Author has written 49 stories for Vocaloid, Free! - Iwatobi Swim Club, Lucky Star, Pokémon, Sims, Love Live! School idol project, Puella Magi Madoka Magica/魔法少女まどか★マギカ, Yuruyuri/ゆるゆり, and Haruhi Suzumiya series.
Name: Pastell or Olivia (neither are my real name but hey)
Age: 21 (im ancient at this point... rip my youth which i wasted on depression)
NOTE: Whimsica Saga is now an original work, so I’m deleting it from Fanfiction. If youre looking for it, you can find it on my Fictionpress account with the same name, Pastellrain. The Vocaloid characters have all been replaced with original characters.
NOTE: I'm moving away, ever so slightly from Fanfiction I'll still be here but I'll be devoting myself to original fiction as that is where my heart is. I even have two original characters who resemble Haku and Neru, as far as personalities go, just so I wouldn't miss them as much.
Also, Whimsica Saga is now an original work and the Vocaloid version is discontinued.
I will still post shipping stories for certain fandoms such as Vocaloid, but I'm also moving away slightly from those kinds of stories as well.
I'm not as into “yuri” as I used to be. I'm really not that kind of person anymore? Even though I still love me some F/F love (hehe), the main focus of my stories will probably be storytelling.
Expect a lot of K-rated stories in the future. I'll be working on a lot of Fanfiction of Ojamajo Doremi and Recess (AKA my childhood).
But who knows, maybe one day I might return to Vocaloid yuri hell.
I would really appreciate if you would also follow or visit my FictionPress account with the same name, PastellRain.
Hello. I'm Pastell. I just happen to be one of those people who can't write worth a crap. But unfortunately I wanted to be a writer, so what did I do? Practice hard to get to where I am.
Writing is my passion and also what I constantly struggle with. I prefer writing original fiction over Fanfiction, (original fiction is much easier to write because I get inspired more in it) but I still treat them both equally. My favorite is Vocaloid fanfiction.
Note: I can be a very disappointing writer sometimes, I admit. My updates are very irregular (if ever) and the quality of my stories never seems to stay constant. Not to mention I get writer's block, and stories just never seem to come out the way I want them...
I also have a very bad habit of being way to eager to upload and not noticing mistakes in my script...
But when people cheer me on or say they enjoyed my story, it makes me very happy and motivated to overcome these weaknesses and to write more!
Really, you enjoying them makes me SO HAPPY. So here's the thank you to everyone who ever enjoyed something of mine. (#.#) T h a n k ・ Y o u !! ヽ(；；)ノ
My goal is to prove to myself I can step around these weaknesses and be able to show my world through my writing.
(OTP/OT3= What I write most often.)
Haku x Neru (OTP)
Haku x Luka (OTP)
Haku x Akaito
Haku x Merli
Luka x Teto (OTP)
Miku x Gumi (OTP)
Haku x Neru x Luka (OT3)
Miku x Luka
Miku x Len
Miku x Rin
Gumi x Rin
Gumi x Len
Haku x Teto
Miku x Lapis
Lily x Merli
Gumi x Lily
Meiko x Luka
Meiko x Haku
Luka x Gumi
IA x Yukari (OTP)
Lapis x Piko
Kaito x Gakupo
Kaito x Dell (OTP)
Akaito x Dell
Gakupo x Yuuma
Clarith x Michaela
Nico x Rin x Hanayo (OT3)
Honoka x Umi (OTP)
Honoka x Nico
Nico x Maki
Rin x Hanayo (OTP)
Kotori x Hanayo
Nozomi x Maki
Honoka x Eli
-Love Live! Sunshine!!-
Yoshiko x Riko x Mari (OT3)
Ruby x Hanamaru
Kanan x Chika
Dia x You
Ruby x Weiss (OTP)
Weiss x Blake (OTP)
Blake x Yang
Candela x Blanche x Spark (OT3)
Candela x Blanche (OTP)
Candela x Spark
Blanche x Spark
Jessie x James
Sayaka x Kyouko (OTP)
Madoka x Mami x Homura
Mio x Ritsu (OTP)
Yui x Mugi
Yui x Azusa
Yui x Ritsu (OTP)
Ritsu x Azusa
Kyouko x Yui (OTP)
Sakurako x Himawari
Akari x Chitose
Kyouko x Ayano
Chinatsu x Yui
Haku Yowane (general)
Haku Yowane is Japanese. In many of my portrayals, she is Japanese-American, living “somewhere on the eastern portion of the US”. Haku is albino. She is also bisexual. Haku has autism and also struggles with depression. She stands at 5 feet 8 inches. She is quite tall and a little bit skinny. Most of the stories I write have her aged somewhere between 16 to 26.
Haku could be described as looking a bit homely. (Though she’s really gorgeous in my opinion). She wears rather plain clothes and doesn’t put too much effort into her appearance most of the time.
Haku is an incredibly sweet and caring person. She often can be quite shy and timid. However she has a strong sense of wanting to help people in need.
Haku’s depression often makes her feel worthless. She has very low self-esteem and apologizes quite often. Haku may seem like a pessimist at first glance, but she is actually a very idealistic and pure-hearted person who wishes the world could be fair for everyone. She has a big heart. Though this does mean she is prone to heartbreak.
Haku likes writing (especially songs and poems) and singing. She also can play the piano. Her dream is to be able to inspire and move people with her music.
Haku is the biological older cousin of Miku Hatsune. She is also Dell Honne’s younger half-sister. Haku and Dell grew up in seperate households. Haku owns a white cat named Snowbell.
In most of my portrayals, Haku’s best friend is Neru Akita. Neru’s bold and hot-headed personality contrasts Haku’s quiet and timid personality by a lot, but deep down they’re much more alike than at first glance. Their bond is profound and unbreakable, and they help each other grow immensely. Even when they’re dating, their love still somehow feels more platonic than anything. Neru is also twenty days older than Haku, due to their birthdays and being born in the same year.
Like Haku, Neru tends to feel depressed, but has a different way of coping with it. She also has a temper she cannot control, which cause her to be very misunderstood and shunned. Neru also tends to fake her confidence. Inside, Neru is an insecure and heroic girl with an earnest longing to have true friends and to live happily. She usually hides her feelings well, but they sometimes become a lot fot her to take. Things slowly starts to change for Neru when she meets Haku.
When Neru and Haku are together, their flaws cancel each other out and their strengths combine.
Neru cares a ton about her friends, especially Haku. She is protective over Haku and would become angry and sad if something bad were to happen to her best friend.
When in good spirits, Neru is a lively and energetic sort of person who tends to crack a lot of jokes. She is also very determined when it comes to overcoming obstacles.
Random Vocaloid tidbits
-Miku and Haku are cousins.
-Luka is a lesbian.
-Luka is half Japanese, a quarter French and a quarter German.
-Luka is very tall in my stories, at 5’11”.
-Neru is an entire foot shorter than Luka, at 4’11”.
-Rin and Len are both transgender. Rin was born as ”Len”, and Len was born as ”Rin”. They eventually switched identities.
Pokémon GO team leaders
-Tsumugi is half-Finnish.
-Yui is bisexual and has ADHD.
-Yui and Ritsu end up dating sometime after they graduate from high school. However, their relationship ends up not working out and only lasts for one summer. They break up, still remaining good friends. Yui eventually gets with Azusa, and Ritsu with Mio. Tsumugi ends up with Ui.
Total Drama Island: Vocaloid Edition
Vocaloid Whimsica AU (Magical fantasy AU, crossover with my original series and world, Whimsica)
Whimsica the Crossover (Like the above, but with every fandom I'm into!)
Haku x Candela (Vocaloid/Pokemon) crossover ship fanfiction
Vocaloid Pokemon AU
Vocaloid RWBY crossover
Yowane Haku meets Blanche and Weiss Schnee (because their names can all translate to white and have white hair)
Team HWKU (Pronounced ”Haku”) (Vocaloid x RWBY)
Pokemon GO Leaders Evillous AU
Vocaloid and Wreck-it-Ralph crossover
Kyouko x Yui (Yuru Yuri) fanfics
RinPana and NicoRinPana (Love Live!) fanfics
Unlikely Idols: Arc 2
Meme Dream 2: Livin' the Dream
A bunch of magical girl/boy/person AUs!
A whole lot of totally random crossovers
A lot more shitpost stories probably (sorry lol)
Summary of an upcoming fantasy fic!
I’m so excited for this one, can you tell? It still needs a title however...
So Whimsica Saga may no longer be a Vocaloid fanfiction, but I’ll be bringing Voaloids back to the magical world of Whimsica with this upcoming Vocaloid/OC crossover story!
Note: This story actually takes place in an alternate Whimsica called Dreamverse where everything is a bit more surreal.
What is Whimsica anyway you ask? It’s my original fantasy universe.
This story will mostly be fun and self-indulgence, but I promise I’ll still make the story appealing enough. I mean, I’ll try at least.
Haku Yowane goes to high school with her best friend Neru and pet cat Snowbell in her magical forest home. She is 16 years old.
Haku’s other friends are Pastell (OC, age 14), Joy (OC), Miku, Teto, Bianca (OC), Camille (OC), and Ruby (OC). Her best friends are Neru (also 16) and Snowbell (OC, 6 in cat years).
Yes, Haku is friends with my self-insert OC named Pastell, deal with it.
Haku’s whimsical days are usually filled with adventure. Their school has 28 floors, a huge swimming pool, parties almost every day, and everything is topsy-turvy. Pets are allowed, and Haku and Snowbell are almost never apart.
There are a lot of strange things in Haku’s world, such as a killer car that comes out at night and drives around erratically frightening people. There is nobody driving the car, and it could potentially hit and kill anyone. That’s why it’s always recommended not to stay out after dark, or else the killer car might hit you. (This is inspired by a dream I had.)
There are also dangerous woods near Haku’s home where it is forbidden to enter, because it’s the entrance to a Dissonance, which is a cursed labyrinth where you will become lost in. The Dissonance is called Tragic Woods, and many people have disappeared (tragically) within it.
Haku’s favorite teachers are Kiyoteru, Octavia, and Aria.
But one day Haku has an especially bad day at school. She runs away from home with her cat Snowbell. Haku failed a test that day, and she and Neru also got into a disagreement. Now Haku is convinced Neru and her friends hate her. She also has a lonely heart, her parents are divorced. She also feels worthless, and is on an adventure to look for self-worth.
Haku’s mother is named Murasaki (Japanese for purple), and her father is Gin (Japanese for silver, pronounced with a hard G). Previously, Gin had a wife named Teru. Teru and Gin had a son named Dell two years before Haku was born. When Gin married Murasaki, they had Haku.
Murasaki eventually divorced Gin, who took Dell with him. Haku stayed behind with Murasaki.
Haku’s dad Gin is actually a villain who sides with Monochrome, which is why he was divorced twice. Since he ended up raising Dell on his own, Dell ends up becoming an evil wizard like his father.
Monochrome is the furthest planet from Whimsica’s sun. It’s always dreary and dismal on Monochrome, and the people from the planet seek to destroy the harmony and whimsy that exists on planet Whimsica.
Anyway, as Haku is running away, she goes through many whimsical different places. Haku ends up going all the way to the ocean and meeting Luka the nereid, and her pet octopus Tako.
Meanwhile while Haku is away, Neru is immensely worried about her to the point of crying in class. She and the rest of Haku’s friends, and some teachers, and Haku’s mom, go to search for Haku all around Whimsica.
By the way, do you know what the Finnish word for search is? It’s “Haku”, coincidentally enough.
Haku and Luka are eventually in danger after a run-in with a mysterious man who creates monsters that attack the two. An ocean-dwelling magical girl huntress named Rhona saves them. Haku and Luka meet Rhona, Nagisa, and Luana, my three monster-fighting magical girl OCs from my (upcoming) original series, Sea Star.
Neru eventually is the one who finds Haku and brings her back home.
By the time Haku gets back home, she is welcomed back by everyone and she feels touched that everyone was so worried about her. Luka ends up going back with Haku too, because thanks to the mysterious man, her home in the ocean is now filled with monsters and is unsafe.
Eventually Haku finds out about her older half-brother Dell who she hadn’t seen since she was a little girl. Dell ended up becoming an evil wizard...
And the mysterious man who created the monsters that attacked Haku and Luka? That was Gin, Haku’s father! When Haku runs into him again, Gin hears Haku’s name... and finally recognizes his daughter. Gin eventually tells Haku that he’s her father...
“Haku, I am your father.”
Haku is crushed to learn such a thing. Her father is evil, and he also made her long-lost half-brother Dell evil as well. Does that mean Haku has evil in her too? Haku suddenly feels like she’s a waste of a life. To try and redeem herself, Haku decides she wants to become a magical girl huntress, like Rhona who saved her.
Haku also developed a passion for exploring during her adventure, and now wants to live her life on the edge.
Haku’s life will now be about exploring the land and using magic to fight and defend people from monsters. Haku’s friends decide to work towards the same goal to help Haku out, so she won’t be alone.
Haku’s friends also reassure Haku that she is anything but evil.
Also, could it be that Dell isn’t truly evil deep inside either?
One day, a mysterious tattoo marking appears on Haku’s shoulder. It says DTM in red. What could it mean?
Haku eventually finds out it stands for “Dreamer, Thinker, Maker”.
Haku has a gift of creation within her...
This isn’t even everything that will happen, probably. Haku will go on a long epic journey where she builds confidence and becomes a brave hero.
It gets kind of emotional at times, but this will be a fun and magical story. Epic, even. Haku x Neru is the main romantic relationship. Haku also develops a quite profound relationship with Luka as well.