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Author has written 3 stories for CSI, and Mentalist.

I've returned to the FFnet after three years on hiatus. I'm remembering why I found this community so fascinating to begin with, how intricate our selves are wound up in these characters. I want to explore these lands with new eyes. I believe the places we create and webs we weave are integral to discovering a part of ourselves both intrinsic and raw (what may be perceived by any conformist as dangerously so), and they should be accepted. For example, what started off for me as a simple H/C equation has now become a very interesting experiment in dialogue... relationships... action, reaction, proaction; I feel I am opening up facets and layers.

Of course, I could be very wrong.

I don't tend to stray from the regular 'ships', as such. You know. Janeway/Chakotay, Grissom/Sara, Jane/Lisbon. I think the writers give us little morsels and particularly the last pairing there is far too fun to not take the bait.

In other news, I like to drink tea, watch Hayao Miyazaki movies, and do Bikram Yoga at 6am in the morning.

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Where's the Dislike Button? by As-Long-As-I'm-Around reviews
Patrick Jane: If Teresa Lisbon deletes me off facebook does that mean we are not friends? Angst and humor. Original Summary: The team have facebook. Teresa just changed her relationship status. Obviously, Jane isn't impressed..
Mentalist - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 11,226 - Reviews: 132 - Favs: 78 - Follows: 89 - Updated: 12/30/2012 - Published: 1/3/2011 - Patrick J., Teresa L. - Complete
Domus Hadeum, or Where You Live by MerriWyllow reviews
The House of Hades. "Where I live. Every minute of every day. I've never left. I was hoping to, after I killed Red John. Now I don't know how to leave. Misery loves company, Lisbon. And I'm going to make you live there, too." AU. M for words and actions.
Mentalist - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 45,026 - Reviews: 141 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 5/26/2012 - Published: 8/18/2011 - [Patrick J., Teresa L.] - Complete
World Your Rock Tonight by Duppy Conqueror reviews
Post ep. for 3.10. The line, "I'm just a little home. Can you take me drunk?" needs a follow up. T for now, but M in later chapters. Happy Holidays! R/R
Mentalist - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 41,013 - Reviews: 90 - Favs: 77 - Follows: 95 - Updated: 4/8/2012 - Published: 12/14/2010 - Teresa L., Patrick J.
Copacetic by fury-shashka reviews
Everything is copacetic. Everyone has grown up. And Ginny has to finish the interview. And Lucius has to tell all.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 47,066 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 2/20/2012 - Published: 5/22/2011 - Lucius M., Ginny W.
Jack of Diamonds, Queen of Hearts by 221b Baker Street reviews
A series of short stories set in the early years of Patrick Jane and Angela Ruskin Jane , events and experiences all leading up to that fateful day. A continuation of Courting Fire, because so many asked. Dedicated to allanon9
Mentalist - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 14,995 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 4/8/2011 - Published: 11/17/2010
Just This Once by LittleMender reviews
"Blood on Blood" Tag. Someone should have been there for her. They should have cared, should have seen her bruises and seen through her trying to cover them up as well as the shameful secret they evidenced. She should've been someone's "just this once."
Mentalist - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,022 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/11/2011 - Teresa L., Patrick J. - Complete
Whiplash by celtic-dreamscape-94 reviews
Lisbon is late for work, and Jane knows that never happens, so where is she? But then, breaking evidence is found for the Red John case. So which will Jane choose? Red John or Lisbon?
Mentalist - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Crime - Chapters: 20 - Words: 49,284 - Reviews: 144 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 1/9/2011 - Published: 3/18/2010 - Teresa L., Patrick J. - Complete
Red Window by shannyfish reviews
Sequel to "Suffering is the Best Punishment". With Lisbon gone, Jane leaves CBI to set out to find her and to kill Red John. He won't let Red John kill his family again.
Mentalist - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 21 - Words: 53,334 - Reviews: 60 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 12/25/2010 - Published: 12/4/2010 - Patrick J., Teresa L. - Complete
I Took A Memory To Lunch by angel-death-dealer reviews
Jane finds the last message his wife and daughter left him, unseen for five years, but he can't watch it alone and Lisbon is there to help him through. Jisbon.
Mentalist - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,270 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/18/2010 - Patrick J., Teresa L. - Complete
Only That Which is Written in Blood by Kansas42 reviews
Every coffin Cho's ever helped carry has weighed just slightly more than the last. Maybe before, maybe things could have been different. But there are no happy endings now.
Mentalist - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,695 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/11/2010 - Kimball C., Patrick J. - Complete
Daphne by fury-shashka reviews
She doesn’t dance. She eats shellfish with her fingers, sucking meat out of the shells, wiping at her mouth with the back of her hands. She drinks champagne, but not enough to encourage any of the fathers to come over and approach her."
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,033 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 7 - Published: 2/25/2010 - Lucius M., Daphne G. - Complete
The Apple of my Eye by kirstencohen reviews
She pushed her thoughts of Sandy and the boys out of her head. Isn’t this what Sandy had been doing a few weeks ago? Kirsten angst
O.C. - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 12 - Words: 17,728 - Reviews: 120 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 1/18/2008 - Published: 3/29/2005 - Kirsten C., Carter B. - Complete
Castles In The Air by Lasrevinu reviews
I am not afraid of storms for I am learning how to sail my ship. GSR
CSI - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 91 - Words: 153,848 - Reviews: 2845 - Favs: 476 - Follows: 352 - Updated: 1/17/2008 - Published: 5/16/2005 - Sara S., Gil G. - Complete
However Dark The Night by kikistrain reviews
A shot when coming home to lunch brings unwanted attention for Kirsten. Chapter 22 up
O.C. - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 22 - Words: 58,329 - Reviews: 210 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 2/22/2007 - Published: 5/1/2005 - Kirsten C., Sandy C.
Rehabilitation by britgirl2003 reviews
A Kirsten fic. Kirsten hits rock bottom and Sandy has to take drastic steps to help her. Based on the spoilers for The Dearly Beloved and follows Kirsten's journey through rehab. Chapter 12 added. Kirsten starts talking about her relationship with San
O.C. - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 42,466 - Reviews: 183 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 5/7/2006 - Published: 5/15/2005 - Kirsten C.
Unknown Legend by RattusLabRat reviews
Chapter eight added. GS
CSI - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 16,948 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 3/3/2006 - Published: 5/16/2005 - Gil G., Sara S.
Faithful Light by Miss Jazz reviews
An accident leaves Grissom and Sara stranded out in the wilderness. Together, they must face the complexities of their relationship, making for a long and very personal journey home. GSR.
CSI - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 18 - Words: 56,381 - Reviews: 629 - Favs: 211 - Follows: 66 - Updated: 12/21/2005 - Published: 2/12/2005 - Gil G., Sara S. - Complete
Falling Stars by Iethena reviews
On the forgotten beach that night, she gave him purpose he gave her hope. Preshow, Sara and Grissom fic
CSI - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,447 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 10/26/2005 - Published: 10/23/2005 - Sara S., Gil G.
Half Sorry by TheLittleCat reviews
She could smell winter coming even though it was April....GSR
CSI - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,600 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/24/2005
Illusions by roguexvi reviews
An unusual case causes for a reevaluation of the current status quo. Case File GSR COMPLETE
CSI - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 27 - Words: 79,413 - Reviews: 212 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 9/5/2005 - Published: 4/7/2005 - Gil G., Sara S. - Complete
Butterflies Mate in Spring by misscam reviews
Some wrongs have no right. There is no new life to get when something terrible happens. And still the seasons do pass, scars fade, glue holds and the butterflies mate in spring. [GSR]
CSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,692 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 4 - Published: 8/27/2005 - Sara S., Gil G. - Complete
When It Counts by Meshelley reviews
He had come home late that evening, the evening his world shattered, the evening her world was forever taken away. It was the evening that would forever be marked in their minds as the night he wasn’t there for her. Kirsten and Sandy drama
O.C. - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 32,066 - Reviews: 137 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 8/8/2005 - Published: 3/21/2005 - Kirsten C., Sandy C.
Catch me if I fall by white rose01 reviews
The nightshift arrive where Greg's being held, but are they too late? Just chapter 13 posted. Warning: Possible character death... Authors note added
CSI - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,208 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 8/2/2005 - Published: 5/1/2005
Profligacy by hyacinthian reviews
And now they’re in a whirlpool, caught in a vortex of lust and love and lies, both inescapably attached to the other. [GSR]
CSI - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 607 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/1/2005 - Gil G., Sara S. - Complete
Tangled by darthgeek08 reviews
[COMPLETE] Grissom rushes to find Sara after she is kidnapped from a crime scene.
CSI - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 16,097 - Reviews: 101 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 7/29/2005 - Published: 3/24/2005 - Gil G., Sara S. - Complete
Split Screen Sadness by Princess Oats 435 reviews
He cried because of what he had done. He cried because of the look on her face when he told her. He cried because she had cried.But mostly he cried because he had lost her. Sandy and Kirsten go through some hard times, please read and review.
O.C. - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 18 - Words: 45,318 - Reviews: 290 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 7/17/2005 - Published: 4/4/2005 - Complete
Finding Me by Sunrays and Saturdays reviews
Gil and Sara's relationship begins to grow, a series of events push them closer together despite Gil's reluctance - a relationship begins to grow but it's not all smooth. 100 chaps up. FINISHED(Warning, goes OOC)
CSI - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 100 - Words: 230,821 - Reviews: 1046 - Favs: 136 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 5/23/2005 - Published: 2/14/2005
A Trial of the Heart by Teenwitch reviews
The course of true love never did run smooth. GSR.
CSI - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 32,959 - Reviews: 234 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 5/15/2005 - Published: 4/6/2005 - Complete
Man's Treasure by csipal reviews
I’m looking for your piece of me or … of us GSR
CSI - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,247 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/21/2005
Bright Lights Dig City by Jayke Manners reviews
Sara looked up, her eyes haunted. “I’m gonna need another board.” FINAL CHAPTER REMOVED, REPOSTED. I FEEL BETTER NOW.
CSI - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 29,561 - Reviews: 105 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 4/21/2005 - Published: 1/10/2005
Total Eclipse of the Heart by Neutrina reviews
GSR songfic, the song is Total Eclipse of the Heart by Bonnie Tyler. I was just listening to the song, and it seemed to fit...
CSI - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 941 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/20/2005 - Gil G., Sara S.
Not Ready To Let Go by Corinna McDonald reviews
sigh:: It's a little cliched. Sara can't take it anymore and quits. Grissom goes after her. But read it anyway! And review!
CSI - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,406 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 4/12/2005 - Published: 4/11/2005
Anymore by annieb reviews
They just can't do it...anymore
CSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,887 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/3/2005
Something Beautiful by Princess Oats 435 reviews
She wished that she could take away his past. She wished that she could go back and time and replace all the terrible things that he had seen and had happened to him in his life. She wished that Ryan was her son by blood.
O.C. - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 10 - Words: 26,451 - Reviews: 212 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 4/1/2005 - Published: 2/18/2005 - Complete
Afraid of the light by hazelmom reviews
A post Unbearable fic. Sara buries herself in a case that threatens to destroy her, and the man who hurt her may never be able to reach her again. Eventual GSR. Shameless WAT tie-in. Final chapter! Complete story!
CSI - Rated: M - English - Angst/Adventure - Chapters: 21 - Words: 65,567 - Reviews: 483 - Favs: 124 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 3/29/2005 - Published: 2/11/2005 - Complete
Slipping by Frumpy reviews
Sara helps Grissom, then is beginning to doubt what she really wants when it is within her reach. GSR, casefile - Complete
CSI - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 28,659 - Reviews: 64 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 3/27/2005 - Published: 11/25/2004 - Gil G., Sara S. - Complete
Ghosts by hazelmom reviews
Sara has to confront her past or be destroyed by it. GSR.
CSI - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 16 - Words: 37,273 - Reviews: 227 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 1/14/2005 - Published: 12/31/2004 - Complete
Grissom's Hands by Burntsugrr reviews
This is a story written in answer to video challenge at your tax dollars at work. A traumatic event leads to exploration of Grissom's past. GS Romance.
CSI - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 17,837 - Reviews: 46 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 11/16/2004 - Published: 6/22/2004 - Complete
Reconciling by TriplePirouette reviews
PostBloodlines GSR I thought maybe if I figured that out, our situation wouldn't be half as hard anymore.
CSI - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,724 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/22/2004 - Gil G., Sara S. - Complete
Live to Love by Moggie reviews
[COMPLETE][GSR] Get passed the insecurities and live.
CSI - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 15,640 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 1/24/2004 - Published: 12/15/2003 - Gil G., Sara S. - Complete
Investigating Sara Sidle by Jane Doe reviews
Strong PG-13! Sara is accused of murder. Gris and the gang race to solve the crime but not w/o discovering something about Sara's past. R/R!
CSI - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 27 - Words: 42,314 - Reviews: 116 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 12/13/2002 - Published: 11/7/2002
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The Beautiful Game reviews
He remembered telling her that life was a game, so it seemed ironic - in the way that only a man who didn't believe in coincidences could appreciate - that she was dressed only in a sports jersey when he saw her later that evening.
Mentalist - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 7,433 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 12/19/2010 - Published: 12/8/2010 - Patrick J., Teresa L.
The Ice Man Cometh reviews
It takes a pretty cold person to plan the perfect murder. [Casefile. GSR, Eventually]
CSI - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,810 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 13 - Published: 3/17/2006 - Sara S., Gil G.
Don't Let Go reviews
Of all the barriers between him and her, it was a door that broke their safety net. [GSR. M for adult themes. First fanfic...R&R?]
CSI - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 15,229 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 8/2/2005 - Published: 5/1/2005 - Gil G., Sara S.