Author has written 192 stories for Gundam Wing/AC, Harry Potter, Death Gate Cycle, Pokémon, Teknoman, Prétear, .hack/SIGN, Ender's Game series, Lord of the Rings, Darker than BLACK, Witch Hunter Robin, Inheritance Cycle, Avatar: Last Airbender, Mai HiME, Gundam 00, Charles Dickens, Neo Angelique Abyss/ネオアンジェリーク Abyss, Four Brothers, Gundam UC, Ranma, Fate/stay night, G-Gundam, Thor, Final Fantasy X, Code Geass, Avengers, Mortal Instruments, Tron, Infernal Devices, Cassandra Clare, Being Human, Captain America, Duklyon: CLAMP School Defenders/学園特警デュカリオン, Anime X-overs, and Norse Mythology.
Dutch; female; born in 1989. Should come with a warning like, “incapable of timely communication, don’t expect to hear from for weeks, if not months”. Frequent, but luckily not perpetual, sufferer of Imposter Syndrome. Here to get my geek on.
I love gen and romance in equal measure. I rarely become invested in romance and erotica if there isn’t at least one woman involved, or if the maleslash/yaoi is canon. (Dumbledore/Doge is totally canon, yo.) On the flipside, there will never be enough femmeslash/yuri - or just lady friendships, or female character focus in general - to fill the void in my fannish soul. Woe, alas, et cetera. I adore canon-focussed stuff; missing scenes, world building, AUs of the “change this part of the book, stop that episode from happening, see where the rest of the story goes from there!” variety. But I’m so easily distracted by humor and warm-fluffy-feelings fic that it probably doesn’t show. I have yet to develop the creative discipline to commit to longfic, so it’s mostly one-shots for now. I write for fun and try not to lose myself in daydreams of literary fame and fortune too often, because that way lies heartbreak. When push comes to shove I write for myself first and foremost, but aside from my love of canon and creative drive, my fics are acts of community spirit too, and getting reviews MAKES MY DAY! I am biased towards original fiction with a strong, overarching plot rather than a monster-of-the-week format or mostly character-driven story. I like my endings happy. I have a very broad concept of canon and will eagerly include any and all side-stories, deleted scenes, creator’s comments, and et cetera. I am a picky reader, but I acknowledge that “quality” is a highly subjective concept, that the “rules of writing”, while good to know, are made to be broken, and that personal taste rules supreme. I believe fanfiction is no less valid an artform than genre fiction or what they call “high literary fiction” and reserve the right to consider you ignorant of the history of storytelling if you believe otherwise. Ahem. Ahem. At the same time, I am a staunch defender of a hobby writer’s Right To Write Badly and not get flamed or otherwise harrassed for it.
As far as specific fandoms go, I am by far the most prolific in Gundam Wing. Relena is my favourite character of all time and 1xR my OTP of OTPs. I’m also particularly fond of Heero and Middie, and ship 3x4, 11xS, 12xAnyone, and - prematurely but unabashedly - Aoi x Odin. HA! I always knew Heero remembered his mommy and the name she gave him!
Other fandoms include, in no particular order: Harry Potter (the story I grew up on; I solemnly swear to cherish it forever. Viva la Epilogue! also, POTTERMOOOOORE), Spyro the Dragon, De Griezelklas (oh childhood), Prétear (Sasame & Takako!), the Marvel Cinematic Universe (Loki! Jane! Natasha! Pepper & Tony! Bucky!), Canaan (Canaan & Maria! Yun Yun!), Inception (Arthur & Ariadne!), Gundam ZZ (Elle & Judau! Puru Two! Mashima! Chara!), the Tron franchise (Alan & Lora! Tron(zler) & Yori! Sam & Quorra! Radia & Jalen! Paige & Beck!), Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha (Fate & Nanoha! Vita! Signum & Agito! Vivio!), Discworld (City Watch! Witches! Polly & Mal!), Fruits Basket (Kyo & Tohru! Haru & Rin!), Being Human (UK version), Magic Knight Rayearth (Hikaru & Lantis & Eagle! absolutely everyone!!), Avatar: the Last Airbender (Jet!), My-HiME/My-Otome, Fringe, Cardcaptor Sakura, CLAMP School Defenders Duklyon, and many others. This does not necessarily show in the fic I read and write, unfortunately. Some of these inspire me a lot, others just make me crave, and yet others make me avoid fandom and fanfic for them entirely.
Blanket “Disclaimer”/Semi-Formal Legal Babble
All stories found under this account are based on other works of fiction (source material) of which I am not the creator nor the copyright holder. While in some cases I am working in the knowledge that the creator and/or copyright holder of the source material has given some kind of general permission to do what I have done for non-profit purposes (see also), I have not asked or gotten personal permission to write any of the stories published under this account, nor am I in any way associated with aforementioned persons - unless stated otherwise. By writing these stories, I am not creating any monetary or other gain for myself or anyone associated with me, nor causing any kind of monetary or other loss or damage to the creator and/or copyright holder of the corresponding source material. No-one is obligated to appreciate or approve of my stories, but they are acts of love, creative drive, and community spirit, and I hope they will be received as such. :)
Linking my fanfic around or making copies for private use is fine, but reposting or otherwise redistributing without my permission is not. I already crosspost a lot, though, so if you’d like to see something of mine hosted in a particular place, just point me there.
In the unlikely event that anyone feels inspired to create something new based on any of my fics, and would like to know if I’m okay with that: I am. Sequels, prequels, back stories, side stories, missing scenes, AUs or any other type of spin-off, fanart, podfic or video, translations, whatever: if you asked, I would most likely say yes. You have no idea what it would do to my ego. xD Ask me before you publish anything of the sort, though. There are things I will not endorse and refuse to let my stories be used for. I am perfectly happy to share my corner of the sandbox, but not for the sake of facilitating things I’m opposed to. Plus, and this should be obvious: I ask that you give credit where credit is due, and send me a link to where this new material is/will be located. I would love to link back to it in return!
CattyRosea (Ro-zee-ah): the account I use to house the Dutch versions of all my fics.
Team Writers Duklyon: totally not Omnicat and Chilly’s secret identity as a team of superheroines. Nope, definitely not. Soon-to-be-home of a pretty awesome fic collaboration, though.
Picturesque by Omnicat and mistress amethyst une
“So, how many pictures should I expect on my birthday? It’ll certainly be a timesaver for you. No shopping. No wrapping. Though I wouldn’t be opposed to you putting a bow on it.” Relena has an intriguing request. Can Heero deliver?
Gundam Wing/AC - Fiction Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,580 - Published: 4-28-10 - Heero Y. & Relena P. - Complete
O algo peor: my story Or Worse kindly translated to Spanish by Vanehei.
ненавижу тебя целую тебя люблю тебя убью тебя: my story Hate Me Kiss Me Love Me Kill Me kindly translated to Russian by najas.
Podfic of my story Happy Thrymsday!, read by sisi_rambles.
Post-VV silliness: feedback in ficlet form to my story Villainous Valentine. A lovely continuation written by Persephone Kore.
Adorable fanart by Mashroots based on my story The Fairy Jar, which in turn was inspired by equally adorable fanart by Amalgamads.
Pretty fanart by Rocky's Art Blog based on my story Guppy Love.
Series, Sequels and Shared Continuities:
(All marked in-story, but collected here for your and my convenience.)
Of Dogs and Men
Haplo is training his new REAL dog. But they both just can't seem to get the hang of it.
Death Gate Cycle - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 587 - Published: 10-8-05 - Haplo & Alfred - Complete
Why did Haplo call it Alfredball when there's no ball involved?
Death Gate Cycle - Rated: T - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,069 - Published: 10-13-05 - [Haplo & Marit] & Alfred - Complete
The Worst Laid Plans
"Did you think I would not know your voice from any throat? My own boy?" / "I had meant only to deceive the elves while I got the mortal and myself to safety, but... well, opportunity arose, so I improvised." Fix-it fic, simple as that. Retconning Odin's Aplus Parenting and Frigga's fate (hence the angst genre), plus a few other fun minor quibbles (hence humor).
Thor - Rated: K - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 7,156 - Published: 11-03-13 - Completed: 11-21-13 - [Odin, Frigga] Thor, Loki - Complete
Bills To Pay
Note to self: alien royals make for bad house guests.
Thor - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,211 - Published: 12-18-13 - [Jane F. & Loki & Thor] - Complete
Darcy's Dastardly Dates
Loki takes Darcy hostage and proves to be an excellent holiday date. (Also, alliteration.)
Nobody invites Loki to their Christmas dinners. So Loki invites himself to Darcy's.
Thor - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,700 - Published: 02-01-12 - [Darcy L. & Loki] - Complete
Loki is a bit annoyed with mortal holidays, until Darcy shows him an alternate way of celebrating them: the cosplayer's way.
Thor - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,381 - Published: 03-31-12 - [Darcy L. & Loki] - Complete
The Fresh Agent
Five [classified] encounters Heero Yuy did not enjoy, and one he did.
Special Agent Yuy on the prowl.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 409 - Published: 09-01-08 - [Heero Y. & Relena P.] & OC - Complete
The karmic demise of Special Agent Yuy.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 432 - Published: 04-22-11 - [Heero Y. & Relena P.] & OC - Complete
Special Agent Yuy and the time he came home to find his house in shambles.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 502 - Published: 01-17-14 - [Heero Y., Relena P.] & OC - Complete
Special Agent Yuy and the one he couldn't save.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 447 - Published: 01-17-14 - [Heero Y., Relena P.] & OC - Complete
And Then, Cannibals
The one where Special Agent Yuy finally has nice things.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 519 - Published: 01-17-14 - Heero Y. & OC - Complete
Hook, Line and Sinker
The lives and loves of Bucky Barnes, merman, a tale in four parts: New York, Europe, Washington, and Avengers Tower.
Bucky can't sing or swim, except that he totally can. It's complicated. // aka the one where Bucky is a merman and the greatest tragedy in a child's life is not being able to go swimming with your friends
Captain America - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,821 - Published: 06-22-14 - [Bucky B. & Steve R.] - Complete
Lots of Fish in the Sea
Hydra had Bucky on a lab table for god knows how long and never discovered his secret. Cue Agent Carter walking in on it pretty much the moment he and Steve make it back to camp. // aka the one where Bucky Barnes is a merman and once you’ve lived through your single worst nightmare, ‘chasing tail’ puns are a close second
Captain America - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: TBA - Words: TBA - Published: 08-05-14 - Completed: TBA - [Bucky B. & Steve R. & P. Carter] - WORK IN PROGRESS
Swimming Against the Stream
(the Winter Soldier chapter)
The Superhero Shoal
(the Happily Ever After in Avengers Tower chapter)
Encounters between Heero and Relena, stuffed in between canon scenes, in which they use notes, text messages and computer hacking to have a proper conversation for once. One that isn’t interrupted by explosions, even. Scattered throughout the first part of the series.
Note Passing at St Gabriel’s
Set during episode two, ‘The Gundam Deathscythe’. Semi–serious, completely devoid of romance. Heero and Relena pass notes in class while at St Gabriel’s. Just not about the usual gossip and teacher ridicule...
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,475 - Published: 09-01-08 - Relena P. & Heero Y. - Complete
Phonemails in Japan
Set during episode nine. Now that Heero has changed schools, he and Relena switch from paper to phonemail to exchange messages. Poor, under–appreciated vocal chords...
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,919 - Published: 01-24-09 - Duo M. & Heero Y. & Relena P. - Complete
Instant Messaging across Antarctica
Set after ep 16. Relena had a very important letter to deliver, and really, when doing so in person was impossible, why NOT hack into the gundams' communication system?
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,527 - Published: 02-01-09 - Heero Y. & Relena P. & Trowa B./No-Name - Complete
Pay It Forward
Bucky tries to do nice things for his friends. They're so busy doing the same for him it's almost impossible to succeed. Hugs, good food, and better company. Because everyone in this room deserves nice things.
Sam and Steve have been traversing Europe looking for Bucky. Not everyone is convinced it isn't an open invitation road trip.
Captain America - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,301 - Published: 04-15-14 - Steve R. & Bucky B. & Natasha R. & Sam W. - Complete
Fly on the Wings of Love
Bucky just wants to show his appreciation for everything Sam has done for Steve. Of course, Tony Stark's middle name is 'needlessly difficult'.
Crossover - Captain America & Avengers - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 14,140 - Published: 03-01-14 - Completed: 07-30-14 - Bucky B. & [Sam W. & Natasha R.] & Tony S. - Complete
(The versions of these fics housed here on FFN have had the explicit sections toned down or removed entirely.)
AU where Meilan replaced Wufei as pilot of Gundam Shenlong // Starring: the bastard sons of paper worms, nattoo early in the morning, and new twists to old clichés. // Heero x Meilan LEMON, written as a gift for a friend
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: MA - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,707 - Published: 04-15-08 - [Heero Y. & Meilan L.] & Duo M. & Quatre W. - Complete
In Space, No-One Can Hear You *BEEP*
Worst. Honeymoon. Ever. But the sex made up for everything.
Duklyon: CLAMP School Defenders - Rated: MA - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,327 - Published: 01-05-12 - [Eri C. & Kotobuki S.] - Complete
Matchmaker à Trois
When Middie was ten, there was a boy. When she is twenty-five, there are two men. In the years between, she had brought herself to ruin. A kiss won’t make an old wound better, but an extra pair of hands to help pick up the pieces wouldn’t be so bad. // 3x4, 3x12, 4x12, 3x4x12
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: MA - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,457 - Published: 01-05-12 - [Middie U. & Trowa B./No-Name & Quatre W.] - Complete
Queen of the World
After Heero decided to let Queen Relena live, before Zechs declared war on Earth as leader of the White Fang. He came to see her for one single reason. She made him stay for a thousand. // 1xR LEMON, written for the Church of Lemons 2010
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: MA - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,865 - Published: 03-02-10 - [Relena P. & Heero Y.] - Complete
AU: White Fang won the war. Zechs has locked Relena away from the world he destroyed lest it destroys her as well. All that’s left now is a King, a former Queen... and ZERO. // 6xR, written for the DarkFic Exchange
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: MA - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,034 - Published: 02-08-10 - [Relena P. & Zechs M.] - Complete
The last time he was up here, she was shot. // 1xR LEMON, NOT a death fic, written for the Church of Lemons 2010
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: MA - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,276 - Published: 03-02-10 - [Heero Y. & Relena P.] - Complete
The Way to a Man's Stomach
Sigyn goes on a quest for something that will cure Loki's pre-coronation blues. She returns post-coronation, only to find him knee deep in villainy! New quest: bring the tasty cure she found to Loki, come hell or high-strung Avengers. / Loki x Sigyn
Crossover - Thor & Norse Mythology - Rated: MA - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,556 - Published: 08-19-13 - [Loki & Sigyn] - Complete
Porn Without Plot:
(These are not archived on FFN at all because cutting them is pointless. Without the porn, no plot. :P )
Be Your Own Cave of Wonders
Bliss and Pash, kinda horny and hella giggly.
Whip It - Rated: MA - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,274 - Published: 03-18-11 - [Bliss C. & Pash] - Complete
AU twist on ‘Lake Laogai’, Jetara LEMON // Katara insists on staying behind in the dungeons to heal Jet. The situation looks hopeless, but Katara may have one last trick up her sleeve...
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: MA - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,381 - Published: 09-06-08 - [Katara & Jet] - Complete
Like Venus Melting in the Morning
Heero and Relena watch a porno. Starring 'Relena Peacecraft, Teen Queen', and Pilot's '01' through '05'. // Written for the 2012 Church of Lemons
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: MA - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,466 - Published: 06-21-14 - [Relena P. & Heero Y.] - Complete
Price to Pay
War, they say, brings out either the best or the worst in people. It is true, but Pagan does not know which is the case with him. // Pagan x Relena, creepy, fucked-up, out-of-their-right-minds, what-the-fuck-did-I-just-write LEMON
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: MA - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 498 - Published: 08-19-08 - [Pagan & Relena P.] - Complete
Heero Yuy was not Zechs, but all cats are grey in the dark. // 1x9 LEMON
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: MA - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 787 - Published: 04-21-08 - [L. Noin & Heero Y.] - Complete
To put it simply: 1xR, a relaxing bath and a handjob.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: MA - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 673 - Published: 11-06-09 - [Relena P. & Heero Y.] - Complete
Your Id is Watching You
Shared dreaming is a very serious thing for someone in Relena's position. Except for when you have a day off and a dirty mind. // Inception fusion, written for the 2011 Church of Lemons
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: MA - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,619 - Published: 06-22-14 - [Relena P. & Heero Y.] - Complete