PainfulMemories.BrokenMoments
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Joined 06-28-13, id: 4820030, Profile Updated: 01-29-14
Author has written 9 stories for Austin & Ally, and Kickin' It.

Hi I'm PainfulMemories.BrokenMoments., So, now a little bit about me.


Age-between 12 and 16.

Favorite artist- Hinder, 3 doors Down, Shinedown, Marianas Trench, Seether, Theory of a Deadman, Staind, Three Days Grace, and many more.

Favorite Series- The Five Ancestors, Hunger Games series, Gone Series, Percy Jackson series, and many more.

Favorite books- The Fault in our Stars, Paper Towers, and many more, but I can't think of them at the moment.

Favorite author on Fanfiction- Not sure?

Little bit about me- I'm a twin. Writing is my passion, except I would prefer keep my stories to myself. I rarely write happy things. I want to change the world, but I don't want to change who I am. I'm shy until you get to know me. What people say to me does get to me, even though I act like it doesn't. My friends are the most important thing to me, other than family. If I had to chose one thing I could have in life I would pick happiness. I give great advice, and I love to help people. It's hard to get me to trust you, so if I trust you don't break it. I've been hurt just like everyone else. I don't want to fall in love. Not now anyway. Im scared that everyone I get close to will hurt me. I always fall for the wrong people. I believe in second chances. I would love for more than anything to become a writer, but I don't know if I could do it. If I don't become a writer I would love to be a marine-biologest, because I love marine life. My favorite things to do are write, and run track. A lot of people think I'm ditzy, and I am, sometimes.


Everyone is beautiful. You don't need a mirror to see that because every mirror has it cracks preventing us from seeing our true inner beauty that people threaten to disappear because of cruel and meaningless words that are meant to break us down. We don't need someone to tell us what to do and what we can do. We just do it because it's our lives to control. We can love each other together. We are behind the wheel of our lives, we steer but sometimes we make mistakes that causes us to turn the wrong path. There's rocks that only make things harder to overcome but that doesn't mean it's impossible to continue on with our lives. We all have scars, some are just invisible because nobody has everything they want just from wishing but just by simply trying.


Favorite quotes

"Don't let your guard down, because the minute it's down people will shatter you into a thousand pieces, and have someone else pick up the pieces."

"Love is a wicked game, where the only promises you can make are for yourself."

"If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it's yours. If it doesn't, it never was."

"You can only force someone to do so much. After that, all you can do is let them know you're there."

"In the end, love is all that matters."

"She's tough, but she tries to hide it, but if you make an effort. She's worth it, she's worth the effort."

"If love is a game, it has to be the hardest game. After all how can anyone win a game with no rules?"

"If I told you I was gone, how far would you go to save me?"

"Pretending to be happy when you are in pain is just an example of how strong you are as a person. Still making that simple smile when every part of you dies."

“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These people have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.”

"Love is like a rubber band. We keep pulling until someone lets go, and when someone lets go it hurts the one who held on."

"It's hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen, but it's even harder to give up when you know it's everything you want."

"Should have looked before I crossed you, I guess I never thought I could have ever lost you."

"You know what really sucks about falling for a guy you know you're not right for? You fall anyway because you think he might turn out to be different."

"Never take someone for granted. Hold every person close to your heart, because you might wake up one day, and realize that you’ve lost a diamond, while you were too busy collecting stones."

"When you're dreaming with a broken heart. The waking up is the hardest part. You roll outta bed and down on your knees and for a moment you can hardly breathe."

"You may not be what I need, but your what I want. Isn't that enough?"

"She is the kind of girl who is always smiling and loves to laugh. If you are falling down, she will be there to pick you up. She is the one that always says sorry, even if it's not her fault. Even if she is feeling like the scum of the earth, she will never let you know. This is the girl who is afraid to love, because she has already lost so much."

"Sometimes tears say all there is to say. Sometimes your first scars won't ever fade away. Sometimes we don't learn from our mistakes. Sometimes we've no choice but to walk away, away."

"You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough."

"Without the dark we'd never find the light."

"And what if it makes you laugh now but you cry as you fall asleep? And what if it takes your breath and you can't hardly breathe?"

"The prettiest smiles hide the deepest secrets. The prettiest eyes have cried the most tears. And the kindest hearts have felt the most pain."

"Sometimes the girl who’s always been there for everyone else needs someone to be there for her."

"I told myself I won't miss you, but I remember what it feels like beside you."

"Not all scars show, not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can't always see the pain that someone feels."

"Monsters are real. Ghost are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes they win."

"I'm not giving up. I'm just starting over."

"Does it help to say I'm sorry? If so than I'm sorry that your so unhappy. This life, those lies are starting get you down. Darling don't let them drag you around. Saying "it's my fault" doesn't help repeated."

"Truth is everyone's going to hurt you. You just have to find the one's worth suffering for."

"As she sits in the corner, face to the floor she dispels smoke from from her lips, and slowly floats away with it, letting go of so much pain. Her tears are thick enough to stain the pavement that slowly becomes her best friend when she needs to run away."

“The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know, when sad tries to bite its lip and not cry, and smile and say, "No I'm happy for you?" Thats when it's really sad.”

"Sometimes you have to smile, pretend every things okay, hold back the tears, and just walk away."

"Smile like nothings wrong. Talk like every things perfect. Act like its just a dream, and pretend like it's not hurting you."

"I still remember that empty look left on your face. You took the pictures, but you left the frames. All we had written, well, it's been erased. Something that I had to do, I cut you deep, you're bleeding through. You're every single shade of blue. I'm staring right in front of you I can hear your heartbeat slowing down. I can hear your heartbeat turn me around. You can take my life, all you need, make me right. I can't sleep with your heartbeat slowing down. Tell me how am I suppose to breathe when losing you is choking me?"

"I'm learning to fall. I can't hardly breathe. When I'm going down don't worry 'bout me. Don't try this at home. Pretend you don't see. I don't want to know that you know it should have been me."

"And if this be our last conversation. If this be the last time that we speak for a while, don't lose hope, and don't let go."

"Goodbye doesn't always mean forever."

"Sometimes two people have to fall apart to realize how much they need to fall back together."

"You're so young, and you feel like a falling star. There's a fire in the city that's burning out tonight, and you're breathing, but you're barely alive."

"I was left on the shore with the waves washing over me, unable to drown."

"People tell you to stay strong. Keep smiling. Don't think about it, but they have no idea how hard it really is."

"I'm so tired of pretending everything is okay. My tears are starting to show, and my smile is fading away."

"You said you were there for me. You wouldn't let me fall. All the times I shared with you, were you even there at all? Nowhere to run and no where to hide, You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies. Cause who I am, is where you wanna be. Don't act like an angel, you fallen again. You're no super hero I found in the end, so lie to me once again, and tell me everything will be alright. Lie to me once again, and ask yourself before we say goodbye, well goodbye. was it worth it in the end? I wanna close my eyes and make believe that I never found you. Just when I put my guard away, It's the same old story. You left me broken and betrayed."

"Feel like giving up? Place your hand over your heart. Feel that? That's called purpose. You're alive for a reason. Don't give up."

"You know what your problem is? You love the wrong people too much."

"Don’t give up, okay? I know you’ve been hurt. I know how it feels. Believe me, I do. But the feelings will pass. The tears will stop falling. Your heart will heal itself."

"Because even now falling apart is easier then trying to put yourself back together."

"Please let me take you out of the darkness and into the light. 'Cause I have faith in you that you're gonna make it through another night. Stop thinking about the easy way out. There's no need to go and blow the candle out, because you're not 're far too young, and the best is yet to come."

"And sometimes it's easier to smile, rather than explain why you're sad."

"Don't act like an angel. You've fallen again. You're no superhero. I've found in the end. So lie to me once again, and tell me everything will be alright. Lie to me once again, and ask yourself before we say good bye, well good bye, was it worth it in the end?"

"Bury all your secrets in my skin. Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins. The air around me still feels like a cage, and love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again. So if you love me let me go, and run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there."

"There's no one there to hold you, no one hears your scream. You live life up and down now, your nightmares are your dreams. Hold on, hold on tight. I'll make everything all right. Wake up don't go to sleep. I'll pray the Lord your soul to keep. Don't close your eyes. Don't sing your last lullaby."

"Sleep through the day. Fight through the night. Seven a.m. and the tv is white. Covered in snow. I never knew that hell could get so cold."

"Tonight I feel like the world won't miss me. So much to say, but there's no one listening."

“Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won't either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could.”

"You're to young to let the world break you."

The fault is not in our stars, but in ourselves."

"And we all shine on like the sun and the moon and the stars."

"Does it depress you to know just how alone you really are?"

"Because, if you could love someone, and keep loving them, without being loved back . . . then that love had to be real. It hurt too much to be anything else.”

"I can not lose you, because if I ever did, i'd of lost my best friend, my soul mate, my smile, my laugh, my everything."

"Sometimes it's easier to pretend that you don't care than to admit that it's killing you."

"It's hard to pretend that you love someone when you don't, but it's even harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do."

"You never really stop loving someone you just learn to live without them."

"If you don't go after what you want, you'll never have it. If you don't ask, the answer is always no. If you don't step forward, you'll always be in the same place."

"I was your cure. You were my disease. I was saving you, but you were killing me."

"Be strong, because things will get better. It may be stormy now, but it won't rain forever."

"And the truth is, she misses him. When she goes to sleep he's her last thought, and when she wakes up, he's her first thought. He may be gone, but the memories are still there."

"She hurts and she cries, but you can't see the depression in her eyes, because she just smiles."

"We stopped checking for monsters under our bed when we realized they were inside of us."

"Just let it go. I don't want to argue anymore. I can't be sure I know just what we're fighting for."

"She's talking to angels, counting the stars, making a wish on a passing car. She's dancing with strangers, falling apart, waiting for superman to pick her up."

"Promise is a big word. It either makes something, or it breaks everything."

"What if I wanted to break? Laugh it all off in your face. What would you do? What if I fell to the floor? Couldn't take all this anymore. What would you do?"

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Opposites Attract in Seaford by Shewhosnameisasecret reviews
Kim is the sweet, kind, pretty new girl in Seaford. Jack is the exact opposite. Bad boy, Jerk. At least, on the outside. Can they be together? Or are they just too different to match? Kick, Millie, Jace.
Kickin' It - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 11 - Words: 12,336 - Reviews: 163 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 96 - Updated: 8/1/2017 - Published: 7/6/2013 - Jack B., Kim C., Jerry M., Grace
Kick One-Shots by TheMamboLove reviews
This will include a BUNCH of one-shots of our favorite couple: KICK! Warning...the characters MIGHT be a little OOC. First Kickin' It story. Please read and review! Thanks! :):):) Pairings: Kim and Jack (Kick) DISCLAIMER FOR THE ENTIRE STORY: I don't own Kickin' It or any of the characters. ENJOY! And that is a command!
Kickin' It - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 14 - Words: 29,069 - Reviews: 134 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 12/1/2015 - Published: 3/12/2013 - Jack B., Kim C.
Lazy Dayz by caffeinxted reviews
Kim and Jack are together for the weekend. Follow their "Lazy Dayz" activities and see if this one weekend can bring two (secret) lovers together.
Kickin' It - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 25,817 - Reviews: 212 - Favs: 98 - Follows: 109 - Updated: 8/29/2015 - Published: 7/4/2013 - Jack B., Kim C., Jerry M., Grace
These Complicated Interactions by TheQueenOfNerds reviews
When Kim is forced to attend an academy in England, she meets loads of people she thought she would hate. Turns out she only hates one of them; Jack Brewer. Jack Brewer is a narcissistic asshole who annoys the crap out of her. But he just happens to be the only person in the entire school who can teach her karate. Will she accept his help? Or will she need a little convincing?
Kickin' It - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 11 - Words: 23,612 - Reviews: 111 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 4/18/2015 - Published: 7/17/2014
Hello Again by kickisperfect reviews
Kim Crawford is having the best summer yet. That is, until, her ex-boyfriend Jack Brewer comes back.. And what happens when Kim has to stay in Jack's house while her mom goes on a business trip? Will they regain their feelings? Or will the hatred be too strong? Please R&R!
Kickin' It - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,336 - Reviews: 115 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 6/14/2014 - Published: 7/1/2013 - Jack B., Kim C.
Hearts of Living Destiny by PhantomofDeath99 reviews
In their world the new Earth, no one's heart beats. There was no sound, no pulse. There was no love, no soul mates. But when he met her everything changed, his eyes were opened and two scarred teens found that their strength and destiny were in each other. "Kim," he cooed, cupping her teary face in his hands, "you're the reason I'm still here...the reason my heart beats."Complete.
Kickin' It - Rated: T - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 19 - Words: 22,341 - Reviews: 97 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 4/11/2014 - Published: 4/12/2013 - Jack B., Kim C. - Complete
Wasabi Warrior Chats and Facebook by curlygirl02 reviews
the title says it all there is kick in every chapter don't worry ;) Oh and remember I do not own anything. *chapter 18 is up please read it it is the last chapter*
Kickin' It - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 18 - Words: 8,667 - Reviews: 122 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 51 - Updated: 4/6/2014 - Published: 6/30/2013 - Jack B., Kim C., Wasabi Warriors - Complete
At Last I See The Light by ADayWithoutSmilingIsADayWasted reviews
"I'm sorry. Yes, that sounds like a good way to start my suicide note. I'm not even sure you can call it that. But I want you to know that I'm sorry. I know you're wondering why the hell I did this to myself, and that's why I decided to record this. Happy listening."
Austin & Ally - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,291 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 3/30/2014 - Published: 3/2/2014 - Complete
The Change by alwaysandforever99 reviews
Kim Crawford is the new girl once again. Only this time she's going through "the change" that has run through her family for generations. Little does she know, her family isn't the only one with a secret. Jack Brewer was attacked one night and since then, he hasn't been the same. What will happen when they meet? Will their secret come out? -Rated T for make out sessions
Kickin' It - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,237 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 12/22/2013 - Published: 7/23/2013 - Kim C., Jack B., Jerry M., Grace
The Story of Us by lovelifeandwatermelons reviews
An AU fic. What would happen if Jack and Kim grew up together and used to be best friends, but a few years ago, they had a huge fight and stopped speaking to each other? Now, they're 10th graders and haven't spoken to one another for 4 years. Click for full summary. Kick :D
Kickin' It - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 27 - Words: 40,444 - Reviews: 440 - Favs: 77 - Follows: 89 - Updated: 9/3/2013 - Published: 7/5/2013 - [Jack B., Kim C.] - Complete
Just Like Blood by DOUBLE007 reviews
if you like or is okay with vampires READ well you don't have to. MUCH BETTER INSIDE! GIVE IT A TRY!
Kickin' It - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,614 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 7/6/2013 - Published: 7/2/2013 - Jack B., Kim C.
Kim and Jack love story by curlygirl02 reviews
this is my first fanfic I hope you all like it remember to review I don't own Kickin' It
Kickin' It - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,690 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 7/1/2013 - Published: 6/30/2013 - Jack B., Kim C. - Complete
Witness Protection Program by staystronglivelong reviews
When Agent Jackson Brewer get's assign to protect Kimberly Anne Crawford he isn't happy. He thinks she's a spoiled brat and she thinks he's a douche bag. When they move to Seaford they have to deal with crazy stalkers, new friends and most imporantly, their feelings. Kim/Jack, Milton/Julie, Eddie/Kelsey, Jerry/Grace. AU. SUMMARY SUCKS! BUT PLEASE R&R! (Adopted from AHFY
Kickin' It - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,478 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 6/30/2013 - Published: 6/27/2013 - Kim C., Jack B.
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Porcelain Dolls reviews
He saw you. He met you. He wanted you. He liked you. He chased you. He got you. He had you. He loved you. He got bored of you. He left. Thats how it usually goes, but for her it was different. He never wanted her. Not until she changed, but by that time. She was already gone. Already fading away from this life that she had never really, truly wanted. (One-Shots)
Kickin' It - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,115 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 5/15/2014 - Published: 5/14/2014 - Jack B., Kim C.
Broken reviews
And she finally gave up, dropped the fake smile as a tear ran down her cheek and she whispered to herself, I can't do this anymore. Everyone's so fake and everybody's empty and every things just so damn messed up. As she's breaking down she grabs her razor and she whispers, "this time, I'm not okay." I know the scars won't heal but its worth it because for one moment, I can feel.
Kickin' It - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,027 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/18/2014 - Kim C. - Complete
Painful Memories, Broken Moments reviews
"You can only force someone to do so much. After that, all you can do is let them know you're there." / "Should have looked before I crossed you, I guess I never thought I could have ever lost you." / "When you're dreaming with a broken heart. The waking up is the hardest part. You roll outta bed and down on your knees and for a moment you can hardly breathe." (Depression)
Austin & Ally - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,958 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/14/2014 - Austin M., Ally D. - Complete
The Memory reviews
Because, if you could love someone, and keep loving them, without being loved back, then that love had to be real. It hurt too much to be anything else." / And the truth is, he misses her. When he goes to sleep she's his last thought, and when he wakes up, she's his first thought. She may be gone, but the memories are still there. (One-shot) (Contains Depression)
Kickin' It - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,680 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/30/2013 - Jack B., Kim C. - Complete
Remembering Good-bye reviews
Everyone thought she was fine. No one could see her falling into darkness. No one realized she was drowning in her own pain. No one ever realized how far gone she really was. I guess no one ever realized that the her they were talking to wasn't really her, and I guess thats what hurt her to most. The fact that no one ever noticed that she was gone. (One-shot) (Contains depression)
Kickin' It - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,303 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/18/2013 - Jack B., Kim C. - Complete
A not so Cliche Love Story reviews
He was a bad boy who wanted nothing to do with love. She was a good girl who wanted to find someone who would appreciate her. He didn't want to fall in love. She didn't want to be hurt again. When Jack and Kim first meet things don't go well, but how does that change when Jerry, Grace, Jack, and Kim end up living together?
Kickin' It - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,676 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 12/2/2013 - Published: 12/1/2013 - Kim C., Jack B., Jerry M., Grace
Damaged reviews
Jack is the bad-boy at Seaford High, but at his house he is the sweetest thing you can imagine. When Kim Crawford is found lying in an alley by her best friend Jerry, he takes her to Jack's house. Kim hates jack because of their past. Will these two teens learn to love again?
Kickin' It - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,402 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 11 - Published: 12/1/2013 - Grace, Jerry M., Kim C., Jack B.
TheWorldWillNeverKnowYou reviews
IMPORTANT! Its about my old account.
Kickin' It - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/1/2013 - Complete
Life Left to Go reviews
We all fall. Some harder than others. Some of us pretend to be who we're not, to help us get through the day. And sometimes We do things to help. Some of us cut, some of us write. But then theres those of us who are already gone. Already dead. Just waiting for an escape.
Austin & Ally - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,480 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/1/2013 - Ally D., Austin M. - Complete