This is How I Disappear
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Joined 12-01-04, id: 713113
Author has written 17 stories for Beyblade.

Please copy paste this into your profile. Don't do drugs. My (This Is How I Disappear) brother died in his sleep last night due to a mix of small amount of different drugs. Please keep him in your prayers. Cody Patrick Martin, 1989-2006

Ghost of You - by My Chemical Romance

I never, said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died we'd be together now
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...

Ever...
Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall...
If I fall...
Down

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I...
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna...

I know this is where I'm supposed put all the stuff about me, but if you want to know about me or just talk, my screen name for AIM is HUGSnotDRUGS922

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The Flower of Carnage by Diamond Mask reviews
As much as Bryan hated to admit it, Tala was an intriguing creature.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 10,510 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 2/2/2008 - Published: 11/16/2006 - Bryan, Tala
MWPP doing stuff by Ela Dis-Enchanted reviews
A stupid thing I did when I was bored. Hey, you might even like it. It's MWPP just passing notes and stuff. Warning: SEVERELY stupid! It's wrought with anachronisms, conflicts with canon, and is completely lacking a plot and timeframe. You'll love it!
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 9 - Words: 9,574 - Reviews: 167 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 8/2/2006 - Published: 7/10/2003 - Sirius B., James P.
Whisper of life by Elemental Gypsy reviews
[ Alt. Sequel to 'Wildcat] Every morning for the past month Kai has been throwing up. He later finds out that due to an experiment in the Abbey, he is able to give birth. But will this happy occasion be marred by an old evil returning?
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 15,612 - Reviews: 148 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 7/3/2006 - Published: 5/24/2006 - Miguel, Kai H. - Complete
Fatal miscalculation by Elemental Gypsy reviews
[Alt. Sequel to Wildcat] Kai is stricken by a mysterious illness after he has hit by a lone dart. But what happens when that dart wasn’t meant for him, but for Miguel? Who is trying to kill Miguel and how does Kai fit into all of this?
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 12 - Words: 15,736 - Reviews: 124 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 7/3/2006 - Published: 5/24/2006 - Miguel, Kai H. - Complete
The pink tutu by Elemental Gypsy reviews
Tyson tells Kai that if he ever gets married he'll wear a pink glittery tutu to the wedding and be his flowergirl. A year later Kai is getting married and reminds Tyson of his promise.
Beyblade - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,478 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 4 - Published: 6/18/2006 - Miguel, Kai H. - Complete
Wildcat by Elemental Gypsy reviews
MiguelKai, TalaClaude. While having a quick drink, Miguel, Claude and Aaron do a little people watching. And they spot a certain feisty bluenette.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 9,693 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 5/21/2006 - Published: 4/24/2006 - Miguel, Kai H. - Complete
How Do I Look? by snape'smistress-in-law reviews
ON HIATUS. Sirius is good and Snape is bad is, was, and always will be. Or at least until a Potions accident decides to change that.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 6,856 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 5/15/2006 - Published: 4/11/2006 - Sirius B., Severus S.
Tyka in a nutshell by White Dog 2 reviews
Just what the title says.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Parody/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,108 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/24/2006 - Kai H., Tyson G./Takao K. - Complete
Beyblade F Fusion by poprika reviews
Ray, Tala, and Kai get fused together, making Taiy. They compete in the World Championships with the Bladebreakers, trying to find some answers. On the way, they find out things about each other that should never have come to light.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 22 - Words: 63,297 - Reviews: 431 - Favs: 93 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 2/27/2006 - Published: 12/3/2004 - Kai H., Ray/Rei K. - Complete
Our First Noel by Ladya C. Maxine reviews
Christmas is coming up but all Ray really wants for Christmas is Kai. Too bad fate, friends and Mariah keep getting in the way... Christmas has never been this interesting! A KaixRay fic from Ray's P.O.V. COMPLETED
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 124,558 - Reviews: 743 - Favs: 344 - Follows: 76 - Updated: 2/11/2006 - Published: 11/5/2005 - Ray/Rei K., Kai H. - Complete
Boys Day In Or Out? by Ladya C. Maxine reviews
Prequel to 'Untold Truths'. Kai and Tala's close bond is tested when the redhead meets someone with dubious intention. One thing leads to another and Kai finds himself doing the unthinkable in order to protect his friend: going to a night club! COMPLETED
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 53,431 - Reviews: 314 - Favs: 106 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 12/11/2005 - Published: 1/29/2005 - Kai H., Tala - Complete
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Come Out and Play reviews
Tala and Kai have a secret that no one knows about but them...Well, until the press gets a hold of it. What will their team think? And what about the rest of the blading population?
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 827 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 5 - Published: 7/7/2007
The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows reviews
Yuri Ivanov's a cutter. Boris Kuznetsov's suicidal. Kai Hiwatari's liar. Does anyone know? Of course not. Practice makes perfect when it comes to hiding your secrets. Rated M just in case.
Beyblade - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,170 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 6/22/2007 - Published: 1/22/2007
Love Like Winter reviews
Yuri Ivanov, a high class vampire, goes to Queen Hiwatari to try to figure out who is following him, framing him for things he didn't do. Kai Hiwatari, phoenix demon, and Boris Kuznetsov, Avian, tag along to help Yuri after failing with Queen Hiwatari.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,999 - Reviews: 4 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 6/21/2007 - Published: 1/26/2007
Broken reviews
Tyson moves to Louisiana, and meets a boy at his new school that seems impossible to understand. Why does this boy hate him one day, and want him to be his friend the next? Based off the book Twilight. TysonxKai
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,035 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 9 - Published: 5/6/2007
Pansy reviews
I'm guessing there's not many people like me around here? asked Tala. What? asked Ray, though he'd already guessed what it was. Gay.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,801 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 3/3/2007 - Published: 12/15/2006
Swing Life Away reviews
Yuri sends out roommate applications and finds his new roomie as his newest crush...or love. Kai gets a bad 'vibe' and tries to get the new boy away from his best friend. YAOI YurixOC KaixRay
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 708 - Reviews: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/10/2007
Wake Me Up When September Ends reviews
Tala gets a call that Kai didn't wake up this morning. For my brother, who died September 22. RIP, Cody Patrick Martin.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,467 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 11/19/2006 - Published: 11/14/2006
That is the Question reviews
Kai's secret admirer tries to send an email confessing his secret. Can he gather up the guts to send it? Yaoi. For White Dog 2, because he's awesomely awesome.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 757 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 11/11/2006 - Published: 7/27/2006 - Complete
The Black Parade reviews
“Youngest Hiwatari, by the Rule of Angels and Demons lawed in year 666 B.C., you are my slave as of now and always will be unless you find that which has yet to be found. My name.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 359 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/19/2006
Sanctuary reviews
YAOI Tala gets a step father and with him comes a step brother. Along with having to deal with living with two complete strangers, he needs to help his new 'brother' find a reason to live while trying to also find the same thing himself.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,417 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9/10/2006
Everything is Alright reviews
SONGFIC Tala thinks about why he should or shouldn't commit suicide. Can Kai's love for music help our troubled redhead? ONESHOT
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,085 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 8/6/2006 - Complete
Experiment 1207 reviews
Anything would give this away, so I'm afraid there's no summary. So, you'll just have to read it, but I promise you, it won't be a waste of time.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi - Chapters: 7 - Words: 6,024 - Reviews: 6 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 7/23/2006 - Published: 6/23/2006
Wounded reviews
ONESHOT Kai hears Tala's new song on the radio. Can the redhead still like him after so long? No, not possible. That was in highschool...YAOI
Beyblade - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 965 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/21/2006 - Complete
Numa Numa reviews
ONESHOT Kai's always away and Tala misses him. Bryan and he argue over his honesty only to be interrupted by someone else walking into Tala's room. Well speak of the devil! TalaxKai FRIENDSHIP
Beyblade - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 749 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Published: 7/13/2006 - Complete
Song for the Lonely reviews
ONESHOT Tala can't stop quoting songs. Kai can't read without silence. Tala likes to annoy Kai. Kai likes...Tala. YAOI
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 640 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/6/2006 - Kai H., Tala - Complete
So Young, So Hopeless reviews
Tala tells Kai how he feels about him, and it sure isn't something you'd want to hear from your best friend.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,288 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 7/5/2006 - Published: 5/11/2006 - Complete
Alive reviews
Songfic Hilary gets fed up with Tyson getting drunk and taking his anger out on her, and goes to her TRUE love.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 623 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/27/2006 - Complete