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Joined 03-04-05, id: 769773, Profile Updated: 10-18-14
Author has written 10 stories for Movie X-overs, and Merlin.

UPDATE: Have updated my penname from Lildrusilla- basically due to the fact that I created my account here back in my teenage years- probably over a decade ago now- and really haven't liked the old penname pretty much since I started actually publishing stories on here. So, yes, a change long overdue... As for the choice of new name, this came about due to the fact that my usual default forum name had already been taken on this site, I was listening to Alestorm at the time I changed it, and I do, in point of fact, drink cider.

Firstly, for all Merlin fans looking at this page (and since, at time of writing, all my fics are from the Merlin fandom, I assume you are), everyone should sign up to "The Chambers of Merlin" (its linked as my website). It's a small, but fairly active community of "Merlin" fans- we've got some lovely fics and artwork up there, as well as some fanfic challenges, and, naturally, discussion on the film, the characters, the actors that play them, etc. It's going through a bit of a lull, sure all the members would appreciate some fresh blood to the discussions :)

About Me

I am a former student and current spreadsheet goblin (sadly not my real job title). I don't write much fanfic any more, but I certainly still enjoy reading it. Back when I did write it, as you can tell from the below, it was largely based in the "Merlin" fandom- most of my fanfics from various other sites have now been added to my profile below, with the exception of some group work and a few drabbles.

In addition to my ever present fangirling of "Merlin", Mab specifically, and the Arthurian legends in general, I have also been known to read fanfic of/ obsessively read andor watch the following:

- Orphan Black - I love it, I love it, I need more of it, why is there not more of it *gibbers in a deprived fangirl corner whilst she waits for Season 3

- Game of Thrones/ A Song of Ice and Fire

- Buffy the Vampire Slayer/ Angel - Well, the special effects haven't aged well in a lot of cases, and there are some stinkers in the later seasons of both, but still very enjoyable

- Higurashi/ Umineko no naku koro ni - Cute friendships, bloody violence and complicated overlapping storylines ahoy!

- The Wheel of Time - my first epic fantasy series, so I have a soft spot for it, despite all of it's flaws

- The Elder Scrolls - a series largely responsible for the fact that video games have eaten my social life

- Fallout New Vegas - another game ruining my social life and access to sunlight...

- Bioshock - yep, another one...

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writing fairy stories by Halewyn's Lady reviews
Medieval fan girl meets Queen Mab
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Adventure - Chapters: 16 - Words: 51,625 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 11/14/2013 - Published: 4/15/2011
Another Life by Maellowyn reviews
When a human dies his soul becomes immortal. Passing into the otherworld he can either dwell there or be born again. But what happens when a Fae, a creature born of the otherworld dies? What fate awaits Mab after her defeat? movie-based MA/ME ;-
Merlin - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 13 - Words: 24,521 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 7/1/2013 - Published: 5/9/2009
Not Forgotten by NerinaB reviews
Merlin 1998 Merlin, and everyone else, didn't really forget Mab at the end of the movie so she couldn't have vanished could she? What I think really would have happened. And b/c there aren't enough Mab fanfics.
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,241 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 1/17/2009 - Published: 4/8/2008
A Vision They Shared by mirrorOfsin reviews
A one shot Queen MabxMordred. Romance. How Mab and Mordred share the same vision of their world. Reviews please!
Merlin - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 568 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/13/2007 - Complete
Cold Fire by VivianeSyllverMoon reviews
[Merlin] This is a MabVortigern fic AU! on the battle between Vortigern and Uther. It was inspired by the scene between Mab and Voerigern in his tent. Please R&R! CC is welcomed.
Misc. Movies - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,568 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/21/2007 - Complete
Don't Give Up The Day Job, Love by Dearest's Historic Cadre reviews
Jack Sparrow met a beautiful and angry lady pirate and from that moment, his life changed. NO HE BLOODY WELL DID NOT. Barbossa meets a very ineffectual and very plain lady pirate and does his best to ignore her as she charges about trying to be a Mary Sue
Pirates of the Caribbean - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 12 - Words: 10,727 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 8/4/2006 - Published: 7/27/2006 - Complete
Stones by Incapability reviews
Dead. Killed by human hands, just like everything.
Merlin - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/19/2006 - Complete
I Tried by novitas reviews
I tried to do everything for him. [ Hallmark Entertainment's Merlin ]
Misc. Movies - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/26/2006 - Complete
Standards by Incapability reviews
You cannot judge everything by the same standards. But if you do, the outcome might be fatal.
Merlin - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 470 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/6/2006 - Complete
The Path by Incapability reviews
There was a path ... a hidden path ... walked on by the strangest of creatures ... the path existed only in the mind of those who searched for it ... let me tell you about this path ...
Fairy Tales - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,521 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 1/25/2006 - Published: 11/6/2005
Ever Dream by Incapability reviews
In the first night after Mab's defeat, Merlin dreams of Ambrosia. In the second, he dreams of Nimue. In the third, there is no love left to dream of ... or so he thinks
Merlin - Rated: K - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 738 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/19/2005 - Complete
The Dragon and the Snow by Auburn Red reviews
X-Over with Merlin. Queen Mab has returned and united the enemies of the 9 Kingdoms. Now, the heroes must unite with the heroes of Camelot with some unexpected allies or the kigdoms will suffer!
Crossover - 10th Kingdom & Merlin - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 11 - Words: 65,253 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 7/31/2005 - Published: 2/21/2003
Lonely at the Top by Scarlet Secret reviews
It's a hard fall from the top for Rita Skeeter but will Hermione be able to catch her before she hits the ground? Not slash
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,968 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 6/10/2005 - Published: 6/6/2005 - Hermione G.
Grave Digger by nesshin-chan reviews
Merlin had an unknown child with Nimue who blames him for the life she led.
Misc. Books - Rated: K - English - Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,140 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 3/15/2004 - Published: 2/25/2004
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The Gatekeeper reviews
The Lord of Death watches the Merlin characters at the end of their lives.
Merlin - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,321 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/3/2011
Shame reviews
Formerly known as "Angry Cheddar", for those who remember it. Merlin angsts over events gone past, and Mab pays him a visit. Mab/Merlin pairing. Thanks to Mab Rox for letting me write a sequel to her fic, "Wrath". Rated M to be safe
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,266 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Published: 4/3/2011 - Complete
Distractions reviews
Merlin Following on from Daydreams Mordred finds Mab rather distracting... MabMordred, largely one sided
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,592 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 9/19/2007 - Complete
Daydreams reviews
Merlin Mordred daydreams about Mab. MabMordred, somewhat one sided
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 375 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/19/2007 - Complete
Memories, Dreams and Fairytales reviews
Merlin She had always thought of Mab as half dream, part of a fairytale. But dreams and fairytales didn’t leave you with scratches on your arms and your thoughts in turmoil. Warning: Mild ff
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,331 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Published: 10/23/2006 - Complete
Blood reviews
Blood is thicker than water, they say... 100 word drabble Merlin
Merlin - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/31/2006 - Complete
The Worst Kind of Hatred reviews
Merlin The worst kind of hatred is the cold, calculating kind, the detached coolness. Because it means that you don’t care anymore.
Merlin - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 926 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/3/2006 - Complete
Shattered Illusions reviews
Merlin The most complex and believable illusions are not the ones made by magic, but by our own minds. But they are also the most painful when they shatter.
Merlin - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 967 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/3/2006 - Complete
Last Favour reviews
Merlin Set in the world of the novelisation. Idath’s thoughts when Mab comes to claim Caliban for Mordred. oneshot
Merlin - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,215 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/17/2006 - Complete
An Illusion of Magic reviews
Crossover with Hallmark Entertainment's Merlin. Jareth seizes Mordred and Arthur forcing old enemies Mab, Merlin and Frik to join forces to save them. Better than it sounds I hope, I stink at summaries.
Movie X-overs - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 14 - Words: 68,332 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 12/21/2005 - Published: 7/11/2005 - Complete