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ok i guess i should tell you about myself

name: Paulina. ok someone reviewed one of my things and said they wanted to learn elvish, well so do i! whoever you are you gotta teach me if you know it, i am dying to learn...im so sorry i cant remember your ID... but i am saying this because i know what my elvish name is. its Nindë Telrúnya. isnt it pretty? i got it off a website, ill give it to u all if you ask.

age: 14

gender: female

im obsessed with : music, IM (I'm on a lot!), email, orlando bloom =) , ummmmmm omg and lord of the rings. i LOVE lord of the rings. im obsessed. i like faramir, pippin and legolas the best. i like paul frank clothes ( even though i hate shopping) and all the other stuff he makes. so yeah...

you should know that music is a huge part of my life. i like:
Disturbed, Motograter, Sevendust, Trapt, Ill Niño, Nothingface, Korn, Perfect Circle, Powerman 5000, Godsmack, Tool, Metallica, Staind, Seether, Theory Of A Dead Man, Earshot, Cold, Outspoken, Slipknot, Mushroomhead, Stereomud, Static X, Limp Bizkit, Grade 8, Evanescence, Spineshank, Hoobastank, POD, Story Of The Year, the Ataris, Alien Ant Farm, Adema, Lost Prohets. That should cover it. But linkin park and evanescence are my all time faves. they rock!!!!

i like to read angst and tragedy poetry. thats what i write.

my favorite author is amelia atwater-rhodes. she inspires my poetry. i highly recommend Hawksong, In The Forests Of The Night, Demon In My View, and Shattered Mirror. Another good book is Killing Mr. Griffin by Lois Duncan. Lois Duncan is really cool. She writes like horror mysteryish fantasy sci fi kinda stuff. ive read every single book shes written!!!

here is my favorite poem ever:
Cold as winter, strong as stone;
She faced the darkness all alone.
A sliver goddess; a reflection.
No return; no turning back.
The past is gone; the future, black.
Serpents gather in their nests,
And she stands above the rest.
Shadows hunt; she hunts the shadow.
The moon is risen; she stands below.
She views her world through the eyes of others.
Black and white; there are no colors,
As she looked down upon a shattered youth.
A shattered mirror shows a shattered truth.

--Shattered Mirror, page 183.

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light
-Evanescence, Imaginary

But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like i do, and i blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain woe
Can show through
-Limp Bizkit, Behind Blue Eyes

Darkness
Imprisoning Me
All That I See
Absolute Horror
I Cannot Live
I Cannot Die
Trapped in Myself
Body My Holding Cell
Landmine
Has Taken My Sight
Taken My Speech
Taken My Hearing
Taken My Arms
Taken My Legs
Taken My Soul
Left Me with Life in Hell
-Metallica, One

All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?
All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?
I am your mirror image,
I'm all you left behind
You made me what I am,
Then who the hell am I?
But, We make the same mistakes.
Cause, We are one in the same.
But, We leave behind the stain.
I cannot seperate.
All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?
-Ill Niño, How Can I Live

Please read and review my poems, i would really appreciate it. Flame for all i care. Sorry i rambled on this bio, i didnt mean to!

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Death on Wings by Darkthorn reviews
I'm not really sure where this came from... I guess I was just thinking about death.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/1/2004
Day of Reckoning by Gabriella Black reviews
this is sort of like my Fate of the World...let me know what you think of it Gabby
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/27/2004
Forgetting My Pain by suicide-greeting reviews
this will be a series of falling poems that will recap the hardest parts of my past. please read you might like it. i won't continue if no one wants to here me complain about my past.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/27/2004
Unspoken by Ayamei reviews
Poem about things that should be said but sometimes we just can't find the words for it
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/26/2004
Without Fear by s0uL-FlaMe reviews
fear in line.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 412 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/26/2004
Nobody by Itend2twitch reviews
Im not sure how to explain it...RR plzzz
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/25/2004
Its still here by Itend2twitch reviews
Its about cutting, but when cutting wont take away the pain..
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2004
Blade by s0uL-FlaMe reviews
A depressing poem that needs some work. ill be updating it soon
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2004
Untitled2 by Itend2twitch reviews
i dont think its good enough to post but whatever...
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2004
Sleeping Wonder by s0uL-FlaMe reviews
awaken
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 644 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2004
Crimson Flow by s0uL-FlaMe reviews
a depressing poem i wrote strangely after i recoverd from 3 years of depression
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 463 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2004
Dangling souls by s0uL-FlaMe reviews
could you let go?
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 383 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2004
Searching by s0uL-FlaMe reviews
looking for the truth
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 986 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2004
Nothing by s0uL-FlaMe reviews
questions reality
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 583 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/25/2004
My room by udontcare20 reviews
not really as dark as some of my others but i think its good. please rr!
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/24/2004
Gone by staarz reviews
just read
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/21/2004
Love by The DrknessBneath reviews
a simple title for another heartfealt and meaningful poem
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/21/2004
Because All I Am Is Me by The DrknessBneath reviews
This is my first post in about a month, I've been going through some rough times lately and haven't been writing. Hope you like! R&R! please!
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/21/2004
My Gift by Gabriella Black reviews
just a poem that came to me earlier...about writing, you get the drift. please R&R! Gabby
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/21/2004
INnoCENCe by daRkMaxG reviews
This poem is what I am feeling.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/20/2004
runaway and bleed by udontcare20 reviews
i want to runaway, away from the deceit, from all the lies i have been told....
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/16/2004
All Alone by staarz reviews
how i feel sometimes, when nothing in my life makes sence.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/16/2004
Frozen World by ellena3113 reviews
I looked out my window last night and everything was just.. frozen. It inspired me to write this. Tell me what you think.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/15/2004
Please by jelie36 reviews
I can’t do it anymore, I just can’t stand this place, I can't bare to smile again and look them in the face. I'm even afraid to let these tears fall, because if they did they might not stop at all....
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 511 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/14/2004
OvERcoME by daRkMaxG reviews
This poem is about overcoming my fears.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/11/2004
LiES by daRkMaxG reviews
I wrote this poem a while ago. (Sorry, I just think caps looks good.)
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/10/2004
Signs by daRkMaxG reviews
I think I was thinking about the movie "Fools Rush In" when I wrote this poem. There are signs eveywhere.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/10/2004
SaDNEss by daRkMaxG reviews
This probably is almost similar to 'This'. But hopefully its not. I wrote this poem before 'this'.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/9/2004
Nothing by total-nirvana reviews
It's another poem I wrote, this one is kind about when you let your imagination wander into dark places.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/7/2004
Leads to Nowhere by daRkMaxG reviews
I wrote this when I felt excluded.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 2/5/2004 - Published: 2/4/2004
Untitled Revised by daRkMaxG reviews
Thanks for the review. Now this poem is complete. I hope.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/5/2004 - Complete
Running by jelie36 reviews
This is one that is kind of hard to explain....I guess you will understand it more if you have read "Keys in a Corner" by me....just rr please!
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 740 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/4/2004
Hidden Wings by jelie36 reviews
This is a poem about what a number of people have each joined together to do to me over time. Just rr please!
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 448 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 2/4/2004
The Cold Gripping My Skin by The Eternal Flame reviews
Another poem I wrote one night. It is medium sized. Please give it a chance and read it. R&R
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 359 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/30/2004
Demons by Cuts-n-Bruises reviews
hkl
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/30/2004
My World by Lynxx reviews
Once a world without change, now a world with pain and sorrow...a different way of thinking
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/29/2004
Lifeless by Cuts-n-Bruises reviews
kill angels kill devils lifeless hearts lifeless world
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/29/2004
Black Rose by Cuts-n-Bruises reviews
can roses be black? oooooh well
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/27/2004
The Truth of it by TheForgottenOne2 reviews
I don't know, its just about my mom finding out i cut my wrists :S
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/14/2004
Hold On, Don't Worry by Ice Phoenix10 reviews
A true life expierence read to find out! Rated PG For Attempt of Suicide. R&R! Flames are allowed but will be ignored
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/13/2004
Save Me by jelie36 reviews
Title pretty much says it all........Please R&R!
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 358 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/13/2004
Nothing left for me by Sonic Death reviews
No Comment.. but just 1 thing, no reviews from chocochocobunny1!
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/13/2004
Two Types of Death by jelie36 reviews
There are two types of death, and this illustrates them both.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/12/2004
Confusion by Fallen Anjel reviews
just a poem about my depression
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/11/2004
Return to the Spirit World by DarkPresence reviews
Immediately after the movie ends, what happens to Chihiro...
Spirited Away - Rated: K - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,020 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 11/25/2003 - Published: 11/16/2003
Not Found by The DrknessBneath reviews
Can't find answers r&r!
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/22/2003
Everlasting Darkness by mistress-vile reviews
Darkness... it's all I ever see... I try to escape, but it's bound to come back...
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/16/2003
Poison To My Veins by SubliminalMsgs reviews
..this just came to me one nite wen i was alone in my rom listening to music in the dark....its all true and it really surprised me....rr please!....
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/15/2003
Under the Young Pale Moon by greenleaf-in-bloom reviews
Just a little something or other. It's Faramir telling Denethor that Boromir is dead.
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 526 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/7/2003 - Faramir
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Voices reviews
I came up with this a few days ago but couldnt post it. tell me what you think.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/2/2004
This Dreadful Place reviews
This poem is about my opinions on our world, the people, and places..... enjoy!
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 3/2/2004
Frozen Footsteps reviews
A little poem i wrote one night when i couldnt sleep, hope you like. r and r please.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/2/2004
Reality reviews
Just a little short poem i wrote in class today, i dunno if i like it, tell me what u think!
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/2/2004
Pour, Blood, Pour reviews
i wrote this when i was extra depressed, hope you like! rr please.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/27/2004
Time reviews
Time haunts all of us, but how deeply? We do not know. rr
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/18/2004
A Burden Released reviews
Basicly about overcoming your fears and becoming happy, oh, only if it were true........
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/18/2004
Remembering The Past reviews
Soulofsilence and I wrote this poem over IM, and agreed that I would post it, hope you like it! And give her credit too. r and r please
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2/18/2004
If Only reviews
This is a poem i wrote with my sister, alternating every few lines, i wrote more than she did.... hope you like, it was an experiment. god i suck at summaries.....rr please
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 2/17/2004
Visible Darkness reviews
Thanks to Clucky Meister for the title, and everyone else. You guys rock! This is similar to Night Hawk, but a bit different and longer. There is some romance, but not too much.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/10/2004
Trapped reviews
Just something about having someone in your head, R and R please
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/5/2004
Blood and Tears reviews
This is just a little poem, i wasnt sure it was worth posting, but ill give it a shot. r and r please
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/3/2004
My Breakdown reviews
This is a very fast paced poem...i hope you like it....i think its one of my best....tell me what you think!
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/31/2004
Wipe It Away reviews
Here is a surprisingly positive poem. enjoy r and r
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/31/2004
Don't Cry reviews
I wrote this in class today. I think its a lot like evanescence.....but they didnt inspire me
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/30/2004
Night Hawk reviews
This was inspired by the book shattered mirror if you've ever read it. just because you've never read it, doesnt mean you wont understand it. this is has a different feel than my other stuff, but i think its pretty good, dont be discouraged!
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1/29/2004
Contemplation reviews
Thanks to everyone who helped me for a title. i had a LOT of trouble pickin, you guys rock. i love all your ideas.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/22/2004
Ten Tears reviews
Just a short little something. Not my best-but r and r anyway
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/22/2004
Black and White reviews
Basicly about a breakup. please r and r
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/22/2004
Eternity reviews
Just a little something i wrote today, hope you like it
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 4 - Published: 1/17/2004
Rainfall reviews
Well, not my best but please r and r anyway.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/17/2004
SeeThrough reviews
just read and review please
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/16/2004
Internal Bliss reviews
Not my best, but please r and r anyway.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/16/2004
You Fade To Black reviews
Well..........idk what to say. just read and review please
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/15/2004
No One Will Remember reviews
The title says is all. Just a little something. Please R&R
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/15/2004
Emptiness reviews
this just popped in my head please R&R
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/14/2004
Falling reviews
This just came to me today. Please R&R
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 4 - Published: 1/14/2004
When We Die reviews
A songpoem inspired by switchfoot's meant to live, though its nothing like it.......
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 5 - Published: 1/13/2004