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Author has written 13 stories for Pokémon.

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:About Me:

Biology geek, metal-head, bisexual, witch, nerd, tattoo enthusiast, writer... I love writing and I write fanfiction to grow as a writer, as such, I love to get feedback, especially critiques and ideas. Constructive feedback is always appreciated as reviews or private messages so if you like (or dislike!) anything, feel free to message me!

As a side note: I started writing my stories on here back when I was starting my sophomore year of college, I am now married with a challenging career, a house to keep, a husband and fur-babies to love, and a big-ass garden to tend to (and it keeps getting bigger!). I used to be able to write nonstop and update regularly, but life makes it difficult these days. I'm still writing when I have time, but updates are sporadic.

:Current Works:

Metal series: This currently consists of two fics but may eventually contain a prequel. These stories are the ones where my Gary has long hair and cuts himself, etc. etc. - music references are common as so many of the characters are metalheads. There are a lot of OCs, so if you hate them then this isn't for you. Pairings include Gary/Tracey (purely sexual for a short while), Gary/male OC, Gary/female OC (main relationship in BtW), and Tracey/OC. Ash is a minor character in BtW but is the main character (and narrator, for that matter) of The Challenge. I would love to go back and get The Challenge up to date with where BtW is, but I just don't have the time or the inspiration for that right now. For now, that story is on hiatus.

Curent fics: Beyond the Walls and The Challenge (on hiatus, can be read as a stand-alone).

Secrets series: This is three fics but will eventually have at least four. The stories revolve around a once-secret relationship between Gary and Tracey. Not as graphic as the metal series and is definitely more meaningful than that one as it deals a lot with coming out and being homosexual, as well as growing up in general. Secrets Told is complete and its prequel, Secrets Kept, is currently (as of writing this) at chapter 21 and is still going! FRaL is kind of a side story which involves Ash, Brock, and Misty but is currently on a bit of a hiatus until I have more time. The stories can all be read as stand-alone fics.

Current fics: Secrets Kept, Secrets Told, and Friends, Rivals, and Lovers (being revamped, again!).

Evolution series: Evolution and Trust (can be read as a stand-alone).

Palletshipping fics: A Tout le Monde, Regrets, Surrounded By Love, Failure, and Blackout (PWP). More to come eventually.

Other: The Twelve Dilemmas of Christmas (about half done, but on hiatus until I have more time/inspiration).

That's all for now but check back for updates.


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When The World Ends by Skylight Sparkle reviews
Nothing in the world lasts forever. Sometimes the good guys aren't all that good, and the bad guys aren't quite as dark as they seem. Ash and his friends are about to learn that, in a world that's about to end, all actions come with a consequence and all secrets come with a price. Sequel to The Harbinger of Life.
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Friendship - Chapters: 48 - Words: 414,688 - Reviews: 1085 - Favs: 245 - Follows: 236 - Updated: 2/28 - Published: 2/1/2015 - [Ash K./Satoshi, Misty/Kasumi] Serena, Clemont/Citron - Complete
Constant by thesmallesteevee reviews
Palletshipping. Whatever happens, if you can depend on anything at all, it is the constant return of the seasons. Ash muddles through an autumn, winter, spring and summer with his friend, whilst life continues to happen.
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 15,915 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 12/23/2016 - Published: 11/9/2016 - Ash K./Satoshi, Gary O./Shigeru - Complete
Not Enough Lemonade by crywonder reviews
Ash is dealing with his first morning after a big night out, and much to everyone's dismay, they find that he gets the worst hangovers in all of Kanto. Sequel to Too Much Lemonade. Hints of Pokeshipping.
Pokémon - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,196 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/26/2016 - [Ash K./Satoshi, Misty/Kasumi] Gary O./Shigeru, Brock/Takeshi - Complete
Too Much Lemonade by crywonder reviews
"You're not drunk if you can lie on the floor without holding on." - Dean Martin. Ash gets unintentionally wasted, and it's not pretty for anyone involved. Slight Pokeshipping.
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,972 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 8 - Published: 2/15/2016 - [Ash K./Satoshi, Misty/Kasumi] Gary O./Shigeru, Brock/Takeshi
A Guide to Romance Using Modern Technology and Terrible Pick-Up Lines by bgtea reviews
In all honesty, this whole debacle started out as a well-intentioned joke and, in Ash's humble opinion, from a hard-learned lesson in safeguarding your phone against your asshole friends. Palletshipping ahead.
Pokémon - Rated: K - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,610 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 90 - Follows: 12 - Published: 2/9/2016 - Ash K./Satoshi, Gary O./Shigeru - Complete
Talented by lost soul of silver reviews
"You're lucky I love you because you're so talented." (Tracey/Daisy)
Pokémon - Rated: K - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 748 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/4/2015 - [Tracey S./Kenji, Daisy/Sakura] - Complete
Why have you waited to embrace me? by Destiny1195 reviews
Ash is unhappy in his relationship with Gary, will he leave, or will the love of his life convince him to stay? Comes from the perspective of a preexisting relationship; gets more graphic as time goes on. I'm also going to start work on a full round of editing for the whole story, as of this date - 24/08/2015 Named chapters are the new, updated ones.
Pokémon - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 14 - Words: 42,711 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 8/24/2015 - Published: 4/11/2015 - Ash K./Satoshi, Gary O./Shigeru
Winning by MindCanaries5 reviews
After Ash's devastating loss at the Lily of the Valley Conference, Gary comforts him the only way he knows how. Featuring backtalk and bottom Gary. Palletshipping.
Pokémon - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,405 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/2/2015 - Ash K./Satoshi, Gary O./Shigeru - Complete
The Leaves of Change by maraudersgurl12 reviews
It's been twelve years since Misty first pulled Ash out of the water. When Ash comes home unexpectedly, it's up to Misty to lift him out of his new depressed state. Will she be able to do it in time, or will he give up on Pokemon training forever? Come join our heroes on this five-part adventure of love, loss, and Pokemon. Rated M for Adult Content.
Pokémon - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 25 - Words: 75,555 - Reviews: 161 - Favs: 157 - Follows: 148 - Updated: 7/27/2015 - Published: 10/23/2014 - Ash K./Satoshi, Misty/Kasumi - Complete
Mending whats broken by Ready To Flyxxx reviews
His boxes and belongings sit in the door way untouched, and his ashes sit on the shelf of the fireplace. Sometimes he sees her looking at them, as if his ghost is there, staring right back at her. Egoshipping, and pokeshipping.
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,908 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/8/2014 - Ash K./Satoshi, Gary O./Shigeru, Misty/Kasumi - Complete
Against the Moon by Stoplight Delight reviews
The odds were stacked against him: a child from a blended home with no friends, no social skills to speak of, and a terrible secret. Yet slowly Remus Lupin began to realize there was a place for him in the world, if he could find the courage to claim it.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 105 - Words: 660,465 - Reviews: 3239 - Favs: 1,247 - Follows: 1,223 - Updated: 10/31/2014 - Published: 8/19/2011 - Remus L., Sirius B.
I Hate Weddings by xblueflowerx reviews
Attending her best friends wedding means Misty has to come face to face with Ash Ketchum, after two years since they last saw each other will it be too much to handle? Or will support come in the unlikely form of Gary Oak? Egoshipping
Pokémon - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 45,456 - Reviews: 128 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 99 - Updated: 10/15/2014 - Published: 4/9/2013 - [Gary O./Shigeru, Misty/Kasumi]
Not so lonely holidays by Wanderliing reviews
Remus and Sirius stay for the winter holidays while nearly the rest of the castle leaves. Sirius finds himself on a bored trip to the library for entertainment.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,258 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 10 - Published: 5/10/2014 - [Sirius B., Remus L.] - Complete
Northern Lights and Ocean Dreams by Undercityrezident reviews
After his loss at the Unova League, Ash rededicates himself to becoming a Pokemon Master by going on another journey to all the places he had once seen. However, traveling alone finally gets to him and finds repose in a relationship with Dawn. But when Misty re-enters his life, feelings resurface. How will he handle it? (AshxDawn, AshxMisty, AshxMistyxDawn). Lemons within.
Pokémon - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 19 - Words: 171,449 - Reviews: 248 - Favs: 586 - Follows: 360 - Updated: 2/15/2014 - Published: 9/1/2013 - [Ash K./Satoshi, Dawn/Hikari, Misty/Kasumi] - Complete
Umbra by eager-eevee reviews
"No one was entirely sure when the canine-like creature first started appearing. Many of the initial stories were from frightened Johto citizens, all reporting the same black fur and red eyes romping around in the darkness. More concrete stories were obtained from trainers moving quickly from town to town during the evening." A speculation of how Umbreon was discovered
Pokémon - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,972 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/6/2013 - Gary O./Shigeru, Prof. Samuel O./Prof. Yukinari O., Prof. Elm/Prof. Utsugi, Eevee/Eievui - Complete
Confessions at a Wedding by fleurusagi reviews
Celebrating a joyous occasion like a wedding can create a stronger connection with the person you love. But if you're fighting against your true feelings or are to blind to see what's in front of you, it can complicate things. But as a guest tells Ash "Sometimes actions are stronger than words. It's like you and Gary, right?" Can Ash confess what he feels and make things right?
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,937 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/7/2013 - Ash K./Satoshi, Gary O./Shigeru - Complete
The Trouble With Epiphanies by Infernal Rose reviews
'It hit him like a slap in the face. With that one realization, the perpetual high he had been on since reuniting with Gary sent him crashing down to the metaphorical ground.' This is a GaryxAsh slash, and yes, it does have a happy ending. With lots of fluff.
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,539 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 89 - Follows: 16 - Published: 2/9/2013 - Ash K./Satoshi, Gary O./Shigeru - Complete
Everything's Going to Be Okay by AlchemyOtaku0922 reviews
And it would be. Maybe not anytime soon, but, as long as the two had each other, everything would work out in the end. Everything would be okay. AshXGary Oneshot
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,773 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 8 - Published: 2/25/2011 - Ash K./Satoshi, Gary O./Shigeru - Complete
Don't Need to Know by Pyroluminescence reviews
Leaf gets curious about Red and Green's personal life... YAOI, RedxRival, Game-verse. M FOR A REASON.
Pokémon - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,059 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 118 - Follows: 15 - Published: 6/28/2010 - Red, Blue O./Green O. (male)
Loyalty by DragonRose888 reviews
A dying Arcanine thinks about all he's done for his trainer, from fighting battles to being a part of a make-shift family. -I have always been fighting for you.- Death; slight Palletshipping if you squint. Re-uploaded without errors.
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,866 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 75 - Follows: 5 - Published: 3/8/2010 - Arcanine/Windie, Gary O./Shigeru - Complete
As Night Follows Day by Annisoptera reviews
Gary must remain one step ahead at all times, or Ash will not chase him. BL
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,056 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 266 - Follows: 37 - Published: 9/11/2009 - Gary O./Shigeru, Ash K./Satoshi - Complete
When It Rains by The Lady Yuki reviews
Ash wasn't the most articulate kid, but there had to be *something* he could say at a time like this. Includes Palletshipping, lots of italics, dark overtones, and as the title implies, rain.
Pokémon - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,169 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 85 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/1/2009 - Ash K./Satoshi, Gary O./Shigeru - Complete
Seven Parasols by cominghome28 reviews
Ash had been hiding, and it isn't until he comes to face his fears that he manages to get out of his rut. It doesn't help that his fears involve the cocky, intelligent, successful, and ridiculously attractive Gary Oak. Ash/Gary. Slash.
Pokémon - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 18 - Words: 34,410 - Reviews: 243 - Favs: 838 - Follows: 107 - Updated: 1/1/2009 - Published: 12/19/2008 - Ash K./Satoshi, Gary O./Shigeru - Complete
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Trust reviews
Learning a particular detail about his boyfriend has Ash feeling a bit worried and insecure. It's up to Gary to remind him of the most important detail about their relationship. A companion piece to Evolution, set a year or so after the ending of that story. Palletshipping one-shot. Written for bi visibility week (though uploaded a bit late).
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,920 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/6/2016 - [Ash K./Satoshi, Gary O./Shigeru] Misty/Kasumi, Brock/Takeshi - Complete
Blackout reviews
There's really only so much you can do during a blackout, and it seemed they had found the best way to pass their time. Palletshipping PWP one-shot, top!Ash.
Pokémon - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,270 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 7 - Published: 6/25/2016 - [Ash K./Satoshi, Gary O./Shigeru] - Complete
Failure reviews
After losing another competition, Ash has a hard time pulling himself together. Maybe his oldest rival can help him. Palletshipping one-shot.
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,881 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 8 - Published: 6/9/2016 - [Ash K./Satoshi, Gary O./Shigeru] - Complete
Surrounded By Love reviews
"It doesn't matter that she has to share her master with another, it doesn't even matter that the other trainer's Pikachu has stolen her favorite pillow and is dozing off on it. All that matters is that they're together... All that matters is that they're all together, home for the holiday, and surrounded by love." Pokemon companionship, along with some mild Palletshipping fluff.
Pokémon - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 694 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/23/2015 - [Gary O./Shigeru, Ash K./Satoshi] Umbreon/Blacky - Complete
Secrets Kept reviews
Secrets can eat you up from the inside, especially ones dealing with sexuality and relationships. Tracey is the only one that knows Gary's secret, mostly because he's part of it. Prequel to Secrets Told. ***Update June 2014 - Chapters 1 & 2 combined, all other chapters tweaked slightly.
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 26 - Words: 127,118 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 10/18/2015 - Published: 12/15/2009 - Gary O./Shigeru, Tracey S./Kenji
Beyond The Walls reviews
When Tracey finds out about Gary returning to Pallet he has no idea what to expect. He finds himself wanting to be closer to Gary and he's willing to fight to find out who Gary really is, unfortunately this is harder than it seems as relationships change.
Pokémon - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 81 - Words: 412,757 - Reviews: 140 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 8/2/2015 - Published: 8/25/2008 - Gary O./Shigeru, Tracey S./Kenji
Regrets reviews
Years of regret have steadily built, leaving Gary alone and frustrated with himself as Ash achieves their dream and becomes the Kanto Champion. Can the newest Pokemon Master make Gary realize that he isn't as much of a screw up as he thinks he is? Angsty Palletshipping one-shot. Gary/Ash
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,191 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 7 - Published: 7/12/2013 - Ash K./Satoshi, Gary O./Shigeru - Complete
The Twelve Dilemmas of Christmas reviews
The holiday season comes with good times and bad. It's important to overlook the dilemmas and enjoy the good times. 12 holiday drabbles... Palletshipping, egoshipping, pokeshipping, Gary/Tracey, and possibly more to come. Currently updating.
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 7 - Words: 8,011 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/23/2011 - Published: 12/23/2010
A Tout le Monde reviews
Ash is the only thing capable of dragging Gary out of his depressed mood when visiting his parents' grave. Palletshipping oneshot. Kind of fluffy with a bit of angst.
Pokémon - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,214 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 6 - Published: 8/9/2010 - Gary O./Shigeru, Ash K./Satoshi - Complete
Secrets Told reviews
It's hard enough to come out to those close to you, but try having your sister blurt it out to everyone for you. Gary/Tracey. Complete!
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 47,299 - Reviews: 46 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 12/15/2009 - Published: 4/19/2009 - Gary O./Shigeru, Tracey S./Kenji - Complete
Evolution reviews
Some relationships come easily, others have to go through trials and tribulations before they even begin. A quiet night causes Ash to ponder the way his relationship with Gary has evolved over the years. Palletshipping five-piece. Complete.
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 16,888 - Reviews: 114 - Favs: 250 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 10/25/2009 - Published: 9/14/2009 - Ash K./Satoshi, Gary O./Shigeru - Complete
Friends, Rivals, and Lovers reviews
While trying to figure out how to tell Brock and Misty about his relationship with Gary, Tracey comes up with an idea for an adventure. Can the four of them, plus Ash, make it to Sinnoh in one piece in time for Ash's next competition?
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 8,589 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 8/17/2009 - Published: 8/5/2009 - Tracey S./Kenji, Gary O./Shigeru
The Challenge reviews
Ash’s return home becomes interesting when he hears he must return to the Indigo Plateau in order to become a gym leader - throw in a changed rival and some new friends and you have a friendly challenge that just might have interesting results for Ash.
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 6 - Words: 25,957 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 8/9/2009 - Published: 5/24/2009 - Ash K./Satoshi