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Joined 04-05-04, id: 566435, Profile Updated: 12-04-16
Author has written 11 stories for Harry Potter, and StarTrek: Deep Space Nine.

Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favour fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.

Robert Frost

I, pilarius:

My age changes every year, but it's currently 25. I'm a German student, always out of money and incurably addicted to reading and writing. I love obstinate cats, who tolerate my affection graciously. Some of my other interests include Jiu Jitsu and nature in general. You can usually find me at university, with my laptop, or somewhere within the local wilderness.

I have abandoned the attempt to trick Sorting Hats into placing me anywhere else but Slytherin and enjoy tormenting my friends with my unabated admiration of Severus Snape.

Writing fanfiction has been my hobby for quite some time now, and will most likely always be.

I enjoy constructive criticism (also don’t object to unfounded praise), so don’t hesitate to give some feedback!

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Such was my profile about ten years ago. Since then I have graduated, found a job, moved to another country, started a family, and, somewhat to my own astonishment, I'm still reading and writing fanfiction. Alas, what was once a regular pastime has now become a rare pleasure. I'm not updating my stories as often as I once did, in fact, I update very infrequently, as my regular readers know, and I don't think this will change anytime soon. I'm very happy about all the readers who have not abandoned my stories despite this fact, and I can only promise you that I will finish them one day.

pilarius


pilarius, und die Welt, und was ich noch zu sagen hätte...

Vor etwa zehn Jahren, als ich begann, hier auf ffnet zu schreiben, war ich ein Student mit chronischem Geldmangel und zu vielen Interessen, und irgendwie habe ich es zwischen Studium und Nebenjob geschafft, noch eine Liebe zum Schreiben zu kultivieren. Inzwischen bin ich kein Student mehr, und der Geldmangel hat sich in Zeitmangel verwandelt.

Trotzdem ist das Schreiben von Fanfiction noch immer mein Hobby und wird es wahrscheinlich für immer sein.

Ich freue mich über konstruktive Kritik (aber habe auch nichts gegen Lobhudelei einzuwenden), also zögert nicht und gebt mir ein wenig Feed-back!

Ich habe hier auf ffnet ein Forum eingerichtet, wo ihr über die Geschichten diskutieren könnt, und wo ihr auch die Antworten auf eure Reviews findet.

Anlässlich vergangener Vorfälle, in denen meine Geschichten von anderen Leuten unter ihrem Namen veröffentlicht wurden: Ihr könnt diese Geschichte gerne auf eurer PRIVATEN Seite veröffentlichen, wenn ihr mich vorher um Erlaubnis fragt. DAS IST KEINE EINWILLIGUNG ZUM RE-POSTEN IN ANDEREN ARCHIVEN! Und falls ihr sie übersetzen wollt, lasst es mich wissen, damit ich einen Link in dieses Profil stellen kann! Natürlich könnt ihr sie auch für euren privaten Gebrauch auf euren Rechner laden und weitergeben soviel ihr wollt, solange klar bleibt dass ich der Autor bin. Bislang sind die einzigen autorisierten Kopien meiner Geschichten hier auf ffnet, auf meiner Homepage (animulamultisona (dot) co (dot) nf) und auf AO3.

Viel Spaß beim Lesen und Diskutieren

pilarius


ur1ka hat Schatten der Wahl ins Russische übersetzt:

Тени выбора часть 1

Тени выбора часть 2

GrimalkinInTheSewers hat Die überlegene Wahrheit seiner Lügen ins Englische übersetzt:

The Superior Truth of His Lies

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Shadows Within the Light by SensiblyTainted reviews
SEQUEL:BMFS After 4th yr, Harry's adopted and becomes Shadow Snape. He returns to a Hogwarts run by McGonagall, with a slightly altered face and new scars. Neville and Draco help him face the monsters in his mind and the new evils stalking the world.SLASH
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 65 - Words: 476,948 - Reviews: 3928 - Favs: 1,726 - Follows: 998 - Updated: 5/11/2015 - Published: 1/16/2007 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
Broken Mind, Fractured Soul by SensiblyTainted reviews
What if there was a darker truth hidden in Harry's story? Summer before third year, Harry begins to question his memory blanks. What happens when he finds himself before Snape for help? includes mentor Severus, MPD, child abuse, protective Remus
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 54 - Words: 398,081 - Reviews: 4098 - Favs: 5,062 - Follows: 1,708 - Updated: 5/11/2015 - Published: 8/11/2005 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Oath Breaker II: Dawn and Twilight by Goblin Cat KC reviews
HP:DM. After Voldemort's death and the war's end, in a world where Draco's family are known dark wizards, Harry learns to live with the Malfoys. The Malfoys learn to live with Harry. The rest of the world learns to deal. ::sequel to Oath Breaker::
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 124,758 - Reviews: 576 - Favs: 768 - Follows: 827 - Updated: 8/18/2014 - Published: 3/2/2008 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
Friend or Foe by Niger Aquila reviews
To what length would Harry go to keep his promise? Harry goes back home and is about to start his fifth year in Hogwarts 'again'. He is confused and doesn't know what to do with Voldemort anymore. Are they friends? Or foes? Sequel to Learn from History
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 30 - Words: 123,380 - Reviews: 2001 - Favs: 1,699 - Follows: 1,008 - Updated: 6/4/2008 - Published: 9/5/2004 - Harry P., Voldemort - Complete
Oath Breaker by Goblin Cat KC reviews
Slash. HP:DM, LM:SS. At the start of seventh year, the Malfoys perform a dramatic doublecross and Draco educates Harry in dark magic. COMPLETE
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 28 - Words: 197,987 - Reviews: 839 - Favs: 2,291 - Follows: 680 - Updated: 11/25/2007 - Published: 7/7/2005 - Draco M., Harry P. - Complete
In Blood Only by E.M. Snape reviews
Snape is Harry's father. No one is happy to hear it. [R due to colorful language, dark themes, and nongraphic violence.]
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 45 - Words: 185,251 - Reviews: 3810 - Favs: 3,327 - Follows: 979 - Updated: 8/15/2006 - Published: 8/24/2004 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Tom Marvolo Riddle Potter by SisterDear reviews
When Voldemort is defeated, the fragment of his soul still stuck in Harry drags the Boy Who Lived with it through time in search of another, complete version of itself. A time travel, Harry adopts Tom Riddle story.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 36,197 - Reviews: 550 - Favs: 1,856 - Follows: 832 - Updated: 7/9/2006 - Published: 3/22/2006 - Harry P., Tom R. Jr. - Complete
A Sue's Story by Resourceful-Idiot reviews
They’re annoying. They’re parasitic. And now they’ve realised. Canon has never been in so much trouble. A full cast of Sues, Stus and triplepronged cutlery!
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Parody/Adventure - Chapters: 16 - Words: 86,893 - Reviews: 261 - Favs: 332 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 12/21/2005 - Published: 4/10/2004 - Complete
To Stand Alone by Slightly Sinister Sinestra reviews
Do not ask! As the armies of light approach, Voldemort and his traitorous lover, Severus Snape, do a Hitler and Eva Braun on it, and commit suicide in each others arms.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,043 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/8/2005 - Severus S., Voldemort - Complete
Salir by Batsutousai reviews
Thrown back in time by Lord Voldemort, Harry must adapt. Who should he befriend, and fall for, but the man who sent him back in time himself. –Harry/Voldemort, OOC, noHBP– EDITED 25/01/09
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 19,092 - Reviews: 500 - Favs: 2,015 - Follows: 500 - Updated: 7/2/2005 - Published: 10/8/2004 - [Harry P., Tom R. Jr.] - Complete
Not Myself by Terion reviews
AU fic. Harry Potter is left as an orphan on the streets of London. Yet when he finds himself in the home of a family of wizards, he finds that he's a wizard. And not just any wizard... ( A/N: I started writing this story over 15 years ago now when I was in high school. Yes, it has errors & plot holes. No, I am not fixing them in this version. )
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 184 - Words: 416,441 - Reviews: 5268 - Favs: 3,206 - Follows: 680 - Updated: 8/16/2004 - Published: 6/1/2002 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Solstice by samhaincat reviews
Occlumency lessons again with Harry's grief unleashed and Snape realizing his heart is still functional also Snape helping an abused Dracoootp spoilers, not slashmostly Snape, Harry & DracoComplete
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 65 - Words: 143,009 - Reviews: 2786 - Favs: 911 - Follows: 192 - Updated: 2/14/2004 - Published: 9/26/2003 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
War in our veins by Naya Snake reviews
SEQUEL to "Blood ties" The battle is over but the war has just begun. Voldemort strikes with full force and then revives another person - a Dark witch. Severus tries to help his son to deal with his emotions but he and Lucius get in serious trouble...
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 19 - Words: 47,452 - Reviews: 242 - Favs: 111 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 12/13/2003 - Published: 9/19/2003 - Severus S., Harry P.
Blood ties by Naya Snake reviews
COMPLETE Severitus with a twist. Harry's a vampire, Lily was a Dark witch, James was a bastard and Lucius breaks into Voldemort's office... And Snape doesn't want to reveal the truth!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Angst - Chapters: 30 - Words: 129,216 - Reviews: 403 - Favs: 341 - Follows: 74 - Updated: 9/14/2003 - Published: 5/8/2003 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Snakes and Lions by GatewayGirl reviews
COMPLETE! A nightmare prompts Harry to return alone to the Chamber of Secrets, and leads to a new look at an old enemy. Harry enjoys the company, but when LeStrange has sworn to kill him, how far can he trust a Death Eater’s son? (Full summary in Ch.1)
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 45 - Words: 119,952 - Reviews: 387 - Favs: 877 - Follows: 196 - Updated: 6/24/2003 - Published: 5/13/2003 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
Dark Phoenix by Naya Snake reviews
COMPLETE He's the Prince of Darkness, born to kill, and saves the New Light. Then the New Light saves him. Fate- or Doom, joining them- Slitherins and Gryffindors. Salazar's prediction. Power of Fire. The Past. The Future.Will they survive the encounter?
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 30 - Words: 123,615 - Reviews: 196 - Favs: 167 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 5/5/2003 - Published: 2/10/2003 - Severus S., Harry P. - Complete
Severus Snape and the SexEd Snafu by Grindylowe reviews
If you're going to read this, for the love of God do it safely.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,457 - Reviews: 301 - Favs: 438 - Follows: 53 - Published: 10/31/2001 - Severus S. - Complete
My name's Severus by Silverfox1 reviews
15yearold Draco Malfoy! 15yearold Severus Snape! Can Hogwarts cope?
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 19 - Words: 134,939 - Reviews: 832 - Favs: 397 - Follows: 66 - Updated: 7/20/2001 - Published: 3/17/2001 - Severus S., Draco M. - Complete
Sorting Fred by Morrighan reviews
There are people who are easy to sort, and there are people who are more difficult. And then there's Fred Weasley... Well, how hard can it be to sort him?
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,273 - Reviews: 536 - Favs: 1,129 - Follows: 137 - Published: 3/16/2001 - Fred W., George W. - Complete
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Schatten der Wahl Teil 2 reviews
In ihrem siebten Jahr sehen sich die Malfoyzwillinge neuen Herausforderungen gegenüber. Welche Wege werden sie einschlagen, während die dunkle Seite immer mehr Macht gewinnt? Wird die Prophezeiung sich erfüllen? AU
Harry Potter - Rated: M - German - Adventure - Chapters: 40 - Words: 290,918 - Reviews: 574 - Favs: 198 - Follows: 159 - Updated: 6/4/2017 - Published: 9/1/2005 - Harry P., Draco M.
My Sweet Valentine reviews
Neville hat etwas Wichtiges zu erledigen, denn es ist ein besonderer Tag. NLHA
Harry Potter - Rated: K - German - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,684 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2009 - Neville L., Hannah A. - Complete
Schatten der Wahl Teil 1 reviews
Die Malfoys haben ein Geheimnis, das mehr mit Harry zu tun hat, als ihm lieb sein kann... COMPLETE
Harry Potter - Rated: M - German - Angst - Chapters: 53 - Words: 262,586 - Reviews: 648 - Favs: 227 - Follows: 66 - Updated: 11/20/2006 - Published: 6/6/2004 - Draco M., Harry P. - Complete
Wolfsrudel reviews
AU, OC 'Wir handeln mit allem was man mit Geld bezahlen kann. Wir fragen nicht nach Motiven und wir beziehen keine Seiten.' Severus Snape ist verwundet und findet sich in der Schuld einer Schülerin, die ihn in ein gefährliches Spiel hineinzieht.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - German - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 11 - Words: 29,008 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 11/3/2006 - Published: 7/20/2004 - Severus S., Draco M.
Die überlegene Wahrheit seiner Lügen reviews
Tora Ziyal betrachtet Garak bei seiner Arbeit und denkt darüber nach, was sie verbindet. TZEG
StarTrek: Deep Space Nine - Rated: K - German - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,857 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/9/2006 - E. Garak, T. Ziyal - Complete
Im Licht des Tages reviews
Harry reflektiert nach dem Ende des Krieges. Vorsicht, SPOILER für HBP! Nicht vor dem 6. Band lesen.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - German - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,895 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/17/2005 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Von Taliesin über die Hexen von Salem reviews
Compagnon zu Schatten der Wahl. Ein kurzer Ausflug in die Geschichte der Zaubererwelt, geschrieben von Ephorus Binns...
Harry Potter - Rated: K - German - Chapters: 10 - Words: 5,643 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 4/30/2005 - Published: 1/26/2005
Begehren reviews
Muss ich auch noch das letzte denkende Wesen auf Erden vernichten, damit dieses Gefühl endlich schweigt? Dark!Harry, CharDeath
Harry Potter - Rated: M - German - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,897 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/25/2004 - Harry P. - Complete
Die Geschichte von Grindelwald reviews
Hermione hört ihren Kindern zu, wie sie die Geschichte von Grindelwald spielen
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - German - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,954 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/28/2004 - Hermione G., Draco M. - Complete
Kreuzwege reviews
Sequel zu Ursprünge Severus trifft eine Abmachung mit Dumbledore
Harry Potter - Rated: T - German - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,248 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/28/2004 - Severus S. - Complete
Ursprünge reviews
Eine Kurzgeschichte über Severus Snapes Vergangenheit
Harry Potter - Rated: T - German - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,317 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/20/2004 - Severus S. - Complete