kaidan is thinking about Shep, he's lonely, maybe sometime after Horizon, and while he's doing that, Shep is thinkin about him too, except maybe how it would go if he'd come with her. One-Shot Masturbation smut.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,943 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/12/2013 - Shepard (F), Kaidan A. - Complete
Always reviews
Received this prompt for Kaidan Porn Week on Tumblr by anastacey66: I've been wanting to have a bit where FemShep goes straight from helping Aria (Omega DLC) to Leviathan (DLC) and then tries to have a night with Kaidan only he's angry she put herself into trouble when he couldn't be there. She ends up seducing him in spite of himself. This is the product. One shot smut.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,444 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 5 - Published: 8/12/2013 - Shepard (F), Kaidan A. - Complete