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Joined 05-08-05, id: 809981
Author has written 4 stories for RENT.

Don't know if anyone reads this but still... I felt I needed to have some kind of profile...

My favorite pairngs:

Mark/Roger - Rent

Hisoka/Tsuzuki - Yami no Matsuei

Sirius/Remus - Harry Potter

Cloud/Zack - Final Fantasy VII

Yeah, I mostly read slash... and angst.. I love angst...Makes me feel alive...n_n;

I'm starting to believe that I can't write happy stuff... and certainly not happy endings...oh well...

Link to my Mark x Roger music video if you wanna watch it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iR5czEQrt54

I'm currently working on five (!) different rentfics. I suck at finishing my stories so instead I always start writing new once. _ ;

I will try to get at least some of them finished and posted soon.


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Good Intentions by storyinmypocket reviews
The oneshot that was Blood Brothers is now a series called Good Intentions. Actual summary: Roger wants Mark, any way he can have him. Warning for Crazy!Roger. I mean it. Still in progress.
RENT - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 6 - Words: 7,067 - Reviews: 63 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 9/17/2007 - Published: 3/17/2006 - Roger D., Mark C.
Once More, From the Beginning by LondonBelow reviews
Mark and Collins are graduating, Roger is on the brink of stardom or addiction, and Benny can't decide between attraction and repulsion. Chapter Nine: Collins and Roger take a trip home.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 21,562 - Reviews: 127 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 54 - Updated: 7/21/2007 - Published: 7/14/2006 - Mark C., Roger D.
Fallen by fadeinonme reviews
Fights in the loft get more heated as one relationship deteriorates and another develops. It's easier to build the fire than it is to put it out. And after you've burned all that's left to do is to freeze. Eventually MarkRoger, my first slash.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 25 - Words: 33,370 - Reviews: 243 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 12/11/2006 - Published: 1/21/2006 - Mark C., Roger D. - Complete
When We Are Happy by Gilded Muse reviews
When Mimi leaves her cat with the boys for a month, no one could predict that Roger would become so attached to it. Or that Mark would be so jealous. MarkRoger.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 36,541 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 10/1/2006 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Mark C., Roger D. - Complete
Jersey Boy by LondonBelow reviews
Mark asks to meet Roger's parents. postRENT MarkRoger Ch. 13: Home sweet home.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 19,489 - Reviews: 177 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 7/20/2006 - Published: 5/15/2006 - Roger D., Mark C. - Complete
Last Year by LondonBelow reviews
Mark, Roger and Collins face their junior year of high school. Ch. 20: Mark's feelings for Roger come out. now complete
RENT - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 54,553 - Reviews: 311 - Favs: 75 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 7/14/2006 - Published: 3/10/2006 - Mark C., Roger D. - Complete
Eyes of a Young Boy by neonnchrome1123 reviews
Set during the high school years, Roger and Mark meet through Roger's girlfriend when something else develops. Eventual MR, Rated M for language.
RENT - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 52,076 - Reviews: 200 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 7/3/2006 - Published: 3/4/2006 - Mark C., Roger D.
Dying by Surviving by Baka-Sensei reviews
Set three years postRENT. Roger and Mark deal with losing friends differently. How does Mark deal with the knowlege that he may very well be the last one of their group left alive? What if Mark can't take the pressure? MR.
RENT - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 81,027 - Reviews: 286 - Favs: 115 - Follows: 63 - Updated: 6/4/2006 - Published: 11/27/2005 - Mark C., Roger D. - Complete
One Night Stand by KawaiiTenshi27 reviews
Werewolves mate for life. What are the consequences of a night of drinking? Slash. SBRL. Complete.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 10,879 - Reviews: 243 - Favs: 320 - Follows: 106 - Updated: 5/7/2006 - Published: 1/23/2006 - Sirius B., Remus L. - Complete
Sic Erat in Fatis by icor reviews
[Zack x Cloud] It’s been five long years since this started, five long years since he first heard Cloud scream like that...
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,670 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/7/2006 - Zack F., Cloud S. - Complete
Eccentric by Kuriyami reviews
PreRENT: Maureen and Mark are having a little bit of trouble. Roger's a smart ass, Collins likes his alcohol, and April and Benny show up as well. It's just a whole lot of fun. I love it when you review.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 18,043 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 5/2/2006 - Published: 9/18/2005
Connection by the-fraulein reviews
preRENT. And with all of his perfection came an irregular amount of dissatisfaction. UPDATED with chapters 10 and 11 on 4.30.06.
RENT - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 10,653 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 4/30/2006 - Published: 1/25/2006 - Roger D., Mark C.
Lonely Star by DaybyDay reviews
You’re nearly incoherent these days, pumped up with pain medications and respirator blocking your vocal cords. PostRent Angst.
RENT - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 824 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Published: 4/23/2006 - Mark C., Roger D. - Complete
For Tradition's Sake by Ms. Selly reviews
How far will Mark and Roger go to uphold New Year's tradition? Oneshot, possible slash.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,257 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/29/2006 - Mark C., Roger D. - Complete
Coffee by LondonBelow reviews
Roger makes coffee and reflects on his life, the people he's lost, and the things he never will. Could be MarkRoger
RENT - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,048 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 5 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Roger D. - Complete
Precious and Fragile by Crimson Hisuki reviews
Tsuzuki is thinking about his inner demons and Hisoka tries to cheer him up. Pairing: Tsuzuki X Hisoka ONESHOT
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,285 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/22/2006 - Complete
The Five Snapshots of a Teetering Friendship by DaybyDay reviews
It was unexpected, that first time, in the darkness of the loft with the smell of alcohol tinting the air. MarkRoger slash.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,259 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/10/2006 - Mark C., Roger D. - Complete
All Those Sweet Kisses by Gilded Muse reviews
April watches Mark and Roger's relationships grow.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,348 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/8/2006 - Roger D., Mark C. - Complete
Puzzles by LondonBelow reviews
[preRENT] Maureen has left, Roger is angry, and Mark begins to break, tired of picking up the pieces. ch. 9: Mark and Roger establish boundaries. COMPLETE.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 14,389 - Reviews: 95 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 3/5/2006 - Published: 2/4/2006 - Mark C., Roger D. - Complete
Contact by ScottyBaby reviews
Collins investigates Mark and Roger's relationship. MarkRoger friendship.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,939 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/26/2006 - Mark C., Roger D. - Complete
Everyone But Him by Gilded Muse reviews
Everyone thinks they have Mark and Roger all figured out. The way they act, everyone has figured out who loves who.
RENT - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 640 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/14/2006 - Roger D., Mark C. - Complete
February by I heart scrawny Jewish boys reviews
Mark and Roger make it through the winter, every winter. Not slash, although it could be read that way, if you squint. Rated for swearing. Won third place in speedrent!
RENT - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,934 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/11/2006 - Mark C., Roger D. - Complete
Cold Hands by silenced lambs reviews
Zack's angry, rambling thoughts as he and Cloud escape from Nibelheim.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,186 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/25/2006 - Zack F., Cloud S.
A Phone Call by the-fraulein reviews
It's been described as a crackfic. It's mostly Roger just being a jerk... to Mark's Mom. COMPLETED.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 866 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/22/2006 - Roger D., Mrs. Cohen - Complete
Eighty Eight by fadeinonme reviews
The story of the end...their end. Told through the eyes of Roger and Mark, a friendship piece. Inspired oddly enough by a psalm. Rated for language.
RENT - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,366 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 1/9/2006 - Published: 1/4/2006 - Mark C., Roger D. - Complete
That Warm, Fuzzy Feeling by Elf Princess Bloom reviews
In which Roger is high on... something, and Mark uses the word cock. Warnings for drugs, alcohol, and RogerMark.
RENT - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,408 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/16/2005 - Complete
A Mate by Awe reviews
RS slash. Remus is confronted by a big problem, his wolf side keens for a mate and the only way to keep himself sane is to find one. Yet the only person Remus could even contemplate as a lifepartner could never be his, could he? COMPLETE!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 36,828 - Reviews: 679 - Favs: 972 - Follows: 196 - Updated: 12/16/2005 - Published: 6/20/2004 - Remus L., Sirius B. - Complete
Days of Inspiration by I heart scrawny Jewish boys reviews
R for language. Pre RENT: Of how Mark and Roger met, flourished, and survived. Updated 12.01.05! You know you still read it!
RENT - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 41,120 - Reviews: 187 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 12/1/2005 - Published: 10/20/2004
His Warmth by carmpietri reviews
While Hisoka can't stand most types of heat, he doesn't mind Tsuzuki's at all. Tsuzuki x. Hisoka.
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,541 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 4 - Published: 11/25/2005 - Complete
Like This by Gilded Muse reviews
Oneshot. Mark and Roger need each other like this. MarkRoger.
RENT - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,054 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 6 - Published: 11/23/2005 - Mark C., Roger D. - Complete
Touch & Tell Lullaby by Gilded Muse reviews
Roger tries to chase away Mark's nightmares, but he can't seem to get past the nightmare he's living in. As his life falls apart, Roger leans on Mark, but Mark wants more than that. MarkRoger. COMPLETE.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 42,729 - Reviews: 108 - Favs: 112 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 11/21/2005 - Published: 10/1/2005 - Mark C., Roger D. - Complete
Can I Ask You Something? by KawaiiTenshi27 reviews
All dialogue. James has something he wants to talk to Sirius about, but he doesn't want to just come out and ask it. Lily has a similar question for Remus, and a similar difficulty in getting an answer. SBRL, don't like, don't read. Rating is for safety.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,654 - Reviews: 94 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 11/17/2005 - Published: 10/31/2005 - Sirius B., Remus L. - Complete
Orbiting Gravity by yukuro reviews
Cloud hates to be protected by Zack because he fears being considered weak and childish. When the two go out for a drink, Cloud will finally prove that he's more than a child. [ZackxCloud]
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,866 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 7 - Published: 10/18/2005 - Cloud S., Zack F. - Complete
The Seduction of Mr Moony by Ms.Demeanour reviews
What Sirius wants Sirius gets. And now his mind is set on getting Remus. Is Sirius seducing him just to prove that he's right and can have anybody that he wants? Or will he find that he actually has fallen for his best friend? SLASH RLSB
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 23,864 - Reviews: 315 - Favs: 116 - Follows: 105 - Updated: 10/16/2005 - Published: 7/4/2005 - Sirius B., Remus L.
Because I Love Him by PinkFreud reviews
Nobody understands the violence inside. Marks POV. Oneshot Slightly slash, I guess, more unrequited than anything.
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 782 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/2/2005 - Complete
Only What Is by Tarie reviews
When the going gets tough, Roger gets going. Yet one thing keeps pulling him back to Alphabet city.... Rent fanfic, MarkRoger slash
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,107 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/11/2005
Days Spent Obsessing Over Details by the-fraulein reviews
PostRENTfiction. They stacked their lives together that way. One shot featuring Roger and Mark. Not MR, I promise. COMPLETED.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 724 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 4 - Published: 3/5/2005 - Roger D., Mark C. - Complete
Parallel Reality by Insert Cliche Here reviews
RENTfic, MR slash. (Not exactly sure when it takes place. At any rate, Roger and Mark are alone.) Circumstances lead to a long reflection on Mark and Roger's parallel ideas of reality.
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,110 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 12 - Published: 2/19/2005
And To All A Good Night by the-fraulein reviews
postRENTfiction. Christmas fluff of the very mild MR variety. COMPLETED.
RENT - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,146 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 5 - Published: 12/24/2004 - Roger D., Mark C. - Complete
Short Careers, Eating Disorders by the-fraulein reviews
postRENT. Roger deals with depression, cutting and an eating disorder. What shining knight in thick lenses will come to save him?COMPLETED...I think.
RENT - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 41,614 - Reviews: 95 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 11/23/2004 - Published: 6/20/2004 - Roger D., Mark C. - Complete
Beautiful by ITheBlaze reviews
Zack dies, Cloud breaks. (Oneshot)
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 556 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/16/2004 - Complete
On the Edge of Seventeen by love and peace reviews
A story about how mark and roger met. yes, i know it's been done about a gazillion trillion million times, but i thought it would be fun to give it a shot.
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 15 - Words: 29,429 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 18 - Updated: 9/10/2004 - Published: 6/18/2004
Why Does Distance Make Us Wise? by the-fraulein reviews
PreRENTfiction. Rated R for language and sex. Mark and Roger separate after high school with a lot of unresolved issues between them. They meet again in NYC a few years later both very different people. I bring you my 60 chapter epic. COMPLETED.
RENT - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 60 - Words: 143,876 - Reviews: 204 - Favs: 107 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 6/10/2004 - Published: 2/2/2004 - Roger D., Mark C. - Complete
Trash Can by Lone Draco reviews
RENT Fic "You notice details when you have nothing to do but count holes and befriend cockroaches" (markroger)
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,222 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/22/2004
Love Alone by wmmhija reviews
RENTfic--Roger's dying. Series of eighteen related shorts inspired by the poetry of Paul Monette.
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 19 - Words: 7,189 - Reviews: 77 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 4/24/2003 - Published: 3/28/2003
Sure by Jolie reviews
Roger realizes something about his relationship with Mark.
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,966 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 9 - Published: 2/19/2003
Fear by Thorne Scratch reviews
Cloud's doubts, worries, and conclusions on himself and Zack. Yaoi.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18,601 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/7/2003
I'll Be Your Shelter by Triskell reviews
RENT: Mark and Roger's relationship develops over time. (Slash)
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18,813 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/19/2003
He Remembers by Kaelin P reviews
He remembers every face he sees
Yami no Matsuei - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,103 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/7/2003 - A. Tsuzuki, Hisoka K. - Complete
Just Your Typical RENTfic by Shelby reviews
Mark loves Roger, Roger loves Mark, Collins is making coffee, Angel is a pawn in author plot schemes; you know you've all written one.
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,216 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 17 - Published: 8/13/2002
Skinny by Brokie reviews
RENTfic, in which Mark is depressed, angsty, and alone.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,168 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/14/2002 - Complete
Community of Their Own by linnell reviews
Finally Completed Rentfic from Mark's POV trying to figure out who he is There may be a little slash running about in this fic.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 22 - Words: 55,916 - Reviews: 161 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 9/14/2001 - Published: 6/18/2001 - Complete
Reflections: Mitigating Mark's Mind by TLRAMP reviews
RENT-fic numero tres! ;-) Can ya believe it? It's longer (in word count) than my first epic fic! I just upped the rating (again) to R, since I use too many curse words to count and it gets steamy. I am --this-- close to being done.
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 66,281 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 7 - Updated: 9/2/2001 - Published: 4/28/2001
Same, Only Different by Sofie reviews
Rent-fic, wherein Roger pouts, Mark sighs, Benny doesn’t have a death-wish, Maureen and Joanne fight, Mimi smiles sadly, Collins is the best boyfriend ever, and Angel is dead. Mark/Roger, but it’s not slash. Chocolate for anyone who can figure that on
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,432 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 7 - Published: 8/28/2001
Waltz for the Moon by Naraku reviews
Angsty Remus. Confused Sirius. Infatuated Severus. Why did Sirius tell Snape how to get into the Shrieking Shack, and what does that do to Remus? SLASH (RL/SB, RL/SS) COMPLETE
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 13,327 - Reviews: 77 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 8/21/2001 - Published: 5/31/2001 - Remus L., Sirius B. - Complete
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All Too Late reviews
Roger thinks that everything is too late. Mark tries to show him that this is only the beginning. Angsty MarkRoger Oneshot.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 921 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/25/2006 - Mark C., Roger D. - Complete
Tough As Life reviews
Rehab or you'll die. About Mimi and her addiction. Oneshot
RENT - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 957 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/17/2006 - Mimi M., Roger D. - Complete
Cold Scent of Roses reviews
[PostRent] Mark and Roger are going to visit the place Mark hates most of all. Mark is reluctant, Roger is distant, but it is her birthday after all. Oneshot.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,944 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 10 - Published: 1/26/2006 - Mark C., Roger D. - Complete
The Small Details reviews
[PostRent] Mark is smiling and laughing but Roger knows he’s not happy. Oneshot
RENT - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 634 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/1/2006 - Mark C., Roger D. - Complete