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Joined 04-10-01, id: 57485
Author has written 12 stories for ER, and Digimon.

Let's see... I'm usually not good at this type of thing. Hehe... A bit about me: I always keep an open mind and try not to judge. I need inspiration to write any story or otherwise it sucks, like my first two stories. -_-" And the most important thing I learned is to just sit back and relax or dive in and enjoy life! I don't write stories about actual people. Anime is just dandy enough for me. I have written my own original works, but haven't posted them anywhere.

If you are new to FF.N and need help just E-mail me at wildjunglebeast@aol.com. Even if you aren't new to FF.N and need help, E-mail me anyway! Throw a challenge my way. Challenges keep me entertained and happy. Some are rather difficult and I like that.

:bows: Forgive my, at times, tardiness. Sometimes I experience writer's block or plain laziness/lack of time. But I will try to keep you readers/reviewers happy. :Raises pencil in air with dramatic heroic pose:

Anyway... I also have no problem with shounen ai or straight relationships. I have written my share of both. Everyone should love each other. Hehe...take that anyway you want to...

Oh and one more thing! I do ask of my reviewers to try and be completely honest about my writing. If you don't pinpoint my mistakes I'm never going to improve. And if you're going to flame me, do it politely. Don't say things like "This sucks! It's teh worst story Ever!" etc... (Unless it truly is the worst story you've ever read... -_-") But then again, an occasional ego-booster never hurts anyone either. Anywho! Happy reading.

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Darkness in Light by Nacris reviews
Sakura loves Yue but knows that she can never tell him. So she she hides all of her feelings. One day all of those unwanted feelings takes a physical form. Sakura's dark side.
Card Captor Sakura - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 18,579 - Reviews: 83 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 5/31/2010 - Published: 7/5/2003 - Sakura K., Yue
Yami by ainokitsune reviews
Nobody knows who they are," the Kaiser said. "Especially not the ones who think they do."
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 62,355 - Reviews: 120 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 1/9/2010 - Published: 10/14/2002 - Daisuke M./Davis, Ken I.
Let Me Sleep Forever by Nezumi Nanashi reviews
This fic contains NCS, violence, and is Yaoi. AU Taito. And since I forget what the term lemon means, it may very well contain one. I have a dirty, dirty mind! COMPLETE! It only took 5 years...
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 21,786 - Reviews: 151 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 8/29/2007 - Published: 6/30/2005 - Yamato I./Matt, Taichi Y./Tai K. - Complete
No Reason by Mazmaraz reviews
TAITO. Life. It means nothing. There is nothing. Just you and a board of haphazardly placed tacks representing a chessboard with no rules, no boundaries, but with a load of moral strings attached ready to trip you up. Catch me. Please. Self Injury.
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 11,989 - Reviews: 106 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 3/5/2007 - Published: 11/9/2003 - Yamato I./Matt, Taichi Y./Tai K.
Amazed by Cheery Wolf reviews
When Syaoran falls extremely ill, just days before the famous Clover Rain festival, who will help him? S+S! R&R!!!!!!!! ^_~
Card Captor Sakura - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 8,221 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 4/11/2006 - Published: 11/8/2002
Little Dragon by Kaeera reviews
Daisuke's faces tragedy in his own family but won't accept any help. How long can he cope on his own? Complete.
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 52,713 - Reviews: 143 - Favs: 118 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 3/18/2006 - Published: 2/15/2005 - Daisuke M./Davis, Jun M. - Complete
Cruel Kindness by Ken's luver reviews
When Ken falls for someone who is a bad influence on him, he changes from his kind self to the cruel monster he was, without knowing it.
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 50,432 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 12/27/2005 - Published: 8/24/2003 - Ken I.
Bottom of the Abyss by Zaphias reviews
[taito] When is the line between dreams and reality drawn? What if there never was a line to begin with? chapter five
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 5 - Words: 10,965 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 6/2/2005 - Published: 6/25/2004 - Taichi Y./Tai K., Yamato I./Matt
Reflection of the Moon by Double reviews
[Complete] Due to rumors that Nakuru spread, the whole school thinks that Yuki and Touya are a pair and prosecutes them. Under pressure, Yuki avoids Touya, not wanting to hurt him, and meanwhile, Yue’s magic is depleating. What will they do? YukitoXTouya
Card Captor Sakura - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 31,646 - Reviews: 113 - Favs: 92 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 3/5/2005 - Published: 6/12/2004 - Yukito T., Tōya K. - Complete
inarticulate you and I, let's see how much by mosaique reviews
I love you because you're breathing and I'm waiting to hear it. Taito. Disclaimer: Digimon doesn't belong to me.
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 8,291 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 2/6/2005 - Published: 8/7/2004 - Taichi Y./Tai K., Yamato I./Matt
Please no by Mazmaraz reviews
A moment. A dream. A battle gone wrong. Sadness. Tai Matt closenessaffection. Taito hints.
Digimon - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 775 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/27/2004 - Yamato I./Matt, Taichi Y./Tai K. - Complete
The Morning After by CaramelAriana reviews
After a night of partying Takeru finds himself in a compromising position. Warning: onesided Daikeru for now
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 13,591 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 10/11/2004 - Published: 8/12/2004 - Daisuke M./Davis, Takeru T./TK - Complete
It's always so cold by Oneirogenic reviews
Stream of conciousness writing, not much of a plot. Daisuke comes home from school to an empty house, and he begins dwelling on his parents. Daiken
Digimon - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,144 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/4/2004 - Daisuke M./Davis, Ken I.
Six Underground by Cadela reviews
Rated for sex references, drug use, and general drug-induced depression. Daisuke does a bit of wigging out while he's high. Daikeru one shot. I know it's really weird, but please R&R.
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,225 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/13/2004 - Daisuke M./Davis, Takeru T./TK - Complete
Stubborn Hearts by Chatay reviews
A little bit of fluff. Daisuke's sick and refuses to admit it. What can all this lead to? Daiken, Kensuke, Hiyako.
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,389 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/8/2004 - Daisuke M./Davis, Ken I. - Complete
Sforzando by Mazmaraz reviews
Exactly how difficult is it to take that next step. That one little foot in front of the other motion that leads to a place beyond the dancing around your best mate where you can just effing kiss him whenever you bloody want to. Taito.
Digimon - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,634 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 4 - Published: 9/6/2004 - Yamato I./Matt, Taichi Y./Tai K.
Xin by Chatay reviews
Belief. It's definately something that Daisuke has been lacking recently. What happens when everyone else decides to find out what happened at their college graduation? Daisuke's secrets won't stay secrets much longer. Kensuke, Daiken, Kenyako.
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,846 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 8/15/2004 - Published: 7/11/2004 - Daisuke M./Davis, Ken I.
Murphy's Law by Kaeera reviews
Daisuke is having a really bad day – everything that can go wrong, does go wrong. Not even Hikari, Takeru, Miyako, or Iori can change it – instead, they only make it worse, then disaster strikes…Complete.
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 16,161 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 8/11/2004 - Published: 6/15/2004 - Daisuke M./Davis, Ken I. - Complete
Sweet Dreams by Scythers reviews
Ken has nightmares because he's afraid of forgetting, and Daisuke just wants him to come back to bed. [Kensuke one-shot]
Digimon - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,999 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/29/2004 - Daisuke M./Davis, Ken I. - Complete
Soccer Freak by Sillie reviews
repost Taichi has a great family, and great friends... But that will change soon.... Yamachi
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 12,622 - Reviews: 94 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 6/25/2004 - Published: 4/29/2004 - Taichi Y./Tai K., Yamato I./Matt - Complete
Echo by Seph Lorraine reviews
Five years ago Ishida Yamato ran away without so much a 'good bye'. Though, one evening Taichi finds him on the street corner of his old home, and now he wants to know what made Yamato leave. (Taito, AU)
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,963 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 7 - Published: 5/22/2004 - Taichi Y./Tai K., Yamato I./Matt
Frozen Nightmares by Closely reviews
Sakura starts having horrible nightmares. How can she and the others fix it? ON HIATUS
Card Captor Sakura - Rated: T - English - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,535 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 4/9/2004 - Published: 10/3/2003
Covered in Darkness by QG reviews
Ken is taken prisoner and is being manipulated towards evil. Rated for an unheard of amount of Ken torture and angst. FINISHED
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 31,090 - Reviews: 166 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 4/2/2004 - Published: 4/2/2001 - Ken I. - Complete
What I Didn't Know by L-chan reviews
Touya sacrificed a part of himself to save Yukito, but he wasn't prepared for the consequences. Discontinued.
Card Captor Sakura - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 12 - Words: 39,142 - Reviews: 163 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 2/29/2004 - Published: 12/6/2002 - Tōya K., Yukito T.
Behind the Curtain by Zaphias reviews
[taito, AU] The more Tai gets to know Yama, the more Yama's behavior gets out of whack. Will his behavior chase Tai away like it has everyone else? -completed-
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 32,985 - Reviews: 176 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 10/27/2003 - Published: 5/20/2003 - Taichi Y./Tai K., Yamato I./Matt - Complete
Crimson Tears by darkcherry reviews
WARNING: EXTREME ANGST! Syaoran lives a double life. One normal...the other a dangerous secret. When his family finds out the truth about his dark side, is it enough to drive him over the edge? S&S R&R!
Card Captor Sakura - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,900 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 10/16/2003 - Published: 9/11/2003
Prisoner of the Night by Alene Deirbre reviews
"And I can't explain what was happening to me, all I can say is it felt like I was drowning…" what if there was more to Matt's cave then what we were allowed to see? what if it had taken him to the dark ocean?
Digimon - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 5 - Words: 43,383 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 10/14/2003 - Published: 8/24/2002
The Promises of Tomorrow by Clow'd9 reviews
Yukito's first day at school does not go well, the basketball team won't give him a shot, nobody looks twice...well almost nobody...
Card Captor Sakura - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 11,693 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 8/22/2003 - Published: 7/26/2002 - Yukito T., Tōya K.
To Get Rid of Me by Seishi Minamoto reviews
Matt had just returned from China, and now he had fever. That's when SARS outbreak occured. Meh. That's all I can say. The title is just bla-bla-bla. R&R. Please. *COMPLETED*
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 18 - Words: 12,764 - Reviews: 78 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 8/13/2003 - Published: 4/23/2003 - Yamato I./Matt, Taichi Y./Tai K. - Complete
A Beautiful Goodbye by jannie135 reviews
**complete**This is about someone in a coma because of Syaoran and Syaoran blames himself and feels completely guilt-ridden. He tries to commit suicide to join her but she somehow gets a message through to him... Who has the coma?rxr**revised a bit**
Card Captor Sakura - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,672 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 6/19/2003 - Published: 6/5/2003 - Syaoran L., Sakura K. - Complete
Dark Thoughts by MoonLLotus reviews
I cut myself and put pressure on it, waiting for it to stop bleeding. But it doesn't. A sick feeling washes over me, the cut won't stop, and now I'm getting scared.- REVAMPED
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,556 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/29/2003 - Takeru T./TK - Complete
Alter Egos by Aishuu reviews
Yukito and Yue... where does one end and the other begin? To maintain his happiness with Touya, Yuki goes to a counselor and drags her into his world on a dark odyssey that will strain the boundaries of the human psyche... COMPLETE.
Card Captor Sakura - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 27,093 - Reviews: 217 - Favs: 266 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 5/25/2003 - Published: 8/28/2002 - Yukito T., Yue - Complete
Point of Presence FINISHED by gothangelic reviews
DUE TO FFNET's DECISION, THIS IS HOSTED AT Yahoo Groups ccsyaoi
Card Captor Sakura - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 23,545 - Reviews: 106 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 1/3/2002 - Published: 12/17/2001
Untouched and Alive by philalethia reviews
Sometimes all you can do is pray to get out untouched and alive. Contains dark subject matter namely physical abuse and yaoi Daito.
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 39,054 - Reviews: 252 - Favs: 172 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 8/26/2001 - Published: 4/2/2001 - Yamato I./Matt, Daisuke M./Davis - Complete
Used; Unwanted by Yamato795 reviews
He thought Tai was his best friend....he thought wrong( WARNING: yaoi content, second part contains rape(it's cut out) but both contain adult language and and situaitions, so be careful)
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 15,109 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 3/6/2001 - Published: 1/21/2001
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Ask the Beginning reviews
Yamato is being defeated by himself... Will Taichi or anyone be able to rescue him from his own mind and dark past? [Not yet TAITO]
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 12,334 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 9/6/2004 - Published: 11/25/2003 - Yamato I./Matt, Taichi Y./Tai K.
Obscure Frailty reviews
Ken has been slipping in his grades, his relationship with his parents, his self-esteem, and soon with the digidestined so subtly that only one of them is noticing. Ken decides to use a dangerous method of escaping life's downfalls, will that be noticed?
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,635 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 16 - Published: 8/12/2004 - Ken I., Yamato I./Matt
Burn reviews
Daisuke has to make a recipe to pass his home ec. class and has to ask a reluctant and distant Yamato for help. Yet slowly, they begin to forge a relationship no one would expect or want.
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,285 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 11 - Published: 7/28/2004 - Daisuke M./Davis, Yamato I./Matt
Control reviews
After months of peace, Ken has been able to regain his life back from the kaizer. Or so it seemed.
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,466 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 6 - Published: 7/25/2004 - Ken I.
Forgivable reviews
Daisuke seems like the typical happy-go-lucky kind of guy. He generally enjoys life. Except, when his friends can't protect him, he is forced to keep a secret. One that he himself didn't create but could tear him apart.
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,627 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 6 - Published: 6/18/2004 - Daisuke M./Davis
Valentines Day Memories reviews
Carter is trying to deal with the anniversary of Lucy's death. Trying to take out all his anger and guilt on himself by self-mutilation. Remember it's PG13!!!
ER - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,668 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 6/25/2001 - Published: 4/22/2001
ER: Drama in the Windy Apple reviews
The ER cast in a very cheap daytime soap opera. This is continuing my quest to lighten the load of angst stories, that's all. When I put in the genre drama i meant it jokingly by the way.
ER - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,270 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 6/25/2001 - Published: 6/20/2001
Truth and Consequences reviews
My first Dave angst. Flashbacks of childhood terrors keep threatening Dave and may take everything away, but mostly his mind and spirit.
ER - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 6,639 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 6/24/2001 - Published: 6/9/2001
The Boy Who Became a Doctor reviews
A tiny "twist" on Dave's abusive past. Maybe he wasn't abused by an evil, drunken father but someone who loved him. This love makes Dave blame himself for the suffering brought upon him.
ER - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,933 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 6/23/2001
A small, dry, coffee stained paper reviews
What could one small, dry, coffee stained paper do in the ER? More than you might think.
ER - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,457 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 6/19/2001
Running Away reviews
What I believe should sort of happen between Abby and Luka. I felt really bad for him after watching "The Crossing" and got mad at Abby for always going with Carter, I know she had a reason to but I wrote this anyway. I hope Carby and Lubby fans will like
ER - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,617 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/18/2001
Pool Party reviews
Abby attends a party and meets up with Carter. Later on in the night Abby gets kidnapped and Carter is knocked unconscious. Dave may be responsible for these crimes... may.
ER - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,227 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 6/10/2001 - Published: 5/6/2001
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