“It's no good. I've been trying to sleep for the last half-hour, and I can't. Writing here is a sort of drug. It's the only thing I look forward to. This afternoon I read what I wrote... And it seemed vivid. I know it seems vivid because my imagination fills in all the bits another person wouldn't understand. I mean, it's vanity. But it seems a sort of magic... And I just can't live in this present. I would go mad if I did."
-John Fowles, The Collector.
It's done. I've finally deleted all of my fanfiction from this account. I'll get to working on my other ones shortly because it is very draining to have to hit that "Delete Story" button en masse.
I appreciate everyone who's read my stories and followed me, whether that's for the past month or for the past twelve years or so. Thanks for all of your favorites, reviews, messages, and recs. I don't mean to seem ungrateful and I don't want disappoint any of you, but I hope you understand that this is just something I need to do.
I don't think I'll update this account any more. I don't think I'll publish fanfiction in general any more. That could always change, but at the moment, I'm not seeing it happen.
Sorry. Thanks for everything. -2015
I'm doing much better now, thanks for asking!
I don't have any fanfiction left. Made a few moves, lost the stories with them. I'm fine with that tbh. Fandom and fanfiction have served their purpose for me. Thanks for your support :) -2021