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Joined 03-31-05, id: 786651, Profile Updated: 03-06-17
Author has written 17 stories for Inuyasha, Scooby Doo, Death Note, Utena, Evangelion, and Sleepaway Camp.

Yes, I’m back! (...in a limited capacity, anyway.)

Right now I’m just posting/finishing some old fics I had lying around, for the sake of getting back into the writing groove. So don’t expect much. :P

(Read the following wall of text for details... assuming you want them.)


I haven’t done any serious writing in quite a long while now. Writing and reading have always been very important to me – part of my identity, in truth – but I’ve simply not had the time or motivation to do either for a long time. And I really want to get back to the ‘me’ that lived for stories.

Frankly, I’ve been depressed for the past several weeks. I think this longstanding lack of creative energy is part of the reason why, and even if I’m wrong about that, writing has always helped me through times like this.

But it’s daunting to just jump back in. I have a couple of novels I’d like to start editing / rewriting, but I feel like I need to get my writing chops back first.

I have been making some effort to read more for the last year or so, at least, but I read silly stuff. Pure guilty pleasure entertainment stuff. (Old YA horror novels mostly. I have a sizeable collection. And quite possibly an obsession. Not exactly the kind of reading material to inspire serious writing though.)

So here I am, back in fanfiction land. Most people wouldn’t consider that serious either, but I tend to read some heavy, artsy fanfics... and a crapton of slash fics. But those categories overlap an awful lot around here. :) And artistic merit aside, fanfiction has a unique power to bring out a real passion in me. That’s something I need to find and learn to tap into again. What better way than to go back to writing fanfics for a while?

I won’t promise anything – a certain long-unfinished fic is still going to sit indefinitely. (I’m not giving it up, still. Someday.) Right now I’m polishing up and posting some old stuff I found that was reasonably complete but that I never put on FFnet before.

Mainly I’m working on finishing a few shorter Death Note stories that were important to me, but for whatever reason only got half-written. There’s a Near story with a weird twist, and not one but TWO follow-ups to “Striped” – seriously, that was gonna be a 3-part series until I got stuck in the middle of the second one! And each of those will end up being 10-15k words long probably. So look out for those!

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Elven Wine by tiswillard reviews
Sam/Frodo slash.
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,186 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/14/2009 - Frodo B., Samwise G. - Complete
If Life Was Like a Video Game by Serene Ice Dragon reviews
When a group of kids in the Wammy House stumble across a forgotten invention, they become interested in a virtual reality video game. Deciding to try it out on their own, they soon discover what living in a video game is really like.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Humor - Chapters: 12 - Words: 39,654 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 1/26/2009 - Published: 6/18/2008 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Unbreakable by Fullmetal-Tora reviews
It's been one year since Mello and Matt barely escaped death at the hands of Kira's supporters, but when a vicious ghost from Mello's past returns for vengeance, everything is put on the line in a deadly game neither can afford to lose. Matt/Mello
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 111,013 - Reviews: 122 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 1/17/2009 - Published: 3/27/2008 - Mello, Matt
Final Moments by Living in a fantasy reviews
In the last moments of your life, what do you think about? Do you think about the ways you could have avoided death? Or maybe how your life could have been in the future? Maybe you think only of the pain of the moment…or do you think of the one you love?
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,309 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/3/2008 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Double Click by Namine09 reviews
Statuses are reversed between L and Matt to satisfy the urges and needs they each hold for each other.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,062 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/21/2008 - L, Matt - Complete
Amoeba by Mail Jeevus reviews
Mello's moods were so...fickle. Matt's mind was joking with him that living with Mello was dangerous, like rooming with Kira himself. MelloxMatt; COMPLETE.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 119,978 - Reviews: 84 - Favs: 103 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 11/8/2008 - Published: 10/24/2007 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Morning Star by Mikanis reviews
To reign is worth ambition though in Hell: Better to reign in Hell, then serve in Heav'n." Paradise Lost, John Milton. Things change...further more, People change, and to know himself, he must first know another. Sequel to Welcome to Wammy. Mature
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 59,691 - Reviews: 325 - Favs: 194 - Follows: 215 - Updated: 10/29/2008 - Published: 12/12/2007 - Mello, Matt
Guilty Pleasure by flamablechoklit reviews
Matt awakens one night and reads a few lines of Mello's guilty pleasure, which may hint at the blonde's subconcious fantasies. What is Matt to do? Rated for: heavy smut and kink, blood, lemon, and language. Enjoy.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,600 - Reviews: 71 - Favs: 92 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 10/21/2008 - Published: 9/16/2008 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Truth Tapes or Can't spell family without L by Crazy4Moony reviews
L finds tapes about Wammy's inhibitants. They watch them, and find out stuff that they're not supposed to know. How does the Wammy-family function? And what's between L and Mello? Matsuda and the others would like to know! CHAPTER SIX IS RATED M SO BEWARE
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 9 - Words: 44,078 - Reviews: 89 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 10/1/2008 - Published: 4/26/2008 - [Mello, L]
Shinigami Child by Lillian Edwards reviews
On september 18th 1980 a girl is born with the ability to reconize death notes and shinigami without touching a death note. And if that wasn't enough, she also has a tie to L but does she have the ability to save him? L and Oc pairing.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 85 - Words: 171,998 - Reviews: 769 - Favs: 521 - Follows: 212 - Updated: 9/7/2008 - Published: 4/4/2008 - Complete
Second Chance by Striking Falcon reviews
Sesshoumaru, Lord of the Western Lands, is betrothed to a miko with a dark side. When Sesshoumaru declares in front of the wedding party that he doesn’t love the miko, she curses him. Fast forward to 2003, when Kagome is driving home from work. She a
Inuyasha - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 40 - Words: 249,615 - Reviews: 4386 - Favs: 2,766 - Follows: 1,278 - Updated: 8/5/2008 - Published: 9/13/2003 - Sesshomaru, Kagome H.
Fine by MangoPirate reviews
A short look into Near's first appearance at Wammy's House, and how he deals with death. Some Near and Mello related spoilers.
Death Note - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 921 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/31/2008 - Near, Mello - Complete
Twisted Mirror by Gamecrazy 25 reviews
Mello was being silent lately and Matt thought nothing of it. Matt/Mello
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,531 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/27/2008 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Comatose by flamablechoklit reviews
Waking up to you never felt so real." A songfic to Skillet's Comatose. LEMON. MattxMello.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,082 - Reviews: 46 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 5 - Published: 7/23/2008 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Alphabet of a Singular Kind by Nyx-Zephyrus reviews
It's his birthday. The thought makes him laugh, a vicious grating howl that careens from his walls and stains the silence down the hall.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 651 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/22/2008 - Complete
Our Last Night by Carrot The LuvMachine reviews
Neither knew what the morning would bring, all they knew was that it was their last night together. A MattxMello fanfic about the night before their deaths. Contains yaoi, angst, and a lemon
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,199 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 37 - Published: 6/25/2008 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Pink! by Jedi Master Bag reviews
Mello insults Matt's manliness, but worst of all, his PSP. Thus, Matt sets out to make a point to his best friend.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,493 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/15/2008 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Stranglehold by ThatRosieSparkle reviews
They were doomed from the start, each the other's noose, stringing themselves up to hang together. Canon compliant. Matt/Mello
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,075 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/10/2008 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Minor Annoyances by Mysterious Penname reviews
“The day Light-kun doesn’t have the need to speak over one hundred thousand words is the day I will eat quietly!” This is a series of drabbles about...well, L and Light annoying each other. Crack, OOCLight, COMPLETE
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 64 - Words: 97,988 - Reviews: 2884 - Favs: 858 - Follows: 309 - Updated: 6/7/2008 - Published: 1/19/2008 - L, Light Y. - Complete
The Daily Life of Kira by Mysterious Penname reviews
Light has succeeded in becoming Kira, and L is coming along for the ride. Watch as they struggle with awkward meetings, crazy paparazzi, and each other's boundless stupidity. Ah, the toils of ruling the world! AU, OOC-ness, Shounen-Ai, Crack. --ON HIATUS-
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,391 - Reviews: 103 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 72 - Updated: 6/7/2008 - Published: 5/10/2008 - L, Light Y.
Writing in Code by ice-crisis reviews
At Wammy's, Matt and Mello get caught passing notes in class one too many times. To get back at their teachers, they decide to write an unreadable code. But does Matt have an ulterior motive? And why is Near spying on them? Matt/Mello, T for language.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,447 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 8 - Published: 6/2/2008 - Matt, Mello - Complete
More Than a Number by Fullmetal-Tora reviews
It's Exams week at Wammy's and while Mello's diligently focusing on his scores, Matt seems oddly disapproving. Mello wants to be number one. Matt just wants him to be happy. Sometimes it's about more than just numbers and figures. ONESHOT Matt/Mello
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,730 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/26/2008 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Catching Mello by Beautiful Taboo reviews
There were happy times, carefree times, times when it seemed like the world stopped spinning and everything around us seemed unimportant. But it's not like that anymore. MattxMello
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,572 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/22/2008 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Welcome to Wammy by Mikanis reviews
Mello has just arrived at Wammy House at the young age of nine. Can he adjust to his new life after so long without an identity? M for Mature due to touchy subject matter, violence, language, and games I play with the human mind. Mikanis
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 22 - Words: 52,696 - Reviews: 290 - Favs: 369 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 12/9/2007 - Published: 10/17/2007 - Mello - Complete
Self Abuse by RobinRocks reviews
[LxL] That's right, LxL. Blink and look again. LxL, and one of them doesn't stand for Light. [Even in your last hours, loving yourself comes with a price.] Written for the anniversary of L's death, spoilers for his name and Ep 25 and blah...
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,106 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 7 - Published: 11/5/2007 - L - Complete
Satsukibare: In Memory of the Chrysanthemum by Nefertili reviews
Her life having been saved from a critical moment by Sesshoumaru, Kikyou joins him in an alliance against Naraku, whose current ally happens to share a past one-sided relationship with the Demon Lord. SessKik and SessOC, also InuKag and MirSan
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 23 - Words: 93,255 - Reviews: 178 - Favs: 94 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 6/3/2005 - Published: 3/21/2005 - Sesshomaru, Kikyou - Complete
Just a Mistake by ravenskyeblackhawk reviews
Sesshoumaru has marked Kagome against her will. Now an demoness, she knows he doesn't want her, so she finds a way to rid herself of his mark and out of the Feudal era. Sesshoumaru realizes too late that she was the one he wanted and is willing to wait
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 30 - Words: 59,384 - Reviews: 450 - Favs: 489 - Follows: 93 - Updated: 4/13/2005 - Published: 3/26/2005 - Kagome H., Sesshomaru - Complete
Pure Heart by Renica Swavely reviews
After purifying the Shikon Jewel, Kagome wishes for Inuyasha and Kikyo to have second chance, leaving her alone. Sango and Miroku are planning their wedding, so feeling like a third wheel she wanders off, right into the Western Lands!
Inuyasha - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 18 - Words: 52,633 - Reviews: 862 - Favs: 938 - Follows: 171 - Updated: 11/11/2004 - Published: 12/29/2003 - Kagome H., Sesshomaru - Complete
Something Entirely Different by Just A Starving Writer reviews
[SK: COMPLETE][Edited] How difficult can it be to kill one young miko? Apparently very for this irritated demon lord. Killing someone, that's simple. But keeping them dead...that's something entirely different.
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,345 - Reviews: 235 - Favs: 643 - Follows: 89 - Updated: 10/13/2004 - Published: 8/4/2004 - Kagome H., Sesshomaru - Complete
A Completely Innocent Addiction by Just A Starving Writer reviews
[SK][Complete][Edited] An obsessed miko, a bored demon lord, and the shared need to be entertained, all combined by a completely innocent addiction.
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 23,291 - Reviews: 384 - Favs: 1,162 - Follows: 160 - Updated: 9/9/2004 - Published: 8/4/2004 - Kagome H., Sesshomaru - Complete
The Gift by duchesscarml reviews
Kagome recieves a mysterious gift that will change her life forever.... hers and Sesshoumaru's.
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 25,963 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 142 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 5/24/2004 - Published: 4/10/2004 - Kagome H., Sesshomaru - Complete
Everything's Changed by Kai19 reviews
PG13 for safety's sake! SessKag. Sesshoumaru, lonely and tired of living, runs into one of the few humans he ever respected, but never thought he'd see again. The miko who impressed him 500 years ago, Kagome!
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 48,415 - Reviews: 877 - Favs: 784 - Follows: 129 - Updated: 3/26/2004 - Published: 2/11/2003 - Sesshomaru, Kagome H. - Complete
Sweets by cappie reviews
When Kagome moves to Tokyo a nearby bakery offers more sweets than just cakes and coffee. AU. SesshoumaruKagome. complete.
Inuyasha - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,768 - Reviews: 141 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 1/13/2004 - Published: 1/7/2004 - Complete
Moonstruck by Aiwendil Amaurea reviews
Sesshoumaru, driven by his pride and arrogance, kidnaps Kagome for his own purposes. In the moonlight, the line between friend and foe blurs, and confusion reigns. Trapped in a deadly countdown, two lost souls wait for the darkness to wane. {Completed}
Inuyasha - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 36,715 - Reviews: 810 - Favs: 980 - Follows: 162 - Updated: 12/2/2003 - Published: 8/23/2003 - Sesshomaru, Kagome H. - Complete
To Live Again by Rurouni Star reviews
[SK]Inu Yasha sends Kagome back to her world with harsh words... but worse consequences. Kagome refuses to give up Sengoku Jidai despite the danger to herself and ends up with the most unlikely of companions.
Inuyasha - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 42,075 - Reviews: 465 - Favs: 720 - Follows: 100 - Updated: 5/31/2003 - Published: 5/12/2003 - [Sesshomaru, Kagome H.] - Complete
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Hands of the Beholder
Near's eyesight has never been perfect, but ever since the explosion destroyed Mello's hideout with the fool still inside, he's been inexplicably going blind. (Vague, one-sided Near x Mello.)
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,313 - Published: 10h - Near, Mello, Halle L., S. Gevanni
Demian Drabbles (Death Note edition)
A series of character drabbles based on quotes from Hermann Hesse's Demian.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 1,649 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/7 - Light Y., L, Near, Matt - Complete
Demian Drabbles (Utena edition) reviews
A short series of drabbles based on quotes from the Hermann Hesse novel, Demian. (Rated T for minor violence and... implications.)
Utena - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,100 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/7 - Kyouichi, Nanami, Touga - Complete
Nothing from Nothing reviews
The sea of LCL should have been neutral and unobtrusive, yet she could swear it was trying to touch her, trying to pull her in and make her a part of it. Post-End of Evangelion. Oneshot.
Evangelion - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 633 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/6 - Asuka L. S. - Complete
Sleepaway Note reviews
Let's face it: compared to most other fictional serial killers, Kira's kind of a wimp. DN / Sleepaway Camp crossover. Oneshot.
Crossover - Death Note & Sleepaway Camp - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,317 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/6 - Light Y., Ryuk - Complete
Let's Die Heroically, Let's Die with Style reviews
Honestly, Touga didn't mind being used. But a part of him was still human, and that part had its limits. Oneshot.
Utena - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,690 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/25/2010 - Touga, Akio - Complete
Where Is It? reviews
So many characters, so many little moments - a series of 100-word drabbles about the daily misadventures and untold encounters of our favorite characters, plus all the minor ones that we tend to forget. Updated at random and open to suggestions.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 1,124 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 2/25/2009 - Published: 11/29/2008
Cohabitation reviews
Normally, Mello wouldn't be caught dead traipsing about with an umbrella; if it rained, it rained, and so be it. But an umbrella did find its way over his head once, thanks to a certain redheaded schoolgirl. Mello x girl!Matt. AU oneshot.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,910 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/6/2009 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Normal reviews
An eight year old boy should not have a roommate that isn't blood-related, or whose real name he doesn't even know, but this is Matt's life now. Like it or not, he's stuck with Mello – and right now, he definitely doesn't like it. Oneshot.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,771 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/2/2009 - Matt, Mello - Complete
In a Full Moon Procession reviews
The action is over, but the remaining followers of Kira still have hope. One devotee, however, has much more than simple prayers to offer her fallen God. Oneshot.
Death Note - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 841 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/24/2008 - Misa A. - Complete
Doppelganger reviews
Matt wasn't happy to see them, but he wasn't particularly surprised either – he'd been seeing these omens for years, after all. The only thing that really caught him off guard was seeing two at the same time. Oneshot.
Death Note - Rated: K - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 851 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 8 - Published: 12/17/2008 - Matt - Complete
Following You reviews
Mello's heart tightens in his chest, and he knows he has only forty seconds left in this world. There's no time for goodbyes, but then, who is left for him to say goodbye to? Matt x Mello oneshot.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,077 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/14/2008 - Mello, Matt - Complete
ScoobyDoo Meets Death Note reviews
L already has his hands full trying to catch the infamous Kira, and now there's a rogue shinigami scaring the citizens of Tokyo. Supernatural monsters aren't really L's forte, so it's time to call in the experts - the Scooby-Doo gang! DN/Scooby crossover.
Crossover - Scooby Doo & Death Note - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Humor - Chapters: 8 - Words: 51,630 - Reviews: 83 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 9/13/2008 - Published: 5/18/2008 - Velma, L
Nameless reviews
When Near was born, the midwife cried out and refused to touch him. He had the mark of evil: the black eyes and white hair and skin were signs of bewitching. My twisted take on Near's early childhood in Thailand. Oneshot.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,680 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/8/2008 - Near - Complete
Potassium reviews
On any other day, Near would have continued to his room without a second thought. Today was different, though. Today, somehow, it didn't seem right to leave Matt in such a state. He'd been left behind already, after all. Near-centric oneshot.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,344 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/21/2008 - Near, Matt - Complete
Striped reviews
Black, white. The colors leaned against each other, wavering and dizzy, but somehow managing to stand. Neither was solid enough to be called dominant, and neither could exist alone, because then they'd cease to be stripes altogether. Matt x Mello oneshot.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,905 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/27/2008 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Barriers reviews
-DISCONTINUED- In their pursuit of Naraku, the Inu gang meets a goddess who has immense power over spiritual barriers. Her abilities could be a great help to them, but there’s just one problem: she happens to be Sesshoumaru’s lover.
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 55,418 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 8/9/2006 - Published: 4/4/2005