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Joined 06-15-13, id: 4789895, Profile Updated: 02-05-15
Author has written 5 stories for D.Gray-Man, and Kuroshitsuji.


NOTE: I'm on hiatus until my entrance exams are over. That unfortunately doesn't mean that I won't publish abything... It just an ecuse if I don't :)

So, I'm Elsa, a nice girl from Finland. I love music and writing. I have actually never written anything online, or let anyone see my writings, so this is a big step for me. I love to write and I hope it shows in my stories :)

My writing is strongly related to my feelings so my biggest problem is to keep the stories in control. I'm still learning to come a writer, I don't plan on bublishing anytning, but I just want to improve myself.

Oh, and one major thing you might want to know about me: I'm a perfectionist. That means that I rewrite my stories all the time and I'm never fully pleased with them. I apologize from all of you who get the e-mails because of that. It's stupid, I know, and if therr was a way to stop kt, I would. In the mean time, just bear with me :)

Note 29.12.2914

I decided that I'm tired of feeling depressed and down. It's all because of stress, that sly bastard, but now I have decided to get rid of it. I plan on doing everything because I like doing it, not because I have to. It's basicly doing the same things as so far but with a little different attitude. Let's see how that works up :)

Okay, so every one of my stories have a special meaning for me. Their not my diary or anything, but reflect somewhat my situation. In case someone is interested, here are the meanings of my stories:

Pet's place: This is my beginning to something new. I'm breaking my old ties and trying to find a new way to my life. Like Allen who escapes from Tyki. It's hard and he has some difficulties, but eventually he manages :) Just like me in the end, I hope.

Hated Love: So, this is my D.Gray-man fic that I started but took out. It had four chapters already but I just didn't feel like writing it anymore. I hate unfinished stories and since I didn't know if I ever finish it, I decided to take it off. No hard feelings, right? I wrote it because I wish to go to the university so the environment was a university. nothing special there.

The Missing Piece: Umm... I'm not actually sure why I wrote this. Maybe inspiration, don't kniw. What I do kniw is that it sucks, so DON'T READ IT until I rewrite it. Though it was badly written, it did somewhat help be a better writer since I noticed a lot of mistakes.

Captivated: I just had a really bad day :)

Inescapable Feelings: Okay, so here is my "masterpiece". I wrote this story in addition to get rid of my anxiety. If you read the story so that Alois is my anxiety and I am Ciel, you get the idea. Anxiety is something that won't let you take things that you truly want to do. It locks you in place, torturing you in every step of your life. I got annoyed with that feeling and decided to say it good bye. Am I able to do that? You just have to read the story :)

The Mansion: I'm actually writing the crafts already and this is my "Challenge". I'm trying to do something I have never done before: Write in first person. Plus, I decided I want to write it in Brittish england, don't know how that will hold up. And, the story is situated in 19th century. I have a lot to research, but please, look forward to it.

To come: No Way Out: My first fic ever from Supernatural.

As always, thank you for reading my stories and I hope you review. That's the only way for me to know if my writing is good or not. I'm not that good just yet, but I hope I'm going there, so that one day I can be truly happy about my writing style.

- Elsa

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I'll Try To Change by castielsbee reviews
Destiel High School AU: Castiel is bullied, alone, and broken. He resumes a cold attitude towards those around him, and they accept it without a care. What happens when Dean Winchester tries to break past Castiel's barrier? Will Castiel let him in? Or will he push him away?
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 47 - Words: 284,231 - Reviews: 940 - Favs: 504 - Follows: 676 - Updated: 4/2 - Published: 7/10/2013 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Is there something you're not telling me? by SteampunkPirate reviews
"He was half way between passing out and having a nervous episode. The gears in his head were spinning out of control. Was he going to be left in here to die? Not likely, seeing as there was still a chance of his 'correction'." AU. *Contains child abuse, swearing, self harm, and non-consensual touching*
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 16 - Words: 22,102 - Reviews: 152 - Favs: 95 - Follows: 191 - Updated: 11/20/2014 - Published: 1/29/2013 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel, Gabriel
Flesh by Roxicet reviews
"Do you want hipbones or pizza? Collarbones or sweets?" "It's not about beauty, it's about control. Don't give up on perfection." A harsh rejection from Sebastian triggers Ciel's war against his own body. Years later, can Sebastian reverse the trauma he caused so long ago? (Please read warning in the author's note!)
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 30,390 - Reviews: 130 - Favs: 140 - Follows: 194 - Updated: 7/16/2014 - Published: 7/7/2013 - Ciel P., Sebastian M.
Red Paintings on a Porcelain Canvas by rhosymedre4 reviews
So this is a Dean/Cas story. It takes place in a high school AU. It involves a depressed, self-harming Cas.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 60,275 - Reviews: 397 - Favs: 237 - Follows: 302 - Updated: 6/12/2014 - Published: 2/23/2013 - Dean W., Castiel
Alone Together by holmesless-assbutt-timelord reviews
(Mental hospital AU) Cas hasn't spoken in nearly 20 years, and he's on the verge of getting thrown out of yet another mental hospital. He is disrespectful, uncooperative, and antisocial, making it very hard for anyone to befriend him. But when Dean is admitted to the hospital, Castiel's whole world turns on it's head. SELF HARM TRIGGER WARNING FOR CHAPTER 23 & ALTERNATE ENDING!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 26 - Words: 31,800 - Reviews: 372 - Favs: 348 - Follows: 307 - Updated: 3/12/2014 - Published: 4/12/2013 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
And The Cardinal Hits The Window by Good Question reviews
Destiel, w/ a side of unrequited Sam/Cas. Dean is in his final year of high school and Sam is starting his first. Things are meant to take the easy route but the arrival of the Novak family will end up making their town famous. Full summary and triggers inside/ Warnings: homophobia, bullying, sexual child abuse, drug use, victim blaming, etc. (RE-PUBLISHED IN FULL JULY 19th 2013)
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 123,973 - Reviews: 265 - Favs: 165 - Follows: 137 - Updated: 1/14/2013 - Published: 7/19/2012 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Therapy by NavyBlueWings reviews
After four years, Tsunade has had enough of Sasuke and Naruto's fist fights. Ordering them to go to the best therapist in Konoha seems like a good idea. But what's this...? Dom and Sub? Sleepovers and kiss wars? What did they just sign up for? SasuNaru Le
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 179,093 - Reviews: 2576 - Favs: 3,521 - Follows: 1,026 - Updated: 6/4/2010 - Published: 2/17/2009 - Naruto U., Sasuke U. - Complete
An Apple a Day by hyperRme reviews
...but if the doctor is cute forget the fruit. L turns this into his motto when he is forced to see doctor Raito because of his sugar only diet. As he pursues the doctor, L learns that the murderer he is trying to catch is pursuing Raito’s life.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Crime - Chapters: 22 - Words: 90,067 - Reviews: 983 - Favs: 957 - Follows: 390 - Updated: 12/30/2009 - Published: 2/12/2009 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Paper in Fire by UP2L8 reviews
Ed loves Roy, and Roy loves . . . Roy.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 31 - Words: 62,509 - Reviews: 394 - Favs: 448 - Follows: 116 - Updated: 12/23/2009 - Published: 10/7/2009 - Edward E., Roy M. - Complete
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Inescapable Feelings reviews
Ciel prostitutes in order to get money for his boyfriend. Even after three years of this, he still isn't willing to submit to anyone. What happens when he meets the mysterious man who makes his body react in unwanted ways? Will he be able to keep his sanity when things get out of hand along with his feelings? A dark story about love and abusive relationship. Full warnings inside!
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 80,251 - Reviews: 94 - Favs: 95 - Follows: 138 - Updated: 3/8 - Published: 1/18/2014 - Ciel P., Sebastian M.
Nobleman and the scum reviews
Allen is a poor boy living in the 19th century England. He meets a nobleman who forces Allen to work for him. Like fire and water, they don't match. How will Allen's life turn out to be in that hellhole? Will he ever get himself free, and in the end, does he really want to? Main pairing: KandaxAllen. Other pairings will occur. Full description inside! Please, R&R!
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,482 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 13 - Published: 7/18/2014 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu
Captivated reviews
Alois Trancy finally found what he was looking for. True love. Or did he? Very dark and hurtful story about abusive relationship. Read at your own risk.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,801 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/30/2013 - Alois T., Claude F. - Complete
The missing piece reviews
This sucks, please don't read it until I rewrite the whole story. If you want, you can try it, but this is seriously crappy, even for me. I promise it will be better someday!
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 20,709 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 12/30/2013 - Published: 7/13/2013 - Sebastian M., Claude F. - Complete
Pet's place reviews
Allen Walker was a young boy who was forced to work for Tyki Mikk in order to pay off his debts. When he ran away, he was raped and found by a longhaired man. Has Allen finally found his saviour, or is this a turn for the worse?
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 19,343 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 6/20/2013 - Published: 6/16/2013 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete