Chaotic Insomnia
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Joined 09-15-04, id: 672116, Profile Updated: 07-18-08
Author has written 13 stories for Inuyasha, Ronin Warriors, Yu Yu Hakusho, Detective Conan/Case Closed, Legal Drug, Cowboy Bebop, Fullmetal Alchemist, Rurouni Kenshin, Nightwalker, and Fruits Basket.


Real Name: FORGET YOU! (I AM NO LONGER EGF! I shall be...JIMMIE!)
Nicknames:Jimmie and I don't think anything else... (XP Don't ask. But, I do wonder why my nicknames keep changing...O.o)
Age: 17! (sobs) But, I don't know why that matters since I never come on anymore...Anywho...
Height: 5'4" (I'm really retarded. Like someone will be able to stalk me just by knowing my height.)
Weight: 135 pounds and proud...I lost 15 pounds! XD And yes, I have been eating! (Because, believe or not, eating is good for you! Oh and, the 38Ds carry some weight too, lol.)Ha! Everyone shall know my bra size!
Quotes: "Love yourself"(I follow that now! I practice what I preach!) "Makeup is a mask of your identity"(No longer applies, but I wear make-up for a different reason. SELF-EXPRESSION!) "Be yourself and independent"(Always and forever.) and "Mascara is Mas-scary"(Stupid Musical got me wearing mascara because I realized that I don't have eyelashes...)

So...I've been through a lot of crap lately...I've gotten hurt a lot (I probably did some hurting too...) and I've changed a lot as a person, but I'm really happy with who I am now. I love myself, flaws and all. Actually...don't ask me what I don't like about myself because it'll take me a week to come up with an answer and don't ask what I would change about myself either (yes, they're different) because then I'll say "Nothing! This is how I am and how I should be, I don't want to be any other way."

Right now I'm at a time where I'm kind of sitting on a fence, because I've gotten into a lot of trouble with a lot of fake people (some that don't even realize they're fake...How could they be! They're perfect! -rolls eyes- ) So I don't know whether I should continue living how I've been living or change my policies to protect myself. I still want to give everyone a chance but I'm getting sick of getting hurt. (I forgot I was deciding on this...I don't know what I've decided.)

But, I guess this would go into my dislikes, I'm tired of people treating me like an object or a trophie. I'm tired of giving someone my all, everything I have, and getting nothing in return. I'm tired of everyone feeling like they're entitled and thus do nothing to earn what they think they should have. And I'm sick of these people thinking they know me when they obviously don't know crap about me! I'm tired of people thinking that I can't think for myself, I can't make my own decisions! I HAVE to be influenced, manipulated, or controlled by somebody! THAT'S BULLSHIT! I can't be controlled! I do know how to think for myself, and anyone who actually knows me knows that! And anyone who doesn't understand or believe that has no hope in ever getting to know me as a person! Because that's the first thing you have to understand if you're going to understand me.

Now I know who my real friends are. They are the people that actually know me and actually care about me. I'm not an object that you can just move around or some toy that stays locked up in your closet until the next rainy day. I AM NOT YOUR LOST PUPPY! I do not worship you. Respect me and I will respect you.

And also, I have a new saying, "I like to where my insides on the outside," and it is true. I where my feelings on my sleeve, and I guess that's why people think they can take advantage of me, but that's not true. I'm extremely open first of all, just because I'm really expressive and also because I am strong. If I am sad then I will cry because I am strong. I have no fear of crying. I have no respect for people who will be angry with you, but not show it until it's too late to fix it. I have no respect for people who will smile in your face and then talk about you behind your back. Because those people are cowards, and I only associate myself with people who have a backbone. And that's why I have no faith in girl scouts. I have no respect for an organization that teaches little girls how to be fake, how to be cowards. It's not manners, it's wussy!

I'll finish ranting another day, and I'm definitely going to start writing again, but probably not fanfics. I've been really into original stories lately, so yeah...

Also...I've kinda gotten into making amvs which is cool, and one day I'll put the link to that up here.

By the way Emilie Autumn is a GODDESS!!


I am
You dreamed
I would be

I am:
Your doctor
Your lawyer
Your care provider

I am:
Your Philosopher
Your Mathematican
Your Scientist

I am:
Your partner
Your best friend
Your lover

I am:
Your sunny days
Your rainy nights
Your eighth world wonder

I am
That surrounds you

...Isn't it beautiful?


No one

What to check out
Check out my new account! Yay!(Someone should inspire me to update the quotes...)

Check out my fictionpress stuff!(I think I need to update that as well...)

Check out my amvs! (Just recently updated!)

Good byes from the gang (what gang?) and me. The symbolism of the black candle (what black candle?) is this:

The day when good memories will be overtaken by feelings of pain...
And when the world is completely consumed by darkness...
It will be my birthday.

Well, that's it for this update. Look alive or at least look conscious... lmao. (Wow...that was CORNY! Anywho, don't bother, I'm probably never using this again.)


You can't have none of my gothic pimp juice...BIOTCH!(STILL TRUE! I'm like Marilyn Manson, bitch, but as gangsta as Emilie Autumn. You motha suckas will SUFFER and die... haha)

INSOMNIAC by Maya Angelou

There are some nights when
sleep plays coy,
aloof and disdainful.
And all the wiles
that I employ to win
its service to my side
are useless as wounded pride,
and much more painful.

How perfect :) (Wanna know something kinda funny? I actually am kind of an insomniac! XD)

My friend SexySesshieSama, I think it was, mentioned a very, very, VERY short story I wrote in our school's creative writing club. I thought I would be kind and put that story on my profile for all to see. Enjoy!

I am Eddie the kid watching Todd Connor lay there. We are under the bed and he is giggling. He's not acting like someone who is going to lose his job. Then he speaks to me. "I have something to show to this pretty girl." I looked at him weird. He crawled out from under the bed, and I followed. I was shocked by what layed before me. Todd laughed maniacally. "They're all dead. The end is near."


(Whoo boy. The only completed story with Todd Connor. I fail...)

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The Blood of Roses by GuardianLadySkye reviews
Sparkling amethysts were revealed, and in that moment, Tsuzuki realized exactly what Kazutaka Muraki was. He was his power and his weakness. His pain and his pleasure. His master.
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,007 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/13/2006 - Complete
Spiders in the Shower by H. S. Hines reviews
Naraku is bored and decides to engage in his shower fetish. oneshot, complete, yaoi. Nominated for best comedy at the IYFG, 4th quarter 2005!
Inuyasha - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,281 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/20/2005 - Naraku, Sesshomaru - Complete
Haunted by The Celestial Tiger reviews
Complete songfic using Haunted by Evanescence. Shido is never free of Cain's presence. He's always there. But on a night when Shido tries to confront him, Cain steps out of the shadows to try and reclaim what they lost so long ago.
Nightwalker - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,878 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 6 - Published: 7/31/2005 - Complete
The Spider by voicelikeabell reviews
Creepy songfic from The Cure. Yaoi and implied rape. Inuyasha/Naraku.
Inuyasha - Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 982 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 10 - Published: 3/9/2005 - Inuyasha, Naraku - Complete
Cocktail Dreams by Jura reviews
When Megumi, the lastest thing on the J-pop scene plays at a bar, an innocent bartender, Misao falls for her manger Aoshi. But who will win his favor if Megumi wants him too? A competition and dirty tricks and lies. Its War!
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 19 - Words: 32,307 - Reviews: 119 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 2/7/2005 - Published: 12/12/2004 - Aoshi, Misao
The Black Organization Files by jack-adam reviews
They look scary and calm on the outside. But what about their REAL characters? How do you know if Gin braids his hair for pleasure? How do you know if Vodka sleeps with numerous women in the same day? How do you know Vermouth has a girl-friend? Please rea
Detective Conan/Case Closed - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,006 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 12/31/2004 - Published: 12/30/2004
Pink Elephants on Parade by AuroranWings reviews
-Summary- After one too many drinks at the bar, Musica slurs back one night, only to be hassled by pink elephants... Haru and the gang must figure out a way to get their drunken and confused friend home... -WARNING: ONE-SHOT-HUMOR-
Rave Master - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,232 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/21/2004 - Complete
Shadows in the Snow by Keruha Digifox reviews
After being framed, Rachel is the prime target of the Black Organization. Will Conan be able to figure out things in time to save her? How will their Christmas end up this time?
Detective Conan/Case Closed - Rated: T - English - Humor/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,726 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/6/2004 - Published: 12/3/2004
The Night Tomo Went Sugar High by Orangeboy reviews
The night Tomo went crazy and finally became a homocidal maniac. Parody of Weird Al's "The Night Santa went crazy"
Azumanga Daioh - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 453 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 6 - Published: 11/12/2004
The Ducks by gooberbot reviews
It's the first day of elementary for Conan Edogawa. What do ducks have to do with it? More than you want to know. But aren't we all a little insane?
Detective Conan/Case Closed - Rated: K - English - Humor/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,498 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/11/2004
Who I Am by Idiom Laurels reviews
Sequel to Don't Ask Me. Kurama's memories have finally returned! Right? Well, if you don't count the memories he had while he was walking aroung with amnesia! What happened? And why doesn't Hiei want him to find out? HIEIxKURAMA, YOKOxHIEI
Yu Yu Hakusho - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 29,126 - Reviews: 183 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 6/2/2004 - Published: 3/11/2004
Kiss From a Rose by voicelikeabell reviews
Hiei's first kiss, Hiei/Kurama shounen ai. Reveiws welcomed!
Yu Yu Hakusho - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,579 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 9 - Published: 3/18/2004 - Hiei, Kurama M.
Inuyasha meets Ronin Warriors by ToraYuy reviews
Inuyasha meets the Ronins, three new characters, Oh and, Naraku joins Tulpa. Please R&R. It's my first fan fic
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,266 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 2/12/2004 - Published: 2/8/2004
Inu meets Yu Yu by The Hidden One reviews
Inu gang meet YYH gang. Kagome is blushing when Kurama looks at her, and she meets Youko Kurama! But will Inuyasha break them apart?
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 13 - Words: 24,057 - Reviews: 563 - Favs: 177 - Follows: 101 - Updated: 1/6/2004 - Published: 8/18/2003
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Within A Name reviews
What do the Sohmas names say about them? Here's some poetry comparing the zodiac members to the meanings of their names. You could be surprised. R&R
Fruits Basket - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 6 - Words: 1,187 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 7/3/2006 - Published: 11/11/2005 - Ayame S.
My Garden of Memories reviews
Yoko and Hiei tragic pasts have brought the two together. But,can they open up to each other? And will they be torn apart when someone falls in love with Yoko? Yaoi YokoXHiei paring. R&R.
Yu Yu Hakusho - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 8 - Words: 19,288 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 4/8/2006 - Published: 6/22/2005 - Youko, Hiei
Birthday Wishes reviews
Rachel's birthday is coming up. Will they be able to give her the perfect gift...Jimmy? This is a short romance. Will Rachel's birthday be magical? Read and review if you want to even though it doesn't sound remotely interesting. No flames or I'll flame
Detective Conan/Case Closed - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 8,088 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 1/23/2006 - Published: 12/25/2004 - Complete
Lost and Found reviews
Sanosuke's broken heart has left him depressed. Soon, his depression will lead him to suicide. What are his thoughts before crossing over to the after life? And what does the note say?
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 983 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/12/2005 - Sanosuke - Complete
Feeling The Last Moment reviews
Sesshomaru meets up with his old friend, Mabuchi, who is barely clinging on to life. Will Sesshomaru do anything for his dying friend? Kinda Yaoi SesshoXOC
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 892 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/11/2005 - Sesshomaru - Complete
Come reviews
Cain remembers the past he had with Shido, when it seems like Shido has finally returned to him. This reunion is a fun one for Cain. Yaoi CainXShido
Nightwalker - Rated: M - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 711 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 9 - Published: 11/11/2005 - Complete
Rurouni vs Battosai reviews
A poem about Kenshin's struggle against the manslayer that lives inside him. He thinks about the torture Battosai has put him through as well. R&R
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/11/2005 - Kenshin - Complete
Fortunate reviews
Lynnette is saved by the Fullmetal himself. She is then determined to thank the alchemist that reminds her of a lost loved one. Will she be able to return the favor before she has to leave? Oneshot R&R please.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,933 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/16/2005 - Complete
This Dying Cowboy reviews
A little poem in Spike's POV about the things constatly going through his mind. I admit, it didn't come out the way I wanted it to, but it's still good. R&R.
Cowboy Bebop - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/15/2005 - Spike S. - Complete
Hip Hoppin' with R&B reviews
What happens when a young hip-hopper decides to visit the feudal era? A hip-hop and R&B musical! The characters will sing about current emotions and situations. So plz R&R for the sake of it being my first time! (Complete)
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 12,373 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/15/2005 - Published: 9/19/2004 - Complete
Addiction reviews
My interpretation of how Kazahaya and Rikuo will get together. Kudokun will tell Rikuosan his real feelings while they are completing a side job. R&R plz. Sorry 4 the sucky summary.
Legal Drug - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 979 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/12/2005 - Complete
12 Days of Yu Yu reviews
Two girls go visit the cast of Yu Yu Hakusho.Thus they begin to sing the 12 days of Christmas Yu Yu style. A Christmas fic for everyone. If there are any questions ask them and I'll get you the answers...some how.
Yu Yu Hakusho - Rated: T - English - Humor/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,533 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 11 - Published: 11/25/2004 - Complete
Ronin Warriors vs Dragonball Z Eatathon reviews
Kento and Goku meet each other on the street. They find they have much in common including their huge appetites. The title tells the rest, but there are a few surprises. R&R if you want to. not that anyone does, jk.
Ronin Warriors - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 900 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/28/2004 - Complete