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Joined 07-09-16, id: 8045952, Profile Updated: 01-12-17
Author has written 19 stories for Casualty, and Holby City.

Hey, guys!

My nicknames are Marie/Maria so you can call me either of those if you choose. I write about Cal and Ethan from Casualty, they're my favourites :)

That's all from me, thanks for reading my fan-fictions! Reviews are my writing fuel so feel free to leave 'em ;)

Also, I'm completely down to be a beta-reader for anyone, just give me a PM and I'll get straight to it! I'm happy to do so.


Note: I obviously don't own the show or the characters, unfortunately, so I'm not saying I do. This is all literally for fun and entertainment. I don't always reply to reviews (it slips my mind sometimes, but I'm getting better at remembering!) because I always but I appreciate every single one! I'm useless at updating quickly but I'll try and make a schedule so I'm more prepared...Oh, I think a pig just flew by!

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Butterfly by sweeet-as-honey reviews
Honey is feeling unwell, but doesn't know how to tell Ethan. She thinks she knows what the problem might be, but it's actually more serious than she imagined.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 113 - Words: 216,174 - Reviews: 442 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 7h - Published: 8/21/2015 - Ethan H., Caleb K., Honey W., Noel G.
Quietly Dying by sweeet-as-honey reviews
Ethan struggles to come to term with his diagnosis, while Cal tries his hardest to support him. Meanwhile, Kate waits for 'Nibbles' to call her.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 48 - Words: 103,896 - Reviews: 326 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 1/18 - Published: 3/15/2016 - Ethan H., Caleb K.
Suspension of Disbelief by sweeet-as-honey reviews
The ED is in turmoil after Charlie is discovered to be in possession of the stolen medication, but Cal's mind is on Ethan, who was dragged into a cupboard and pawed by a female patient. Set during and after The Best Day of My Life (5/5/16).
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 33 - Words: 70,764 - Reviews: 178 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 1/12 - Published: 6/5/2016 - Ethan H., Caleb K., Connie B., Lily C.
Every Cloud by sweeet-as-honey reviews
Dylan has no interest in Angela, the new nurse on the psych ward, so he has no idea why he thinks about her so often. She's not his type at all. He's not even sure he has a type. And if Angela has a type, it's certainly not going to be someone like Dylan. Or is it? For westlife4ever80.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 48 - Words: 101,908 - Reviews: 254 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 1/5 - Published: 5/22/2016 - Zoe H., Dylan K., OC
Proud and Prejudiced by sweeet-as-honey reviews
Lily is struggling to deal with the death of her father. Ethan wants to support her - if only Lily would let him.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 38 - Words: 72,419 - Reviews: 128 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 12/7/2016 - Published: 10/25/2015 - Ethan H., Caleb K., Lily C., Alicia M. - Complete
Shattered by InfinityAndOne reviews
Ethan's childhood wasn't a real childhood, but he managed to get his life back on track. Except he begins to spiral back down into the never-ending circle of sadness and he needs someone to save him. But that seems impossible. Rated T for sensitive subject matter.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 19 - Words: 29,191 - Reviews: 91 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 12/1/2016 - Published: 7/25/2015 - Zoe H., Ethan H., Caleb K., Lofty
Ethan's symptoms of Huntingtons by Lucy warner reviews
Ethan's symptoms of huntingtons begin to show, and Cal tries to help him in every way possible. Will Ethan ever be able to work as a doctor again?
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,676 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 10/26/2016 - Published: 10/11/2016 - Ethan H., Caleb K.
Let Me In by InfinityAndOne reviews
One-Shot. Alternative ending to S31, E09. Ethan gives his brother the two tickets, but Cal knows something is wrong and is determined to get to the bottom of it. Even if it means ditching Alicia.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,517 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/23/2016 - Ethan H., Caleb K. - Complete
His Final Journey by HolbyCityFanfics reviews
Ethan's huntingtons has finally began to show, and as his life is thrown into turmoil, who will be there to help him along the way?
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 7,882 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 9/25/2016 - Published: 9/20/2016 - Charlie F., Ethan H., Caleb K., Alicia M.
I'll Take Care of You by Gingersnaps2507 reviews
I wonder what this could be, surely it's not another sick!Ethan and caring!Cal fanfiction? (I'm obviously not that great at selling my stories, but I think the title is pretty self-explanatory).
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,468 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 9/10/2016 - Published: 6/27/2016 - Ethan H., Caleb K.
Of Fevers and False Promises by Gingersnaps2507 reviews
Agh! Another summary. This is basically just another Cal and Ethan fanfic that I've been working on (sick!Ethan and caring!Cal if you couldn't already guess) but I've added a bit of a twist because I wanted to explore their past a little as we learn so little about it from the show itself. Hope you enjoy reading! Warning: HINTS AND MENTIONS OF ABUSE. (and the odd bit of vomiting!)
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,006 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 9/10/2016 - Published: 9/3/2016 - Ethan H., Caleb K.
What Ethan Doesn't Know by Somebody Once reviews
Ethan thinks he knows everything about Cal, but there's a lot he doesn't. Updated as the series progresses. Cal's point of view on his brother and himself.
Casualty - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 823 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/6/2016 - Ethan H., Caleb K.
I'm a Hardy, Not a Knight by LittleBritishPerson reviews
Ethan helps Lily with a tricky patient but it doesn't go smoothly.
Casualty - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 938 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/2/2016 - Ethan H., Caleb K., Lily C.
I'll always be a Knight by Kayxxx reviews
Sequel to the story "I'd rather be a Knight". Cal and Ethan have an unwanted visitor show up at the ED, or in Cal's case a VERY unwanted visitor who brings a long a lot of surprises with them...Just how smoothly will things go? Not very if Cal has anything to do with it.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 17 - Words: 50,067 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 8/25/2016 - Published: 5/27/2016 - OC, Ethan H., Caleb K.
Brotherly Love by AK47fan reviews
Brotherly Love - AU Cal and Ethan attend Holby Primary School. When Ethan is bullied by Jacob, Cal steps in to lend a hand. Ethan is six, Cal is eight Tw: Bullying, implied abuse
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,943 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/5/2016
Times by AK47fan reviews
Times change – Lofax: Max struggles with self-esteem issues, only for his partner, Lofty to find him. Will he be too late? TW:/ Depression, Low self-esteem, Suicide mention. Contains strong language.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,544 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/4/2016 - Robyn M., Max W., Lofty, David H. - Complete
Will you? by AK47fan reviews
Au: Jonnie/ Set whereby the hospital is in New York: Jacob and Connie along with some of the rest of the team are on a training convention, followed by Christmas celebrations for the department. Fluff/proposal. TW: / implied suicide attempt, mention of being sectioned
Casualty - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 725 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/1/2016 - Charlie F., Connie B., Jacob M. - Complete
Man Trouble by Casual-Laurie reviews
"David!" Jacob cried. David froze in alarm. "If you've got her pregnant then-" "N- What? No! Me? No! N- Oh…" David looked around, realising Louise and Jacob were laughing. He caught on, and started to laugh with them before leaving. An hour later, he froze in the middle of the corridor, realising what Jacob had said. He hadn't, had he? He hadn't gotten Robyn pregnant.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,718 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 7/28/2016 - Published: 7/20/2016 - [David H., Robyn M.] Max W., Lofty
Into the Dark by InfinityAndOne reviews
Ethan has an incurable and degenerative disease. No matter how hard he tries, he can't get his head around it. So he prepares to do the one thing to stop it. Trigger warning: suicide.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,540 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Published: 4/18/2016 - Ethan H., Caleb K. - Complete
Broken Up by sweeet-as-honey reviews
Cal is all ready to go to the pub, but then he finds out Honey has broken up with Ethan. Will he be there for his brother or will the lure of alcohol prove too strong?
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,944 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/21/2015 - Ethan H., Caleb K. - Complete
The Cherubs by InfinityAndOne reviews
One-shot. Ethan is tasked with looking after two babies while their father is with his wife. Not something Ethan really expected or is prepared for. Inspired by a prompt from Tumblr (Ethan with babies).
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,489 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/5/2015 - Ethan H. - Complete
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All His Fault reviews
ONESHOT: Loosely based on this week's episode 'Back To School'. When Alicia and Ethan come clean, Cal takes it badly. In his haste to drive away and leave the department behind, he loses control of the wheel. TW mention of death.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,803 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/11 - Charlie F., Ethan H., Caleb K., Alicia M. - Complete
My Boys reviews
From Emilie Groome's point of view. Her two sons were snatched from her at a very young age, leaving her alone and heartbroken. After nearly 3 decades of pining for them, she finally gets to see her sons again in her last moments. Rated T for Depression and inevitable death. Emilie listed as OC.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 7 - Words: 14,532 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 12/13/2016 - Published: 10/25/2016 - OC, Ethan H., Caleb K. - Complete
A Temporary Healer reviews
Oneshot. Ethan's life changes as he abandons his job, turning to drugs and alcohol, ends up getting injured and travels to the ED to get fixed up. Reminders of the life he used to have are hard to take, and Cal's frosty attitude is hurting him. It doesn't seem like reality and feels more like a crazy daydream. What one of the two is it? Rated T for swearing.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,314 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/21/2016 - Charlie F., Ethan H., Caleb K., Connie B. - Complete
More Than Just Colleagues reviews
Oneshot (FreeChamp) : Rita's world is turned upside down after revealing her true sexuality to her mother, whose reaction is far from what she'd hoped. When Connie stumbles across the usually bubbly nurse broken down in the cupboard, heartbroken from her mothers' attitude, they have a heart-to-heart which blossoms into something more. TW for biphobia and mild swearing.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,505 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/5/2016 - Connie B., Rita F. - Complete
Let's Do This Together reviews
ONESHOT: Charlie has been harboring a long-held secret for over two years, involving two doctors, Ethan and Caleb. He's so used to telling others to do the right thing, even though it's so hard to do it himself. However, there's no easy way to tell the two men you work with that you're their father.
Casualty - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,552 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Published: 11/4/2016 - Charlie F., Ethan H., Caleb K. - Complete
Young reviews
Childhood!AU Oneshot: Back in time when Ethan and Arthur met, they've been inseparable since that day in the park.
Crossover - Casualty & Holby City - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,240 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/6/2016 - Ethan H., Caleb K., Arthur D. - Complete
Left for Dead reviews
Oneshot: Ethan is violated and assualted, but as horrifying as the incident was, the aftermath just gets worse. How does he cope when things spiral out of control and he ends up having a full blown breakdown? Can his brother help him? TW included before fic begins
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,227 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 4 - Published: 9/19/2016 - Robyn M., Ethan H., Caleb K., Lily C.
Things have Changed reviews
Oneshot: Ethan is feeling depressed, but when he looks back into the past and remembers old experiences, he tries to realize who really matters to stop himself from making that jump. Should he do the same as he did 13 years ago? TW Attempted suicide and depressing thoughts
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,078 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/15/2016 - Robyn M., Ethan H., Caleb K. - Complete
Enchanted reviews
ONESHOT. Ethan has a special sort of gift, but he has to keep it secret. However, after years of hiding it, an event causes him to let it out in order to save a life. But, is one of his best friends the same as him?
Casualty - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,177 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/9/2016
Sore Nibbles reviews
Oneshot. Why does Caleb call Ethan 'nibbles? Back in time to their childhood. Written from information given on the 30th anniversary (so this contains spoilers).
Casualty - Rated: K - English - Humor/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,192 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/28/2016
Explosions reviews
Multi-chapter fanfiction. A deadly fire at a flat turns even more deadly when Cal gets involved. How will Ethan cope with the loss of his big brother? TW death. Please review if you have a spare moment!
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 14 - Words: 19,647 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 8/9/2016 - Published: 7/10/2016 - Charlie F., Ethan H., Caleb K. - Complete
The Rubber Duck reviews
Cal and Ethan work at Pediatrics (kids ward) for a day, and come across many challenges in the shape of a stroppy ward manager, a troublesome baby and a man who struggles with bathing! ONESHOT
Casualty - Rated: K - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,759 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/9/2016
What I've Been Waiting For reviews
Small, fluffy Cal and Iain (Caliain) one-shot to the song 'Please Don't Say You Love me' by Gabriella Aplin.
Casualty - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 547 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/6/2016 - Caleb K., Iain D.
I'm Here reviews
One-shot. It's 5 years in the future, and the symptoms of Ethan's Huntington's Disease have begun. Or have they?
Casualty - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 593 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/31/2016 - Ethan H., Caleb K.
The Letter reviews
ONESHOT. A piece of reflective writing regarding Ethan's Huntington's. TW brief mention of suicide.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 455 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Published: 7/28/2016 - Ethan H. - Complete
Acceptance reviews
Small one-shot. Ethan decides to come out as bisexual. How does he tell everyone after years of keeping it to himself?
Casualty - Rated: K - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 916 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/16/2016 - Ethan H., Caleb K. - Complete
I Never Knew reviews
ONESHOT Ethan is struggling more with his diagnosis than he lets on. Little does he know, his colleagues can see past his cracked mask. TW- mentions of self-harm.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 504 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/15/2016 - Ethan H. - Complete
Please Don't Leave Me reviews
ONESHOT. When Lily is involved in an accident, will Ethan be able to admit his true feelings to her?
Casualty - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 612 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/12/2016 - Ethan H., Caleb K., Lily C.
The Wicked Gleam reviews
ONESHOT. Ethan is stabbed by knife welding, revenge seeking manic. Will he survive? TW stabbing and a lot of blood, more warnings in the story.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,266 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/10/2016 - Ethan H., Caleb K. - Complete