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Author has written 5 stories for Naruto, Batman, Metro 2033, and Captain America.

Formally known as: patterns-at-dusk
Archive (AO3): RedMela Archive
Tumblr: Miod-Jak-Mela for the main blog (legit just reblogging) and RedMela for writing, writing tips, poetry, photography, attempts in art, prompts, story musical playlists, and character analyses specifically. That can all be found on the main blog however its better organized there.


University student. Pochodzenia z Polski/Canadian, eh? English Major (Rhetoric and Literature with a Minor in Russian and Eastern European Studies). She/Her. Sporadic Updater. Artistic-ish. Lazy. Hard to motivate. Anxious. Crazy and just don't give a fuck while giving all the fucks at the same time - so sensitive, yeah?

That's pretty much all you need to know about me. I'm very approachable so don't hesitate to contact me using any of the links above. I accept prompts, post some art, and make playlists for music and anything else that really inspires me to make a story. However, I'm most active on tumblr and AO3.

“Niech dziś padnie pierwsza
Strzel jej w łeb!
W wodach Styksu znajdzie drugi brzeg
Niech choć raz nadzieja umrze w drzwiach
Niech ostatnią będę ja”

(obrazy-bez-skazy, tumblr)

Disclaimer for all stories posted: I do not own any rights to any of the worlds/characters that are used in my stories. They all belong to their respected owners. This is simply a fan fiction. Any elements that uniquely belong to me will be addressed in the story individually.

After much deliberation, I have decided to put Naruto and Naruko as characters to all my FemNaru stories.


For the longest time I have avoided the 'Naruko' side of fanfiction as I believe people make her extremely out of character, a Mary Sue, and for the plain stupidity of it. Why should FemNaru stories go under Naruko? You don't any other characters or fan universes giving special treatment to gender switch, so why Naruto?

However, I eventually conceded... knowing that at least under Naruko, people are looking for genderswitch so it keeps it more organized since the SasuNaru side is so huge. However, this still bugs me, since the majority of my readers were found when I kept the stories under Naruto with a simple tag of: SasuFemNaru.

To keep everyone happy no matter where you are coming from, I have decided to have all SasuFemNaru stories with the characters

Naruto U. Naruko U. and Sasuke U.

Therefore, although the story is strictly SasuFemNaru and there is no extra Naruto, Naruko, etc. All people looking for these stories will have access from them. Take it from me. I refused to look at Naruko for the longest time and honestly, I still don't unless someone suggests a certain story for me.

Once again, to eliminate confusion,

All SasuFemNaru stories will have both Naruto and Naruko tags on them. This does not mean both characters are in the stories. There is only one Naruto and yes, she is female.

I would also like to take the time to mention that I will never never ever abandon a story. Although I fall out of fandoms at times, I always go back to them and I find it fairly simple to get back into something. Once I love something, I love it forever :P Therefore please be patient with me as at times I do suffer from writer's block, but these stories here will always see the end :)

I try to keep tabs on my stories. If anything about the story needs to be changed, coming out sequel, etc. the news for it will be posted below. Also, as an aspiring writer, most of my fan fictions are written with the intentions of experimenting with a writing theme, style, or using a specific literary device. These will also be posted below.

:. Story Info .:

*currently syncing redmela/patterns-at-dusk stories with AO3 account*

1. To Uncharted Realms : Complete : Written with the purpose of trying out horror as well as a broken narrative.

2. Shooting Up Flares : Complete : Written as a response to a prompt by Highvalour

3. Sweet Dreams are Made of This : Complete : An attempt of domestic fluff and base level character analysis for Jason Todd and Tim Drake in a relationship setting. However, some canon divergence has occurred to suit the needs of this oneshot.

4. Whispers and Flickers of Light : Complete : Continuation of the lovely ThatDamnKennedyKid's story "No Words" on AO3. Should be read before Whispers is read.

5. One Last Time : In-Progress : Cisswap Steve Rogers into Stella Rogers. Also wanted to experiment with Slavic mythology as well as making Stella "the Winter Soldier/Asset" while still making Bucky "Captain America/the Winter Soldier".

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The Chaos Theory by SushiLover656 reviews
"If you die, I die," he mentioned. "Tell me when you're ready." Time travel story. SasuHina.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 26,126 - Reviews: 1696 - Favs: 1,188 - Follows: 984 - Updated: 9/13 - Published: 1/1/2010 - [Sasuke U., Hinata H.]
God's Dice by Forbiddensoul562 reviews
The soul mark, imprinted into each human being, reads the name of the person destined to be one's soul mate. Upon finding and touching the hand of that person, a connection is created, linking the two minds together as one. It is by chance that Near hears Mello's words: "You can't be my soul mate, Matt, there's no way your parents would've named you 'Nate'." MelloxNear.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 33 - Words: 139,931 - Reviews: 499 - Favs: 224 - Follows: 219 - Updated: 4/9 - Published: 5/25/2014 - Near, Mello
it comes and goes (in waves) by Starlight77 reviews
Ragnar's thoughts during 4x06. "Lagertha has never been fiercer than in the protection of her children, and her presence here, amongst their formidable war party, is a riddle whose answer he cannot even begin to understand. "
Vikings - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,556 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/29/2016 - Complete
Cold by K.Eliz reviews
Heading into Season 4. Returning to Kattagat, Ragnar carefully navigates the open seas along with fractured relationships following the raid in Paris.
Vikings - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,228 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 1/3/2016 - Published: 11/27/2015 - Ragnar, Lagertha, Bjorn, Floki
The Darkest Corners by K.Eliz reviews
Reeling from the departure of his wife Lagertha and son Bjorn, Ragnar feels the weight of an uncertain fate.
Vikings - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,201 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 8 - Published: 10/28/2015 - Ragnar, Lagertha, Bjorn, Athelstan
Backseat Serenade by rokkasen reviews
Maka Albarn just wants to turn the page on a new chapter in her life, but instead finds herself thrown back into the past in the form of ex-boyfriend Soul Evans who inexplicably insists on accompanying her on a week long road trip. Pray for her. [SoMa, Road Trip AU, for Reverb 2015]
Soul Eater - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,602 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 147 - Follows: 20 - Published: 7/7/2015 - [Maka A., Soul Eater] - Complete
And So The World Cries by Funky In Fishnet reviews
Lagertha hears children cry when she sleeps – her children, those she could not bear, and Ivar the Boneless, Ragnar and Aslaug's child who is so full of pain. She isn't the only one.
Vikings - Rated: K - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,055 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 6 - Published: 5/12/2015 - Lagertha - Complete
Serotiny by ilarual reviews
It was expected that the graduation of Spartoi was going to be an upheaval for Shibusen; what wasn't anticipated was the abrupt dissolution of Soul and Maka's partnership. With Maka residing at the Gallows and Soul refusing to talk about what happened, it seems nothing short of divine intervention will be able to forge a reconciliation.
Soul Eater - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 37,904 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 175 - Follows: 39 - Published: 12/1/2014 - [Maka A., Soul Eater] Black Star, Tsugumi H. - Complete
If You Were Mine by UchihanoChidori reviews
"Was Sasuke his lover? Were they in some kind of relationship? Could they even think in these terms when they didn't even see each other for months on end? When it was only their clones that met and not their real selves? But it was still them, and their will, wasn't it? So it had to mean something to the both of them." SasuNaru for Naruto's Birthday.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,633 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 98 - Follows: 22 - Published: 10/19/2014 - Naruto U., Sasuke U. - Complete
the change in us by LittlePlumTree reviews
I've found your BFF," Stark says without preamble. "My… what?" "James Barnes. Winter Soldier. Bucky. I don't know, I don't care, but right now he's perched on the roof of the next building with a gun on me, and it's not so much my idea of a relaxing afternoon, so could you get down here?" Steve hangs up and starts running.
Captain America - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23,417 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 209 - Follows: 30 - Published: 8/4/2014 - Steve R./Capt. America, Bucky B./Winter Soldier - Complete
Many Waters by taperjeangurl reviews
As Ragnar draws closer to getting everything he's ever wanted, the appearance of Earl Ingstad forces him to re-evaluate his choices, his current marriage, and ultimately, his fate. Major AU.
Vikings - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,475 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 87 - Published: 7/8/2014 - Ragnar, Lagertha
Phlox by transmigratory reviews
She's a florist and is about to get her first major request for a wedding. Her ex-boyfriend's wedding. The one she only dumped a year ago. AU. SoulxMaka.
Soul Eater - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,248 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 173 - Follows: 31 - Published: 6/26/2014 - Complete
Lollipops and Smoking by Danny-Shells reviews
Bad boy Bucky Barnes reluctantly considers quitting smoking when he realizes his guilty habit is dangerous to Stevie. fem/StevexBucky High school AU
Avengers - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,326 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 22 - Published: 5/14/2014 - Captain America/Steve R. - Complete
Chasing Thunderstorms by Foxy'sGirl reviews
Astrid Hofferson's life is perfect, but then she realizes that it's not even close. And there's this dorky boy in her Norse Mythology class who she shouldn't feel so strongly about. Modern AU. (Note: Specific race times and splits taken from course records on actual courses. Yes, some are slow. Yes, they are accurate, courses vary based on difficulty and altitude)
How to Train Your Dragon - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 42 - Words: 199,386 - Reviews: 3263 - Favs: 2,557 - Follows: 1,302 - Updated: 4/2/2014 - Published: 3/12/2011 - Astrid, Hiccup - Complete
Take From Me My Lace by littleblackdog reviews
AU – Modern, Human, F!Bilbo. Bilba Baggins, model for a premier lingerie company, isn't always entirely convinced that the perks of the job are worth the hassle. Can't she even go to the shops without being recognized? But Thorin doesn't seem to recognize her at all, even with her nearly-naked body forever plastered across half of London. That's... a very refreshing change.
Hobbit - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 31 - Words: 114,950 - Reviews: 332 - Favs: 518 - Follows: 630 - Updated: 3/20/2014 - Published: 4/5/2013 - Bilbo B., Thorin, Gandalf, Bofur
Passage by Shinichi06 reviews
Four snippets, through their lives
Elder Scroll series - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,169 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/12/2013 - Ralof, Hadvar - Complete
Made and Remade the Necklace of Songs by littleblackdog reviews
Soulmate AU; Thorin/Bilbo romance. In a Middle Earth where dwarves dream of Heartsongs and hobbits carry the name of their fated partner as private Mark, Bilbo Baggins had never been able to properly translate the strange rows of runes inscribed on his wrist. And likewise, Thorin Oakenshield had never imagined he would hear the voice of his Heartsong from a fussy little hobbit.
Hobbit - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 11 - Words: 20,433 - Reviews: 272 - Favs: 1,371 - Follows: 731 - Updated: 2/19/2013 - Published: 1/8/2013 - Thorin, Bilbo B. - Complete
Vow of Silence by Anath Tsurugi reviews
Five times Bucky and Steve had to be quiet during sex and one time they chose to be. (Steve/Bucky, StarBuck, SoldierHusbands, whatever piece of slash you wanna go with.)
Captain America - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,467 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 251 - Follows: 44 - Published: 10/22/2012 - Steve R./Capt. America, Bucky B./Winter Soldier - Complete
Over by Tierfal reviews
Mello had never told anyone.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,319 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 5 - Published: 10/25/2011 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Subtract, Add, Unite and Conquer by Miss Bright reviews
Mello, Matt and Near hold the key to Allie's forgotten past. Meanwhile, Light finds himself faced with a new, deadly alliance. Half AU, half canon. Mello x OC; also featuring Matt, the SPK and Mogi.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 68 - Words: 190,490 - Reviews: 974 - Favs: 219 - Follows: 104 - Updated: 2/20/2011 - Published: 5/19/2010 - Mello, A - Complete
A Slightly Drunk Matt's Guide by Tierfal reviews
Full title: A Slightly Drunk Matt's Guide to Mello and Other Holiday Activities . In which Mello gets analyzed, Starbucks gets made fun of, candy gets eaten, and Matt gets wasted more than once. Matt/Mello, rated largely for language.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,671 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 205 - Follows: 18 - Published: 12/20/2010 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Bittersweet by Lisea18 reviews
When Naruto gets married, Hinata finally understand her love will always be one-side. As she enters Anbu she learns to know Sasuke and discovers they have a lot more in common than meets the eye. SasukeHinata. Lemon.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13,461 - Reviews: 159 - Favs: 840 - Follows: 132 - Published: 11/27/2010 - Sasuke U., Hinata H. - Complete
Birthday Waffles by Psyche Eros reviews
If Near had candles to blow out, the one thing he really would have wished for was to wake up next to someone all the time, not all alone in a big bed. Then, if it wasn't asking too much, breakfast in bed would be nice too. - Rated for mild swearing. -
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,143 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 8 - Published: 8/24/2010 - Near, Mello - Complete
No Definition by Mandolin77 reviews
Near reflects on his relationship with Mello, trying to find a definition for this strange new feeling he's experiencing. One-shot, MelloXNear. Yaoi, fluff, artistic lemon. Spoiler warning!
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,109 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 5 - Published: 6/24/2010 - Near, Mello - Complete
A Traitor Branded by EmbraceDiversity reviews
Uchiha Sasuke opens his eyes to find himself not only in the land he hates the most, but that he is at their complete mercy. He has been branded, sealed. Angry, frustrated, and bitter, he decides to take it all out on Hyuuga Hinata. Sasu/Hina. Complete. Image by LaElizO.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 115,429 - Reviews: 595 - Favs: 1,476 - Follows: 382 - Updated: 5/31/2010 - Published: 5/3/2010 - Sasuke U., Hinata H. - Complete
Heat by Iridescent Twilight reviews
Mello/Girl!Near, excessive smut, AU, very little plot. A heatwave makes Near's hormones perk up and take notice of a very interested Mello. One-shot.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,614 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 124 - Follows: 20 - Published: 5/5/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Visits by nowherenew reviews
Mello keeps visiting Near. The visits are short, and often full of snide insults and rude behavior from Mello. Near didn’t really know how insults and jibes had gradually turned into rough kisses. He just let it happen--over and over.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,502 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 7 - Published: 4/26/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Child's Play by Blissful Lissy reviews
Written for the DN Kink Meme. "What starts out as simple bullying of Near eventually dissolves into Mello taking Near behind the tool shed while Matt smokes and keeps a lookout." Lemon smut, obviously. Mello/Near, Matt/Near
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,416 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 10 - Published: 4/25/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Manipulation by Blissful Lissy reviews
A meeting between Mello and Near is arranged under false pretenses. Playing games with one another is nothing new, but in a secluded hotel room, mixing stubborn and manipulative natures makes for an interesting time. Near's POV. M for lemon.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 8,648 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 4/12/2010 - Published: 3/27/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Play by Meloxxy reviews
Mello takes Near to Toys R Us to buy him presents, but soon finds out what the snowy-haired boy really wants for his birthday. MelloxNear.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,231 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 12 - Published: 8/24/2009 - Mello, Near - Complete
Full of Surprises by Tierfal reviews
In which Mello is a Mafia wunderkind, and Near is a stool pigeon. A Mello/Near AU for Chamyl.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,055 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 9 - Published: 5/10/2009 - Mello, Near - Complete
Trouble by Forbiddensoul562 reviews
It's Christmas once again, and this year Near's convinced that he will spend it alone. However, when a mysterious box is sent to the SPK building, Near finds out how wrong he really is. Hints of MxN. Rated to be safe.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,658 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 10 - Published: 12/25/2008 - Near, Mello - Complete
All Washed–Up by Tierfal reviews
Near can't stand the humidity, but maybe Florida has some redeeming qualities after all. Mello/Near.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,455 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 6 - Published: 12/24/2008 - Mello, Near - Complete
Sentimental Feelings by Tierfal reviews
Matt is going to have a Christmas tree whether Mello likes it or not. Matt/Mello, rated for language.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,403 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 109 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/24/2008 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Name and Face by Alien ABC's reviews
Through the eyes of the shinigami, he saw Mihael Keehl, 502209. But what did he see through the eyes of a parent?
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 565 - Reviews: 103 - Favs: 355 - Follows: 18 - Published: 8/21/2008 - Soichiro Y., Mello - Complete
Rubber ducks by Crazy4Moony reviews
Mello/Near, but mostly Near's pov. It's the morning after the first time--Near's ass hurts, Matt invades the room and Mello gets to save Near from a rubber duck. M for language, no actual explicit sex.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,395 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 10 - Published: 2/10/2008 - Mello, Near - Complete
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One Last Time reviews
Waking up in the twenty-first century wasn't the worst part about surviving the war. History rewritten, half his family and friends dead, and being forced to finally live a "normal" life without Stella was. Lastly, he has to face a ghost… the same ghost he thought only existed in his head… A Pale Lady that's been haunting him since she fell off a train in Switzerland. /Fem!Steve/
Captain America - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17,832 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 14 - Published: 10/12/2016 - [Bucky B./Winter Soldier, Steve R./Capt. America]
Whispers and Flickers of Light
The moment he had seen the messy Cyrillic written on his arm, his seemingly hardened heart had leapt up into his throat and choked his dead dream awake. /Drabble. Soul-Mate AU. mute!Artyom. Oneshot/
Metro 2033 - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,194 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/18/2015 - [Pavel, Artyom] - Complete
Sweet Dreams are Made of This reviews
"Tim, babe," the older Robin mumbled angrily with sleep still intoxicating his voice. "I love you," he continued to murmur in a deep, grizzled grow. It was layered with annoyance and he knew it wasn't just Jason being half awake. He was in trouble. "...but if you squirm another fuckin' inch I swear to god I'm gonna kick your scrawny ass out of this bed." /Oneshot/
Batman - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,317 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 12 - Published: 8/18/2015 - [Jason T./Red Hood, Timothy D./Red Robin] - Complete
Shooting Up Flares reviews
Flowers are gently fluttering down from the heights of the baskets tied to the tops of balconies, buildings, and stands whenever the wind would decide to swoop in quickly and mystify the night. It's at times like this where her mind lingers to him. /SasuFemNaru. GhostFlowers AU. Drabble/Prompt. Oneshot./
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,194 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 21 - Published: 1/30/2015 - Naruto U., Naruko U., Sasuke U. - Complete
To Uncharted Realms reviews
The heavy echo that came with the empty silence frightened him with aching desperation. The windows were closed and the curtains were shut. A cold mug of tea sat on the dusty table, long forgotten. She hoped he realized... that she was grieving just as deeply as he was. /SasuFemNaru. AU. Oneshot./
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,915 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 10 - Published: 11/30/2014 - Sasuke U., Naruko U., Naruto U. - Complete