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Author has written 26 stories for Hobbit, Supernatural, and Star Wars.

About Meysun...

“Meysun” is an Arabic name that means “Pride” - it is not my name but it might have been, which is why I wanted to use it as a pen-name.

My real name is Elise, I am 32 and... well, you won't believe it, but when I lay down my pen I'm actually something like Oin in real world...

My patients do not know I'm writing stories - yet they help me so much, with their wonderful courage and openness, to try and reach for truthful characters, with flaws, faults yet humanity...

French is the language in which my sentences come naturally, but I am Franco-German and also have Arabic roots – from both Morroco and Jordan. In my family we speak several languages, and English is often a bond with distant cousins, so I guess that is why this language is so dear to me.

About my stories...

Well, I have written stories for as long as I can remember.

I was always so happy to escape - I just love words, phrases, imagination, diving into other worlds, dream about characters. I even wrote a story of my own, in French, even though I'm not sure it will ever lead to something.

But I am a young fan-fiction author. I never even considered it before February 2015 and there is a lot I still do not know about this universe.

It was Richard Armitage’s amazing performance as Thorin in the Hobbit films that made me want to search and try to find what might have made Thorin the Dwarf he became. What drove him back to Erebor, what made him fail there and then find his way back to himself. This strong, tragic character – more powerful than any I have dealt with so far – inspired me to try to write about his life and most powerful memories, in order to learn how to deal not only with family, childhood, loss and love, but also death and war, themes I am not so familiar with in the other stories I wrote until now.

My Thorin deals with different cultures and with exile, themes that are very dear to me. He has very strong relationships with his brother Frerin and his sister Dís that give him a softer side than you can see in the movies. And of course he has his great friend Dwalin at his side. His relationship to his father is very complicated, and he is going to endure a lot of hardships that will unfortunately change him and quench some of the sweet sides I so love to imagine in him – but perhaps not forever.

Since I am no Tolkien specialist, I do not follow canons strictly. When the amazing professor Tolkien offers me writing paths that I feel strong enough to follow, I try to be faithful to them. But some of the movie’s ideas - the Arkenstone and its bane, and Azog as Thorin’s nemesis – seduced me too, so that I make up my own little mixture between canons and fantasy.

The King of Carven Stone

is the first story I ever published on the web. It tells Thorin's whole life, through his eyes and his point of view, and it's getting very, very long. So far, the parts written are:

- Chapter 1 : The Subtlest Alloy (Prologue) ; re-edited and published separately here

- Chapters 2-10 : Shades and Flames on Marble Walls (Erebor) ; re-edited and published separately here

- Chapters 11-14 : Through Ice and Fire (Exile) ; re-edited and published separately here

- Chapters 15-21 : Who Our King Truly Was (Hills of Iron) ; re-edited and published separately here

- Chapters 22-27 : A Craft in Itself (Journey to Dunland) ; re-edited and published separately here

- Chapters 28-33 : Deep Roots are not reached by the Frost (Dunland) ; re-edited and published separately here

- Chapters 34-... : A Thief's Promise (Tharbad) ... just begun... and published separately here

but of course it will go on, and on. More Dunland, war, Azanulbizar, the Ered Luin, and then the whole Quest... I'm determined to write everything, even though I do not know how long it will take me :).

'Ashur nurtu kuylê 'la murudmi (Every day of my life until I die) is another story that gives some insight into Dwalin's thoughts and feels about Thorin.

He is guarding Thorin's body after the Battle of Five Armies and tries to deal with his grief, recalling the life he led at Thorin's side and all the reasons why he always loved him, and followed him, and is still loving him so fiercely. It is not a romance, only the story of a great friendship.

It is a kind of pendant to 'The King of Carven Stone', in the way that some events I already wrote are told again from Dwalin's perspective. I have struggled with that story, was not sure it was worth to be continued, was afraid to bore my readers...

But in the end I wrote it till the end, because I got such amazing support and also several kind request of people who wanted to read more.

And I wrote a sort-of Appendix called Azughâl (Those who are warriors), set after Thorin's death.

Dashatê (My Son) is Thrain's story, starting with his death and awakening in the Halls and slowly coming back to all his life - focussing on his interactions with his father, wife and children, but also meeting new characters such as his mother.

It came like a bit of an urge - because I just love this tragic, mad character so much. He always surprises me and I never know how he'll react, even though he's taking shape in my very head... and I'm in love with his grey eyes :). So yes, even though I know I should finish other fics first, I just had to write him.

Plus, this story is about healing and I do need my characters to get fixed at some point. Otherwise writing them is just too painful. So be prepared for a lot of angst, but also sweet and durable feelings here.

Still There

is my contribution to Dworin week 2016 but is mostly a cheat, because you can totally read that as non-Dworin.

Of Chainmails and Strings

is a little one-shot focusing on little Thorin and his mother.

The Stars, the Oliphaunt and the Warrior

is a small triptych I wrote, exploring Fili's blooming relationship to Thorin just after the headcanon I have for his father's death. Kili is not born yet, and Fili struggles with loss, anger and grief, but also begins to feel closer to his previously stern and closed-off uncle.

Small ending note...

I am really aware of my stumbling sentences, and my blunders, both in English and in Middle Earth. I wish I could write as fluently as in French to make reading easier for you. But the most important thing is: I am so happy doing it and would be even happier to know what you think about it, because writing has no point in it when you do not share the words that make you dream.

Please do not be shy, and leave reviews. I’m always so happy to discuss stories, plots and characters, and to discover someone’s thoughts that always give me a new insight in my works, and I always answer reviews.

Thank you so much for reading me - may words always remain bridges, as Roäc would say...


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Threading The Way (Jedi June)
A collection of stories for Jedi June, marvelling about the Jedi philosophy, the way they embody the Code and thread their way as Initiates, Padawans, Knights and Masters.
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,645 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/14 - Obi-Wan K., Qui-Gon J.
Sparks Of Hope (A Star-Wars Advent Calendar)
A Star Wars Advent Calendar for all the awesome readers and fan in this wonderful universe, to make December 2020 a little bit softer :). It will feature a different character every day, and revolve around Obi-Wan at various moments of his life - small sparks of hope to make us all resilient. Enjoy I hope!
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 25 - Words: 41,809 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 4/4 - Published: 11/30/2020 - Anakin Skywalker, Obi-Wan K. - Complete
Storms on Pijal (Stars of the Darkest Night) reviews
Obi-Wan and Qui-Gon Jinn just came back to the Jedi Temple after a year of protecting Duchess Satine of Mandalore, and Obi-Wan struggles with residual feelings. Shortly after, Master and Padawan are sent to Pijal, where things spiral out of control after a plane crash. Separated from Qui-Gon, Obi-Wan needs to pull through this mission alone, and to find himself in the Force again.
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 42,463 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 11/18/2020 - Published: 7/17/2020 - Obi-Wan K., Qui-Gon J., Duchess Satine Kryze
Mirrors of Silent Rain
Set after the Deception arc, where Obi-Wan went undercover as Rako Hardeen to unveil a plot against the Chancellor, faking his own death. His friends, especially Duchess Satine, have a hard time forgiving him. Having pushed Obi-Wan away, Satine finally meets him again in the Chancellor's office. And realises something seems broken - yet hope is a stubborn and beautiful thing.
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,063 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/11/2020 - Obi-Wan K., Duchess Satine Kryze, Bail O., Commander Cody - Complete
Towards The Light
Set just after S03E02 "Arc Troopers". Obi-Wan just came back from Kamino after battling Grievous and defending the Republic's most precious weapon, and is sharing a night with Satine. However, the Duchess quickly realises something is wrong with her Jedi - leading to a moment of rare and precious honesty.
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,142 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 4 - Published: 11/5/2020 - Obi-Wan K., Qui-Gon J., Duchess Satine Kryze - Complete
Blossoms In The Wind (Padawan Mine) reviews
Obi-Wan arrives at the Temple at three years old, and is learning how to become a Jedi and trust himself in the Force. Quinlan Vos, Luminara Unduli and Kit Fisto, are there to help him along. Meanwhile, Qui-Gon finds he is in search of a Padawan. Time passes and each of them follows his way. Until, one day, they meet again. This is the story of Qui-Gon chosing Obi-wan, in my AU.
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 50,255 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 7/13/2020 - Published: 5/29/2020 - Obi-Wan K., Qui-Gon J., Quinlan V., Luminara Unduli
There is no Pain (I Tilled the Sorrows of Stone) reviews
The aftermath of Qui-Gon's death leaves Obi-Wan reeling and dealing with a distraught Anakin. The fight against the Sith took almost everything from him and something in the Force seems wrong and tilted. Despite a suspicious and reluctant Jedi Council, Obi-Wan is determined to keep his promise. But the price may be too high to pay, and cost him everything.
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 40,732 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 5/22/2020 - Published: 4/10/2020 - Anakin Skywalker, Obi-Wan K. - Complete
Night More Loving Than The Rising Sun reviews
Set just after Clone War's S02E15 "Duchess of Mandalore". Duchess Satine Kryze and Obi-Wan Kenobi see the words "attachment" and "crusade" in very different lights. But love has many ways to bridge souls, and on her last night on Coruscant, both find some peace and hope.
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,337 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 7 - Published: 4/4/2020 - Anakin Skywalker, Obi-Wan K., Padmé Amidala, Duchess Satine Kryze - Complete
Mamarrakhûn (Shield-brother) reviews
There is a Lake, in the Halls of Mandos, where all Souls end and all Souls mend. A Lake where those who passed away watch over those who live, year after year. Decade after decade, Thorin watches over his shield-brother. And one day Dwalin dies. And one day Dwalin joins him.
Hobbit - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,282 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/17/2020 - Thorin, Dwalin, Dís, Frerin
A Thief's Promise (Tharbad) reviews
Thorin is thirty-six, almost of age - and slaving away in a forge in Dunland. When the chance to find work in Tharbad arises, he is determined to fight for it. Little does Thorin know that these months in Tharbad will mark his heart and soul forever - and question an almost life-long friendship.
Hobbit - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 33,984 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 8/11/2019 - Published: 1/22/2017 - Thorin, Dwalin, OC
The King of Carven Stone reviews
He has reclaimed Erebor, but Thorin will never enjoy the rewards of his struggles. As he lies dying on Ravenhill, he remembers - they say life flashes in front of your eyes in your final moments, but for Thorin it is more of an epic tale. A tale of family and fire, of love and loss, of madness and mourning, of exile and war, and of the great courage that carried him through it all.
Hobbit - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Drama - Chapters: 38 - Words: 242,696 - Reviews: 86 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 8/11/2019 - Published: 3/15/2015 - Thorin, Dwalin, Dís, Frerin
The Strongest Flame reviews
There is the kind of fire that warms up a room, and bends iron into swords and jewels. Then there is the kind of fire that burns inside, full of love, full of light and full of faith. And Fili knows who masters them both. A small sequel to "The Stars, the Oliphaunt and the Warrior".
Hobbit - Rated: M - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,341 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/7/2018 - Thorin, Fíli, Kíli, Dís - Complete
The Hope Only Of Empty Men reviews
Dean walks out of Jack's room. He still holds the knife. He can still hear the words he just said, knows they run so much deeper than the blade he clings to - that they are unlike him, unfeeling, cold, and horrible. He wishes he could still care. [A small dive into Dean's thoughts after taking the knife from Jack, S13e02.]
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,318 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/25/2017 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
There But For The Grace Of You, Go I reviews
What happens right after the ending of "All Along the Watchtower"... the way I imagine it. Warning : contains spoilers for the episode.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,696 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/8/2017 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Deep Roots Are Not Reached By The Frost (Dunland) reviews
Teenage Thorin is trying to settle in Dunland with his family. When Thrain is forced to offer his services to Men during the winter, Thorin promises to take care of his siblings and people. But the Raven Thrain swore to send never arrives. As Thorin fears for his father, and worries for his grandfather, two tall strangers reach the settlement. Could they have news, and answers?
Hobbit - Rated: M - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 38,065 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/5/2017 - Thorin, Dwalin, Thráin, Röac the Raven - Complete
A Craft In Itself (Journey to Dunland)
Spring has come. It is time for Thorin and his family to head for Dunland - and for Dwalin to leave the Iron Hills to follow him. As their bond strengthen, in laughter and in peril, Thorin rediscovers a unique link to his father, and the courage of his little brother.
Hobbit - Rated: M - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 39,205 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/3/2017 - Thorin, Dwalin, Thráin, Frerin - Complete
Who Our King Truly Was (Hills of Iron) reviews
Having reached the Iron Hills, Thorin is recovering slowly from sickness and exhaustion. But madness has broken his family apart, and Thorin does not know how to conceal it anymore. As a Dwarven council approaches, and his people's next course is about to be drawn, Thorin slowly finds the way back to himself, and seals his bond with his shield-brother Dwalin forever.
Hobbit - Rated: M - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 53,631 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/2/2017 - Thorin, Dwalin, Dís, Frerin - Complete
Through Ice and Fire (Exile) reviews
After the sack of Erebor, Thror rages with Dragon-sickness, and Thrain has lost himself in madness and despair. It falls to Thorin to lead what remains of his people to safety. But the road to the Iron Hills is a long and terrible one - where Thorin will have to face himself, and try to survive.
Hobbit - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 34,531 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/1/2017 - Thorin, Balin, Thráin, Frerin - Complete
Shades and Flames on Marble Walls (Erebor) reviews
Thorin was small once. Struggling with brotherhood, learning to face grief and to start friendships. He was a child, in a wealthy Kingdom beginning to crumble from the inside. And then - the Dragon came.
Hobbit - Rated: M - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 9 - Words: 36,298 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/31/2017 - Thorin, Balin, Dís, Frerin - Complete
The Subtlest Alloy (Prologue)
Thorin falls. Thorin remembers.
Hobbit - Rated: M - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 695 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/23/2017 - Thorin - Complete
The Stars, the Oliphaunt and the Warrior (Triptych) reviews
Fíli is five when his father drowns in one of the River Lune's terrible floods, and has narrowly escaped death himself. Distraught, lost, furious and afraid, Fíli struggles with loss, guilt and grief – and slowly begins to get closer to his stern, closed-off and unfamiliar uncle. A small triptych for Christmas time.
Hobbit - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 15,726 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 12/24/2016 - Published: 12/10/2016 - Thorin, Fíli, Dís - Complete
Dashatê (My Son) reviews
Thráin's life has been clouded by madness. When Gandalf rescues him in Dol Guldur, he welcomes death gladly. However, once in the Halls of Waiting, his mind begins to clear. Yet the wounds Thror left are deep, and his other children never leave his thoughts as he watches them struggle. This is Thrain's story. A father, but also a son.
Hobbit - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 43,114 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 11/9/2016 - Published: 11/23/2015 - Thráin, Frerin, Thrór, Thorin
Azughhâl (Those who are warriors) reviews
Twenty-seven years after the Battle of Five Armies, as each year at the beginning of spring, Dwalin visits Thorin's tomb. He offers words. He offers memories. This is the story of Thorin's fourth ring, as told by Dwalin son of Fundin.
Hobbit - Rated: M - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,214 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/14/2016 - Thorin, Fíli, Dwalin, Kíli - Complete
Of Chainmails and Strings reviews
A quiet conversation between eight-year old Thorin and his mother. About training, worthiness, and childhood, and - as so often - about love.
Hobbit - Rated: M - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,902 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/10/2016 - Complete
Still There reviews
A not so short one-shot written for Dworin-week, that can be read as Dworin or not. Strangely enough, even though I just looked at the prompts, I think that indeed, it contains Secrets, Jokes, Training, Encounters with other races, Conflict/Reconciliation, Hurt/Comfort and probably a Treasure as well... It is mostly an experiment. I hope you will enjoy it still.
Hobbit - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,841 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/23/2016 - Thorin, Dwalin - Complete
Ashur nurtu kuylê 'la murudmi (Every day of my life until I die) reviews
A gift to Pericula Ludus and Dwalin fans - Dwalin's farewell to Thorin after Ravenhill, as he guards his body on that last, dark night before he is laid down in his tomb. Words that speak of loss, of anger and loneliness, but above all of friendship and love, of an oath so strong that it does not end with death.
Hobbit - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 80,641 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 6/18/2016 - Published: 6/22/2015 - Thorin, Dwalin - Complete