Shinigami Akumu
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Joined 05-14-05, id: 813618, Profile Updated: 04-04-15
Author has written 9 stories for Gundam Wing/AC, Fullmetal Alchemist, Final Fantasy VIII, Kingdom Hearts, and Gravitation.

04-04-15 Hey, all. It's been a long time. Just wanted to pop in, say that I'm still alive...that, despite my better judgement, I haven't given up yet. So...please have patience as I continue to try to get my act otgether after everything that's happened to my family and me. I have made a few, small, positive changes in my life and am attempting to make more. It's hard to have the motivation to write, but I'll try. Hang in there, everyone. がんばって、ね?


NOTE ABOUT LEMON NOTE: I don't know if these links even work(so I removed them)'s been a long time since I've touched AFF, so...sorry guys. In an ideal world, my stories would automatically publish themselves there with magic and raindows and all their goodies intact. But it takes time and things I don't have...I barely get around to updating my stories as is. So for now, you'll all just have to put up with messaging me to get the goods. Sorry.


I am officially removing my ideas from this page. Most of them will probably never get written and I'd rather the ideas not be taken and written in a way that I probably would not approve of. I'll let you know what I'm working on or if I come up with something else. Such as: SOMETHING DEAD IS COMING BACK TO LIFE! Which would be an old FMA favorite An Incurable Pain-the rewrite! Details below. Feel free to question or comment through PM or email and I'll get back ASAP...a lot faster than I update. x_x

For Devil May Cry: 1 Story--In Some Kind of Progress--

For Death Note: 1 Story--In Some Kind Of Progress--

For Kingdom Hearts: 1 Story--In Progress--, 1 Story--Waiting--

My Sanctuary

Sequel to Simple and Clean, which will appear directly after that one is finished. Takes place during the second game. And who knows, by the time I get there, Kingdom Hearts 3 might be out, and then I can do a third! Ha ha ha...right. (They're making a KH3! I was totally right!)

For Bleach: 2 Stories--Not Started--

NOTE: I'm sad to say that life's been a little too busy for me to keep up with watching Bleach. I got to after they rescued Rukia, and that was it. I hope it isn't planning to go on forever like Naruto...that would make me sad. Usually, animes that have an end are best, otherwise you may start to outgrow them(partially cause they get more and more stupid as they go along). Anyway, I still plan to write these eventually, when I get back around to it. I should probably figure out some IchigoxIshida stories, once I rewatch it all.

For Naruto: 7 Stories--Not Started--, 3 Stories--In Halted Progress--

NOTE: Aside from seeing the first couple episodes of Shippuden(that's what it was, right?) I haven't been keeping up with Naruto...but I heard from a friend that Kakashi died. He said he wasn't sure if it was forever or just a "Surprise! He's not actually dead!" kind of thing. Though, I haven't heard what the answer was. So...if any of you guys know, feel free to tell me. But, I mean...Kakashi's my favorite character. If he dies, I don't think I'll have much respect left for Naruto, though I may still do these someday.

For DNAngel: 2 Stories--Not Started--

For Gundam Wing: 1 Story--Not Started--, 1 Rewrite--Waiting--

For Yami no Matsuei: 1 Story--Not Started--

For Full Metal Alchemist: 4 Stories--In Progress--, 1 Rewrite--In Progress--, 1 Rewrite--Waiting--, 5 Stories--Not Started--

An Incurable Pain: Rewrite

I know you all loved An Incurable Pain and to this day, it's one of my most-read stories. But I read it over the other day(As I've been rewatching FMA and it was in my To Edit folder)'s AWFUL! Ugh...there's so much OOCness, their relationship happens far too quickly(which makes sense considering it's all of 45 pages...) and some of the general plot makes you go "WTF?"...cause half of it just kind of happens and isn't explained. I said "This is just...UGH!" and I started writing it over again. It's already pretty much doubled in size(for how far I've gotten...6 pages became 12 and such), though I'm looking to be as true to the original as I can...that is, I won't be purposely trying to make it longer and won't add in other scenes unless I think they should really be there. I'm up to Chapter Nine I think(chapter six is where rewriting it started getting difficult as that is where the "plot" starts to develop...very poorly, might I add. In other words, that is where the real work began.)...but I don't want to post it until it is complete, since I have four active stories right now and I don't like posting things if I can't pledge to update them every now and then. What I'm trying to say is, I will complete it(maybe sooner than I think, after all it only requires half as much brain power as a brand new story) and then post it up, one chapter a week. That should be cool, no? A preview for those who don't know the general plot: "Something is very wrong with Edward Elric. A mysterious pain plagues him on a daily basis. It strikes suddenly, at any given time...but he can't give in to it-no, not yet. Colonel Mustang's honest desire to save him is not enough. He will return Al to his original body...even at the cost of his own life." So there you have it. I'm pretty excited for it, myself. I may or may not take down the original.

What's a Few Years?: Rewrite

I figure that since I make you all wait a really long time, I may as well also spill this secret: What's a Few Years? will also be rewritten, too. I'm not sure when, though. So just look every now and again.

For Fruits Basket: 1 Story--In Halted Progress--, 3 Stories--Not Started--

For Gravitation: 1 Story--In Progress--, 3 Stories--Not Started--

For Fushigi Yuugi: 1 Story--In Halted Progress--, 2 Stories--Not Started--

For Final Fantasy VIII: 1 Story--In Progress--, 2 Stories--Barely Started--

As you can see, I have way too many fics I want to write!...I wish I had more time.

If I must provide it, a little not-so-important information about me:

I'm 26. I live in a stupid little town that's a speck on a map of Illinois, but is fairly close to Chicago. I draw, sing, obviously write, play piano, and I love video games and anime/manga.

And that's all! Now, I must go and try to update my stories for you all! Ja ne!

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Whispered Screams by Angry Angel reviews
-SxS Yaoi-HighSchool AU- Some wounds run much deeper than others. Some can never be cured. And yet, there are people who will try to heal them all the same, no matter how hopeless the situation might seem. They try, because they care. Because they love.
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 43 - Words: 448,785 - Reviews: 1692 - Favs: 676 - Follows: 581 - Updated: 8/25/2015 - Published: 8/2/2004 - Seifer A., Squall L.
Cruel Alchemy by Cruel EffluviumS reviews
Edward is beginning to have strange dreams about him and another man, but who is it and why is he feeling awkward around Roy? Is there passion somewhere in all this confusion? RoyxEd. UP FOR ADOPTION!
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 54,820 - Reviews: 122 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 59 - Updated: 12/7/2014 - Published: 7/24/2005
Rich and Famous by gacktsgal reviews
REWRITE Sasuke's acting career is over when his brother decides he needs to see what a normal life is like. Naruto is forced to guide the celebrity he hates most around for at least a week. Neither expect the trials that come. Yaoi, swearing, violence, SasuNaru, tiny bit of SaiNaru.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 41,677 - Reviews: 211 - Favs: 182 - Follows: 350 - Updated: 6/25/2014 - Published: 9/4/2006 - Naruto U., Sasuke U.
Dead Letters by wolfeep reviews
UPDATED - Rewriting After two years of constantly trying to impress his beloved Yuki, Shuichi decides to leave, running into Touma Seguchi who offers him some shelter.
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 35,594 - Reviews: 113 - Favs: 99 - Follows: 64 - Updated: 4/21/2013 - Published: 7/27/2005 - Touma S., Shuichi S. - Complete
Conviction by QuestofDreams reviews
NaruSasu, SasuNaru. Convictions are what guide a ninja. But with assassinations, misplaced goals, and the threat of Akatsuki to occupy his time, even Naruto can lose his way.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 97,201 - Reviews: 696 - Favs: 1,014 - Follows: 383 - Updated: 11/6/2008 - Published: 12/15/2004 - Naruto U., Sasuke U. - Complete
Anything for the One You Love by Dragen Eyez reviews
Warning: Yaoi. some 1x2. hints of 3x4 and 5x? Duo is depressed when Heero moves in with Relena, but when Heero is back in his life, life becomes a living nightmare for Duo as his cutting and EDs get worse.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 55 - Words: 107,670 - Reviews: 894 - Favs: 244 - Follows: 173 - Updated: 7/8/2008 - Published: 7/27/2004 - Duo M., Heero Y. - Complete
Here Lies Justice by PervyLlamaSama reviews
LightxL. In his increasing frustration, L resorts to a rather "unconventional" method to fully confirm his suspicions of Light being Kira. The result: a plan gone horribly awry...and fluff. Lots of it. Yaoi.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 40,492 - Reviews: 273 - Favs: 336 - Follows: 112 - Updated: 5/20/2008 - Published: 4/11/2008 - L, Light Y. - Complete
A Brief Alliance by Fractured Dreams reviews
The Akatsuki are about to attack. A new, and unexpected alliance will be forged between two old enemies. Could this result in victory, or more betrayal? Sas x Naru and others.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 81,235 - Reviews: 302 - Favs: 169 - Follows: 181 - Updated: 8/6/2007 - Published: 6/23/2005 - Sasuke U., Naruto U.
Lost Heaven, Part One: Awakening by Kolie reviews
Do you believe in angels? What about demons? And the kingdoms of Akari and Kurai? You were raised to believe that they were nothing more than mere fairy tales, but a rude awakening proved to me that they were much more. [RikuxSora, AxelxRoxas, LeonxCloud]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 21 - Words: 139,043 - Reviews: 181 - Favs: 111 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 4/3/2007 - Published: 11/18/2006 - Riku, Sora - Complete
Pretty Little Bride by ChocolateChurros reviews
[CHP 51 UP][RoyXEd] A wellknown terrorist group has made a terrible threat on Edward's life! In order to protect him the Fuhrer orders him into hiding accompanied by his uniformed friends. As loves bloom and pasts are revealed, a secret war is brewing...
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 51 - Words: 67,279 - Reviews: 537 - Favs: 158 - Follows: 113 - Updated: 11/9/2006 - Published: 3/15/2005 - Edward E., Roy M.
Strings Attached by DB2020 reviews
SXS Sequel to Protecting the Lion. Just beginning a serious relationship, Squall and Seifer deal with the troubles such a public affair brings. It's difficult to find a place together, and in the end, Garden may just not be it.
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 37 - Words: 160,908 - Reviews: 537 - Favs: 270 - Follows: 76 - Updated: 9/6/2006 - Published: 3/30/2006 - Seifer A., Squall L. - Complete
Chariot by Azaki reviews
Ed is raped and is now facing the shadows of his past and the uncertian future. Its all too much and only one person can save him. EdRoy
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 6,469 - Reviews: 104 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 8/16/2006 - Published: 3/30/2005 - Edward E., Roy M.
Inheritance by Sparkle Itamashii reviews
Wherein it is discovered that no matter how fast you run or how far you go, you cannot escape your past. [1x2x1] [also[past]1xR][boylove:yaoi] NAOI BASE.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 31 - Words: 97,634 - Reviews: 367 - Favs: 113 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 6/9/2006 - Published: 8/18/2004 - Duo M., Heero Y. - Complete
Protecting the Lion by DB2020 reviews
Between love and hate, extremes collide. An ice prince too cold for anyone but a hot tempered exknight to touch, and danger that is paramount when more than one man tries to claim the Balamb Lion. Reunited rivals will write their own story together.
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 50 - Words: 204,582 - Reviews: 688 - Favs: 487 - Follows: 93 - Updated: 3/30/2006 - Published: 11/27/2005 - Seifer A., Squall L. - Complete
Kickout by GhostHelwig reviews
Kyo's punishment has become Yuki's problem... Rated M for stuff in later chapters, including slash [yaoi]. Contains SPOILERS. Chapter four up now!
Fruits Basket - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,797 - Reviews: 138 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 134 - Updated: 1/5/2006 - Published: 6/27/2005 - Kyo S., Yuki S.
Together Itsumo by Lady Samurai reviews
Daisuke has been in love with Dark for years, but has never had the courage to tell him. When Dark startes dating Riku, what's Daisuke to do? Dark x Daisuke AU Discontinued as of 2008
D N Angel - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 41,137 - Reviews: 417 - Favs: 200 - Follows: 138 - Updated: 9/11/2005 - Published: 4/28/2005 - Dark M., Daisuke N.
The Pain of Death by PainfulxRecovery reviews
When Alphonse is murdered, Ed loses site of reality and only a colonel can reach him. But why is the Fuhrer to desperate to separate them? RoyxEd, yaoi and character deaths. Involves self mutilation in beginning chapters. [On hold ... SORRY!]
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 25,560 - Reviews: 298 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 95 - Updated: 9/10/2005 - Published: 5/1/2005 - Edward E., Roy M.
TwentyEighth Hour by duathkaimelar reviews
Oneshot. Ryuichi ponders over the relationship between him and Tohma, and how it has changed since the 'incident'. He questions his place in Tohma's world, though he knows it's never changed. TohmaRyuichi
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,822 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/10/2005 - Touma S., Ryuichi S. - Complete
Mission Accepted by EquineAngel reviews
Ever wonder about Heero's past? Why he never smiles? This is his story from being a child with Odin and training with J, to piloting his gundam!Rated for language and violence.Please R&R!
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Adventure - Chapters: 12 - Words: 37,820 - Reviews: 84 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 7/2/2005 - Published: 3/21/2005 - Heero Y.
Shantih by Big Bird reviews
I still can't reconcile the mature Ed with the child-Ed in my mind can I? I'm such a fool.." A new beginning, a new look at each other. Eventual RoyxEd. Warnings: language, violence
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 22,867 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 5/3/2005 - Published: 1/24/2005
Fallen Comrade, Finding Hope by ChocolateChurros reviews
[ONESHOT][RoyXEd][Hinted RoyXHughes][WAFF, Angst, Humor, Romance, Darkness] Two years after Hughes' death, Roy has found himself thinking of suicide. But Ed certainly won't let that happen.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,477 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 10 - Published: 4/4/2005 - Roy M., Edward E. - Complete
Pretty Woman by Liez reviews
Genrou is a high school dropout who can't seem to hold a job. In the hopes of winning the prize money, he crossdresses as a female model in a prestigious competition...and catches chief photographer Houjun Ri's eye. [Ch27 up] [an updated]
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 39,368 - Reviews: 434 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 9/4/2004 - Published: 5/29/2002 - Chichiri, Tasuki
The Devil's Own by Angry Angel reviews
[SxS Yaoi] Seifer Almasy is a respectable and snobbish SeeD Commander who cares little about the name or face of his enemies, as long as the pay's right. Even so, there is still one man to oppose who could turn his life around, or perish at his hands.
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 21,387 - Reviews: 113 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 7/31/2004 - Published: 5/4/2004 - Seifer A., Squall L.
Pianissimo Butterfly by Angrybee reviews
Ryuichi goes out on a limb to help Shuichi. Can he and Kumagoro save Shuchan from ending up detatched and jaded? Rating for violence, sexual situations, and language.
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 11 - Words: 84,551 - Reviews: 577 - Favs: 471 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 5/25/2004 - Published: 3/18/2004 - Ryuichi S., Shuichi S.
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I Promise reviews
With a reputation for being evil, Seifer is shipped off to Balamb Garden..his last chance. He tries not to get expelled while also trying to capture the Ice Prince's heart. Sadly, it isnt as easy as he thought when dark pasts resurface. Is there any hope?
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 36 - Words: 112,484 - Reviews: 437 - Favs: 112 - Follows: 105 - Updated: 3/15/2012 - Published: 6/29/2005 - Seifer A., Squall L.
Simple and Clean reviews
Kairi washes up on the island, interrupting a friendship that was busy blossoming into more, but getting her home isn't easy. Sora struggles between what he thinks he should do, and what feels right. In the end, what will he choose? RxS
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 8 - Words: 36,374 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 5/1/2010 - Published: 11/23/2006 - Riku, Sora
Hold Me Gently, Always Catch Me reviews
Yuki is always leaving Shuichi broken, whether he really means to or not. Now it's up to Ryuichi to make him shine. RxS
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 23,622 - Reviews: 93 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 133 - Updated: 6/23/2009 - Published: 11/23/2006 - Ryuichi S., Shuichi S.
Every Time We Lie Awake reviews
Homunculi have no soul-that's what they say. Envy and Lust are out to force Edward to make the Philosopher's Stone, no matter the obstacles. Blinded by hate and the absolute need for revenge, will Envy discover what being human is really all about? ExE
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 22,157 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 5/2/2009 - Published: 6/20/2008 - Edward E., Envy
What's a Few Years? reviews
After spending more time with Ed, Russell starts to feel strangely towards him. Could it be love? Roy’s liked the little alchemist for quite some time now, but how can he compete with a guy like that? [edited repost]
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 21 - Words: 35,370 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 2/23/2006 - Published: 2/15/2006 - Edward E., Roy M.
You Never Really Cared reviews
Duo can't get rid of the nightmares, and Heero isn't helping any. Does that guy have any feelings at all? Duo is on a personal mission to find out. Warning: Yaoi and Relena bashing. I'm not giving anything else away, though.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 28,343 - Reviews: 131 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 12/10/2005 - Published: 5/17/2005 - Heero Y., Duo M. - Complete
An Incurable Pain reviews
Kind of an alternate ending to the series. Ed will do anything to get Al's body back, even at the cost of his life. Can Roy and Al stop him before it's too late? Eventual RoyxEd.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 28,575 - Reviews: 190 - Favs: 109 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 12/10/2005 - Published: 5/17/2005 - Edward E., Roy M. - Complete
So Much for a Boring Life reviews
They never had real names. Duo and Heero are desperate to become normal people at the war’s end. But what if they can’t? And it doesn’t help that the other three gundam pilots already have normal lives going for them.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 19 - Words: 34,775 - Reviews: 136 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 11/9/2005 - Published: 6/12/2005 - Heero Y., Duo M. - Complete
Lose It All reviews
After Ed's disappearence at the end of the series, Roy will pay the ultimate price to see him again. Oneshot.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,006 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/20/2005 - Edward E., Roy M. - Complete
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