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Joined 03-18-04, id: 556742, Profile Updated: 02-08-15
Author has written 13 stories for Star Wars, Mass Effect, and Dragon Age.

"Coming to Terms" is my very first attempt ever at a fanfic, because I was so very inspired by BioWare's Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic (KoTOR). Get this game if you haven't, you won't be disappointed!


Fic status: Updated 02.08.2015

Only Honor Gives Duty Meaning: Working on a future chapter.

Coming to Terms: On hiatus.

Coming Home: Finished.


Check out my C2 Community, "KoTOR for Her!" - all female Revan stories! Also, see its sister community, "KoTOR for Her Games Section"

I also have exclusive pic and pic cookies on my own LiveJournal site. Feel free to leave your comments there!


Illustrations accompanying Dueling Challenge stories:

Payback's a Schutta

Common Goals

Not a Kid Anymore

Telosian Festival of Fear


Mass Effect: Saviour - inspired by this picture, Saviour by jhourney on DeviantArt.

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Memory by kosiah reviews
Revan gritted her teeth into a smile. "You could present your case to the Senate. I'm the hero of the Star Forge. You're the Sith Lord who fracked the entire galaxy. Who do you think will end up in a stasis tank on a prison moon?"
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Angst/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 38 - Words: 456,068 - Reviews: 185 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 7/23 - Published: 10/12/2004 - Revan, Carth O.
Identities of a lost soul by ether-fanfic reviews
Star Wars KotOR: A quiet scholar onboard the Endar Spire suffers a head injury that changes everything. Dragged unwillingly into a battle for the fate of the galaxy, the real struggle is a three-way one of emerging identities struggling for dominance, and fragments of the past that cloud the present. [Knights of the Old Republic re-telling with deviations and twists. Female Revan.]
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Angst - Chapters: 59 - Words: 379,864 - Reviews: 420 - Favs: 128 - Follows: 89 - Updated: 7/22 - Published: 7/19/2004 - Revan, Carth O., Bastila S., Darth Revan
Resono by sinvraal reviews
Even across the span of light years, sympathetic particles sing in tune. Take one part KSM, one part LotSB; blend, season liberally, upend, bake and serve. Post-ME2, post-Exitus.
Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi - Chapters: 11 - Words: 49,115 - Reviews: 78 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 7/21/2011 - Published: 5/12/2011 - Complete
Where We Stand by valiasedai reviews
Amidst the death and destruction wrought by the Architect, Erise must learn to trust the Seneschal who keeps the Vigil whole. A Varel/Orlesian Commander story.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 21,054 - Reviews: 63 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 3/8/2011 - Published: 10/31/2010 - Caron, Varel - Complete
What Storms Wash Clean the Sky by tjadis reviews
Two chickens don't want to go back to the farmhold, and hatch a plan to stay on.
Dragon Age - Rated: K - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,804 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/24/2011 - Varel - Complete
Mind Over Matter by eyyowlf reviews
The adventures of the first human Spectre, the Butcher of Torfan, the son of Mindoir. Mild au for original subplots and sidequests. Ruthless Vanguard with concentration on biotics, aliens, milSF, and secondary crew. MShep/Ash, Shep Kaidan friendship.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 83,539 - Reviews: 143 - Favs: 290 - Follows: 204 - Updated: 5/8/2010 - Published: 1/23/2009 - Shepard (F), Ashley W. - Complete
SWKOTOR: Destiny's Pawn Book 2 Dantooine by Allronix reviews
After their flight from Taris, the Ebon Hawk arrives on Dantooine - a seemingly peaceful world where not all is as it seems...and even the Jedi Masters have dark agendas of their own
Star Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Spiritual - Chapters: 8 - Words: 51,617 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 5/1/2010 - Published: 12/27/2003 - Revan - Complete
SWKOTOR: Destiny's Pawn Book 1: Taris by Allronix reviews
Basted on the Bioware Game The Republic is in a losing war with Darth Malak and the apparantly unstoppable Sith Armada. Unknown to a Republic soldier and a mysterious woman, the keys to defeating it may lie with them.
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Spiritual - Chapters: 7 - Words: 45,511 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 4/28/2010 - Published: 12/19/2003 - Revan
Tales of a Former Dark Lord by SweetiePea reviews
Knights of the Old Republic/KotOR--The Jedi Council has selected newly minted Padawan Brinna Warrim to track down the mysterious Star Forge. But is Brinna really cut out to be a Jedi? Is the Council being forthcoming with her?
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 34 - Words: 177,664 - Reviews: 76 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 2/11/2010 - Published: 3/23/2004
Common Ground by Prisoner 24601 reviews
Pre KoTOR story about how Carth met his wife Morgana. *Incomplete*
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 61,237 - Reviews: 120 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 2/19/2007 - Published: 7/21/2004
Chasing Redemption by Prisoner 24601 reviews
Post KoTOR. Sequel to "From the Ashes," featuring a Carth/f!Revan romance. *Incomplete* and unfinished.
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 51,182 - Reviews: 73 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 5/20/2005 - Published: 11/10/2004
A Step Away by icey cold reviews
KotOR - Post Star Forge, Revan's life is crumbling down around her as she faces the past and tries to sort out her future. From the Unknown World to Coruscant, she must struggle against herself and the ideals she is raised to. Part I of VI
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 38,777 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 11/25/2004 - Published: 2/1/2004 - Carth O., Revan
From the Ashes by Prisoner 24601 reviews
KoTOR: Chapter 10. Malak spoke. “Do you remember how you taunted me? You were so good at being cruel, Revan. One minute I was your friend and lover, the next, your broken apprentice.”
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 10 - Words: 131,078 - Reviews: 132 - Favs: 132 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 10/6/2004 - Published: 3/26/2004 - Complete
Redemption by Soloset reviews
A Knights of the Old Republic (KOTOR) fic that details the romance between the main character and Carth. Written mostly just so I can re-enjoy my favorite bits and maybe recreate some of the 'deleted scenes'. Warning: contains spoilers!
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 9,491 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 9/29/2004 - Published: 3/9/2004
SWKOTOR: Destiny's Pawn Book 3 Tatooine by Allronix reviews
The crew's quest for the fabled Star Maps brings them to Tatooine, a sandy planet where old hatreds and unfinished business blaze like the double suns. Can the crew survive this challenge - or succumb to the heat?
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Adventure - Chapters: 7 - Words: 32,332 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/11/2004 - Revan - Complete
Revenant by Allronix reviews
SW: Knights of the Old Republic game - In the light of a shocking revelation, the fate of a galaxy can be changed, as can the perceptions of those who may change it.
Star Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 9 - Words: 7,085 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/10/2003 - Published: 7/29/2003 - Complete
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Only Honor Gives Duty Meaning reviews
Chapter 39: In which Varel is forced to go to Denerim, and is saddled with the newest - and most reluctant - member of the Grey Warden order for his sins.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 39 - Words: 169,824 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 6/11 - Published: 2/6/2015 - S. Cauthrien, Varel, Fiona, Garevel
Coming to Terms reviews
Post KoTOR, Ch. 68: Dustil tried to decipher the telemetry in the projector, but all it showed was a chaotic jumble of red enemy icons and green friendly ones, all moving too quickly for him to grasp the new situation. Then he saw the new swirl of amber icons that had just blinked into existence. There were many of them.
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 68 - Words: 434,219 - Reviews: 635 - Favs: 205 - Follows: 103 - Updated: 2/8/2015 - Published: 3/18/2004 - Carth O., Dustil O.
Down to Earth reviews
What is Shepard to her crew? A chance for vengeance. A hero. A mentor. A leader. Redemption. Hope. Victory. A means to an end. But what is Kaidan to Shepard? Simply: someone who can tell her 'no'. Liberties have been taken with the From Ashes DLC.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 50,439 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 2/15/2014 - Published: 1/26/2014 - Shepard (F), Kaidan A. - Complete
Mountain Climbing reviews
Commander Shepard is larger than life - literally. Things that most people take for granted present unexpected obstacles; Kaidan, however, doesn't see it that way. Rated M for language and mature themes.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 11,734 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/4/2012 - Kaidan A., Shepard (F) - Complete
For Those Who Wait reviews
An expanded version of what happens after that dinner date on the Presidium. Rated M for language and mature themes.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 18,471 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 7/12/2012 - Published: 7/10/2012 - Shepard (F), Kaidan A. - Complete
The Language of Silence reviews
Spoilers for ME3: In a galaxy where Reapers have invaded, diplomats must be placated, civilizations must be saved, and deals must be made, Shepard has just one more damned thing to deal with. It's a good thing Kaidan is there to help her.
Mass Effect - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,257 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 6 - Published: 4/7/2012 - Shepard (F), Kaidan A. - Complete
Shore Party reviews
The crew of the Normandy conspires to take their workaholic commander out for a night on the town, and discovers a side of Shepard they never expected. The only survivor of Mindoir and Hero of the Skyllian Blitz also can't dance. Rated M for language.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,328 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 24 - Published: 12/10/2011 - Kaidan A., Shepard (F) - Complete
Saviour reviews
Spoilers for ME1, ME2, DLC: Shepard is determined to finish one last job or die in the attempt, but the last person she expected to see saves her from her folly. Rated M for language.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,303 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 19 - Published: 12/6/2011 - Shepard (F), Kaidan A. - Complete
Telosian Festival of Fear reviews
Created for Dueling Challenge #9, "Fear!" - a collaboration with AthenaPrime: The Telosian Festival of Fear is a day when Telosians symbolically face and overcome their greatest fears. For Admiral Carth Onasi, that day proves to be his undoing...
Star Wars - Rated: K - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,470 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Published: 8/27/2009 - Carth O., Revan - Complete
Not a Kid Anymore reviews
Created for Dueling Challenge #21, "Action!": Jedi on one side, men old enough to be her father on the other, what's a bored teenager got to do around here to get some respect?
Star Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,743 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 6 - Published: 8/26/2009 - Mission V. - Complete
Common Goals reviews
Created for Dueling Challenge #23, "Odd Couple": Desperation and necessity turn two would-be enemies into reluctant allies.
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,071 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/26/2009 - Carth O., Yuthura B. - Complete
Payback's a Schutta reviews
Created for the kotorfanmedia Dueling Challenge #24, "Little Moments": When trickery and treachery abound in the Sith Academy... can there be any true mercy?
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 651 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/26/2009 - Yuthura B. - Complete
Coming Home reviews
Pre-KoTOR story. One-shot. A day in the life of a Republic soldier's wife.
Star Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,290 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/28/2005 - Carth O. - Complete
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