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Joined 06-15-13, id: 4789895, Profile Updated: 10-25-15
Author has written 5 stories for D.Gray-Man, and Kuroshitsuji.


NOTE: Hiatus ended! Back in track on November! Can't wait!!!!

25.10.2015 I'm Elsa from Finland. I finally got closer to my dream of being a special needs educator by being accepted to University!! Four years of waiting, finally I got in! I love being with children, especially teaching them, I love good food, music, writing, playing piano

Note 29.12.2014

I decided that I'm tired of feeling depressed and down. It's all because of stress, that sly bastard, but now I have decided to get rid of it. I plan on doing everything because I like doing it, not because I have to. It's basicly doing the same things as so far but with a little different attitude. Let's see how that works up :)

Okay, so every one of my stories have a special meaning for me. Their not my diary or anything, but reflect somewhat my situation. In case someone is interested, here are the meanings of my stories:

Pet's place: This is my beginning to something new. I'm breaking my old ties and trying to find a new way to my life. Like Allen who escapes from Tyki. It's hard and he has some difficulties, but eventually he manages :) Just like me in the end, I hope.

Hated Love: So, this is my D.Gray-man fic that I started but took out. It had four chapters already but I just didn't feel like writing it anymore. I hate unfinished stories and since I didn't know if I ever finish it, I decided to take it off. No hard feelings, right? I wrote it because I wish to go to the university so the environment was a university. nothing special there.

The Missing Piece: Umm... I'm not actually sure why I wrote this. Maybe inspiration, don't kniw. What I do kniw is that it sucks, so DON'T READ IT until I rewrite it. Though it was badly written, it did somewhat help be a better writer since I noticed a lot of mistakes.

Captivated: I just had a really bad day :)

Inescapable Feelings: Okay, so here is my "masterpiece". I wrote this story in addition to get rid of my anxiety. If you read the story so that Alois is my anxiety and I am Ciel, you get the idea. Anxiety is something that won't let you take things that you truly want to do. It locks you in place, torturing you in every step of your life. I got annoyed with that feeling and decided to say it good bye. Am I able to do that? You just have to read the story :)

The Mansion: I'm actually writing the crafts already and this is my "Challenge". I'm trying to do something I have never done before: Write in first person. Plus, I decided I want to write it in Brittish English, don't know how that will hold up. And, the story is situated in 19th century. I have a lot to research, but please, look forward to it.

To come on November 2015: Battered to Pieces: My first ever fic of Supernatural. I'm trying to make this a seriously good, let's just see how it goes... :P This story is inspired by my special education studies, at some level :D It's a heart breaking story (hopefully) that will make everyone cry of despair, sadness, happiness, love, relief etc. (again, my goal). I choose this story to be THE one, where I pour all my heart and mind to it. I've planned the plot for a good time now, and I'm not still fully satisfied, but once I get to focus on that (my last exam is tomorrow. Yay!!) I believe this one will be the best! Hope at least someone is as excited as I am!

"Perfection is failing over and over again and learning from it"

- Elsa

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An Action is Worth a Thousand Words by missmandymalfoy reviews
A Boggart speaks volumes about a person. They show the hidden feelings that are blocked from the rest of the world. The class is eager to see Draco Malfoy meet his Boggart, that is, until they finally see it. The silent are always the most deadly. Warnings: Child Abuse, Rating changed to M
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 15 - Words: 54,014 - Reviews: 256 - Favs: 297 - Follows: 388 - Updated: 9/13/2016 - Published: 6/18/2012 - Hermione G., Draco M. - Complete
Broken by Rickmaniac69 reviews
[Part One of Two]. [AU - SLASH]. Half way through Harry's summer, Dumbledore sends someone to check on him. Preconceptions are destroyed, new friendships are gained and new relationships with a notoriously sarcastic and disgruntled Potion's Professor seems to change the course of Harry's life once again. [WARNINGS: Mentions of alcohol, drugs, abuse and sex].
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 50 - Words: 193,900 - Reviews: 422 - Favs: 594 - Follows: 586 - Updated: 7/18/2015 - Published: 1/18/2015 - [Harry P., Severus S.] Blaise Z. - Complete
I'll Try To Change by castielsbee reviews
Destiel High School AU: Castiel is bullied, alone, and broken. He resumes a cold attitude towards those around him, and they accept it without a care. What happens when Dean Winchester tries to break past Castiel's barrier? Will Castiel let him in? Or will he push him away?
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 47 - Words: 284,761 - Reviews: 1003 - Favs: 675 - Follows: 701 - Updated: 4/2/2015 - Published: 7/10/2013 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
There's a Pure-Blood Custom For That by Lomonaaeren reviews
HPDM slash. The day Harry stops Malfoy and his son from being bothered in Diagon Alley starts a strange series of interactions between them. Who knew there was a pure-blood custom for every situation? COMPLETE.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 36 - Words: 108,955 - Reviews: 1083 - Favs: 1,746 - Follows: 1,419 - Updated: 1/14/2015 - Published: 5/18/2014 - [Harry P., Draco M.] George W., Scorpius M. - Complete
Flesh by Roxicet reviews
"Do you want hipbones or pizza? Collarbones or sweets?" "It's not about beauty, it's about control. Don't give up on perfection." A harsh rejection from Sebastian triggers Ciel's war against his own body. Years later, can Sebastian reverse the trauma he caused so long ago? (Please read warning in the author's note!)
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 30,390 - Reviews: 141 - Favs: 157 - Follows: 217 - Updated: 7/16/2014 - Published: 7/7/2013 - Ciel P., Sebastian M.
Nothing Like the Sun by Lomonaaeren reviews
HPDM slash, HPOCs as background. Harry, told that he's too ugly and not good enough at sex to keep a wizard lover, tries to compromise by getting better, and then by one night stands with Muggles. He's not happy, but he's content, until Draco Malfoy proposes a casual relationship. Trust Malfoy to ruin everything. COMPLETE.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 149,393 - Reviews: 700 - Favs: 1,065 - Follows: 894 - Updated: 4/28/2014 - Published: 5/11/2013 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
Alone Together by holmesless-assbutt-timelord reviews
(Mental hospital AU) Cas hasn't spoken in nearly 20 years, and he's on the verge of getting thrown out of yet another mental hospital. He is disrespectful, uncooperative, and antisocial, making it very hard for anyone to befriend him. But when Dean is admitted to the hospital, Castiel's whole world turns on it's head. SELF HARM TRIGGER WARNING FOR CHAPTER 23 & ALTERNATE ENDING!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 26 - Words: 31,800 - Reviews: 381 - Favs: 367 - Follows: 311 - Updated: 3/12/2014 - Published: 4/12/2013 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Gray Skye Mourning by KneazleGriff reviews
As Severus Snape lay dying on the filthy floor of the Shrieking Shack, bleeding in the arms of Harry Potter, a profound, devastating realization awakens a long lost love, latent for years and torn asunder by time's cruel fate. Is love strong enough to overcome the pain from the past and ensure Severus' survival? Time-Travel fic. SSHP - COMPLETE.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 19 - Words: 183,486 - Reviews: 871 - Favs: 1,618 - Follows: 1,068 - Updated: 12/24/2013 - Published: 7/13/2012 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Hard Road by Aleisha Potter reviews
Dean discovers a few truths about himself when he and Cas are forced to go undercover on a hunt to the very last place Dean ever thought he'd find himself: a gay resort, called "Last Hope", geared towards failing homosexual relationships.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 21 - Words: 61,080 - Reviews: 827 - Favs: 2,304 - Follows: 1,062 - Updated: 7/11/2013 - Published: 5/2/2011 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Starched Cuffs by RussianWolf7 reviews
Draco trips Ron, who trips Harry, who is knocked into Snape and accidentally brushes his cuffs. Such a little thing, yet it's all he can think about. Everything he's been holding back since the Final Battle comes bursting forth, and Harry is determined to get Snape to stop ignoring him and actually talk. Unexpected allies, botched potions, detention, and Legilimency afoot! SSHP
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 45,947 - Reviews: 232 - Favs: 473 - Follows: 182 - Updated: 3/11/2013 - Published: 2/20/2013 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
And The Cardinal Hits The Window by Good Question reviews
Destiel, w/ a side of unrequited Sam/Cas. Dean is in his final year of high school and Sam is starting his first. Things are meant to take the easy route but the arrival of the Novak family will end up making their town famous. Full summary and triggers inside/ Warnings: homophobia, bullying, sexual child abuse, drug use, victim blaming, etc. (RE-PUBLISHED IN FULL JULY 19th 2013)
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 123,973 - Reviews: 266 - Favs: 176 - Follows: 135 - Updated: 1/14/2013 - Published: 7/19/2012 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Will you be my daddy? by FanofBellaandEdward reviews
After Draco divorced from Daphne, Scorpius is set on finding a second daddy, since Draco told him he only loves men. He has even made a list. Then he meets Harry and he's dead set on getting him as a second daddy. Will he succeed? Slash, MPreg, bit AU, implied mature content; some violence
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 45 - Words: 210,979 - Reviews: 5538 - Favs: 4,888 - Follows: 2,590 - Updated: 8/5/2011 - Published: 7/11/2010 - [Draco M., Harry P.] Teddy L., Scorpius M. - Complete
Therapy by NavyBlueWings reviews
After four years, Tsunade has had enough of Sasuke and Naruto's fist fights. Ordering them to go to the best therapist in Konoha seems like a good idea. But what's this...? Dom and Sub? Sleepovers and kiss wars? What did they just sign up for? SasuNaru Le
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 179,093 - Reviews: 2681 - Favs: 3,981 - Follows: 1,190 - Updated: 6/4/2010 - Published: 2/17/2009 - Naruto U., Sasuke U. - Complete
An Apple a Day by hyperRme reviews
...but if the doctor is cute forget the fruit. L turns this into his motto when he is forced to see doctor Raito because of his sugar only diet. As he pursues the doctor, L learns that the murderer he is trying to catch is pursuing Raito’s life.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Crime - Chapters: 22 - Words: 90,067 - Reviews: 1016 - Favs: 1,125 - Follows: 441 - Updated: 12/30/2009 - Published: 2/12/2009 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Paper in Fire by UP2L8 reviews
Ed loves Roy, and Roy loves . . . Roy.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 31 - Words: 62,509 - Reviews: 412 - Favs: 554 - Follows: 137 - Updated: 12/23/2009 - Published: 10/7/2009 - Edward E., Roy M. - Complete
Rejoicing In Their Strength by Lomonaaeren reviews
HPDM slash. Draco is imprisoned and tortured by a mad Lucius after the war. He uses astral travel to spare his sanity. Imagine his surprise when he comes on Harry Potter, a werewolf Harry Potter, in the Forest of Dean. COMPLETE
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 35,375 - Reviews: 419 - Favs: 971 - Follows: 209 - Updated: 7/30/2009 - Published: 7/3/2009 - Draco M., Harry P. - Complete
Time and Time Again by Mottlemoth reviews
Snarry; complete. Spoilers for 7th book! DH compliant... yes, really. It's eleven days since the fall of Voldemort and Harry still can't look away. Rated M for smutty slash. Romance, angst, drama, smut, the lot. Reviews very welcome!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 43,295 - Reviews: 325 - Favs: 1,046 - Follows: 159 - Updated: 2/10/2009 - Published: 7/31/2007 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Anger Management by shadowarwen reviews
In the week immediately following the Tri-Wizard tournament, Harry is having issues dealing with the death of Cedric. When his ever changing mood swings begin to concern the staff, Snape is brought in to ‘help’ Harry with his problems. AU.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 43,458 - Reviews: 497 - Favs: 699 - Follows: 333 - Updated: 10/15/2008 - Published: 1/24/2008 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Silence the Past by bflatgirl reviews
CHAPTER 23 UP!Set after DH. Harry has suddenly lost nine years of his life and there's only one person in the whole world who he relates to. But will Harry forgive him the past prejudices, or will he even find out? HP/DM story, lots of angst,lots of slash
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 76,459 - Reviews: 311 - Favs: 184 - Follows: 75 - Updated: 6/10/2008 - Published: 2/21/2008 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
Whelp by jharad17 reviews
AU. Harry is 7 years old and treated literally like a dog by the Dursleys. Will he be rescued by the wizarding world? Will he ever be fit to take on the mantle of The Boy Who Lived? childfic, preHogwarts, sevitus. warning:extreme child abuse, violence
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 27 - Words: 75,078 - Reviews: 1965 - Favs: 3,554 - Follows: 1,098 - Updated: 9/2/2007 - Published: 7/15/2007 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Beyond Words by Steppenwoelfin reviews
When Voldemort dies, he curses Harry to become mute. Dumbledore assigns Severus Snape to teach Harry how to overcome this obstacle. Initial hate yields to increasing understanding, respect and attraction between the two...Complete.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 33 - Words: 68,717 - Reviews: 1476 - Favs: 2,552 - Follows: 664 - Updated: 8/12/2007 - Published: 6/24/2007 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Draco's Boy by empathic siren reviews
No longer a repost. HPDM. Nonmagic AU. A mysterious little boy named Harry moves in next door to Draco Malfoy, and he's determined to make him his friend and learn all of his secrets. Years later, he's determined to make Harry more than a friend.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 31 - Words: 186,063 - Reviews: 3790 - Favs: 4,757 - Follows: 1,622 - Updated: 8/1/2007 - Published: 12/26/2005 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
Light on the Dark Side of Me by cocoa-snape reviews
Harry comes into his sexuality & discovers he wants Snape. Intense occlumency lessons pull these 2 together, but is Snape too troubled or too dark to return HP's affections? DE meetings & Dumbledore stir the already boiling pot, HPSS Slash, Angst COMPLETE
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 35 - Words: 114,522 - Reviews: 1412 - Favs: 1,475 - Follows: 477 - Updated: 7/28/2007 - Published: 1/4/2006 - Severus S., Harry P. - Complete
Hangover and other secondary effects by darkmoore05 reviews
After taking an antiflu potion and having a drink, Harry finds out that some dreams might have adverse effects. HPSS slash. Mpreg.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 55,463 - Reviews: 407 - Favs: 604 - Follows: 144 - Updated: 3/4/2006 - Published: 7/28/2004 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Damaged by BloodRedEnd reviews
A car accident lands Harry in a muggle hospital paralyzed from the waist down. Severus is given the task of rehabilitating Harry. What happens when they learn to get along? SSHP Slash
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 50,383 - Reviews: 701 - Favs: 1,581 - Follows: 425 - Updated: 10/23/2005 - Published: 6/14/2005 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Paradigm Shift by Rock Lobster reviews
Post OOP: Harry, still haunted by the events at the DOM, escapes Privet Drive and Snape becomes his unwilling accomplice. Complete.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Adventure - Chapters: 19 - Words: 76,983 - Reviews: 574 - Favs: 715 - Follows: 165 - Updated: 5/5/2005 - Published: 11/8/2004 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
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Inescapable Feelings reviews
Ciel prostitutes in order to get money for his boyfriend. Even after three years of this, he still isn't willing to submit to anyone. What happens when he meets the mysterious man who makes his body react in unwanted ways? Will he be able to keep his sanity when things get out of hand along with his feelings? A dark story about love and abusive relationship. Full warnings inside!
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 87,143 - Reviews: 122 - Favs: 140 - Follows: 148 - Updated: 7/29/2015 - Published: 1/18/2014 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete
Nobleman and the scum reviews
Allen is a poor boy living in the 19th century England. He meets a nobleman who forces Allen to work for him. Like fire and water, they don't match. How will Allen's life turn out to be in that hellhole? Will he ever get himself free, and in the end, does he really want to? Main pairing: KandaxAllen. Other pairings will occur. Full description inside! Please, R&R!
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,482 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 14 - Published: 7/18/2014 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu
Captivated reviews
Alois Trancy finally found what he was looking for. True love. Or did he? Very dark and hurtful story about abusive relationship. Read at your own risk.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,801 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/30/2013 - Alois T., Claude F. - Complete
The missing piece reviews
This sucks, please don't read it until I rewrite the whole story. If you want, you can try it, but this is seriously crappy, even for me. I promise it will be better someday!
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 20,709 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 12/30/2013 - Published: 7/13/2013 - Sebastian M., Claude F. - Complete
Pet's place reviews
Allen Walker was a young boy who was forced to work for Tyki Mikk in order to pay off his debts. When he ran away, he was raped and found by a longhaired man. Has Allen finally found his saviour, or is this a turn for the worse?
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 19,343 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 77 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 6/20/2013 - Published: 6/16/2013 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete