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Author has written 5 stories for Harry Potter.
I love Remus Lupin. He's the best character in the whole series. And I just hope to god, JKR doesn't go and off him like she did Sirius.

Fanfiction is the only thing that keeps me sane while waiting for Book 6.

Right now, I'm working on 'A Change' (Yes, I know. It's the worst title in the world. I'll fix it...someday)

Remus Lupin and Sirius Black. They definitely were together. JKR just forgot to mention it in the books.

I hate Cho! I mean HATE her. A lot. A real lot. I'm going to off her in every Fic I write.

I just made a C2 community. A rather controversial one, I guess. Oh well, though...

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Scars of the Black Rose by Flying Zuccini reviews
Ginny and Draco have more in common than they ever would have imagined. Can they help each other to stop doing what they do? rated for self-mutilation. please don't read if you will get triggered completed, edited and reposted. Please read chapter 1
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 21 - Words: 49,207 - Reviews: 245 - Favs: 74 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 11/7/2007 - Published: 1/18/2004 - Draco M., Ginny W. - Complete
Struggle by Cinnamon Angel reviews
For Draco, life is a struggle against his father, his fate, against darkness and light. He's already far down a spiral to suicide when Ginny picks up the pieces. Rated for abuse and cutting. R&R
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 37 - Words: 107,745 - Reviews: 648 - Favs: 174 - Follows: 71 - Updated: 8/27/2006 - Published: 4/20/2003 - Draco M., Ginny W.
Crimson Tears by CrimsonTearsKK reviews
Warnings: Very Dark Harry! Slytherin Harry! Cutting! Drugs! Child Abuse! Bad Things! NO SLASH! Harry is a cutter, and it slips after an incident and Draco finds out yet, he doesn’t hate him, for he cuts too, and soon they become close. and then Snape fi
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 8,355 - Reviews: 116 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 51 - Updated: 8/26/2006 - Published: 3/26/2004 - Harry P., Draco M.
Twists of Fate by Lanindur Du'Undarian reviews
AU. Bitten by a Vampire the night Voldemort attacked, Harry Potter is believed dead. So what happens when Remus shows up at Hogwarts with a fifth year son bearing the lighting scar and the name of Lupin 14 years later?
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 69,909 - Reviews: 1657 - Favs: 2,351 - Follows: 2,114 - Updated: 6/3/2006 - Published: 1/4/2006 - Harry P., Remus L.
Why Should It Matter? by sweetfrv reviews
Starts right before sixth year. Harry has a lot of issues, who will be there for him to turn to? Rating may go up later.. RR Please (Will be HHr) Warning.. DARK FIC.. (INCLUDES CUTTING AND SUCH)
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 54,636 - Reviews: 153 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 1/21/2006 - Published: 3/12/2004 - Harry P., Hermione G.
Suicide by VampireFreak reviews
Draco is so alone. He’s turned to cutting. He watches his life through a screen and just wants to live his own life. The cutting pulls him back to reality but when he attempts to commit suicide Harry rescues him and tries to pull Draco from the darkness
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 13 - Words: 10,031 - Reviews: 126 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 11/12/2005 - Published: 9/5/2004 - Harry P., Draco M.
Blood, Lust, and Bubbles by Elf Princess Bloom reviews
When Draco becomes severely depressed, he discovers that the one he thought he hated most might be the only one who can save him. WARNING rated R for HD slash and cutting.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 17,679 - Reviews: 108 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 7/27/2005 - Published: 12/6/2002 - Draco M., Harry P.
No Inhibitions by Wench of Hogsmead reviews
Harry drinks a potion that strips him of all reserve. Now he and Prof. Snape must deal with the consequences. No Slash. Cutting.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,308 - Reviews: 90 - Favs: 133 - Follows: 198 - Updated: 7/10/2005 - Published: 7/1/2005 - Harry P., Severus S.
Ghost of Myself by Shattered Souls reviews
Starts between Harry's 6th and 7th year at Hogwarts. Summer at the Dursley's is turning out to be near unbearable for Harry. He soon finds himself turning to whatever he can find to aleviate the situation. R for abuse, mutilation, etc
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 26,064 - Reviews: 46 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 7/9/2005 - Published: 7/22/2003 - Harry P.
More Pain Than I Can Bear by SiriusBlack4Ever reviews
The summer after his fifth year, Harry feels depressed, hollow, burdened, and alone. He finally decides to take action and deal with all of this, though it's not in the most positive way. -WARNING- Scenes of cutting in this story - read at your own risk!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 9 - Words: 30,205 - Reviews: 84 - Favs: 131 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 6/19/2005 - Published: 8/30/2004 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
My Pile of Ashes by Amber16 reviews
Harry returns for his 6th year at Hogwarts and many things are strange. What's with Harry's new nightmares, and why is the new DADA professor so mean?rnOOTP spoilers, child abuse, cutting, etc.rnSSHP No SLASH or Severitus, Characters are OOC
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 5 - Words: 11,186 - Reviews: 96 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 54 - Updated: 5/3/2005 - Published: 7/14/2004 - Harry P., Severus S.
Harry Potter's Hell by itsabeeandahalf reviews
The summer after Sirus dies is going to be the worst for Harry, the Dursley's don't take the warning to heart. rated R for child abuse and self mutalation. COMPLETED!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 40,520 - Reviews: 136 - Favs: 181 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 2/5/2005 - Published: 12/16/2004 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Teaching myself to dream by fairy-dust3 reviews
HD SLASH (post Hogwarts)- rated for later chapters - Harry is caught cutting himself and admitted to a muggle treatment facility. There, he is reunited with someone he thought he would never see again. CHAP 4 UP
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,495 - Reviews: 111 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 9/8/2004 - Published: 8/18/2004 - Harry P., Draco M.
Light and Dark by PhoenixFirebolt reviews
Ginny has been living in her own world for years now. No one seems to notice as she sinks further and further into depression and darkness. Only Draco has taken the time to notice and he is determined to bring Ginny back into reality. Contains cutting
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 31,186 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 8/24/2004 - Published: 5/31/2004 - Ginny W., Draco M. - Complete
From Death, We Shall Grow by BioHazrdusMatrial3 reviews
harry is suffering, so remus and sirius take him in and try to help, but what if the help makes it worse? slash, cutting, depressing themes, suicidal tendencies, and child abuse. HPDM and SBRL.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 6 - Words: 9,419 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 8/16/2004 - Published: 6/23/2004 - Draco M., Harry P.
Hold Me by cRudEdly reviews
[DISCONTINUED]contains rape, self-injury, teacher-student relationship, the pairing's SSHG (patience..). Hermione is being raped by her teacher, and (un)fortunately Snape's the one to find out. Can he help her to find her way back into her former life?
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 21,426 - Reviews: 430 - Favs: 136 - Follows: 67 - Updated: 5/8/2004 - Published: 9/15/2003 - Severus S., Hermione G.
Behind Shattered Windows Lay a Shattered Soul by strangled lies reviews
Harry bears burdens greater than we know. When he is pushed to the limit, how can he cope? When the unexpected happens, his savior delivers refuge. HD SLASH; abuse and cutting warning.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 13,871 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 3/28/2004 - Published: 2/9/2004 - Harry P., Draco M.
Nepenthes by RaNdOm Hp FaN reviews
Post-GOF. Rated R for angst, self-injury, child abuse and psychological problems.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Adventure - Chapters: 6 - Words: 21,464 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 10/18/2003 - Published: 3/20/2003 - Harry P.
Bring Me To Life by angel74 reviews
[Complete] HPDM, Do soulmates really exist? Draco is placed with the Weasleys for his own protection and discovers Harry doesn’t lead the perfect life he has always imagined. Warning: SLASH, abuse, rape, cutting
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 27 - Words: 82,329 - Reviews: 563 - Favs: 1,023 - Follows: 189 - Updated: 10/4/2003 - Published: 7/28/2003 - Draco M., Harry P. - Complete
Angels With The Scabbed Wings by Gargoyle with a Smile reviews
Serious angst - Fred and Draco fighting over what they desire the most.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 26 - Words: 31,836 - Reviews: 65 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 6/24/2003 - Published: 12/3/2002 - Draco M., George W.
Innocence, Imperfectly by lipstick traces reviews
twincest, slash, angst (also abuse, cutting, rape, etc). george and fred sort out fraternal **snicker** difficulties, and harry and draco blur the line between love and hate. varying POVs. chapter 24, finally: in which there is a dinner.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 24 - Words: 24,264 - Reviews: 469 - Favs: 139 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 10/20/2002 - Published: 8/22/2001 - Draco M., Harry P.
Reap the Bitter Fruit by Patchfire reviews
***Chapter 11 is finally here!!!***Dark fic with references to assault, rape, slash, eventually cutting and other dark topics. Harry's not the same when he returns for his fifth year...
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 12 - Words: 22,459 - Reviews: 199 - Favs: 109 - Follows: 74 - Updated: 6/8/2002 - Published: 4/21/2002 - Harry P., Draco M.
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A Change reviews
AU As a baby, Harry is abused at the Dursleys. What happens when Dumbledore asks Remus to take him in?
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 22,408 - Reviews: 117 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 11/3/2004 - Published: 6/28/2004 - Harry P., Remus L.
Eminem Songfics reviews
This is a collection of SongFics to Eminem's music. Read and Review, Please.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,576 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/2/2004
Harry Potter And The Rise Of The Dark Lord reviews
This is my version of book six. The death of --- finally gets to Harry. Warning- will involve cutting in later chapters.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 71,782 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 8/31/2004 - Published: 6/28/2004 - Harry P.
Lily's Story reviews
Exactly what he title says. I know this stories been done a hundred times over, but I wanted to do it, too. I think I may go differently than others with it. Everyone seems to pin her as the goody-two-shoes type... Rating will change.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,250 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/5/2004 - Lily Evans P.
Angry Harry reviews
I think we need a mean, angry Harry. Read and see what you think...
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,778 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 15 - Published: 6/28/2004 - Harry P., Remus L.
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