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Joined 01-29-05, id: 749036, Profile Updated: 09-17-09
Author has written 14 stories for Darren Shan Saga/Cirque Du Freak, Avatar: Last Airbender, Legend of Zelda, and Odyssey.


"i get imaginative with a mouth full of adjectives, a brain full of adverbs" -eminem

Street Moths by X.J. Kennedy

Mature enough to smoke but not to drink,
Grown boys at night before the games arcade
Wearing tattoos that wash off in the sink
Accelerate vain efforts to get laid.

Parading in formation past them, short
Skirts and tight jeans pretending not to see
This pack of starving wolves who pay them court
Turn noses up at cries of agony—

Baby, let's do it! Each suggestion falls
Dead to the gutter to be swept aside
Like some presumptuous bug that hits brick walls,
Rating a mere
Get lost and death-ray eyes.

Still, they keep launching blundering campaigns,
Trying their wings once more in hopeless flight:
Blind moths against the wires of window screens.
Anything. Anything for a fix of light.


im pretty wicked, and you totally should review, msg, talk, etc with me.


ANYHOW, im a sophomore at highschool. i plan on studying english, and having a career in writing. thats what i love. i sit in my dads office or at home for hours when im not out, smoking a cigarette and just type fanfics. i have documents and notes on my yahoo acount filled with chapters or ideas. i lovvve darren shan's cirque du freak. i've written the first five books of the series, plus some oneshots. anyway, I'm starting Vampire Prince now, plus I've been considering rewriting the first book I did because my writing has gotten alot better since then. ALSO, i'm writing a biography of a 13 year old girl who lives in a ghetto and such. I may adventure out into the wonders of the world some day. D:

I make sure to have romance, death, tradegy, drama, suspense and all that good stuff in my fanfics.

My main interest as far as fanfics and such include Cirque Du Freak, The Avatar, The Legend of Zelda, Final Fantasy, and thats pretty much it.

theres SOOO MUCH MOOOAARRR I could tell you, but you better just get to know me first. ;D
if you want send all emails to xheadrushh@yahoo.com

For more information and updates on my CDF fanfic, even though i honestly like never update it anymore, go here:

You told me that the daylight burned you
And that the sunrise was enough to kill you
I said maybe you're a vampire
You said: "It's quite possible I feel truly dead inside"

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

Seven sins according to Placebo:

1_ Laziness
2_ Homophobia
3_ Racial Intolerance
4_ Parental Guidance Stickers
5_ Violence
6_ Retro
7_ Sobriety

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Pieces of pearl by CrysStar reviews
Something beautiful. Broken into bits. Steeped in blood.
Misc. Books - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,734 - Reviews: 595 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 10/4/2011 - Published: 5/1/2004
Protecting Me by Onemoreparadise reviews
A potion gone wrong causes Roxas to age back to his toddler years. This leaves Axel to look after his three year old best friend who is introducing the concept of feeling and love to the Organization members! Including Axel! AkuRoku. Zemyx. Marxene
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 121,890 - Reviews: 762 - Favs: 610 - Follows: 556 - Updated: 7/13/2011 - Published: 7/2/2006 - Axel, Roxas
You're mine! by fahanizhieliq reviews
NO LONGER ON HIATUS BUT WILL TAKE TIME. Draco gets a gift from his father. It's not a new broomstick but something else. It's a beautiful, bloody and reluctant girl, who's there against her own will. How will Draco act?
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 68,512 - Reviews: 242 - Favs: 97 - Follows: 101 - Updated: 10/22/2008 - Published: 12/17/2005 - Draco M., OC
Ice Queen by kip430 reviews
[Complete]Raven is having a hard time keeping her 'ice queen' attitude up when a few new emotions appear and start getting her railed up over a certain green team mate who's been injured. BBRea
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 9,013 - Reviews: 101 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 6/23/2006 - Published: 9/6/2005 - Beast Boy, Raven - Complete
The Legend of Zelda: Sugarhigh Ocarina of Time by animedeprived reviews
Ocarina of Time from Link's point of view. Basically, he's pretty grumpy because he'd rather be eating cookies. It's funny, though. I swear. Now complete. It makes me sad.
Legend of Zelda - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 14 - Words: 14,074 - Reviews: 206 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 5/11/2006 - Published: 2/13/2006 - Link - Complete
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Chasing Pavements
I was deluded and their was something about him that I didn't understand. An aggressiveness, loathing, bitterness. He came to me for help, I didn't know that. I didn't know anything besides that I loved him unendurably.
Darren Shan Saga/Cirque Du Freak - Rated: T - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,659 - Published: 8/22/2011 - Steve Leonard - Complete
Cirque Du Freak Series reviews
A rewrite of the cirque du freak series, only with new twists, some changed scenes, and a seemingly normal girl Who comes along with Darren and Steve to the freak show. The three are woven together by the threads of fate..Books 1 and 2
Darren Shan Saga/Cirque Du Freak - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Tragedy - Chapters: 27 - Words: 32,617 - Reviews: 136 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 4/2/2011 - Published: 3/4/2006 - Complete
Vampire Prince : Book 6 reviews
The future looks bleak for Darren, now. Marked as a coward and a traitor, betrayed, AND on the run - He must find a way to save Ariel and the entire clan from the threat of vampaneze. Can he outwit a Vampire Prince, when already in such a tight spot?
Darren Shan Saga/Cirque Du Freak - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 7,825 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 1/22/2011 - Published: 8/28/2009
Trials of Death: Book 5 reviews
The odds are stacked against him and if he fails, Darren will be dropped onto the stakes in the Hall of Death in Vampire Mountain until he dies. If he succeeds, he will gain the respect of his clan. Somehow a twist of fate drags him into the dawn of a war
Darren Shan Saga/Cirque Du Freak - Rated: M - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 24 - Words: 23,725 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 8/21/2009 - Published: 10/21/2008 - Complete
Swept Out To Sea
It was like the ocean was breaking over his head and he was being swept out to sea. Nothing could touch him, and nothing in the world mattered.' Ariel isn't the only one haunted by dreams of her ex lover. Rated M for drug use. ONESHOT
Darren Shan Saga/Cirque Du Freak - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 502 - Published: 7/29/2009 - Complete
Calypso's Poem reviews
A homework assignment for my english class, a poem from Calypso to Odysseus with her point of view on that part of the epic.
Odyssey - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/22/2009 - Complete
Her Love For The Light Dweller reviews
LinkxMidna ; Despite the way she treated me as a slave, despite the fresh bruises on my skin and the blood under my nails. I, alone, loved her enough to stay loyal. Only my love was true enough to endure. And I love her still, I reminded myself.
Legend of Zelda - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 749 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/18/2008 - Complete
The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time Novelization reviews
As a child, Link is tricked by the Ganondorf to open the Sacred Realm. As a consequence, the beautiful Hyrule is transformed into a barren wasteland. Link is determined to fix the problems he helped create, and must travel through time to do so.
Legend of Zelda - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,922 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 10/11/2008 - Published: 10/10/2008
Vampire Mountain: Book 4 reviews
Six years after their last journey into the unknown, Darren, Ariel, and Mr. Crepsley start their dangerous trek to the heart of the vampire world, but the path is full of blood and the vampaneze have been there before them, but for what purpose?
Darren Shan Saga/Cirque Du Freak - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 26 - Words: 26,681 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 3/15/2008 - Published: 8/23/2007 - Complete
Flaw Brings Out Beauty reviews
He had a mission and there was no room for love in his heart. Only hatred. He had taught himself not to feel, but she made him feel again. It was painful, but he was glad for that.
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 833 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/8/2008 - Zuko - Complete
Rooftop Romance reviews
Steve and Ariel as children, spending what they will soon find out to be one of their last days together, on his rooftop. Cute, fluffy, and StevexAriel.
Darren Shan Saga/Cirque Du Freak - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 769 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/29/2007 - Complete
Jesus Of Suburbia reviews
A songfic about Steve during adolescences, which includes a mixture of drug use, violence and a very rebellious attitude as well as a lust for blood, and a longing to be a vampire hunter. After committing murder, he leaves home to pursue his destiny.
Darren Shan Saga/Cirque Du Freak - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,877 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Published: 10/1/2007 - Complete
Tunnels of Blood: CDF Book 3 reviews
Ariel and Darren must leave the Cirque behind, and visit the city of Mr. Crepsley's birth, so that he can take care of some.. personal matters. There, Ariel and Darren encounter murder, romance, and heartache.
Darren Shan Saga/Cirque Du Freak - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Horror - Chapters: 19 - Words: 20,561 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 9/7/2007 - Published: 1/15/2007 - Complete
Hatred reviews
Oneshot tie in to my CDF 34 Fanfic, a short scene of Steve and how he goes mad, while Darren and Ariel are at the Cirque.
Darren Shan Saga/Cirque Du Freak - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 651 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/19/2007 - Complete