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Joined 03-17-05, id: 777222
Author has written 52 stories for Lost.

I've written for other shows, however, never really felt comfortable sharing them with a lot of people. I've decided that I should start and I'm going to use my Lost fanfiction to do it. I'm really enjoying that show, especially Sayid and Shannon, and Charlie and Claire. I also love Sawyer. I hope you enjoy what I write.

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Moats and Boats and Waterfalls by blueink3 reviews
Home. The word is given new meaning for five-year-old Emma when she's dropped off with her new foster parent. (AU, obvi)
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 34 - Words: 143,709 - Reviews: 1468 - Favs: 1,055 - Follows: 1,436 - Updated: 12/8/2014 - Published: 4/1/2013 - Emma S., David N./Prince Charming, Snow White/Mary M. Blanchard, Sheriff Graham/The Huntsman
Made All the Difference by misscam reviews
Certain things never change, Mr Gold knows. But everything else might still. Regina doesn't cast the curse, Rumpelstiltskin does. It may make all the difference. [Charming family. Snow/Charming, some Belle/Rumpel, some Emma/Graham, Regina, Henry, others] WIP.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 108 - Words: 202,503 - Reviews: 608 - Favs: 194 - Follows: 278 - Updated: 11/4/2014 - Published: 3/22/2013 - [Snow White/Mary M. Blanchard, David N./Prince Charming] Emma S.
The Mother by coldqueen reviews
Part Two of Her Parents...the first is The Father. Shannon struggles to cope with her new brother, encagement, and pregnancy...oh, and the fact that there is a strange virus like disease about to be unleashed onto the island! SHAYID! Must read!
Lost - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 7,929 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 4/14/2005 - Published: 3/30/2005 - Shannon, Sayid - Complete
An Improbable Romance by keepitlost reviews
She didn’t know when she had fallen in love with him exactly… All she knew is that she couldn’t get him out of her head. ShannonSayid with little tiny bits of JackKate and CharlieClaire. Please read and review! DISCONTINUED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE
Lost - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 9,782 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 4/6/2005 - Published: 2/9/2005
Hot Child by Lazuli1 reviews
A mercilessly hot day on the island inspires Shannon Rutherford to “take a day off”. Swims, laziness, and hanging around the men of the island seem like a perfect way to pass the time. More importantly, she wants to know why Sayid has been avoiding her...
Lost - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 32,642 - Reviews: 203 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 3/28/2005 - Published: 2/1/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Moving On: Part II Of the Shayid Trilogy by iheartweasleys reviews
In Part I, we left off with Boone finally accepting Shannon and Sayid's relationship. In Part II, we meet with our characters four years later. Will their relationship be experiencing strains? And how will that affect the birth of their first child?
Lost - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,777 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 3/24/2005 - Published: 3/4/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
The Father by coldqueen reviews
Sequel to The Silence...a story about what happens when Shannon makes an odd connection between her father, Sawyer, and her. Chapter Seven uploaded SHAYID ROCKS!
Lost - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 9,128 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 6 - Updated: 3/18/2005 - Published: 3/11/2005 - Sayid, Shannon - Complete
The Silence by coldqueen reviews
Shannon tells Sayid about her past and tries to move past the obstacles it causes in the present. FINISHED!Chapter Nine: Vocea SHAYID! Must read!
Lost - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 12,105 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 3/10/2005 - Published: 2/28/2005 - Sayid, Shannon - Complete
Definition of Love by SolitaryFan reviews
When Shannon finds a dictionary in some of the luggage, she starts to wonder just how much she knows about love...
Lost - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 1,808 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 5 - Updated: 3/8/2005 - Published: 3/7/2005 - Shannon, Sayid - Complete
I'm Happy If You Are by iheartweasleys reviews
When Shannon and Sayid connect, will Boone be able to let his sister go?
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 10,476 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 3/1/2005 - Published: 1/15/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Forget Me Nots by The Differencer reviews
Everyone always manages to forget Shannon. And today it affects her more than usual, because today is her birthday.
Lost - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/9/2005 - Sayid, Shannon
The Rules of Love by BeyondtheSea reviews
Shannon teaches us the Rules of Love. ShannonSayid. please read and review. Complete.
Lost - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 9,674 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 1/30/2005 - Published: 1/17/2005 - Shannon, Sayid - Complete
Heat Wave by Ashley Nicole reviews
Shannon is going through a breakdown. She doesn't quite realize what is happening to her only that she is quickly growing more and more used to having Sayid around. She needs some sort of emotional attention and Sayid is the only one giving it to her.
Lost - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,558 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 1/16/2005 - Published: 1/14/2005 - Sayid, Shannon
Want You to Know by M. D. Jensen reviews
Pointless, angsty, fluffy SayidShannon Shayid. Through Shannon’s eyes as Sayid finally decides he must tell her about his past. Much shippage.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,856 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/16/2005 - Sayid, Shannon - Complete
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Wee Hours of the Morning reviews
Sayid never slept.
Lost - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 493 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2005 - Sayid, Shannon
Peace reviews
Sayid’s thoughts as he is with Ana Lucia from the promo for next week.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 362 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/18/2005 - Sayid
A Fresh Start reviews
Sayid is trying to find out what is wrong with Shannon. When she finally reveals her secret, will it be one that Sayid wanted to hear? Companion to the Moving In and Moving Forward. Looks as if I’m starting up my own universe.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,573 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/10/2005 - Sayid, Shannon
Healing reviews
Shannon has finally left home and is on her own in France. Can she find the peace she’s searching for?
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,366 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/8/2005 - Shannon
Emptiness reviews
Shannon prepares for her father’s funeral.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,774 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/7/2005 - Shannon
Bruises reviews
Shannon remembers why the French on the maps is so familiar and must decide if she wants to risk telling Sayid.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 829 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/2/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Changes reviews
An eight year old Shannon reflects on her new life when grounded.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,023 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/1/2005 - Shannon
Ghosts reviews
Spoilers for Episode 6. Shannon and Sayid reflect on the changes in their lives.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,405 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/31/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Catch Me When I Fall reviews
Shannon just wants someone to catch her
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 839 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/26/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Slipping Away reviews
Sawyer’s thoughts based on the promo from the next new episode.
Lost - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 636 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/25/2005 - Sawyer
Finding Hope
Shannon reveals a secret to Sayid hoping for comfort.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 459 - Published: 10/24/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Unwrapped reviews
Shannon gives Sayid the only present she can – herself.
Lost - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,618 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/18/2005 - Sayid, Shannon
Cold Shower reviews
In the hatch, both Shannon and Sayid wonder about the future of their relationship
Lost - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,214 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/17/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Fading Reality reviews
Sayid is no longer able to tell dreams from reality.
Lost - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,260 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/11/2005 - Sayid, Shannon
Pick Me Up reviews
Sawyer does what he can to help Claire deal with her postpartum blues.
Lost - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,214 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 17 - Published: 10/5/2005 - Sawyer, Claire
Protector reviews
Sayid thinks about his role in Shannon’s life.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 575 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/3/2005 - Sayid, Shannon
Double Meanings reviews
Sayid overhears a private conversation between Claire and Shannon.
Lost - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 521 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 9/28/2005 - Sayid, Shannon
Visions reviews
Shannon tries to convince Sayid that her vision of Walt was real.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,040 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/27/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Trust reviews
Shannon sees a familiar face in the jungle and struggles to make others believe her. Can she count on Sayid? spoilers for episode one written before it aired.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,282 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/25/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Birthday Gift reviews
Sayid searches through the impractical clothing pile, in search of a birthday present for Shannon. Answer to the paisley jacket challenge.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,532 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/25/2005 - Sayid, Shannon
Moving Forward reviews
Months have passed since Claire moved in with Sawyer, but has their relationship progressed any further? sequel to Moving In
Lost - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,370 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 9 - Published: 9/12/2005 - Sawyer, Claire
Moving In reviews
Sawyer finds that someone is moving into his heart.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,759 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/29/2005 - Sawyer, Claire
Let Go, Move On reviews
As Shannon and Sayid move towards their future, Shannon needs to confront part of her past. Sequel to Love's Fortune.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 14,060 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 8/28/2005 - Published: 8/24/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Cut Away reviews
Shannon is pulling away from Sayid, once he finds out why, will he be able to fix it?
Lost - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,567 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 8/23/2005 - Sayid, Shannon
Nobody's Hero reviews
Sawyer reflects on his inability to save Walt from the Others.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,798 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/9/2005 - Sawyer
Better Alone reviews
During Solitary, Sayid thinks about what he did to Sawyer, and makes a plan for his future.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,008 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/8/2005 - Sayid
Love's Fortune reviews
Sequel to Rescue Me and Hold Me. Sayid takes Shannon on the perfect first date, but will her desire to do something for him coupled with her lingering doubts about their relationship end their chances of happiness.
Lost - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 12,304 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 8/7/2005 - Published: 8/3/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Broken Smile reviews
Boone watches Shannon and Sayid and thinks about all he can’t give Shannon.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,328 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/1/2005 - Boone, Shannon
Ice Queen reviews
Shannon finds that her icy exterior is starting to melt.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,528 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/25/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Starting Over reviews
What started out as a trip to the hatch to check up on those who wanted to blow it up, becomes much more of an adventure for Shannon and Sayid, which brings them closer together.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 12,704 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 7/18/2005 - Published: 7/12/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Hold Me reviews
Sayid’s fears about his relationship with Shannon are brought to light when Shannon comes to him drunk. Companion to Rescue Me.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,420 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/7/2005 - Published: 7/6/2005 - Sayid, Shannon
Punishment reviews
Shannon reflects on Sun’s questions about punishment, which leads her to some answers.
Lost - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,507 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/1/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Rescue Me reviews
Shannon finds that her doubts don’t disappear with rescue. Post island fic
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,404 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 6/14/2005 - Published: 6/13/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Lost and Found reviews
A search for Vincent brings Shannon closer to Sayid.
Lost - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,577 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/7/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
For Now reviews
As Shannon sleeps in his arms, Sayid reflects on the night's events.
Lost - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 596 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/2/2005 - Sayid, Shannon
Torn and Tattered reviews
Shannon asks Sayid to take her to the plane that crushed her brother. Takes place after Born to Run.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,343 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/1/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Feels Like Home reviews
Shannon realizes how much Sayid means to her. (An extension of the hug scene).
Lost - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,440 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/1/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Lullaby reviews
A lullaby brings Shannon some peace. (Post TGG)
Lost - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,385 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/10/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Sacrifice reviews
Sayid thinks about his actions as he watches Shannon sleep. Post The Greater Good.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,524 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/9/2005 - Sayid, Shannon
Sick Day reviews
Shannon goes to Sayid when she doesn’t feel well.
Lost - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,438 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 10 - Published: 5/5/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Just Friends, Maybe More reviews
A missing scene from Homecoming and an extension.
Lost - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,297 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 5/4/2005 - Published: 5/3/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Not Friends reviews
Sequel to Not in Love. Sawyer gives Sayid a present.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,024 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/2/2005 - Sayid, Shannon
Not in Love reviews
A talk with Sawyer leads Shannon to a very important revelation.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,766 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 4/29/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Damaged Hero reviews
Sayid’s thoughts during the kiss in …In Translation.
Lost - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,165 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Published: 4/27/2005 - Sayid, Shannon
Facing Fear reviews
Companion To Afraid of the Dark. A walk in the jungle allows Shannon to see more about Sayid.
Lost - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,995 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/26/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Afraid of the Dark reviews
Shannon is afraid of the dark.
Lost - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,263 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Published: 4/25/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Guilty Heart reviews
Shannon’s guilt for using Boone and never apologizing is tearing her apart. She falls back on old habits to get rid of her grief; will she lose Sayid in the process?
Lost - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,695 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 4/22/2005 - Published: 4/19/2005 - Shannon, Sawyer
By Her Side reviews
Sayid does what he can to comfort Shannon in her loss.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 533 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/13/2005 - Sayid, Shannon
New Life reviews
Takes place about five months after Against All Odds. Shannon’s past relationships have left her insecure, which may end up affecting her current relationship with Sayid. What will it take for her to realize that it might just be ok?
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 8,952 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 4/12/2005 - Published: 4/4/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
The Goodbye Girl reviews
It seemed to Shannon like all she ever did was say goodbye. (Post Do No Harm)
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 760 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/8/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Against All Odds reviews
FINISHED! It started out as nothing but translating maps to get them off the island, but when Shannon realizes that she is falling for Sayid, will her past come between them?
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 13,932 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 4/1/2005 - Published: 3/21/2005 - Shannon, Sayid
Piece of My Heart reviews
Set after the episode Numbers, Shannon waits for Sayid to return and talks with him.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,901 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/20/2005 - Sayid, Shannon