I am so embarrassed. When I first made this account I was probably about eleven or so years old. I sucked at writing and loved to lie. (Ex: Cassie is so not my real name)
Anyway, to recover any dignity I have left, I am starting over. I may write stories, but I may not. It all depends. I think I'll go ahead and give you people some information about the real me. Not some fake I made up because I hated who I was.
Okay. You're either here to read about me or you just stumbled on to this page by some mistake. :D
If it's the first, stay and continue! If it's the latter, bye-bye.
Anyway...here are some things about me. Just to warn you, I can get a little carried away and tell you things that you may not care to know. I may also offend someone so don't get mad at me, cause I just warned you! Well...here I go! FD
Name: ShadowWolfy (Call me Allison or Kiwi :D)
Addictions/Obsessions: OMFG! I am totally obsessed with the thought of other worlds/dimensions. Sometimes, I think it's possible and other times I think 'Yeah right.' At times, I wish I were on a different world, in a different dimension. And other times, I hate the thought of it. I know I'm weird and I'm proud of it.
I am absolutely addicted to Fullmetal Alchemist and Rurouni Kenshin. I consider myself a u real /u fan. I do not go all crazy and try to collect all the merchandise I can. I am the kind of fan that watches the show/reads the manga and analyzes the characters and background. I like to guess what will happen and why. As weird as it sounds, it's a hobby of mine.
Johnny Depp is my love. He pulls off the eyeliner thing like a god.
Compassion is one of my obsessions. I know it sounds completely insane, but I hate to see someone being picked on. I believe that compassion should be shown to everyone, no matter who they are. Everyone deserves to know what compassion feels like. Everyone needs it. Don't deny it. You need it too.
Music is a big part of my everyday life. It keeps me sane when my life is overly hectic. I love it like I love to live, which is a lot.
I have an obsession with smiley faces. They are so cute=D
One of my secret addictions is anime/manga. Okay, maybe it's u not /u so secret. Haha! I love watching/reading anime/manga and taking a part the story/plot to analyze everything I can. It may sound super weird, but it's just something I love doing. :D
Me, in general: I am an openminded person. I can be a super stick-up-the-ass kind of person every once in a while, I hate to admit. Most of the time, I'm happy with the company of my cat, Kisa. I am a nerd, and I do super good in school. I'm not pretty and that fact doesn't bother me. I wasn't made to make people's jaws drop. I've come to realize that I was just put on Earth to hopefully make a difference, like everything other thing inhabiting this universe. I am not a person who will feel sorry for themselves. I love to laugh and smile. Almost anything/anyone can make me smile and laugh. I like to think about the 'What if's' and 'Could be's' in life. I find it refreshing and quite fun. I love to cloud gaze and it calms me after a stressful day at school or elsewhere. When I do something to help someone, I don't usually get a lot of gratitude in return, but I'm okay with that. It doesn't bother me like it used too. I am the kind of person that will help someone that needs help. I know a lot of people say they are like this, but I actually try to stick to my words. I am a bit of a perfectionist and some people say I have OCD, which I don't. :DD I hate for things of mine to be out of order. I dislike my room to be dirty, but I am sometimes to lazy to clean it myself. I sometimes act a bit bipolar, but it's not serious and people think it makes me...me. FD
Admirations: I admire anyone who follows through with what they've started. No one will get anywhere if they're a quiter, right? I also admire anyone who will try new things and try to experience all they can. Those people, to me, are the people that truly live. I admire anyone who truly tries to live. Not just say they live.
Dreams: I want to travel and learn two languages besides English. I want to travel to every little corner of the world. I want to experience all I can before it's my time to leave this world. I want to make a difference to all that I can. Those are my dreams in life.
Definition: Allison (Ah-lee-so-n) Noun: A weird person who sees beyond what's in front of them. Verb: To believe in things unimaginable.
Inspirations: Just about anything and everything inspires me as long as it's, ya know, inspiring. Mostly, I get inspired by just sitting and doing nothing. Other times I can be in the middle of a test at school and an idea suddenly pops into my head. That really sucks when you can't write it down or start it, let me tell you.
Random Quirks: I like saying 'WTF' a LOT! I like my steak rare. The only meat I will eat is chicken (boneless) and regular steak. I can sit still for over an hour just thinking about nothing.
Fears: I have an irrational fear of cock roaches. I don't just scream when I see them, like a lot of other people. I don't scream when I see them, I freeze. I freeze for what feels like forever and then I run, fast. They scare me so much. They're just way gross too. I have a small fear of being rejected or losing a friend. I fear being abandoned.
Dislikes: I hate pork chops with a passion. I also hate any kind of seafood. They both make me sick.
I dislike people who make fun of people. I know I did it once too, so you can call me a hypocrite if you want, but I would never think of doing it now. It just pisses me off when I see someone being picked on. Put yourselves in their shoes and then see how it feels.
I hate writer's block. And it sucks because I seem to get it quite often.
Lies. I dislikes lies and people who lie. What's the point in lying. You say if you lie, it won't turn out as bad as you telling the truth. Think about it. If you lie to someone and they find out, they will be more mad then. If you would have told them the truth from the start, the other person wouldn't have gotten as mad.
I dislike dirty and smelly places. They creep me out and make me want to find some bucket to throw up in. Sorry, but it's true.
Blood. I can not handle any kind of blood. I feel sort of dizzy when I smell it and/or see it.
Likes: Umm...I absolutely love cats! They're so cute, fluffy, and, best of all, they're independent! Oh heck yes. I am a sucker for things independent., yeah. I also like guinea pigs (the one my chemistry teacher has in his room licks me a lot:DD), hamsters, rabbits, and the occasional dog here or there.
I adore honesty. I know I probably sound like a hypocrite, but I learned my lesson a long time ago. It doesn't help to lie. Everybody in this entire universe has lied and if you say you haven't, you just did. I have always been honest with my family and friends and I would never tell my confidant's secrets unless their lives/health was being put at risk. I value privacy to much to loose a friend by betraying them like that.
My passion is definitely reading. I love almost all genres! Romance, Sci-fi, horror, comedy, adventure, supernatural. The list could go on, but I won't.
I like being clean. I hate the feeling of being dirty. It just feels...wrong.
I luffles my best friends, Brandy and Ta'Keyah! They are the two best friends I could ask for. They are always there! I love them with all my heart! Yoshi!!
Flaws: I have a lot of those, but I think i'll only talk about two.
I am very moody. One second, I'm smiling and the next I feel as if I want to hit someone over the head with a hammer. Because I am moody, I tend to lose friends easily.
I get depressed easily. I'm not always smiling and some people think I'm depressed then. It's quite the opposite really. When I'm smiling constantly, I'm depressed. I usually tell people 'Just because I'm smiling, doesn't mean I'm happy.'
I want to meet: Johnny Depp!- he's amazing.
What I want to be: There are many things I want to be. Some of the things floating around my head at the moment are- Lawyer (Arguing's fun!), Writer (I have a wild imagination), Assassin (Though I'd probably pass out from all the bloodshed :P), English teacher in Japan (it sounds so awesome!), Animal Trainer (I have a way with animals.), Elementary school teacher (I love little kids!), or a photographer (I hate having pictures taken, but I love taking pictures!)
I think I just wasted some time on a lot of peoples lives! Haha! Sorry! Well thanks for reading, if you've actually read this far.