TheDevilWithinMe
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Joined 11-16-13, id: 5331326, Profile Updated: 06-21-20
Author has written 4 stories for Ninja Turtles.

Unfortunately I lost my account, AsylumGates, so I had to muster up a new one. I missed all of you dearly and I hope that I can have all my fans back. I miss my friends on here and I want to reconnect with them if I can!

I stopped writing stories in 2006. 2019 here I am and even better I suppose.

:) I'm excited to get started!!!! Understand that most of my stories are dark. If you do not like reading stories with a musty aura, then do not continue.

Please, don't think that all of my stories are horrifying in it's nature because I will toss a few light-hearted stories. Stick around, drink some tea ;)

-I’m from NJ

-I’m definitely a TMNT fan. 2003-2009 series!

I have two cats. A (ragamuffin) and the other (a tabby cat)

I have two new additions!

a yorkie mix

a Golden Retriever

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The Past of Dark Thoughts by Ms. Dragon Reader
Michelangelo falls sick, his brother's look after him but in doing so they discover a dark secret that the youngest had been keeping. (Warning, for suicidal thoughts, depression and self-harm.) (one-shot)
Ninja Turtles - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,354 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 5 - Published: 7/7 - Michelangelo - Complete
A dragon's Secret by Chibi Frye reviews
Leo hide a secrect for years from his family. Until one night April finds it out and confronts him with it. Rise version
Ninja Turtles - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 6,143 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 7/7 - Published: 5/28 - Leonardo
Hands by TMNT-Queen reviews
"My hands aren't clean," he told her, and in the silence of that bedroom in the middle of the night his voice was deep and hoarse and full of something like longing. "They're not clean and maybe they won't ever be, but they can still carry you home when you're ready to sleep." (In which an ordinary patrol turns into the most hotheaded turtle's only real dream. T for mild language.)
Ninja Turtles - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,161 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/5 - Raphael
What You Wish For by two-roads-and-a-penny reviews
The rain's pouring down my face. I feel it. Running down my cheeks, dripping from my chin onto Leo's pale skin. Has to be the rain. Has to. He can't be...
Ninja Turtles - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 16 - Words: 57,697 - Reviews: 63 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 7/3 - Published: 11/22/2017
Contradictions by RaphandMikey83
Donatello is a man of many contradictions. Especially regarding Raphael. Warning: Non-Con/Smut, Turtlecest.
Ninja Turtles - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,247 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/13 - Donatello, Raphael - Complete
Wooing Raphael by KerryAnne reviews
After learning that Raph and Mona Lisa have broken up, Leo sets out to woo him using a fake profile on a dating site. How will Raph react when he learns the truth? Will he and Leo hook up?
Ninja Turtles - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 34,204 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 5/8 - Published: 11/6/2016 - Leonardo, Donatello, Raphael, Michelangelo
A Thin Line Between Love And Hate by Pittyhollow reviews
M RATED sexual content, strong language, and mild violence. Raphril/Leopril
Ninja Turtles - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,541 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 11/10/2019 - Published: 8/27/2019 - Leonardo, Raphael, April O'Neil
Cherish by f3296 reviews
Please read full Disclosure inside! Raphael cherished a handful of things in his life but a year in captivity can make him lose the one thing he cherished the most. Rated for Tcest, adult situations, Alcohol/drug usage -3rd place winner for the 2019 TMNT Universal Readers Awards for best romance
Ninja Turtles - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 15 - Words: 44,927 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 5/29/2019 - Published: 12/18/2017 - Raphael, Michelangelo
It Hurts to Love You by AnimeAmie reviews
Captured by a sick-minded man and his goons, the turtles were forced to preform unspeakable acts upon each other in order to stay alive. Broken and abused, how long will they last in this man's care and will they ever escape his sick fantasies? OT4 Rape, tcest, ect...2k14 (I'm back after a long Hiatus to finish one of my favorite stories :) )
Ninja Turtles - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 55 - Words: 102,267 - Reviews: 581 - Favs: 203 - Follows: 255 - Updated: 12/14/2018 - Published: 8/15/2014 - Leonardo, Donatello, Raphael, Michelangelo
The Shadow's Secret ( 1 ) by AfterDaybreak reviews
"When I looked in his eyes…it was like I could see the stars again. And I wanted nothing more in my heart than to stargaze." Raiya has never been normal. After meeting five mutants living beneath NYC and trained in ninjutsu, her life couldn't get much weirder. Especially when she begins to develop feelings for one of them. Extended summary inside. TMNT 2014. (Raphael X OC)
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 62 - Words: 120,043 - Reviews: 115 - Favs: 102 - Follows: 81 - Updated: 8/2/2018 - Published: 8/7/2017 - [Raphael, OC] Leonardo, Shredder - Complete
The Weight He Carries by Koalagriton reviews
tmnt 2003 Leo/Raph Written for Leoraph Week 2017. Leonardo keeps many things to himself and they weigh on him a little more each day. He doesn't want to share the load but he might not have a choice.
Ninja Turtles - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,166 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 4/4/2017 - Published: 4/3/2017 - [Leonardo, Raphael]
So Much for the Impossible by The Real JL Rules reviews
April has something to tell Donatello - something that will change their lives forever... SWEARING warning. IMPORTANT: Please see Notes in Part 1.
Ninja Turtles - Rated: M - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 40 - Words: 44,389 - Reviews: 157 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 12/2/2016 - Published: 7/17/2016 - Leonardo, Donatello, April O'Neil, Karai - Complete
Secret Love by raphxleoforever reviews
Any person who reads the comics or watches the shows/movies is able to tell that Raphael is 100% badass. He believes in 'fight first think later'. Will his feelings for his older brother Leonardo finally overcome his negative attitude? Will he be able to discover who he really is? Contains mild yoai and tcest so do not read if you don't like. I don't own TMNT! Feedback please!
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 3,412 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 7/6/2016 - Published: 6/30/2016 - [Leonardo, Raphael]
A Brothers' Bond by GoronWarrior reviews
Raphael intends to get Donatello to sleep, but things don't exactly work out. Short SAINW one shot. Again.
Ninja Turtles - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 443 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 6 - Published: 6/7/2015 - Leonardo, Donatello, Raphael, Michelangelo - Complete
Bathrooms by TheTornPage reviews
Leo loses a fight during training, is a moody little turtle after the fact. Raph sets him straight and they have fun at the same time. Honestly this did not go the way I planned so it's pretty much just Turtlecest and I'm not sure if it's any good. Leave me a review if it is
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,383 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 16 - Published: 2/4/2015 - [Leonardo, Raphael] - Complete
No More Bad Dreams (Raph x Mikey) by ShiikiNo reviews
WARNING: This is a Tcest fic! If you don't like that, don't bother reading! (Set in the 2012 series universe) Michelangelo's been having trouble sleeping, and that's not good news for grouchy Raphael... or could it be? After all, he's always had an extra soft spot for his little bro... Mostly cute fluff, but there's some inevitable angst in there too!
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,055 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 23 - Published: 10/28/2014 - [Michelangelo, Raphael] - Complete
Crimson Roses by NutNutty reviews
Sometimes, all it takes is a flick of a wrist... *COMPLETE*
Ninja Turtles - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 11,812 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 5/13/2014 - Published: 4/10/2013 - Leonardo, Donatello, Raphael, Michelangelo - Complete
Tidal mind by Shadzninja reviews
(Request) Leo really likes his family; Don and Mike are a happy couple and Raph has chosen him to mate with. One night it has a turn around as Raph goes a little more then mates... (t-cest)
Ninja Turtles - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,222 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 19 - Published: 12/17/2013 - [Leonardo, Raphael] [Michelangelo, Donatello] - Complete
Selfie by Unlucky Duckie reviews
Warning: mild Tcest, Turtlecest, slash. A little funny a little sad. Donnie is testing a therory about Raph's sexual orientation.
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,286 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 9 - Published: 9/19/2013 - Raphael, Donatello
Forbidden Love by kamefootninja reviews
Leo's returned from his two years training but there's something that Raph should know about why he left. T-cest - Don't like don't read
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,048 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 77 - Follows: 22 - Published: 6/9/2013 - Leonardo, Raphael - Complete
Why by cndrow reviews
Raphael ponders exactly why he loves Leonardo. Warnings: Oneshot; set sometime during my fanfic 'Déjà Vu All Over Again'; completely fluffy tcest.
Ninja Turtles - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,131 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 7 - Published: 1/26/2011 - Raphael, Leonardo - Complete
In Fatuated by fren reviews
Mike's got a question for Don. Raph x Leo.
Ninja Turtles - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 641 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 15 - Published: 5/31/2008 - Donatello, Michelangelo - Complete
Fanfiction a turtle's reply by Mondhexe reviews
What would Leonardo think if he read the stories dedicated to him.
Ninja Turtles - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 664 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/28/2008 - Leonardo - Complete
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Carry You reviews
Based on the 2016 turtles. A girl was captured by the foot and Baxter Stockman only to be let go moments later...feeling violated. Everything seems to be centered around the Muscle of the family, Raphael. Raphael x Character. WARNING: Pregnancy, violence. Violence toward pregnant women, adult language.
Ninja Turtles - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 21,713 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 7/3 - Published: 6/27 - [Raphael, OC]
The Lion Says His Grace
Leo is always the Leader of the group, but behind closed doors...the tables turn. Raph/Leo pairing.
Ninja Turtles - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,537 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/27 - Leonardo, Raphael - Complete
Break My Wishbone reviews
I would have yelled in agonizing pain, but I held it in, bottled it all up with rocks at the bottom of it. I would toss it in the deepest part of the ocean; let the rocks take it to the sandy floor below, in the darkness, hoping the waters wouldn't bring it back. I did it for the image of the Raphael everyone knew. Like as if nothing could break me, but I was broken. (rape/non-con)
Ninja Turtles - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 11 - Words: 22,322 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 6/25 - Published: 5/11/2014 - Leonardo, Raphael, Splinter, Shredder
Those Nights reviews
A turtle tot is scared of thunderstorms, so he decides to wake his daddy up. (Contains: turtle tot and cuteness)
Ninja Turtles - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,100 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/12/2015 - Raphael - Complete