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Author has written 12 stories for Fullmetal Alchemist, Supernatural, and Merlin.

Updated: 09/09/2012


I'm going to have to exit out of fanfiction writing one day, and so these last few major fics are the ones I hope to complete. I make no promises. Along the way, there may be small ones that pop up from time to time.

Not all my stories will be found on this site due to rating restrictions, unless I tone them down. Another reason, finding the time to put it here at All of my fanfic writing can be found at my lj account, (Note: restricted to those 18 and older). I also have an AO3 account:

How I Write

I now work to write the entirety of the story before posting anything. The story gets self-betaed and revised, then given to an actual beta, if one can be found. The story gets edited and revised again, if needed. Then the story will be posted. I've recently decided that here at, sections/chapters will be posted separately at scheduled times.

But the works will be complete.

Why do I do this?

Firstly, so I'm not left with a frustratingly incomplete work, such as Exquisite Horror. More so, it's frustrating for the readers, whose read the story and had never received a desired conclusion.

Secondly, it allows me to concentrate on the quality of the fictional work, rather than the rate of updates. As lovely and/or revealing as constructive reviews or praises are, it makes me want to put some odd time pressure on myself. And let's face it, it makes me feel bad. Guilts, not an emotion I need while writing.

Lastly, I feel my multi-chapter stories would be more of a cohesive whole. Being able to revise a story in it's completion works better for the story, because it hasn't been distributed to the masses of the internet fandom. Details can be changed, and no one but the beta(s) and I would know the difference.

Writing To Do List (in no particular order):

Exquisite Horror - rated M--Roy/Ed--Fullmetal Alchemist--Action/Adventure

After having his freedom given back to him, Edward must learn to cope with a world he never knew. A world where, still, things seem to center on him.

Status: needs a re-outline & rewrite

Within a Sea of Red, 2nd installment of An Ocean Blue 'verse - rated M--Arthur/Merlin, Merlin/Other--Merlin (BBC)--Crime/Romance

A Sea of Red is the sequel/companion piece to An Ocean Blue, completely from Merlin's perspective. High-class prostitute, Merlin Emrys, becomes acquainted with Arthur Pendragon, heir to a massive crime empire lead by Uther Pendragon. Consequently, also the owner of The Avalon, the brothel where Merlin resides. The more Merlin gets to know Arthur, the more he wonders about his family, and begins to question how far entrench into the crime world he could succumb, if he allows himself to succumbs to his feelings for the Pendragon heir.

Status: completed, posting in progress

The Falcon - rated M--Leon/Merlin, Arthur/Merlin--Merlin (BBC)--Crime/Mystery

A series of death, combined with an assassination attempt on a high profile businessman, Uther Drake, places Detective Leon Niht on a trail that could lead to a big event about to go down between the Purist and the MAU. Leon attempts to uncover the details between politics and criminal deceit before more lives are lost. But the shady lines between business, city politics, and organize crime and his inappropriate attraction to eighteen year old Merlin Falkner could prove to be a problem.

Status: the car needs gas

Blood on the Snow - rated M--Canada/Prussia--Hetalia: Axis Powers--Horror

Matthew doesn't know what happened, but there's something after him and he doesn't know what it wants. His bodies changing and he no longer feels safe. When he collapses during a world conference, his family as well as other Nations takes notice. Together they try to investigate what's happening to Matthew, before he's swallowed whole.

Status: outlined, just needs paint

Bildungsroman [not official title]- rated M--Canada/Prussia--Hetalia: Axis Powers--Drama/Spirituality (re:Coming-of-Age)

Matthew Williams is being possessed by The Demon, Gilbert Beilschmidt. Amongst the tightening holds of the Unity Orphanage's caretaker to uphold propriety, and his own growing awareness of sexuality, he'll let it.

Status: outlined, just needs paint

From the Author to the Readers

Constructive criticism is always a plus. You didn't like it, tell me why and how. You enjoy it, tell me why and how. Otherwise, praise it, demean it, give me a smiley face. Either way I hope you'll take something out of my stories, whether it be your tears, excitement, fear, or your time. :P

That said, if you don't that's fine. I do consider story favourites, story alerts, and the like to be akin to a praising comment. Happy readings.


PM me with any questions you may have. ;)

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I Have all Summer to Fall For You by Silver and Gray reviews
At school, Gilbert makes fun of Matthew, and Matthew just wants to be left alone. But then when the hot days of summer roll around, and they have nothing but free time, things happen that NO ONE could have planned for! Enjoy, and please R&R!
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 38 - Words: 162,477 - Reviews: 1334 - Favs: 972 - Follows: 980 - Updated: 3/13/2014 - Published: 6/12/2010 - Canada, Prussia
We Make Our Own by Anya3 reviews
Matthew and Gilbert having been hiding something wonderful; a life that thanks to a couple of snooping countries, they will now have to share with the world. Now After nearly a decade of love and miracles, it's time for the secret to come out.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 22 - Words: 101,107 - Reviews: 201 - Favs: 231 - Follows: 140 - Updated: 1/8/2014 - Published: 12/12/2011 - Canada, Prussia - Complete
House of Flies by crackberries reviews
It's either his mind or an outside disturbance that's thrown Matthew Williams off balance, and for the sake of his own self he hopes it is the former.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 24 - Words: 72,248 - Reviews: 282 - Favs: 149 - Follows: 154 - Updated: 12/15/2013 - Published: 6/28/2011 - Canada, Prussia - Complete
Tomorrow by RenkonNairu reviews
Superboy and Robin are transported to Bart's future, and they discover its not the shiny, happy place he described. Sequel to "Tactile". original -Just Us- boys .
Young Justice - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Adventure - Chapters: 8 - Words: 41,667 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 10/15/2012 - Published: 9/6/2012 - Conner K./Superboy, Timothy D./Robin III, Bart A./Impulse - Complete
Tactile by RenkonNairu reviews
Superboy gets a new power. ...And some other stuff happens. Sequel to "Lucidity".
Young Justice - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 42,953 - Reviews: 106 - Favs: 118 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 9/2/2012 - Published: 8/3/2012 - Conner K./Superboy, Megan M./Miss Martian, Timothy D./Robin III - Complete
Linchpin by Tiger Lily Roar reviews
The Heroes of the world have a *BIG* problem when Robin - yes, Robin - is kidnapped from Gotham City Academy. The big deal, other than the obvious? He was Dick Grayson at the time!
Young Justice - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 22 - Words: 74,861 - Reviews: 1489 - Favs: 2,088 - Follows: 915 - Updated: 3/23/2012 - Published: 3/26/2011 - Bruce W./Batman, Artemis C./Artemis, Jason T./Robin II, Richard G./Robin - Complete
Nascence by dmnq8 reviews
Sometimes two lives that seem wrong can unite to give birth to something right. Pru/can. Yaoi. Human names. Disclaimer in my profile. #4 in series.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 14,447 - Reviews: 61 - Favs: 195 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 8/22/2011 - Published: 8/8/2011 - [Prussia, Canada] - Complete
Life Starts Now by vinnie2757 reviews
When Matthew Williams is murdered, Gilbert Beilschmidt wonders what it is about the kid that interests him so much when there's been so much death around him. He comes to learn the meaning of what it means to be alive through his Ghost. Pru/Ghost!Can AU
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 17 - Words: 66,353 - Reviews: 104 - Favs: 78 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 7/27/2011 - Published: 2/25/2010 - Prussia, Canada - Complete
The Road Not Taken by Drovenich reviews
He was ambitious. He was proud. And he was happy. Alfred F. Jones flew alongside the greatest aces in the world, escaping from the greatest perils of war victorious. Until he was shot down in Axis territory. World War II AU. AmeGer, EngCan.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 40 - Words: 99,410 - Reviews: 775 - Favs: 434 - Follows: 387 - Updated: 6/23/2011 - Published: 3/2/2011 - America, Germany
Vinland by Blaue Schwertlilie reviews
There were a thousand little things - word choice, knowledge of things he shouldn't have been present for - which gave away that Matthew was older than he looked. Based on the idea that Canada is Vinland. Contains France, UK, USA, Prussia, Nordics.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,897 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 461 - Follows: 75 - Published: 4/4/2011 - Canada - Complete
Make Way for the Fireside by Verboten Byacolate reviews
When Prussia teaches Canada naughty German on the sly, it can only end badly. Or, you know. With sex. Written with whitetyger123.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,811 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 194 - Follows: 18 - Published: 1/26/2011 - Prussia, Canada - Complete
Descent by ZaKai reviews
Ed gets Al's body back, but finds himself frustrated and depressed. As the country faces the threat of civil war, will Ed be able to handle life without Alphonse constantly by his side, or will he simply substitute one companion for another? RoyEd AlWin
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 48 - Words: 217,377 - Reviews: 1300 - Favs: 549 - Follows: 582 - Updated: 6/6/2010 - Published: 5/19/2006 - Edward E., Roy M.
needful by Mostly Harmless III reviews
A twisted serial killer chooses a new play toy: the detective in charge of his case. Detective Nicholas D. Wolfwood hunts the killer, but his own dark past surfaces to haunt him. SLASH, AU, adult themes, sexual content, strong language.
Trigun - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 33 - Words: 278,777 - Reviews: 326 - Favs: 141 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 8/25/2007 - Published: 4/26/2005 - Complete
Full Circle by Nike Femme reviews
Edward Elric returns with amnesia. He has lived the past four years as Auric, a Gatekeeper. But there are some battles that only he can fight. Will his friends be able to awaken Ed, and what happens to Auric if they do? RoyEd. Eventually.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 36 - Words: 144,252 - Reviews: 1524 - Favs: 2,628 - Follows: 518 - Updated: 7/12/2006 - Published: 2/4/2006 - Edward E., Roy M. - Complete
When It's Over by P.L. Wynter reviews
FutureFic. After a horrible accident, Sam and Dean have to learn what it is to be a family again. Originally a oneshot about: What would make Dean stop hunting?
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 37,721 - Reviews: 586 - Favs: 437 - Follows: 88 - Updated: 7/11/2006 - Published: 3/28/2006 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Pawns by Velvet mace reviews
AU, Al is flesh again, Ed is retired, Winry's in love and Roy is in jail, and the Army wants to use all of them, willing or not, for a dispicable purpose. COMPLETE with Omake. AlWinry, Ch7 on RoyEd.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 37 - Words: 103,831 - Reviews: 386 - Favs: 290 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 8/6/2005 - Published: 4/4/2005 - Complete
The Man's Too Strong by Meredith T. Tasaki reviews
AU, dark. Roy Mustang reflects on the past while awaiting execution. You're here to pretend you can offer me forgiveness?
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,694 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/4/2005 - Roy M., Edward E.
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An Ocean Blue reviews
An Ocean Blue verse'. Criminal Empire/Prostitution AU. Arthur is the heir to his father's criminal empire. Merlin is a resident in one of Pendragon Syndicate's brothels. Together they're a story of trust, love, murder, deception, and secrets.
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 56,154 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 95 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 10/14/2012 - Published: 10/13/2009 - [Arthur, Merlin] Tristan D. - Complete
Weightless reviews
Merlin has fallen under a spell. Arthur and Gwaine attempt to wake him. Arthur/Merlin, Gwaine/Merlin
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 836 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 14 - Published: 2/16/2012 - [Merlin, Arthur, Gwaine] - Complete
Songs from the Heart, Sorta reviews
Merlin somehow ends up on a triple date to a karaoke bar with Arthur and Gwaine, except he doesn't have a date. Arthur/Gwaine/Merlin, Arthur/Viviane one-sided , Gwaine/Elena friendship .
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 962 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 8 - Published: 2/10/2012 - [Merlin, Arthur, Gwaine] Elena - Complete
An Appropriate Occassion
Arthur, Merlin, and gang happen upon Elena and Viviane's fifth wedding.
Merlin - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 767 - Published: 2/3/2012 - [Arthur, Merlin] [Elena, Vivienne] - Complete
Tears of Joy reviews
Their midnight liaisons may have gotten too emotional for Merlin's comfort. Crack concept. Arthur/Elyan/Gwaine/Lancelot/Leon/Merlin/Percival, Gwen/Lancelot
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,088 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 6 - Published: 1/27/2012 - Merlin - Complete
Where You Stand reviews
Arthur alone on a hunt finds a beautiful boy who begs him not to shoot the unicorn. Arthur beds him as payment for mercy, and leaves. Later the pregnant boy is sent to Camelot to find who the father is.
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21,068 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 353 - Follows: 64 - Published: 11/24/2011 - [Merlin, Arthur] Gwen/Guinevere, Gaius - Complete
Kings, Queens, and Whatever's Inbetween reviews
The third anniversary edition to Morgana's magazine has some special photos to break ground for a new model. MxA, Modern!AU, pwp
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,066 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/20/2011 - [Arthur, Merlin] Morgana - Complete
Give In, Oh Sweet Surrender reviews
Arthur arrives in Ealdor at the start of Camelot's war campaign into Cenred's kingdom. Merlin catches his eye. M/A. Genre: AU. Warning: implied past non-con, dub-con, minor character death
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 13,093 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 181 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 9/4/2010 - Published: 8/29/2010 - [Merlin, Arthur] - Complete
Perfect Moment reviews
In one's life, there is always one perfect moment. M/A. Warning/Notes: reincarnations from original lives, to modernity, and beyond. Sexual content, character death, kid!Arthur, fluff, and the future in that order.
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,387 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/29/2010 - [Arthur, Merlin] - Complete
The Beginning verse reviews
Everything has a beginning to reach where they are. A Serial killer Dean AU. Warning: violence and sexuality. Discontinued.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,709 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/20/2009 - Dean W. - Complete
Exquisite Horror reviews
After having freedom given back to him, Edward must learn to cope with a world he never knew. A world where still, things seem to center on him. AU, Eventual RoyEd.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 16 - Words: 36,723 - Reviews: 95 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 74 - Updated: 5/17/2006 - Published: 4/28/2005 - [Edward E., Roy M.]
In my Nothing reviews
Revised story based on And all That Could Have Been by NIN. Roy find comfort in his lover's death. RoyEd and character death
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,104 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/3/2006 - [Roy M., Edward E.] - Complete