DesertFlower303
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Joined 02-25-04, id: 544621, Profile Updated: 04-19-19
Author has written 16 stories for Matrix, Vampire Diaries, and Shadowhunters.

Hey everybody!

My name's Susanna from Australia. I love to write (obviously) but my main passions revolve around performing arts, currently pole dancing, but I have a special place in my heart for musical theatre and rock.

Well I could bore you to death with all my interests, but I won't. I'll cut to the chase.

My obsessions include Shadowhunters, Sense 8, Supernatural, Game of Thrones, Dark Angel, Firefly, etc.

Most of you know I'm a Matrix nut, and used to run a Matrix forum site because I love it that much.

I'm also on tumblr and Twitter at:

http:///blog/desertflower303

https://twitter.com/gagnon_susanna

Enjoy reading and PM me if there's anything you'd like me to write about or would like to collaborate with you. I'm open to both.

Peace out.

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Before You Were Mine by BePassionate24 reviews
PART ONE of the "One and Only" Series. Elena Gilbert is a struggling waitress trying to piece her life back together after her dad dies. Stefan Salvatore is a reckless new firefighter wanting to make a name for himself no matter the cost. Find out how their love story really began in the prequel "Before You Were Mine."(Pairings: Stelena, Forwood, Bamon,Klaus&Katherine)(COMPLETED)
Vampire Diaries - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 49 - Words: 231,194 - Reviews: 418 - Favs: 138 - Follows: 128 - Updated: 8/16 - Published: 4/28/2014 - Elena G., Stefan S., Damon S., Bonnie B. - Complete
Stay A Little Longer by TVDVampire reviews
Death can cripple you. Sometimes, you need a fresh start to remember who you are. Stefan/Elena.
Vampire Diaries - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 74 - Words: 289,797 - Reviews: 2033 - Favs: 360 - Follows: 323 - Updated: 9/15/2017 - Published: 4/5/2013 - Elena G., Stefan S.
Barely A Memory by Vampire00Diaries reviews
To make Elena human again, Stefan sacrifices himself. Upon giving up his life, he doesn't realize that Elena and Damon will do anything they can to bring him back. And when Stefan returns, Elena is heartbroken to learn that he no longer remembers her. Will Stefan and Elena be able to overcome the biggest obstacle they've ever faced? Can they start over completely?
Vampire Diaries - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 66,307 - Reviews: 671 - Favs: 170 - Follows: 182 - Updated: 10/26/2013 - Published: 12/19/2012 - Stefan S., Elena G.
Memories Of The Heart by stelenaotpp reviews
Klaus finally has his hands on the cure and is willing to give share it with Stefan. For a price, of course. He wants all the memories Stefan possess of Elena in exchange for the cure. The cure has the ability to fix everything. But it will break Stefan. Will it all be worth it?
Vampire Diaries - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,078 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 12/24/2012 - Published: 12/22/2012 - Stefan S., Elena G.
Until Never Means Forever by TVDVampire reviews
The Sequel to Until This Lie Do Us Part. Back by popular demand, find out what Stefan and Elena were up to after they were married, but before they became parents. Heartache, happiness, etc. Oh, and Lily too.
Vampire Diaries - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 22 - Words: 72,360 - Reviews: 658 - Favs: 203 - Follows: 152 - Updated: 9/4/2012 - Published: 5/15/2012 - Stefan S., Elena G.
Until This Lie Do Us Part by TVDVampire reviews
You are supposed to get married because you are in love. But for Stefan, marriage was just a means to an end. Stefan/Elena with other characters popping up.
Vampire Diaries - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 43 - Words: 139,997 - Reviews: 1206 - Favs: 389 - Follows: 238 - Updated: 4/19/2012 - Published: 10/13/2011 - Stefan S., Elena G.
Famous Last Words by You Can Say I Dream Big reviews
Womanizer Jace Herondale meets a feisty, flirty artist who just might beat him at his own game. Is a one night stand it? Or will unexpected feelings arise? A short, sexy, AU/AH fanfic :
Mortal Instruments - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 21,175 - Reviews: 106 - Favs: 362 - Follows: 183 - Updated: 2/16/2012 - Published: 11/24/2011 - Jace W., Clary F. - Complete
Matrix Revolutions, The Other Versions by Anakin McFly reviews
Chapter 15 up: The D-Movie Magic Version
Matrix - Rated: K - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 15 - Words: 16,969 - Reviews: 157 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 1/30/2008 - Published: 8/7/2005 - Neo, Smith, A.
The Last Exile by Sydney Andrews reviews
Chapters 22 to 27, all new. Enjoy! With Love from Sydney.
Matrix - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 34 - Words: 99,299 - Reviews: 201 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 10/16/2006 - Published: 4/7/2005 - Trinity, Neo
Incomplete by kahlua56 reviews
Three months after the movie, John pays Angela a visit. Little do they know, Mammon was only the beginning of an ultimate chain of events. JohnAngela.
Constantine - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 21 - Words: 37,744 - Reviews: 332 - Favs: 99 - Follows: 89 - Updated: 10/10/2006 - Published: 4/27/2005
Permanent Fixture by x.ShatteredImage.x reviews
After revolutions, Neo and Trinity find themselves permanently fixed into the Matrix and no way of escape back to Zion. They will have to live their lives as they did before they got unplugged but there will be one change. They have each other. CHAP 9 UP!
Matrix - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 9 - Words: 7,134 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 4/18/2006 - Published: 1/31/2006 - Neo, Trinity
Memento Mori by ChiaraStorm reviews
Traditionally, Halloween was a time to mourn and celebrate the lives of the dead. Grief opens barriers, and when Angela and John are both grieving, they discover things they didn't know to begin with.
Constantine - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Mystery - Chapters: 13 - Words: 33,110 - Reviews: 114 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 4/9/2006 - Published: 11/20/2005
I'll Be There For You No Matter What by x.ShatteredImage.x reviews
[Post Movie] John and Angela settle down. But what happends when she finds out she's pregnant with John's baby? FINISHED
Constantine - Rated: T - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 38 - Words: 24,347 - Reviews: 87 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 3/5/2006 - Published: 12/21/2005
Moonlight by ephemereal reviews
Sometimes it just hurts, knowing that it can't last. Mimi's story.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 20,332 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 2/9/2006 - Published: 12/11/2005 - Mimi M., Roger D.
Defining Moments by ephemereal reviews
It is one of those moments when time seems to stop. Oneshot, written for SpeedRent.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 674 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/16/2006 - Mimi M., Mark C. - Complete
Facing by ephemereal reviews
Seeing is believing. Post movie. Complete.
Constantine - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 32 - Words: 41,009 - Reviews: 447 - Favs: 92 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 1/14/2006 - Published: 5/7/2005 - Complete
In Inches by ephemereal reviews
A collection of drabbles for rent100.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,280 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 1/11/2006 - Published: 12/23/2005
Understanding by ChiaraStorm reviews
This road will never end. It probably goes all around the world. Author's Note added.
My Own Private Idaho - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,246 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 1/4/2006 - Published: 10/26/2005 - Complete
My Way by ephemereal reviews
A little New Year's angst. Drabble.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/31/2005 - Mimi M., Roger D. - Complete
Fire by ephemereal reviews
Drabble. I set the house on fire when I was seventeen.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 530 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/18/2005 - Mimi M., Roger D. - Complete
Risk by ephemereal reviews
Best to hope for a dream and prepare for reality. Oneshot.
Constantine - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,178 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/23/2005 - Complete
The Greenhouse Effect by ephemereal reviews
Post-Revolutions. "You should be dead. But apparently you weren't ready for that, either." Updated: 5-28-05
Matrix - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 19,663 - Reviews: 133 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 5/28/2005 - Published: 2/2/2005 - Trinity, Neo
Cookies by Anakin McFly reviews
The journey of a cookie is a perilous one...
Matrix - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 899 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/6/2005 - Complete
For the Best by ephemereal reviews
The mourners were dressed in conservative dark clothes, faces plastered with Hallmark sympathy card smiles which somehow seemed to say “perhaps this is for the best, you know.” One-shot.
Constantine - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,376 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/27/2005 - Complete
Just A Kiss by BurningDownTheHouse reviews
After Neo kisses Persephone there are bound to be a few frayed nerves on Trinity's behalf.
Matrix - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,452 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/15/2005 - Neo, Trinity
Another Kind of Intimacy by ephemereal reviews
This was another kind of intimacy. Something that reached deeper inside you. Touched something he'd thought had gone completely numb." One-shot.
Constantine - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,693 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/6/2005 - Complete
Past and Present 2 by Cinn reviews
Basicly it's just a sequal to Past and Present. Well, with the exception of the last chappie of Past and Present, that doesn't exist in this fic. Just read, please. (crp at summaries, story is better)
Matrix - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 29 - Words: 33,966 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 7/24/2004 - Published: 3/20/2004
Speak and ye shall find by Protectress of Dalidon reviews
Neo's memory is a little hazy after the sential attack and Trinity's kiss. For a moment he forgets what brought him back. And then it's clear. But he wonders if some things must be said, even though she doesn't need the words, even if she can't hear them.
Matrix - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 25,563 - Reviews: 138 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 6/21/2004 - Published: 12/24/2003 - Neo, Trinity
Words don't come easily by Protectress of Dalidon reviews
Three words, two hearts, one fact. They are warriors, soldiers, lovers, and still, three little words can make the difference. Not an 'I love you' to be heard. Stand alone piece
Matrix - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 347 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
Looking Back by salvaged.stars reviews
SPOILERS FOR RELOADED AND REVOLUTIONS: Moments in time that brought Neo and Trinity closer to each other (All are in Song fics sung by different artists) there is a continuation after revolutions and post matrix and stuff:] Please R&R
Matrix - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 27 - Words: 23,926 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 6 - Updated: 4/21/2004 - Published: 1/20/2004 - Neo, Trinity
Ultimate Sacrifice by Angel Leviathan reviews
There are some things parents should never have to do. Finished.
Matrix - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 32 - Words: 65,099 - Reviews: 294 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 4/18/2004 - Published: 12/4/2003 - Trinity, Neo
Wecome to the Real World, huh baby? by Protectress of Dalidon reviews
While there are some things you want to be able to decode, sometimes the truth is a whole lot scarier than the lies. After all, that's why Cypher's still alive, because no one knows what he was thinking. Until now. Rating for swearing
Matrix - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,328 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/13/2004 - Cypher
I'll Make It, Promise by Da Buffster reviews
He sits alone, no friends. No family. He's searching. But it's not just the question that pushed him there...
Matrix - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,439 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 4/7/2004 - Published: 3/18/2004 - Neo, Trinity
Past and Present by Cinn reviews
A little idea that many people have used. But I have modified to make TOTALLY UNIQUE! Do please read, I'm useless at summarys so please read the much better than summary says story. Chappie 17 edited. (the one that has 17 in the chappie title) FINISHED.
Matrix - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 19 - Words: 12,757 - Reviews: 64 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 2/22/2004 - Published: 2/3/2004 - Trinity, Neo
The clenched Fist by Da Buffster reviews
Yes folks, another Trinity angst piece from moi! ‘Cept, this time it’s set after she was unplugged, before Neo. Second Person, but Trinity’s POV. Plese RnR
Matrix - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 991 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/8/2004 - Trinity
Silent Promise by Da Buffster reviews
Jus tsome Angst. I'm not saying who's POV, that's for you to work out.
Matrix - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 512 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/5/2004 - Trinity, Neo
Somtimes characters just have to have a last say by Protectress of Dalidon reviews
The characters in my short stories have something to say to their reviewers, please have a look so they stop pestering me, thanks :) And yes, there is plot lines!
Matrix - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 1,764 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/3/2004
One Sweet Day by salvaged.stars reviews
SPOLERS FOR REVO. Songfic. Neo's thoughts from Trinity's death to the start of the fight with Agent Smith. Please R&R :]
Matrix - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 920 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/18/2004 - Neo
Perfect Bliss by Nyx-Alia reviews
A poem based on the sex scene in reloaded...Rated PG for sexual themes.
Matrix - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/17/2004
Silver by M. Gardner reviews
(Prequel to the film) Jerome Morrow, a young cocky swim star competing in a world famous swim competition, falls in love with an INVALID girl.
Gattaca - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 17,058 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 5/3/2002 - Published: 2/1/2002
Searing by Mistiec reviews
Minutes before her own death, Switch ponders the thawing of her own heart and the new hope for the future.
Matrix - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,094 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/31/2000
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How We Come Alive reviews
What happens when Jace is forced to deal with Clary's death and the aftermath of his trauma? Loosely based off of SHTV 3b, but better and focused predominantly on Clace and Team Evil the way things should've been. Rating is for future smut, not gonna lie, it's gonna be HOT! Please let me know what you think.
Shadowhunters - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 24,755 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 2/18 - Published: 6/19/2018 - Clary F., Jace W., Simon L., Sebastian V./Jonathan M.
What You Want reviews
Clace explore their sensual relationship at different stages of their life.
Shadowhunters - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,962 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 1/6 - Published: 10/17/2019 - Clary F., Jace W.
Losing You reviews
Clary deals with with the most heartbreaking loss of her life.
Shadowhunters - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,841 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/30/2019 - Clary F., Jace W., Alec L., Isabelle L.
Everything About You reviews
Alternate ending for Clace because I HATED the Shadowhunters TV ending. This is a one shot, but may be added to another fic at some stage.
Shadowhunters - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,028 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 13 - Published: 7/7/2019 - Clary F., Jace W. - Complete
Those of Angel Blood reviews
Clace share their first time together, inspired by episode 3x13 from ShadowhuntersTV
Shadowhunters - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,533 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 10 - Published: 4/24/2019 - Clary F., Jace W. - Complete
Free - Clace one shot smutfic reviews
Clary and Jace enjoy some much needed alone time after finally getting Jonathan locked up in the guard.
Shadowhunters - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,639 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 11 - Published: 4/5/2019
Tears of an Angel reviews
This is a tribute to the death of Stefan Salvatore. I wanted to explore what I know the show will not in this scenario: As Elena and Damon are fleeing Mystic Falls, the psychic connection between Stefan and Elena forces her to Mystic Falls where her worst fears are confirmed. My inspiration for this fic was the song "Tears of an Angel" by Ryan Dan
Vampire Diaries - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,448 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 8 - Published: 5/13/2014 - Elena G., Stefan S., Damon S., Caroline F. - Complete
We Don't Have To Know (M) reviews
An internal dialogue of Elena and Stefan's break up at the beginning of S4.
Vampire Diaries - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,320 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/13/2013 - Stefan S., Elena G. - Complete
The Fall Out (Elena's POV) reviews
One shot. Elena comes to terms with what has happened to Stefan after Klaus compelled him to turn off his humanity. Angsty angst :P
Vampire Diaries - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 816 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/14/2013 - Elena G.
Coming Home reviews
Stelena smut. Basically this is about how I wish the forest scene had continued in 4x02 ;)
Vampire Diaries - Rated: M - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,108 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 9 - Published: 3/11/2013 - Stefan S., Elena G. - Complete
Fantasy reviews
A dream, a man, a fantasy and a longing to know more about the two...
Matrix - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,346 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/3/2006 - Neo, Trinity - Complete
Mortal Strength reviews
Neo battles his greatest weakness which will become his greatest strength. If he can give in to her...
Matrix - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,561 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Published: 1/3/2006 - Morpheus, Neo - Complete
Taking Over me reviews
Two bodies, one soul. One cannot exist without the other.
Matrix - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,719 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/3/2006 - Trinity, Neo - Complete
I Can Only Wonder reviews
Trinity's frustration over Neo's secrecy
Matrix - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 525 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Published: 1/3/2006 - Trinity, Neo - Complete
The wrong way to free a mind reviews
Cypher is jealous, and he's going to get even. So when Neo leaves his goop unattended one morning, the snake strikes. What follows is an erruption of chaos, questions and stomach contents.
Matrix - Rated: K - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,519 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 10 - Published: 3/12/2004 - Trinity, Neo
Moments reviews
A moment of revelation...overwhelming...beautiful...One glimps to make it all so clear...
Matrix - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 687 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/25/2004 - Trinity, Neo - Complete