Philippe de la Matraque
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Joined 07-14-04, id: 631471, Profile Updated: 11-27-15
Author has written 2 stories for StarTrek: Enterprise, and Call of Duty.

A writer of--yes, I admit it--torture fic. If you are diametrically opposed to that, I'd rather you not read my story/stories. Just so it's clear, torture fascinates me. But in real life it disgusts me. I only "like" it in fiction. And I prefer to see it handled realistically. I'm not really big on hurt/comfort. More like hurt/angst/trauma/rescue. My email address has changed so please use the link to look it up. In fact, only the domain name has changed, so it shouldn't be too hard a transition.

Thanks for not giving up on me! For those who haven't figured it out yet, I'm not really a guy after all. I'm...(drum roll please)...Gabrielle Lawson, prolific writer of other fandoms. http://www.fanfiction.net/u/4532/. And now you can keep up on Gabrielle and I (ha ha) through Twitter. We are only tweeting what we read or what we write. So it might help you hold out to get updates of what I posted to know that occasionally my muse let's me write. I'm Inheildi on Twitter. So follow me there.

Status of Alien us:

There: Alien Us is done. Sort of. I imagined more before my life took such a downturn that I didn't imagine anything anymore. Not stories anyway. Maybe someday I'll be able to again and discover that this wasn't done after all.

Thanks for sticking with me. My imagination is working again! It just didn't go where I thought it would go. It went someone I thought I'd never go, in fact.

I started a new story recently. Call of Duty Ghosts is a very different Call of Duty or even 1st person shooter. It draws you in in a way no other video game has. Shadow of Mordor did a pretty good job of making things personal but in that, you started out dead with all your family killed in front of you. It had a good ending. Call of Duty Ghosts makes you care about your character because, I think, he's part of a family. He's not just some faceless sniper part of the team. He's the brother and son of 2 other characters. He sees his father killed right in front of him. Then the seemingly good ending turns terrible. You have to watch past the first credits to see it. It's awful. It's highly disturbing. It leaves you incredibly worried about what will happen in COD Ghosts 2 if they even make that game. So, I had to take it up from there for my own sanity. And you know me, I can't take the easy road on stories like this. Look at Gabrielle Lawson's Close To Home . . . So Far Away. Doyle is alive again, but he had to go through hell to get that way.

Gabrielle Lawson and I are one and the same, after all. Don't expect easy from my new story, but do expect better speed. An ending like that obsesses me. I can't NOT think about Logan. I don't want to do anything other than write. Writing has always been my drug. So, play the game or watch a walk-through on Youtube. Make sure you see the scenes after the credits. Then take a look at More Than a Ghost. It's my therapy. Maybe it can be yours.

I've posted the last 2 chapters of More Than a Ghost. More to come. How is that? Well, I'm writing bonus features. Yep, Deleted Scenes. Scenes that really don't fit in the story but fill in some loose ends or are just feel-good fluff. I wrote this story as therapy and now I want to get all the scenes that I dream up (the good ones) out of my system. It's quite satisfying for me. I hope it will be for the reader.

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Opposite the Sun by pyrrho reviews
A hot call has Spike dealing with all the issues he's tried to repress, and may put him in danger as well. Spoilers for Slow Burn.
Flashpoint - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 34 - Words: 117,182 - Reviews: 385 - Favs: 92 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 3/19/2012 - Published: 1/1/2012 - Mike S., Greg P. - Complete
The First Casualty by smirnoffmule reviews
A humanitarian mission on a war-torn world goes badly wrong, and Malcolm has to face the consequences. Reed, Archer, Trip, gen. Chapter 9/9 now up - COMPLETE.
StarTrek: Enterprise - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 89,019 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 4/22/2011 - Published: 3/27/2011 - M. Reed, J. Archer - Complete
This Mourning by When Rabbits Attack reviews
If this kept up, the only way he'd stop losing would be when he had nothing left. I neither own Flashpoint, nor the characters involved. That would be CTV and Pink Sky. Spoilers to 2.22.
Flashpoint - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,994 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/16/2010 - Greg P., Mike S. - Complete
Subtle Things by volley reviews
Friend In Need. On his way to welcoming Archer back to Enterprise, Trip makes a detour to Sickbay. Coda to Shockwave 2
StarTrek: Enterprise - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,537 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/18/2009 - C. Tucker, M. Reed - Complete
Shades Of Fine by volley reviews
Our intrepid Lieutenant Reed has to play hero once again. An "I Am Fine Month" story.
StarTrek: Enterprise - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Adventure - Chapters: 6 - Words: 11,377 - Reviews: 63 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 5/28/2008 - Published: 5/19/2008 - M. Reed, C. Tucker - Complete
Jump In by bluedana reviews
There is only one thing Malcolm fears more than drowning.
StarTrek: Enterprise - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,365 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/29/2007 - M. Reed, C. Tucker - Complete
Shortcircuit by volley reviews
Friend In Need. Reed stumbles out of sickbay after watching Hayes die... Added scene to the episode Countdown.
StarTrek: Enterprise - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,402 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/8/2007 - M. Reed, C. Tucker - Complete
A Generous Friendship by volley reviews
Friend In Need. After helping to steal the Illyrians' warp coil Malcolm needs to let off steam, Trip goes to find him... Added scene to the episode Damage.
StarTrek: Enterprise - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,220 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/6/2007 - M. Reed, C. Tucker - Complete
Kissin' Cousins by Glory1863 reviews
Porthos takes an immediate and intense dislike to a new crewman even though Malcolm, the Watchdog, vouches for him. How does one change a stubborn beagle's mind? Sequel to Sita Z's story Stinky by her kind permission.
StarTrek: Enterprise - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,456 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/19/2007 - M. Reed - Complete
The Return by RoaringMice reviews
They'd abandoned him. He'd been their sacrifice. And sure, he'd been a supposedly willing participant, but what choice had he actually had? He'd paid the price for all of them. Spoilers for the whole of season 3 and part of season 4.
StarTrek: Enterprise - Rated: T - English - Angst/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 12 - Words: 21,915 - Reviews: 78 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 5/5/2007 - Published: 4/20/2007 - C. Tucker, M. Reed - Complete
As If There Were No Tomorrow by volley reviews
Trip goes to sickbay to say his last farewell to Malcolm. But...
StarTrek: Enterprise - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,097 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/18/2007 - C. Tucker, M. Reed - Complete
Back To Earth by volley reviews
In the morning they'll be hailed as heroes. Archer can't sleep. Neither can Reed.
StarTrek: Enterprise - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,883 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/2/2007 - J. Archer, M. Reed - Complete
I Just Want To Be Me by volley reviews
Friend In Need. A little coda to the episode Extinction. Nothing like being turned into an alien species to make you appreciate who you are...
StarTrek: Enterprise - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,141 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 5 - Published: 5/4/2006 - M. Reed, C. Tucker - Complete
Photographs by Exploded Pen reviews
Mary Reed looks at photographs and reminisces, set soon after Archer contacts them about Malcolm's birthday.
StarTrek: Enterprise - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 760 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/19/2006 - Complete
The Sun's in my eyes by Exploded Pen reviews
There are times when you just know, that today you aren't going home....
StarTrek: Enterprise - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 381 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 5 - Published: 3/10/2005 - M. Reed, C. Tucker - Complete
Damage Assessment by Kedakai reviews
After Reed suffers a serious injury his friends try to help.
StarTrek: Enterprise - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,059 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/28/2005
Observations by PJ in NH reviews
Coda to Observer Effect. Malcolm and Trip share some observations, both present and past after Trip and Hoshi's experience in Observer Effect.
StarTrek: Enterprise - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 961 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/23/2005 - M. Reed, C. Tucker
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More Than a Ghost reviews
They'd just won the battle and defeated Rorke once and for all. Or did they? Logan was dragged into the jungle, while his desperate brother screamed his name. Logan must now face his worst nightmare as Hesh and the Ghosts do their best to find him. But will it be too late?
Call of Duty - Rated: M - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 15 - Words: 62,707 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 12/1/2015 - Published: 10/21/2015 - G. Rorke, L. Walker, D. Walker/Hesh - Complete
Alien Us reviews
For Reed and Hoshi, this is their Roswell, and they are the aliens. Rating for character violence and torture.
StarTrek: Enterprise - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 30 - Words: 173,092 - Reviews: 183 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 91 - Updated: 9/3/2014 - Published: 8/13/2004 - M. Reed, H. Sato - Complete