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Joined 06-15-01, id: 81113, Profile Updated: 01-11-10
Author has written 39 stories for ER, West Wing, Buffy: The Vampire Slayer, Casualty, CSI, and CSI: New York.

Salient details: Fiona (Fi, to pretty much everyone), now officially in her mid-twenties (it's easier than updating this every year), Aquarian, located in Aberdeen, Scotland, Masters graduate (Environmental Science) and full-time working woman (day-to-day, I'm an environmental engineer, and it's not the most creative job ever), admitted and obsessive fangirl.

Enjoys: TV, music (I'm rarely without my headphones, or a radio on at least), movies (favourites include everything from drama to sci-fi to chick flicks and back again, lol), reading ,writing, PSP-ing, talking and socialising, eating out (when I can afford it), tea, chocolate, quizzes...um, cocktails, handwritten letters and a whole load of other random things.

TV Shows:

Currently on air: CSI (all three, particularly NY), Dr Who, Torchwood, Bones, Cold Case, NCIS, Supernatural, Criminal Minds, Chuck, Gossip Girl, Rush, Sea Patrol.

Not currently on air: ER (it saddens me to move this show here :() The West Wing, Firefly, The X-Files, Buffy, Third Watch, Farscape

Formerly: Heroes, House, Greys Anatomy

Favourite Characters:

Carol, Anna, Lucy, Dave, Ray, Neela, Morris, Sam (ER) Greg, Riley, Warrick (RIP), Adam, Stella, Danny, Aiden (RIP), Flack, Calleigh, Speed (RIP), Ryan (CSI) Ianto (RIP), Tosh (RIP) (Torchwood).The original cast - Tom, Zoe and Danny (RIP) (Spooks) Alex, Addison, Cristina (Grey's Anatomy) Josh, Donna, Sam, CJ (WW) Mal, Simon, Kaylee (Firefly) Willow, Xander, Oz, Spike (Buffy), Alex (RIP), Carlos, Kim, Ty (Third Watch). Don't have any particular favourites for Bones, Cold Case, NCIS or Supernatural.

Ships:

Ray/Neela, Carter/Anna, Carter/Chen, Dave/Abby, Sam/Jake, Morris/Jane, Doug/Carol, Mark/Susan, Corday/Romano(ER), Greg/Riley, Warrick/Catherine, Danny/Aiden, Stella/Adam, Flack/Angell, Calleigh/Ryan (CSI) Sam/Martin (WaT) Ianto/Tosh, Jack/Ianto/Tosh (Torchwood), Alex/Izzie, Alex/Addison (Greys) Josh/Donna, CJ/Danny, Sam/Ainsley (WW), Mal/Kaylee (Firefly), Mulder/Scully (The X-Files), Carlos/Kim, Ty/Alex, Carlos/Holly (Third Watch). The rest I either don't have ships for or I haven't been watching long enough.

For the record, while I'm a proud shipper, I'm not into 'ship wars. Live and let ship, as far as I'm concerned. It's all down to personal preferences and what involves you. I'll read mostly anything provided it is well written.

I'm a grammar and spelling Nazi when it comes to what I will and will not read, I also believe in good characterisation, some semblance of a reasonable plot (though I'm not averse to a bit of plotless smut occasionally), and that well-written dialogue can be the making or breaking of a story. I'm a beta reader - email me if you need my services - I do all ratings, most of the shows above, and only draw the line at anything involving underage sex, non-con (unless it's necessary for plot purposes and not explicit), and certain bodily functions.

I am a writer too. Mostly ER - with 2 WIPs currently in progress (Second Time Around and Behind These Hazel Eyes) - most of my other WIP (Give Me You, Divided We Fall, Blood Ties, Choices etc etc...) may finally have fallen by the wayside but never say never. I'm also getting into writing for CSI - particularly NY - and hope to have a multi-chapter for CSI:NY up soon.

Anything you wanna ask about my stories email me. Feedback is better than chocolate, after all.

If you're still reading, well done :)

Lol, Fi.

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Pause, Resume by AnxietyGrrl reviews
RayNeela. Post s13 AU. 'Closure is for people you're never going to see again.' Some endings are really just intermissions.
ER - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,227 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/20/2008 - Complete
It's A Long Journey Home by notesofwimsey reviews
Set after Silent Night ep 3:12. Lindsay's case in Montana is heating up, but the New York team is providing backup: very personal backup. WARNING: Rated M for language, violence, and graphic scenes. DL, StellaFlack
CSI: New York - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 62 - Words: 123,146 - Reviews: 1256 - Favs: 153 - Follows: 67 - Updated: 3/19/2007 - Published: 1/4/2007 - Complete
Counterblow by Clez reviews
When the past comes back to strike at County General, three members of staff are caught in the sights of one man's vengeance and madness...
ER - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 19 - Words: 49,716 - Reviews: 381 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 5/24/2006 - Published: 1/27/2005
Resistance by mari4815 reviews
Shannon hated the way she couldn't resist him, and she couldn't face the fact that she loved him. Shannoncentric, seriously shipping Shoone, mostly preisland. COMPLETE.
Lost - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 37 - Words: 96,695 - Reviews: 206 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 12/28/2005 - Published: 8/7/2005 - Boone, Shannon - Complete
Missing Piece by Cynthia Arrow reviews
Shannon runs into a person she wouldn't have expected while she's grieving for Boone.
Lost - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,447 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/27/2005 - Shannon
Beautiful Girl by gitania reviews
Boone and Sayid talk about Shannon the one that got away, from them both. Oneshot.
Lost - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 870 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/15/2005 - Sayid, Boone - Complete
Requiem by Sarahlee reviews
“You set yourself up for rejection constantly – you know this. You do not know, however, when you made it an art.”
Third Watch - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,399 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 11 - Published: 7/12/2005 - M. Boscorelli, Fred Y. - Complete
Bend and Not Break by Clez reviews
We all deal with certain things in our own way, but sometimes, certain incidents make us all realise just how fragile we really can be, no matter who we are.
ER - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,137 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/25/2005 - Complete
Beauty and the Spark by AshCarroll aka ShadowDiva reviews
Postep to Here and There. He's never been this close to a firecracker before. [RayNeela]
ER - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 615 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 5 - Published: 3/6/2005 - Complete
Physician, Heal Thyself by AshCarroll aka ShadowDiva reviews
Postep to Just As I Am. After the brawl. [RayNeela]
ER - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 950 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/18/2005 - Complete
The Things We Do for Love by The She Devil reviews
Lying about having a boyfriend will only get you into deep, deep trouble. Just ask Abby, she knows. AL-DM. One-shot. Takes place after season ten.
ER - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17,750 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/30/2004 - Complete
Life After Death by Lauren Metal reviews
Kim and Carlos turn to each other in support after Alex’s death
Third Watch - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,582 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/30/2003
My Story by Jonathan Levinson by Kordy reviews
--Complete-- I know I can't take back the things I've done, and Willow may never forgive me, but maybe if you hear my side, you can understand why I've done the things I've done.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 11,195 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 4/24/2003 - Published: 1/7/2003 - Jonathan L. - Complete
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Baby, I'll Bleed You Dry reviews
He has scars. A small smile plays her lips. Don’t we all?...Greg/Riley warnings for sexual content, bad language and general angst . Oringally written for the geekfiction smutathon 2009, with the prompt voyeur just to provide context .
CSI - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,204 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 9 - Published: 4/22/2009 - Greg S., R. Adams - Complete
Where No One Knows My Name reviews
She has a nice life now Neela angstfuture fic. Spoilers up to and including 13.21 I Don't possibly even the finale. Based on my speculation, nothing more.
ER - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 554 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/15/2007 - Complete
Life In Stasis reviews
Neela angst...she should have known. OneShot, post 13.21 explicit spoilers to this point.
ER - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 637 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/5/2007 - Complete
Second Time Around reviews
The secrets and lies may be over, but there's a whole story still to be told RayNeela
ER - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 53,577 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 4/30/2007 - Published: 8/22/2005
Feel So Fragile reviews
She just wants to be... DannyLindsay, post 3.18 Sleigh Out Of Hand so spoilers up until that if you haven't seen it.
CSI: New York - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,484 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/13/2007 - Complete
Part Of The Process reviews
Pain was part of the process with them...GregSofia, spoilers up to 7.07 Post Mortem. Rated for swearing and adult themes.
CSI - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 900 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Published: 3/13/2007 - Greg S., Sofia C. - Complete
Behind These Hazel Eyes reviews
Post S11, AU. She's doing what she knows how to do best, she's running away. This time, might she find someone to run into who'll make her stay? Samcentric for now.
ER - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,982 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/27/2006
Options reviews
Post Out On A Limb fic...Reela, from a Ray POV.
ER - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/2/2006 - Complete
Take Control reviews
I learned long ago that you cannot control everything in your life.... Neelacentric, post Strange Bedfellows
ER - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 758 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/2/2006 - Complete
It's Only A Dance reviews
It's been a long time since the ER staff properly got their glad rags on...RayNeela, MorrisJane, slight AbbyJake and very minor CarterChen
ER - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,985 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/12/2005
What's Up, Lonely? reviews
Ike's looked warm and inviting....take one lonely Chief Resident, add County's nearest bar, with just a dash of sarcastic intern, and mix well.
ER - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,173 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/26/2005
Musicality reviews
Neela's obsession surfaces. RayNeela.
ER - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 815 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/25/2005
Memories Are Designed To Fade reviews
Post S11 finale. The story someone had to write. It's a long goodbye from way up there...CarterChen frienship.
ER - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 980 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 8/25/2005
Secrets And Lies reviews
[COMPLETE] Two people engage in a desperate race against time to get back to County General and an old friend...
ER - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 25 - Words: 28,704 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 7/20/2005 - Published: 3/10/2005 - Complete
April Fool reviews
Don't tell me no ones ever fooled you,RayNeela
ER - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,037 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Published: 6/6/2005
Attempting Normality reviews
A short, post The Providers piece. It would have annoyed me til I wrote it, so here it is.
ER - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/5/2005 - Complete
Choices reviews
Don't assume you know where this story is going just yet...
ER - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 2,760 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 10/24/2004 - Published: 11/22/2003
Shadows Of Our Former Selves reviews
A long and draining day is drawing to a close..." How does the ER survive in the face of inconceivable tragedy? Warning: does contain character death.
ER - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,370 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 6/24/2004 - Published: 6/14/2004
Go Now, Or You Never Will reviews
Here we go again, I know it's a relatively weak fic, but I go to thinking how would it have gone if Lucy hadn't died but just left Chicago..anyway...
ER - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,716 - Reviews: 7 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 6/17/2004 - Published: 7/23/2001
Bad News reviews
It's a companion piece to Harsh Light of Day, written about the same time, that may just clear up some of the mystery surrounding that story.
ER - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 501 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/17/2004
Give Me You reviews
All I can say is it's Carby.....r/r
ER - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,816 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 7 - Updated: 6/17/2004 - Published: 9/7/2001
Blood Ties reviews
It's a fic I wrote years ago, recently come to light again. It's a Dave story.
ER - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 6,336 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 5/17/2004 - Published: 12/4/2002 - Dave M., Abby L.
Opposites reviews
A mother remembers...
Casualty - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 496 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/8/2004
Tomorrow
It came from a random line of dialogue spinning in my head...it's pretty short, and also post-S7.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Published: 9/4/2003
Sleep
V short piece, post series...
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Published: 9/4/2003
An Orphan At Last reviews
...His sister was a stranger to her. His sister was a stranger to everyone...
ER - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,767 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 6/6/2003 - Published: 5/27/2003
Contemplations reviews
Well, it's just a thoughtful piece told from the points of view of the ER women...
ER - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,417 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5/29/2003 - Published: 5/14/2003
Divided We Fall reviews
It's difficult to summarise - but it's a big disaster story set in the ER. Please r/r, it's the first time I've attempted something this big...
ER - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 25 - Words: 31,518 - Reviews: 95 - Favs: 9 - Updated: 5/29/2003 - Published: 3/30/2002
Actions And Reactions reviews
Ok, so this is my first posting in this category, and it's essentially fluff, but reviews always appreciated.
West Wing - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 685 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 5/15/2003 - Published: 2/18/2003
Harsh Light Of Day reviews
The lone figure stands out a mile in the still of an early Chicago morning.....
ER - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 771 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/13/2003
Something In The Water reviews
An alt-universe fic set after series 7 - three couples in the ER face the same situation.....
ER - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 8,577 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 4/12/2002 - Published: 7/24/2001
Away Too Long reviews
Anna, 20 years older and a little wiser, returns to Chicago. With what outcome? I actually can't write summaries - please r/r.
ER - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,802 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 3/24/2002 - Published: 6/27/2001
Walking After You reviews
Takes place after events in first 3 episodes of series 8, concerns Dave/Chen...please r/r
ER - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,787 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11/4/2001
The Devil You Know reviews
It's hard to explain this story, or where it came from, it's a Chen/Dave scenario but with a twist. It isn't finished yet either but r/r please before I write anymore.....
ER - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,196 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/23/2001
Givin' Up On You reviews
Just a short piece to fill the gap whilst I have writers block about my series....It's not exactly one for the Luby's amongst you put it that way
ER - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 711 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/21/2001
The Aftermath reviews
I wrote all these poems in the days following Lucy's death - it preyed on my mind a bit. I've finally decided it's time to unleash them. I'm prepared to take much criticism for this..so go ahead, r/r
ER - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 1,494 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/26/2001
In The Middle Of Nowhere reviews
As it says in the notes - I was bored and this was kinda what my imagination needed. Just r/r. It's different to my usual stuff - that's not a bad thing is it?
ER - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,389 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7/25/2001 - Published: 7/2/2001
Giving Up, Giving In reviews
It's a love triangle/consequences type story, with much angst and much guilt. There will definitely be more of it - just give me time!
ER - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,004 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/2/2001
Dance With Me reviews
It's been ages since the last ER ball hasn't it......
ER - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,844 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 6/27/2001
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