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Author has written 11 stories for ER, Titanic, and Supernatural.

My pic: A drawing a friend made me, while introducing her to Supernatural. Sam Winchester, the puppy moose. The heart is from Jared Padalecki.

A little bit about me, I guess. I am a teacher who loves to travel. I grew up watching ER and that's where my pen name comes from. I had been writing fanfiction for a while, but I had no idea there was a name for it until I stumbled upon this site in high school. I love shows that have a familial core to them. Charmed, Dukes of Hazzard, ER (My favorite show growing up. I loved the relationship between Greene and Carter and Carter and Benton), and most recently Supernatural. I like movies that center around a family or close friend dynamic: Ten Inch Hero, The Breakfast Club, Pirates of the Caribbean, or St. Elmo's Fire. I like drama with a touch of comedy thrown in. I spend much of my time either grading, which is why some of my stuff that has been up here forever is not updated.

Borrrowed this from cindy123, great writer, and I firmly agree with this. The underlined is things I added to her original post.

My thoughts on Supernatural brother haters: "I really have no time for Sam or Dean haters. It goes against everything the show stands for. If you are a hater, then you are not a true fan of the show." Jared and Jensen are the best of friends, as close to real brothers as they can get and I know for a fact that they hate it when they hear something negative said against the other or the other's character. They DO NOT appreciate the kind of so called fan the people who say these negative things are. This sentiment extends to their wives as well. It is one of the reasons Danneel has never been on the show. Please be kind if you love the show as much as you say you do.

I understand that people have their favorites, but that is no reason to hate the other brother/actor. I sometimes wonder if the Sam haters would be Sam haters if Jensen Ackles had gotten the role of Sam, as he had originally auditioned for it. Both actors are extremely talented. They must be if they inspire this much passion with the fans. Each brother is important to the story and neither one is perfect. They are human therefore they both have flaws and would we want them any other way? I know I wouldn't. Love them them doing so you support the show we love so much! I love Sam AND Dean...I love Sam AND Dean...I love Sam AND Dean!! And I love both Jared and Jensen. I know sometimes they say things that can be misinterpreted but just like their characters they are human, and who doesn't mess up sometimes. The only difference is that there is a spotlight and magnifying glass on their mistakes.


-"Better Than I Know Myself" Chapter 8 is up.

-"Love for Carter" Chapter 3 revision is up.

-Please let me know which stories/storylines/characters people like and would like more of.

-Shout out to my beta writers: (Note: If you want me to continue to beta your stuff, you have to re-send it to me. Not only has real life been crazy, but I got a new computer because my old one crashed.)

Other Notes:

My beta profile is currently on hiatus, but if you feel I would be the right fit for your story, please private message me. I edit my authors on a rotating basis one at a time. I rotate between authors if I have more than one, so it is fair to all, and one person isn't getting their whole story edited while someone else has to wait. I usually edit in the order I receive documents unless I am asked to edit on a deadline.

I now have a tumblr account under the name Supernaturalpirate.

Check out 19ashe86's stories.


To all of you who are reading my story "Who Am I?": The next chapter is at a stand still. I now have some general ideas, basically chapter summaries of where I want the next few to go. But help is always appreciated. Suggestions about where the story should go are welcome. This is a re-vamped story, so I am going to use some material from the original, but new material is welcome. Also, I'm going to work on some of my other stories for a little while first.

To all of you who are reading my story "Love for Carter": This story is currently undergoing a makeover. I have found the original but am changing some things earlier in the story to make the characters and the crossover clearer. I will update as soon as I have finished making over the posted chapters. So when you start reading the story again, I will have some changes to clarify things and make the crossover later in the story easier to understand as well as add more detail to the story. Chapter 3 re-post now up. Working on both Chapter 4 of this story and Chapter 8 of "Better Than I Know Myself".

To any of you who like my Supernatural stories: I am working on a Supernatural story titled "Better Than I Know Myself". If you would like a preview of future chapters, please send me a private message otherwise it will be up as soon as possible. The end is already written. It's coming up with stuff to put in the middle that's a struggle. And don't worry, Bobby will make an physical appearance soon. Chapter 8 is up. Most of 9 is finished just need to be typed and posted.

Another Note on Supernatural stories: I am looking for any ideas on another Connie story as people really like her, and I really like writing about her. Right now, I am working on a story where Connie's husband meets the boys for real instead of just hearing about them because Connie is having a bit of a Supernatural problem and for some reason thinks the brothers are the people to call. Couple of Supernatural one-shots just posted.

Final Story Note: I am working on finishing up or making significant progress on the stories I have posted before posting any others. So until you see some Completes behind what is already posted don't expect anything new unless it is a one or two-shot.

GREAT QUOTES, And I firmly agree with all of them!!!!

If there's time to worry, there's always time to pray.

A stranger is just a friend you haven't met yet.

Love isn't brains; it's blood.

Sometimes you have to do things you don't want to do to get what you want in the end.

There is a destiny that makes us brothers. None goes his way alone. All that we send into the lives of others comes back into our own.

As long as you have a sense of who you are, what you believe in, and know your proper, humble place in the world, then being lost moment to moment isn't so unhealthy because life becomes a journey of great discovery.- J. J. Abrams

No story lives unless someone wants to listen. And the stories we love best do live in us forever.- J.K. Rowling

There's always gonna be someone smarter; there's always gonna be someone better looking; there's always gonna be someone who works harder. What you have to offer is yourself. -Jared Padalecki @ Supernatural Vegas 2013

I feel like the more we learn about each other the more we learn about ourselves.- Lisa Ling

Sometimes it isn't important to be up front. Sometimes you can do more by supporting and uplifting another person. -Yvette Nicole Brown

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In With the New by Zana Zira reviews
Post-10x23: When Dean starts nabbing Sam's computer on a regular basis, Sam doesn't think anything of it. That is, until he notices that Dean's been secretly visiting websites like IKEA and Lowe's while pretending to search Busty Asian Beauties. And when Sam makes it his mission to find out what Dean's hiding, the answer will be one he never expected. Written for an LJ prompt. Gen.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,250 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 7 - Published: 10/28 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Daddy Drabbles by AndSoIWrite reviews
Series of oneshots of Sam and Dean as daddies (and uncles!). No Wincest. No Destiel. Brotp only. Will happily take requests.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 30 - Words: 97,361 - Reviews: 297 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 123 - Updated: 10/1 - Published: 9/21/2014
Frostbite by Sam.J.Eller reviews
Dean will do whatever it takes in order to protect Sammy; a fact which is all but proven the moment he gets a phone call from his hurting little brother. Set in Season 1. Teenchester flashbacks. Hurt/Sam and Protective/Dean.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 11 - Words: 82,352 - Reviews: 136 - Favs: 123 - Follows: 124 - Updated: 7/3 - Published: 12/9/2013 - Sam W., Dean W.
I Wish I Was Your Brother by Scribble2Much reviews
The intensity of the close bond between the Winchester brothers inspires envy, awe, admiration, longing and even suspicion in outsiders. A series of stories told by individuals after unforgettable encounters with Sam and Dean.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 23 - Words: 118,353 - Reviews: 1034 - Favs: 1,029 - Follows: 869 - Updated: 3/15/2014 - Published: 12/11/2010 - Sam W., Dean W.
My Wolfen Brother by Mutilated Pancake reviews
Full Summary Inside! Rated T for safety!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 20 - Words: 22,130 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 11/8/2013 - Published: 8/24/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Here There Be Monsters by AlElizabeth reviews
Sam and Dean stop in a small town in Washington, only to unwittingly become caught up in a case that the BAU is also interested in. What happens when Dean and the team from Quantico are forced to work together to stop a killer before it's too late? Awesome big brother Dean and hurt Sam.
Crossover - Supernatural & Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Crime - Chapters: 6 - Words: 34,395 - Reviews: 139 - Favs: 356 - Follows: 177 - Updated: 8/23/2012 - Published: 6/8/2012 - Dean W., D. Morgan - Complete
Amulet by Perry-Dice reviews
The story of the Samulet's journey after 5x16 and how it finds home.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,262 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/19/2012 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Sweet Peas by gatheringOguidos reviews
Set a week and a half after the season 6 finale - Walking home, Booth finds an unexpected suprise in an alley that will change his and Brennan's lives forever. B/B
Bones - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 49 - Words: 127,519 - Reviews: 934 - Favs: 380 - Follows: 436 - Updated: 6/25/2012 - Published: 6/30/2011 - S. Booth, T. Brennan - Complete
Redefining Joy by sam's folly reviews
Story #1 of the Redefining Joy 'Verse. Sam is hurt after a routine hunt. AU set sometime during Season 2. Romance with OFC for Sam.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 144,120 - Reviews: 272 - Favs: 162 - Follows: 63 - Updated: 5/29/2012 - Published: 9/1/2011 - Sam W. - Complete
The More Things Change by clair beaubien reviews
Tag scene to Are You There, God? Why were Sam and Dean sleeping in Bobby's library? Bobby's POV.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 478 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/10/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Good Ol' Boys by Marianna Morgan reviews
Crossover – SPN/Dukes of Hazzard – Sam, Dean, Luke, and Bo - "Nice car," Dean commented as he stared at the orange Charger. "Yours, too," the dark-haired guy returned, staring with equal appreciation at the black Impala.
Crossover - Dukes of Hazzard & Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,935 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/12/2012 - Luke D., Dean W. - Complete
Johnny Angel by sammygirl1963 reviews
Post Season Five story. Sam's catatonic, Dean is missing his brother. Can anything bring the two of them back together again? Hurt Sam, Angsty Dean, Uber Hunter Bobby, Supportive Castiel. Possible Spoilers.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 37 - Words: 71,859 - Reviews: 1147 - Favs: 169 - Follows: 134 - Updated: 8/28/2011 - Published: 6/29/2010 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Family Ties by kelhome reviews
Ben gets an up close look at what family really means.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,487 - Reviews: 73 - Favs: 323 - Follows: 25 - Published: 2/22/2011 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Sometimes You Just Have To Trust by vonnie836 reviews
After a hunt the boys have to look for help at the Roadhouse. This is set after 'No Exit' and 'Born Under A Bad Sign' Part of the H/C Challenge on OhSam!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 14,111 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 1/2/2011 - Published: 12/29/2010 - Sam W., Dean W.
Ghost's Whispers by Onari reviews
Missouri couldn't tear her eyes from the younger Winchester, not even when Sam's eyes welled and tears flooded down his cheeks. Because Dean was a total wreck, but Sam... Sam was dead. Post Swan Song. ONESHOT.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,019 - Reviews: 76 - Favs: 234 - Follows: 17 - Published: 7/25/2010 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
The More Things Change by Phosphorescent reviews
Angela's running late. Again. What is it with her and airports, anyway? Or, one way Season Six could start.
Bones - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,551 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 8 - Published: 7/12/2010 - Angela M., T. Brennan - Complete
Brothers in Arms by CiZiwejes reviews
Dean's dying from a hunt and Sam's running on empty until they meet a family of hunters who were strangely connected to them and their father. Basically dying!Dean and Limp!Sam, concern! OCs. Purely brotherly fluff.Epilogue's up! Completed!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 17 - Words: 71,451 - Reviews: 148 - Favs: 85 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 12/5/2009 - Published: 5/30/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Different by clair beaubien reviews
Bobby contemplates taking care of Sam after Dean is gone. It's not gonna be easy and he knows it. Bobby's POV. Hurt Sam, Big Brother Dean.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,294 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 7/13/2009 - Published: 6/11/2009 - Sam W., Bobby S. - Complete
Brother to Daddy by victorwebsterx reviews
Title kinds of says it all. Sam gets Dean out of the deal. Just read the first and second chapter and see if you like it. Please enjoy! There's love xxxxxxxxxxhey guys i'm back. Chapter 42 now up!
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 42 - Words: 116,565 - Reviews: 489 - Favs: 154 - Follows: 160 - Updated: 5/5/2009 - Published: 2/4/2008
Safe In the Arms of Love by cartchica89 reviews
Total AU Dean Winchester was just your average joe working as a mechanic in his hometown of Lawarance,KS when he met Sam Logan and everything changed. No slash or wincest! Warning: mentions of past abuse of a minor.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 19 - Words: 70,358 - Reviews: 347 - Favs: 269 - Follows: 85 - Updated: 7/2/2008 - Published: 4/11/2008 - Complete
Lesson Number One by superscar reviews
I was shocked the only time Dad let me drive his car. Well, maybe 'let' is too strong a word." After the S3 finale. Way, way after. One shot/complete.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,148 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 24 - Published: 6/21/2008 - Complete
Crushed! by lady of arabia reviews
An accident when hunting leaves Sam in a wheelchair. Dean will stop at nothing to help his little brother walk again but there's no such thing as a quick fix, even for them. Lots of OC's/Angst/Humor/hurt No slash. To be continued.....
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 42 - Words: 139,885 - Reviews: 472 - Favs: 170 - Follows: 84 - Updated: 5/31/2008 - Published: 4/13/2008 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
AU End of Night Moves by jonsmom14 reviews
I never bought Kirsten & Sandy showing up after all was said & done in this epi. And what happened after? This is my version.
O.C. - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 8 - Words: 10,111 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 11 - Published: 4/30/2008 - Complete
Not a Regular by K Hanna Korossy reviews
At first glance, he looked like a thousand others who'd stopped in the diner over the years. Outsider POV.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,912 - Reviews: 93 - Favs: 446 - Follows: 25 - Published: 2/9/2008 - Complete
A Post Newport Thanksgiving by Helen C reviews
Written for the Fourth Annual OC Sentence Fiction Challenge. Sheelock requested For the first time since they had moved to Berkeley the Cohens plus 1 were all together, so before Kirsten went to bed she checked on all her sleeping children.
O.C. - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,051 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/16/2007 - Complete
Pocket Change by Sharon R reviews
Luka and Carter struggle against all odds to survive in the Congo. Who will live? Who is watching? Adventure, angst, maximum suspense. Reads like a novel! See also the SEQUELS, Pocket Change 2 and 3. Some graphic violence. NOT SLASH.
ER - Rated: T - English - Angst/Adventure - Chapters: 21 - Words: 64,803 - Reviews: 166 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 1/10/2005 - Published: 10/21/2003 - J. Carter, Luka K. - Complete
Flawed Perfection by Celebony reviews
[Sequel to Recnac Transfaerso] Finally, Harry's in for a perfect summer with his godfather and friends, or so it begins. But being Harry Potter means that nothing can stay peaceful for long. {Complete}
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 27 - Words: 260,672 - Reviews: 3107 - Favs: 2,062 - Follows: 336 - Updated: 11/17/2004 - Published: 3/11/2004 - Harry P., Ginny W. - Complete
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Guilt and Cookies
SamxReader. Reader makes cookies as a surprise for Sam causing him to flash back to Jess. He freaks out so bad, he pulls a gun because he's smells chocolate chip cookies and thinks demons somehow got into the bunker. Almost shoots the reader then he's feels so guilty he lets the guilt eat at him.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,032 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/27 - Sam W., OC - Complete
Fall Asleep with you in My Heart
DeanxReader. Based on a conversation a friend and I had about Dean being the type of person to fall asleep if someone played with his hair. Then we started talking about how maybe it reminded him of Mary, maybe she used to play with Dean's hair to put him to sleep, and part of the reason he keeps it short is so people don't play with it.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,064 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/26 - Complete
Doing the Best They Can reviews
Takes place shortly after "First Born" 9x11. I really enjoyed the Sam and Castiel bonding in that episode and just started thinking since Castiel said in the episode he could now relate to Sam, what if they had more heart to hearts. Never written Cass before so I hope he's in character. For now it's complete but may Add more Sam and Cass friendship episodes later.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,867 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/13 - Complete
Enough reviews
Based on the last two or so minutes of the season finale. Also, Jared or Jensen had mentioned something in an interview about how they wanted season 11 to open. This is my combination of the two. The two of them had always been enough to deal with any situation that came their way.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,679 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/31 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Better Than I Know Myself reviews
Set during/after 6.13, but began before 6.14 aired. Eventually AU. Dean is afraid of Sam having more seizures caused by memories, so he and Bobby form a plan to deal with Sam's "condition". I own nothing Supernatural. Better summary welcome. If you would like a preview of upcoming chapters say so in a review, I have many future scenes written and would love to share.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 47,334 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 10/23/2013 - Published: 4/26/2011 - Sam W., Dean W., Bobby S.
Nothing and No One reviews
Post 8x23 Sacrifice, Season 8 finale In the church, Dean dealt with the emotional fallout from the last trial and his absence. Now, it was time to deal with the physical fallout. Slightly inspired by Dean's quote toward the end of the episode. Hurt/Sick Sam and Big brother Dean. Let me know if you think this could or should be expanded.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,379 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 10/3/2013 - Published: 9/21/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Who Am I? reviews
What if the one night stand on Titanic turned into a baby? Jack and Rose's daughter is now fourteen. She begins to ask questions. The revised edition of Titanic the Story Between the Stories. Sorry for all you people that liked the old one.
Titanic - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,114 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 2/23/2012 - Published: 3/28/2005 - Rose D.
Love for Carter reviews
Carter's niece comes to live with him, and he deals with the craziness of raising a teenager. Surprising end, leading into a 7th Heaven X-over. This story is being revised so take some time to re-read. Chapters 1-3 reposted.
ER - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 27,731 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 2/17/2012 - Published: 1/20/2004 - J. Carter
Alone reviews
Just some of Dean's thoughts, mainly about Sam, I jotted down after the season 5 finale. Anything Supernatural not mine.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 903 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Published: 6/8/2010 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
It's All in the Eyes reviews
Sam and Dean run into a familiar face when a hunt doesn't go quite the way they plan. Outsider's POV. Hurt Dean for those who requested it. Sequel to "It's All Part of Just Doing My Job." Might have to read that one first. Anything Supernatural, not mine.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,868 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/17/2009 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
It's All Part of Just Doin' My Job reviews
Sam and Dean's relationship from an outsider's view. Nurse in a hospital wonders exactly what these two mean to each other. Hurt ese guys are not mine. Better summary is welcome. Thanks to FraidyCat for help with the title. Sequel featuring HurtDean called "It's All in the Eyes".
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,293 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 7 - Published: 6/16/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete