Author has written 6 stories for Harry Potter, and Thunderbirds.
I don't know if any of you remember me, but I remember a lot of you. It's been a while. It's probably been a good two - close to three - years since I last engaged in the Thunderbirds fandom, or this account at all.
It wasn't a conscious decisions to leave; it just happened. I began to read fics from other fandoms and eventually set up a new account when the writing bug hit me in order to separate myself from the work I wrote when I was like 14. I
I must backtrack. Some time before all this, my life took one of those unexpected drastic turns. I won't go into why because I don't feel like talking about it. But the result was that everything changed. Who I hung out with changed. The music I listened to and the tv shows I watched both changed. How I dressed and acted and drank, it all changed.
Unfortunately, my relationship to Thunderbirds was strained because of all this. It never had any directly painful memories. It was just a part of that old life I had found myself rejecting at the time. And as I started to heal, I never found myself returning for whatever reason.
It's been a long road, but I read my first (since my weird disappearance) Thunderbirds fic today and it felt a lot like coming home. I don't know what that means. Thunderbirds is still not my first fandom priority, but I'd like to to reign it in close to my heart again if I can.
I'm not even sure I'll write anymore. I would like to try at some point, but I don't know if I have it in me anymore. I am a very different person than the younger me. I debated deleting everything off of this account because it doesn't feel like me anymore. You'll notice that I have deleted most stories, but not all. If you have any questions about my previous stories, send me a PM. But for now, I would these stories to remain to represent my old self in light of the new one.
It was always more about connecting with you all anyway. I hope that's okay. I am ready, I think, to let Thunderbirds - and fanfiction of this type - back into my life. Whatever that means.
I missed you.
Note: This is the only time I'm going to post about receiving reviews. It's really hard for me jump back into writing Thunderbirds, so please, if you read something let me know what you think, constructive criticism or otherwise. I was a lurker once too, so I understand, truly. But nothing hurts worse than putting your heart into something only to have it be completely ignored. I'm trying to go out of my way to respond to the things I read, and I would really love to receive the same. I don't bite I promise.
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