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Joined 03-09-05, id: 772620, Profile Updated: 05-24-16
Author has written 4 stories for O.C., and Vampire Diaries.

I'm Ryan, an aspiring writer searching for inspiration in Vancouver, BC.
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May 24/16: Mostly lurking, not currently continuing any of my current works or writing any new ones but thank you for reading.

Ships: Tyler/Caroline, Ryan/Summer, Dan/Blair, Lucas/Hanna

TV/Movies: Gossip Girl, The Vampire Diaries, Nashville, The O.C., Pretty Little Liars, Fight Club, Adventureland, Submarine, Rushmore

Books: East of Eden by John Steinbeck, The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle by Haruki Murakami, White Oleander by Janet Fitch, The Virgin Suicides by Jeffrey Eugenides, The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky, Everything by Chuck Klosterman (with the exception of Downtown Owl because that book was fucking terrible), Damned by Chuck Palahnuik, Brave New World by Aldous Huxley, The Every Boy by Dana Adam Shapiro

Music: Brand New, Kevin Devine, Manchester Orchestra, Bad Books, Say Anything, LIGHTS, Mansions, Weatherbox, Now Now, Andrew McMahon and all of his projects through the years, New Found Glory, Alkaline Trio, The Front Bottoms, Taking Back Sunday

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I'm not going back to New York by preciselypotter reviews
After Chuck and Blair's wedding, Dan moves across the country to find a new path - but every new thing just leads back to what he left behind. Future fic, AU with eventual Dair.
Gossip Girl - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 38,475 - Reviews: 278 - Favs: 176 - Follows: 232 - Updated: 4/8/2012 - Published: 2/5/2012 - Dan, Blair
Hellhound by LivingLow reviews
AU. After Mindoir, a young Shepard, disillusioned with both the Alliance and the Council, decides to take up Miranda's offer to join Cerberus. Once he becomes 18, he joins the Alliance as a mole. MShep/Miri.
Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 25 - Words: 61,981 - Reviews: 418 - Favs: 322 - Follows: 381 - Updated: 4/1/2012 - Published: 11/15/2011 - Shepard (M), Miranda L.
You're Safe With Me by CountTheCrows reviews
Tyler only feels safe with one person.
Vampire Diaries - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,084 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 5 - Published: 10/2/2011 - Tyler L., Caroline F. - Complete
Of Past and Present by Tuesday The First reviews
AU. To embrace the present, Quinn has to first release her past.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 11 - Words: 66,529 - Reviews: 126 - Favs: 170 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 4/4/2011 - Published: 2/2/2011 - Quinn F., Brittany P. - Complete
The Devil and God Are Raging Inside Me by 0Atwood0 reviews
Because the truth of the matter is that he had felt Marissa die. Felt her stop breathing. Felt her heart slow to a sickening stop. Felt her body slacken, and stiffen, and grow cold in his arms as he pressed her against his shaking frame.
O.C. - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 13,646 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 5/24/2007 - Published: 12/11/2006 - Ryan A., Marissa C.
Everything Must Belong Somewhere by emerald-soco reviews
The gun goes off and the world stops. Eventual RyanSummer, picks up at the end of Season 2.
O.C. - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 32,006 - Reviews: 104 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 5/16/2007 - Published: 3/10/2006 - Complete
Friction by FallAway reviews
AU. He’d kill me if he knew I was pining for the love of his life. Ryan's fallen. One shot.
O.C. - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,352 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/13/2005 - Summer R., Ryan A. - Complete
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Most Beautiful Plague reviews
Takes place during 3x11. Tyler convinces Klaus to save Caroline.
Vampire Diaries - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,530 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 6 - Published: 1/16/2012 - Caroline F., Tyler L.
Gifts & Curses reviews
Tyler spends the night with Caroline. Takes place after 3x03
Vampire Diaries - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,673 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 9 - Published: 9/30/2011 - Caroline F., Tyler L. - Complete
Vexed reviews
A oneshot of Tyler and Caroline's kiss during 2x12. Tyler's POV.
Vampire Diaries - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,119 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/3/2011 - Caroline F., Tyler L. - Complete
The Wrong Ones reviews
Lindsay recently left and Seth is trying to get Ryan back in the dating game, all the while attempting to win Summer back for himself. What if he brought these two people together without even knowing it? RyanSummer pairing
O.C. - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 18,130 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 1/6/2007 - Published: 5/7/2005 - Summer R., Ryan A.