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'Girls Don't Realize These Things'

I'M SORRY:-I'm sorry
that I bought you roses
to tell you that I like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not a jerk

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just screw you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry
that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care

But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your boyfriend was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different.

I'm Sorry
That I cared

This is for Vid!

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In My Son's Name by LuxeLady101 reviews
(formerly titled "Ode to Brody") James Brody's sorrow and past visits him aboard SeaQuest. What is greater revenge or duty? (this story brings in a mix of all characters and all seasons).
SeaQuest - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 9,792 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 9/28/2021 - Published: 6/18/2019 - Lt. James Brody, OC
Beneath the Surface by Clez reviews
When Miguel makes a bad decision it could have lasting ramifications for not only the seaQuest, but for the rest of the world as well. Can he get himself, and the seaQuest, out of the danger he's put them in, or is he fighting a losing battle?
SeaQuest - Rated: T - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 43 - Words: 166,611 - Reviews: 46 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 12/16/2020 - Published: 2/26/2020 - Lt. Tim O’Neill, Sensor Chief Miguel Ortiz, Dr. Wendy Smith, Ensign Lucas Wolenczak
Slipping Through My Fingers by darkaccalia520 reviews
A canon story that will deal with 2nd and 3rd seasons and beyond. A story that explains the events leading up to the Macronesian conflict, ends the war, and explains what happens after that. ALTERED TO COMPLY WITH SITE RULES. *COMPLETE*
SeaQuest - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 66 - Words: 165,162 - Reviews: 153 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 2/13/2012 - Published: 10/18/2011 - [Capt. Nathan Bridger, Dr. Kristin Westphalen] [Lt. Cmdr. Katherine Hitchcock, Lt. Benjamin Krieg] - Complete
Winter Angel by mirage24 reviews
Brody's dead, and the crew is still in shock. Just a series of shorts connected by Bayside's "Winter" lyrics concerning Henderson, Lucas, Ford, Captain Hudson & Piccolo. I may add more eventually but for now it's complete.
SeaQuest - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,622 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/11/2009 - Complete
Shattered Soul reviews
Ford, Brody and Ortiz were captured by a vicious enemy. Will they betray SeaQuest? Who will break first? Will SeaQuest find them before the worst happens? WARNING: descriptive violence.
SeaQuest - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,886 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 2/6/2012 - Published: 9/30/2005