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Joined 06-12-05, id: 831175, Profile Updated: 12-14-14
Author has written 10 stories for Digimon, and Naruto.

[12/14/14] wow, holy shit. it's been six years since i have updated this profile. i'm pretty sure that no one remembers me or any of my stories... but nonetheless, the memories i have had with this site, are still there, and thriving. it's almost been ten years since i've discovered fanfiction. i remember reading my first story when i was ten for fucks sake. and now i'm twenty, and i'm still the same awkward fangirl i was all of those years ago.

fanfiction has honestly had such a big impact on my life. it paved a road for my writing, helped me develop my own voice and has just been an emotional outlet unrivaled by anything else. i fucking love this site, hell, i even wrote my college application essay about fanfiction (yes, i went there). and even during my university days, nothing winds me down more than browsing through this site, looking for my next treasure.

what am i getting to? i thought i was over writing fanfiction. to be honest, with university up my ass and time slipping away, i found myself writing less and less. once i entered my second year of high school, i had almost stopped writing creatively completely. it was like permanent case of writer's block that i just couldn't escape from. i would open up old word documents filled with possible story ideas and half-written paragraphs and just ignore them, leaving them untouched, until i would just close them and go to bed. There are a lot of stories i have wanted to pursue, so many ideas in my fucking twisted mind that i've wanted to share. i don't have the guts, or motivation, to write them down, let alone share them. my pursuit for fanfiction has jumped so drastically from show to show, i even forgotten about the one that had started it all: Digimon.

i thought i was over digimon. i can remember my ten year old self watching "jetix" on disney and discovering digimon. i had honestly found the entire concept completely stupid before that. i mean evolving monsters? that had to be the dumbest crap ever. but when i had watched my first season of the show (digimon frontier), well damn, i fell fucking hard for that show. it got me to watch all of the seasons preceding it (but not the ones after it, fuck that shit). and i absolutely fell in love with kouji minamoto. fuck, i crushed so hard for that boy. even today he sends butterflies to my core. just yesterday, i re-watched my favorite episodes of my two favorite characters (kouji and yamato) and just ah, i remembered this account, and the stories i had abandoned so many years ago. the nostalgia got me to attempt rereading my old work (and promptly cringing in disgust after). fuck, my writing was horrendous. i mean, it's definitely not that much better today, but ugh, just reading that crap, i felt shivers down my spine. damn my melodramatic teenage years.

anyway. it got me thinking about where i had planned to go with all of my stories, and even wanting to rewrite a few. i mean, the ideas weren't ... awful, just oddly, and rather shallowly, perceived. after rewatching the anime, i am thoroughly convinced that taito and takouji and meant to be. its so damn obviously!! and now i just need to portray it in words. unfortunately, my mind sees kouji as a tear-shedding, angst-ridden teenage with infinitely low self-esteem. god, i have so many abusive ideas for my boy-toys. hopefully i've gather up the balls to actually write these things down (and then be shunned for my shit-mind).

all in all, i haven't forgotten about fanfiction. and no matter how many times i've thought i was giving up the site, it always comes back to me. hopefully in ten more years, i'm not sneaking off to a lonely corner to get my daily fix of this odd obsession. who knows?

(... i also really want to draw more awkward pictures of kouji writhing in pleasure under many mobs... but in due to time my friends :-))

oh, and i made a new fanfiction account a few years ago, to awkwardly lurk in search of new favorite stories. i still cry when i am looking for a story to reread... and it's gone. oh the pain.

here are some links (shameless advertising): ff acc and tumblr !!! i hope to see you all soon. with love x

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Drake and Josh by Demitria Teague reviews
Under mind control Megan sends Drake to a dark world governed by a twisted masochistic ruler. As Drake adjusts to his new life as a Submissive Josh and Megan search for a way to get him back. The Drake who returns has changed in more ways than one. Will his transformation be too much for Josh to handle? M/M OC-Dark AU Slash Fic
Drake & Josh - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,825 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 11/27/2014 - Published: 7/23/2008 - Josh N., Drake P., Megan P.
The Masked Cat by Blackwingedangel37 reviews
Its only when Kyo disappears that Yuki comes to realize how he feels for the neko. When Kyo doesn't come home though he begins to worry he'll never be able to tell him how he feels. That is until a strange new girl comes to school...
Fruits Basket - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 19,358 - Reviews: 113 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 75 - Updated: 7/6/2014 - Published: 7/29/2007 - Yuki S., Kyo S.
Giving up old habits by Kuu.ish reviews
Haru's tired of getting rejected and hurt. He wants to stop living up to the expectations of his curse. There is only so much he can take before the darkness inside wins over. HaruxKyo
Fruits Basket - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 26,429 - Reviews: 153 - Favs: 97 - Follows: 137 - Updated: 5/9/2013 - Published: 9/4/2005 - Hatsuharu S., Kyo S.
I Reach For You by Rikku-Crowley reviews
According to Dad, that how we'd get money from then on. Now, be it forced against my will or not, to every person my dad brings in I'm the same to them all. Title may change. AU. No flames please.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 35,482 - Reviews: 219 - Favs: 101 - Follows: 169 - Updated: 4/15/2013 - Published: 4/1/2007 - Edward E., Roy M.
My One and Only by Zoleth reviews
The loss of his family is only the beginning of a horrible road of life for Takuya. Rated for Yaoi, Lime, Violence, Language and Death. Takouji
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,578 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 4/8/2013 - Published: 6/17/2004 - Takuya K., Kouji M./Koji
Surrogate Father by naruto10 reviews
Moseby finds Cody in an alley, raped and abused. Will he be able to rehabilitate Cody, or will Cody be cursed to a life of depression? And where's Zack in all of this madness?
Suite Life series - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 18 - Words: 26,124 - Reviews: 242 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 65 - Updated: 7/20/2012 - Published: 5/30/2006 - Cody M., M. Moseby - Complete
Discovering College by Ice Princess Xia reviews
One drunken night sets the course for an interesting first year of college for Matt and Tai. Can Tai save Matt from a downward spiral of depression? Or did he put him there?TAITO,underage drinking,depressingsuicidal thoughts,VERY ADULT CONTENT and CUSSING
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 27,738 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 6/24/2012 - Published: 3/24/2007 - Yamato I./Matt, Taichi Y./Tai K. - Complete
Masochist: A Tale of a Turbulent Relationship by hellishlygood reviews
Matt is a masochist. He knows I am a fire that does nothing but scorch him, yet he wont ever leave. I am, in some ways a sadist, taking everything from him and only giving pain back. Yet I long to tell him those three words he so wishes to hear.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 15,124 - Reviews: 69 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 2/11/2012 - Published: 6/7/2008 - Matt, Mello
XY by i scribble too reviews
Taito, some Kenato. Taichi has hurt Yamato since birth. Unbeknownst to both of them, Taichi has always been attracted to Yamato. But things don't go down so well when you're male, in love, and . . . brothers. Throw in abusive older brothers and a friend, Ken, who's crushing on Yamato too, and things really don't look so good. Rated: M, strongly. Sibling abuse.
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 48,872 - Reviews: 151 - Favs: 89 - Follows: 110 - Updated: 1/15/2012 - Published: 11/19/2007 - [Taichi Y./Tai K., Yamato I./Matt] Daisuke M./Davis, Ken I.
Stolen Light by FallingWithGrace reviews
WARNING: RAPE SLASH TROYRYAN What happens if nobody believes you except for the one person who shouldn't?
High School Musical - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 7,187 - Reviews: 208 - Favs: 120 - Follows: 198 - Updated: 5/29/2011 - Published: 1/24/2007 - Ryan E., Troy B.
Distorted Elegance by FallingWithGrace reviews
After Carey's death, Cody was sent to a foster program while Zack stayed with their father. Now in his 3rd home, Cody is befriended by Angela, a woman who may be the only one who can help him find himself and his twin again. Warning: rape & abuse
Suite Life series - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,402 - Reviews: 116 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 81 - Updated: 5/29/2011 - Published: 5/28/2006 - Cody M., Zack M.
Angels With Dirty Faces by FallingWithGrace reviews
TROYRYAN. Ryan was disowned in the past by his father when he became openly gay. With no money to support himself, he joined a strip club where he sells his body for sex. When Troy discovers him, he must prove to Ryan that he's worth more than he believes
High School Musical - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,188 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 52 - Updated: 5/29/2011 - Published: 12/6/2006 - Ryan E., Troy B.
Hired Help by BingeB reviews
Matt is an escort. An ESCORT! Not a hooker, as most people choose to believe. That is until he meets Taichi Yagami and his remaining morals seem to desert him. TAITO! *BEING REVISED - Chapter 1 uploaded*
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 39,157 - Reviews: 196 - Favs: 101 - Follows: 123 - Updated: 3/9/2011 - Published: 6/28/2007 - Taichi Y./Tai K., Yamato I./Matt
Forgive Me by DemonFang reviews
Ritsuka has something of Soubis, what happens when he goes to his house to give it back? PLeeeeeeeeeeeeease ReadXReview! SoubiXRitsukaX3
Loveless - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 12,609 - Reviews: 126 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 97 - Updated: 6/17/2010 - Published: 7/31/2005
If Ever I Broke by R Quincy reviews
Edward Elric thought Envy was dead when the gate was destroyed, but he was sorely mistaken. Envy is back, and he wants Ed in more ways than one. Will Roy discover his feelings in time? RAPE/ANGST EnvyxEd, Yaoi/Shounen-ai RoyxEd. Don't Like? Don't click.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,358 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 84 - Updated: 4/5/2010 - Published: 9/6/2007 - Edward E., Roy M.
After hours by Midesko reviews
Young Ben finds himself in a dark abandoned subway station, and a human Kevin there to greet him. BeVin Kevin/Ben don't like yaoi or the couple don't read, shota, rated M for a reason.
Ben 10 - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 37,719 - Reviews: 255 - Favs: 365 - Follows: 218 - Updated: 1/10/2010 - Published: 8/9/2008 - Ben T., Kevin
Hung on Powerlines by Mahri Lellan reviews
I'd take it kicking and screaming, but for you I'll keep my mouth shut. So, so bittersweet and battered. MelloxMatt, slightly Mattcentric. Rated M for abstract sex.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 19 - Words: 39,072 - Reviews: 263 - Favs: 192 - Follows: 126 - Updated: 8/21/2009 - Published: 11/24/2007 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Mysteries of the Subconcience by PurpleMonkeyCovers reviews
Jaden always thought he was straight, until he started having dreams about a certain black Slifer. How will he cope when his life stops focusing on just duelling and he focuses on duelling and his new crush, who's a guy and inlove with another? ChazzJaden
Yu-Gi-Oh GX - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 22 - Words: 150,867 - Reviews: 518 - Favs: 349 - Follows: 229 - Updated: 8/20/2009 - Published: 2/21/2007 - Chazz P./Manjōme J., Jaden Y./Jūdai Y.
Sin or Spend the Night All Alone by Masamune Reforged reviews
Mello will have Matt and bend him to his desires, whatever the cost. Yaoi and smut. Dark, BDSM, not for the faint of heart.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 18,076 - Reviews: 108 - Favs: 114 - Follows: 71 - Updated: 5/8/2009 - Published: 10/6/2007 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Ivory Eyes by Corvin reviews
AU. Trapped in his personal Hell AKA Highschool Gaara comes across an angel named Hyuuga Neji who captures his heart. There are two things between them though, a 6 year age difference and his angel’s girlfriend. CONTINUED!
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 45,438 - Reviews: 559 - Favs: 220 - Follows: 237 - Updated: 4/24/2009 - Published: 12/19/2006 - Gaara, Neji H.
Highschool Drama by ChibiMello reviews
Matt is alone, and is liked by no one. That changes when he meets the most popular kid in school. bad word, violence, rape, drug use, possible lemon still not sure.. Matt/Mello
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 10,287 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 3/15/2009 - Published: 9/11/2008 - Matt, Mello
Tainted Tears by meet me in my dreams reviews
Kyou only wanted to feel needed but Akito shows him attention that he never wanted. Can anyone save the cat or will he fall apart without anyone noticing? HatoriShigure story within it also. Mpreg,Angst,ShonenAi,NC,S&M,Tort
Fruits Basket - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 11,145 - Reviews: 102 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 87 - Updated: 3/10/2009 - Published: 1/30/2006 - Kyo S., Hatsuharu S.
A Favor by amberdowny reviews
“Hey,” Luke called, loping into the house, “I’ll go with you guys…if you do something for me first.” SLASH and MCD&J spoilers
Drake & Josh - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 899 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/10/2008 - Complete
Blood and Tears by vintage memoirs reviews
Drake's past comes back to haunt him so he does the only thing to make him feel better. But what happens when Josh finds out and accuses him? Deals with abuse, cutting. You don’t want dreams about this stuff don’t read it.
Drake & Josh - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 9,513 - Reviews: 97 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 12/1/2008 - Published: 11/27/2005
Unexpected Return by XxSweet MitsukaixX reviews
Caught between an alleyway wall and a gang who call themselves 'The Backstreet Bladers', Kai gets a surprise when an unexpected person drops by to help. KanexKai.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 10 - Words: 21,001 - Reviews: 118 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 10/28/2008 - Published: 3/31/2007 - Kai H., Kane
Shiver by ChristieGordon reviews
Yaoi, EdxRoy. Lemons, Limes. When Roy invites Ed out for a drink afer work, Ed willingly agrees, hoping to start something between them. But, after Ed confesses his feelings, Roy lures him into a dangerous agreement, forcing Ed to play master and servent
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 12 - Words: 39,487 - Reviews: 119 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 65 - Updated: 10/20/2008 - Published: 3/16/2008 - Edward E., Roy M.
All For Our Best Friends by dark-night-sky reviews
Gaara, sensitive, cold and distant. Neji, popular and quiet. However, when their best friends start hanging out, will sparks fly? And what kind of sparks are we talking about here? Yaoi, NejiGaara, SasuNaru
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 26 - Words: 153,807 - Reviews: 506 - Favs: 267 - Follows: 145 - Updated: 10/20/2008 - Published: 1/12/2007 - Neji H., Gaara - Complete
Transfigure by Lady Tzahra reviews
AU University student Hatsuharu tells his roommate Kyo to go buy a woman, and he gets much more than he bargained for... YukiXKyo, and the names are in that order for a reason! Shounen ai, yaoi, lemon, language, specific warnings for chapters in ANs.
Fruits Basket - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 24,058 - Reviews: 252 - Favs: 152 - Follows: 117 - Updated: 10/12/2008 - Published: 7/9/2006 - Yuki S., Kyo S. - Complete
Alone by Ixcalia reviews
Matt's been alone for a little to long. What happens when he begins having hallucinations and his mind begins playing tricks on him? My very first one-shot. Rated T to be safe.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,864 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Published: 8/23/2008 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Midnight Seeker by OrangeBatWings reviews
Neji's been acting weird since their last mission. His teammates are begining to notice the changes. What does Sasuke have to do with this? NejiSasu. Yaoi.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,450 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 7/16/2008 - Published: 9/3/2006 - Neji H., Sasuke U.
Red and White by ProcurerFaith reviews
Repost. When Matt suffers a terrible injustice at the hands of a vile teacher, he forgets how to communicate his pain and it's down to his friends and family to find out what went on. Rated for references to male rape, though there are no graphic scenes.
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 79,250 - Reviews: 87 - Favs: 143 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 6/7/2008 - Published: 5/16/2008 - Yamato I./Matt, Takeru T./TK - Complete
Broken Body by Torean reviews
He clapped his hands once more. Nothing. "What am I without alchemy?" he asked. The reply: "Mine." -This fic is currently being revised. Warning: contains rape and other adult situations.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 15,577 - Reviews: 65 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 6/4/2008 - Published: 3/3/2008 - Edward E., Roy M. - Complete
New Book by sugar-wolf reviews
Yamato buys a new book which ends up being pornography. All of a sudden Taichi takes an interest in literature. TAITO/YAOI
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,101 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/14/2008 - Taichi Y./Tai K., Yamato I./Matt - Complete
Some of Us by Nanairo Suishou reviews
Mello makes the mistake of sleeping with Near thinking that Matt won't mind. An upset and confused Matt runs off, not able to deal with the pain. Tis a songfic done to 'Some of Us' by StarSailor, but should be pretty good even if you don't know the song.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,544 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/18/2008 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Blood Sanctuary by ChesireKittyCain reviews
Ed's downward spiral into depression not only affects him but the ones who love him also. RoyEd, AlRiza, noncon EnvyEd. Rape, cutter fic. Flames will be put to good use in my furnace. Rated M for psychological disturbance, rape, and selfinjury.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 22,102 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 89 - Updated: 4/13/2008 - Published: 8/21/2007 - Edward E., Roy M.
What Matters Most by Zombie-Elf reviews
Matt was not killed by Takada's bodyguards. He is instead captured and taken to an unknown location where he is at the mercy of a madman known only as Tanto. Can Mello save him before Matt loses more then just his life? AU,two possible endings! MelloxMatt
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 14,653 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 4/12/2008 - Published: 10/8/2007 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Too Late by Dark-Corners reviews
On the anniversary of Seimei's death his mother finally snaps. Ritsuka calls for help but where is it? contains soubixritsuka and child abuse
Loveless - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 12,366 - Reviews: 106 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 77 - Updated: 4/7/2008 - Published: 3/15/2007
Love me Tender by SeiferAlmasy86 reviews
After a few months of working for Roy, Edward finds himself falling in love with him. After an accident occurs Ed confesses his feelings. Roy accepts them at first, until the reality of the situation kicks, in stirring up problems between the couple
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 44,400 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 3/28/2008 - Published: 2/12/2008 - Edward E., Roy M. - Complete
One Third by only-getting-darker reviews
Itachi, Naruto's best friend's brother needs someone to be there for him. But how can Naruto be both Sasuke and Itachi's everything? And what about Neji? Narusasu Naruita Naruneji Nejisasu M for language
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 4,549 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 3/25/2008 - Published: 5/1/2007
Shape Of My Heart by Nerelda reviews
AU. Kio makes a bet that Soubi can’t go without sex for a single month. However, when Kio introduces him to his “temporary lover” Ritsuka, a weak and abused boy attending their school, will Soubi give into temptation, or will he change for the better? SxR
Loveless - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,266 - Reviews: 87 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 85 - Updated: 3/23/2008 - Published: 1/26/2008
Rejection by Song of Nephilim reviews
Takuya loves Kouji. But how far is Takuya willing to go to make Kouji love him?
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 23,262 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 3/17/2008 - Published: 4/10/2006 - Takuya K., Kouji M./Koji
Welcome Home, Darling! by xx.jennie reviews
Ren and Shin are focused on another one of their 'Let's piss of Nana' daily routines. But when Nana walks out on them, they realize their routine make-out sessions aren't just for fun. Oneshot. RenxShin. WARNING: Yaoi/lemon.
NANA - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,649 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/23/2008 - Complete
The Silent Cries by Niezapomniana reviews
Tai loves Matt. But after the rejection and being hated by his friends and family he finds his new 'love'. Will someone be able to help him before it's too late? [AU,Drugs, YAOI!]
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 6 - Words: 21,649 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 2/21/2008 - Published: 12/25/2006 - Taichi Y./Tai K., Yamato I./Matt
Second Heartbeat by neo-chan reviews
Taichi Yagami has a girlfriend. He's also got a best friend, and he loves them both very much... so why hesitate to show them both the same affection? Sora's not very happy about this, but there's not much she can do since she doesn't want to let Tai go..
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 42,090 - Reviews: 206 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 95 - Updated: 1/7/2008 - Published: 1/7/2007 - Taichi Y./Tai K., Yamato I./Matt
Citric Acid by moose.with.a.shoe.productions reviews
Mustang got up from his desk and stalked over to the blonde boy. “I told you to lock the door, Elric.” RoyEd with a side of EdRussell. Yaoi. Lemon. Citrus. Hot smutty mansex. Can we get any clearer?
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,557 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 97 - Follows: 12 - Published: 12/31/2007 - Roy M., Edward E. - Complete
In your dreams by Trinity of the phoenixes reviews
Kai's father killed himself, his mother died when he wass born, his grandfather used him as a labrat, and he was abused in a dozen foster families, but now he is with the grangers foster home where he learns to trust, but Voltaire's expirements... TalaKai
Beyblade - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 37,334 - Reviews: 222 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 54 - Updated: 12/29/2007 - Published: 8/6/2004 - Kai H., Tala
Razor by SwiftFeather reviews
Edward Elric was being persued by the people he loved. He cuts his wrist with a razor in his room, and Roy, Izumi, Al and Winry ran up to the room above. breaking the door, they realised that Ed had cut his own wrist. They might have been too late. Suicide
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,188 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 12/10/2007 - Published: 12/5/2007 - Edward E., Roy M.
Playing Dirty by BingeB reviews
After Matt's shameless flirting, Tai decides to take revenge. However it soon backfires in ways he didn't quite predict. Taito fluffiness! Sequel to 'The Name of the Game'. Rating changed! Epilogue up!
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 13,645 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 11/25/2007 - Published: 7/26/2007 - Yamato I./Matt, Taichi Y./Tai K. - Complete
Cries of a loner by ADangerousMuteLunatic reviews
Kai's crying, slowly dying. He's all alone in a world that before has treated him so badly and now Voltaire is back to get him. Can Ray help Kai and show him how to be a friend? NO YAOI! And won't ever be so don't ask. KaiRay friendship. CHAPTER 9 UP!
Beyblade - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 14,814 - Reviews: 163 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 11/17/2007 - Published: 10/8/2005 - Kai H., Ray/Rei K.
Cold Love by Aduviri reviews
Ishida Uryuu has been involved with Ichigo Kurosaki for a while now, but has never really felt any genuine love from Ichigo. What will happen when he shows up at Ichigo's front door? CONTAINS YAOI AND ADULT CONTENT. IchigoxUryuu. Lemon.
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,346 - Reviews: 63 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 11/11/2007 - Published: 7/29/2007 - Ichigo K., Uryuu I.
everyones a little crazy by decoratedxemergencee reviews
yuki goes a little insane seeing haru and kyo together
Fruits Basket - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 392 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 10/9/2007 - Published: 9/29/2007 - Yuki S., Kyo S. - Complete
Mistaken Love by Dark Kaiser reviews
Tala and Kai are in love, till Tala cheats on Kai for Bryan. Kai is left deppressed and emotionaly scarred.At a Reunion 3 years later Tala begins to regret his decision but is it too late? TalaBryan, MichaelKai and mainly TalaKai better summary inside. MP
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 18,639 - Reviews: 113 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 9/28/2007 - Published: 1/19/2006 - Kai H., Tala
Secrets by Trinity of the phoenixes reviews
Kai is born a girl, but her grandfather wanted a boy, so he puts her in the abbey, and make her pretend she is a boy, after escaping, she lives on the street, and then she comes with the Blade breakers, can she still pretend to be a boy, or not? TALAKAI
Beyblade - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 27 - Words: 68,947 - Reviews: 224 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 9/21/2007 - Published: 7/27/2004 - Kai H., Tala
Let Me Sleep Forever by Nezumi Nanashi reviews
This fic contains NCS, violence, and is Yaoi. AU Taito. And since I forget what the term lemon means, it may very well contain one. I have a dirty, dirty mind! COMPLETE! It only took 5 years...
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 21,786 - Reviews: 151 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 8/29/2007 - Published: 6/30/2005 - Yamato I./Matt, Taichi Y./Tai K. - Complete
Consequences of Loving Thee by To Destination reviews
Ryoma loves Eiji, Eiji likes Oishi, Oishi is against Eiji being gay. This is a yaoi but not your everyday one. Ryomas and Eijis relationship is frowned upon, what will that do to Ryoma? please red its better than it sounds.
Prince of Tennis - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,240 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/23/2007 - E. Ryoma, Kikumaru E. - Complete
My cure for the pain by SaturnMax reviews
Ren is in depression for everything that he has done but especially one thing. YohRen, was a Oneshot, so the following chapters are not as good. And I suck at summaries, it is better then it sounds. All kinds of Ren yaoi fluff!
Shaman King - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 16,792 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 8/13/2007 - Published: 5/14/2005 - Ren T., Yoh A.
What Happened To, Together Forever? by VivaciousLove reviews
Just two weeks ago, Sasuke made Neji the happiest person in the world. Now, he had brought misery to both lives. Will Sasuke chase as far as he can to get the love of his life back?[Ratings will go up, slight SasuNaru, mild mpreg, possible rape]
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,501 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 8/2/2007 - Published: 8/1/2007 - Sasuke U., Neji H.
Family Affairs by Aduviri reviews
The Homunculus Envy has hated Edward Elric for some time, due to the father they unfortunately share. BUT how far will Envy take this hatred? CONTAINS YAOI, EXPLICIT RAPE, AND ADULT CONTENT. Not suitable for innocent eyes. Rated S for SMUT... EnvyxEdward
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,168 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 90 - Follows: 14 - Published: 8/1/2007 - Envy, Edward E. - Complete
The Day My Life Changed by XxSweet MitsukaixX reviews
Johnny finally reveals that he is gay to his family. He expected them to be mad at him, but what he didn't expect ... was to be disowned. JohnnyxKai Epilogue up. [Complete]
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 25,472 - Reviews: 236 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 7/20/2007 - Published: 1/21/2007 - Johnny, Kai H. - Complete
Just a Bunch of Girly Men! by RedLotusNin reviews
Our beloved male heroes, and Sasuke, were ranting on about how troublesome women are when suddenly they bumped into a fortune teller who curses them with a spell. Their curse: Turning into women! A couple hints of romance. DISCONTINUED
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 17 - Words: 34,265 - Reviews: 799 - Favs: 303 - Follows: 209 - Updated: 7/16/2007 - Published: 10/9/2004
The Name of the Game by BingeB reviews
Matt is annoyed. Very annoyed. His boyfriend would much rather watch a soccer game than spend any time with him, so Matt decides to teach him a lesson. Taito oneshot
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,471 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 5 - Published: 7/4/2007 - Yamato I./Matt, Taichi Y./Tai K. - Complete
Salty pain,Salty pleasure by Kai's kitty reviews
He didn't know was he was doing but it gave him a sick satisfaction to see the salty red blood & the salty white semen mix with each other on the bathroom floor. oneshot TohmaxYuki
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 598 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/2/2007 - Touma S., Eiri Y. - Complete
Dysfunctionally Yours by Morte Lise reviews
AU. You all know the story. Lucky Sakura lands the lead role with longtime crush Sasuke in their school play, Romeo and Juliet. But wait...why does this Romeo seem more interested in his Mercutio than his Juliet?
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,724 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 51 - Updated: 6/30/2007 - Published: 7/27/2006 - Neji H., Sasuke U.
Tainted Love by Yamatos0lover reviews
Ritsuka doesn't want to see soubi anymore. But why? Okay, well read and reveiw and I will post a new chapter. I DO NOT OWN LOVELESS OR THE SONG TAINTED LOVE. If I did it would suck cause I can't draw or sing.T for shonen ai and cussing so learn to deal.
Loveless - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 6,195 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 6/27/2007 - Published: 5/19/2007
I'm not worth it by Zanthe13 reviews
EDxROY, EDxENVY, NONCON, SLASH. Ed & Roy are kidnapped by Envy. Envy fixes Ed's body, but destroys his mind. Very sad, very angsty, and I dunno what came over me when I wrote it! ONESHOT. CHARACTER DEATH. rated M for a reason. no like, no read. NO SPOILER
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,881 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 8 - Published: 6/25/2007 - Edward E., Roy M. - Complete
Killer by Sleeping Moon reviews
Soubi is a killer. He hurts me. His words...they are killing me. Aoyagi Ritsuka centered piece.
Loveless - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/19/2007 - Complete
Paper Flowers by hagane-no-Juugo reviews
Envy is close to once and for all killing Ed. But his feelings take over. And when the two grow to like each other, what will happen? Edvy EdxEnvy, RoyxEd YAOI and Eventual Mpreg and character death.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 5,661 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 6/6/2007 - Published: 8/15/2006 - Edward E., Envy
Mizu no Kokoro by WhitexoutxOptics reviews
Once upon a time, there was a pond in a deep enchanted forest. In this pond there lived a beautiful water nymph, his name was Neji. He would spend his days alone, watching over his pond and staring at himself. Then along came a human. NejiSasu, NejGaa
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,299 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/8/2007 - Neji H., Gaara - Complete
Because of You by poprika reviews
Rei has an abusive father who was caught and arrested four years ago. But now, all the files against him are gone and he's come to take his son back. No one knows what he's done to Rei. No one's there to help him. How can Rei get through this? KaiRei
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 40,459 - Reviews: 509 - Favs: 178 - Follows: 78 - Updated: 4/16/2007 - Published: 7/12/2005 - Ray/Rei K., Kai H. - Complete
It's Not So Bad by YaoiGoddessNekoJin reviews
Ritsuka's mom is being evil again. Now, he just wants to die. Will anyone save him or will his mother take things a little too far? Rated T for violence and blood. Slightly implied SoubixRitsuka.
Loveless - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,789 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/28/2007 - Complete
Panda Bears by JesaWicked reviews
GaaraxNeji oneshot ::OOC,AU:: Neji met a new boyfriend but he never felt love from him. It seems Neji was doing all the loving. All he kept getting from Gaara everyday was stupid small stuffed panda bears.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,400 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/27/2007 - Gaara, Neji H. - Complete
All you need is love and sex XD to survive by doperwtjes reviews
Yaoi fic. SasuXneji, GaaXlee, KibaXshika, slight KankuXshino. Gaara wants Lee. Sasuke wants Neji. How do they find love? There's only one way to find out . warning: M for yaoi, rape and torture. ItaXneji, GaaXneji
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 48 - Words: 41,762 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/12/2007 - Neji H., Sasuke U. - Complete
I Want To Save You by scrivania reviews
UPDATED FINALLY! Weed and sex are the two things Cody uses to block out his horrible memories. It's a good thing Zack's determined to save him from himself. RATED T FOR A REASON emo!cody and mature!zack. nonslash
Suite Life series - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 12,641 - Reviews: 130 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 3/6/2007 - Published: 10/2/2006
Sleeping With Ghosts by Teskosuicide reviews
As independent as he felt, he knew deep down that he was a pawn. He was used to satisfy someone else's desire, their goal that was far more important than his. A life of servitude at what cost?[Death][Lemon][Edvy]
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,736 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/1/2007 - Edward E., Envy - Complete
Pet slaves by Katten reviews
Kai is a Catdemon, and he is sold as a slave to the world's most dangerus DemonLords...ReixTalaxKai tresome YAOI! chap. 11 is up XD
Beyblade - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 11 - Words: 15,854 - Reviews: 178 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 46 - Updated: 2/20/2007 - Published: 12/10/2004 - Kai H.
Pain and Love by Laurena reviews
What happens when Akito tells Kyo their bet is off. BoyXBoy YxK, updated next chapter
Fruits Basket - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 4,995 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 1/23/2007 - Published: 11/6/2005 - Kyo S., Yuki S. - Complete
Live or Let Die by blueeyedchibi reviews
[Slight Ed x Envy] When Ed comes across Envy holding a gun to his own head, something inside him snaps. The Alchemist has seen too many deaths, so how could he let the Sin take is own life right infront of him?
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,138 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/22/2007 - Envy, Edward E. - Complete
LoudMouth by AnOtic reviews
Oneshot, WARNINGS: yaoi, spoilers ep 16. One night when he was too drunk to remember, Nobu blabbed all of Nana's secrets about Ren to poor little Shin. Is it just me, or did something else happen that night? Because Matsuyamasama is HOT.
NANA - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,670 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/21/2007 - Nobu, Shinichi - Complete
Speechless by MissHellsing reviews
Rei one day finds a boy with no voice and no memory.But soon, they find that his past could bring more trouble than before, and the memories could be more shocking than they ever expected..ReixKai?
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,944 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 1/18/2007 - Published: 2/10/2006 - Kai H., Ray/Rei K.
Sensationless by AishiExcel reviews
Soubi's out, so Ritsuka ends up alone with Youji and Natsuo. They decide to play a little game ....
Loveless - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,320 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/1/2007 - Complete
Dark Delight by Jaheira1000 reviews
Kai Hiwitari has been misunderstood all his life. What happens when he gets pushed too far? Yaoi! ReiKai. Rated for safety. Ch6 up now!
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 9,227 - Reviews: 111 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 12/25/2006 - Published: 7/18/2006 - Kai H., Ray/Rei K.
A Beautiful Lie by EmelyeUchiha reviews
After Ritsuka goes through many trials of extreme pain, Soubi promises that he will never let anyone hurt Ritsuka again. But can Soubi keep that promise when he is the very person that will come to cause him so much pain? SoubiXRitsuka [Old story]
Loveless - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 26,414 - Reviews: 99 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 12/18/2006 - Published: 9/27/2006 - Ritsuka A., Soubi A. - Complete
For Now by HollywoodGirl745 reviews
Drake has a problem. WARNING: cutting. Yeah its pretty depressing, i was in a depressing mood. Drake is also pretty AU.
Drake & Josh - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,096 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/14/2006 - Complete
Land & Sky by xXx Mizuki xXx reviews
Sora & Riku are older, but Sora's still as oblivious as ever to his friend Riku's advances... Will the arrival of Sora's new career bring them closer? Or will Riku's deppression finally spiral out of control? Thank you to everyone who read and reviewed!
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 15,955 - Reviews: 115 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 12/12/2006 - Published: 10/9/2006 - Riku, Sora - Complete
Let Me Love You by SilverYaoiHellion reviews
[AU, Yaoi, SoraRiku] Sora and Riku were the best of friends before Kairi came into the picture. Now in college, Sora watches as his exbest friend is broken down by an abusive lover. What can Sora do to protect Riku?
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 15,356 - Reviews: 82 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 69 - Updated: 12/2/2006 - Published: 10/29/2006 - Sora, Riku
Rules For Dating Kai by Elemental Gypsy reviews
Kai is very desirable. Any fool knows that. And any fool would love to date him. In hindsight of this little fact, the Blitzkrieg boys decide to set up some rules for dating Kai.
Beyblade - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,048 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 11 - Published: 12/1/2006 - Complete
A Cure For This Emotion by Keep Your Sadness Alive reviews
COMPLETE! Cody's always been singled out.He's always been ignore.And one night,he's sick of it.He stumbles upon a package of razors,and starts a new habit.But will Cody finally find a friend,or maybe something more? Or will that go downhill as well...
Suite Life series - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 12,197 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 11/13/2006 - Published: 10/8/2006 - Complete
Loneliness And Love by CyborgRockStar reviews
[discontinued] Kai and Tala were together, but Kai left Tala for Ray. Now, Tala is dead and Ray left Kai, leaving Kai feeling lost and confused, and turning to Tyson for love. But Tyson likes Hilary, and Hilary likes Kai. [multiple pairings]
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 12,989 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 9/23/2006 - Published: 1/24/2005 - Complete
I watched, I cried, I died by hagane-no-Juugo reviews
A oneshot in Ed's POV. Ed left Envy for Winry, and watches as he breaks apart. Character Death, EnvyxEd, Slight WinryxEd
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/17/2006 - Edward E., Envy - Complete
Nine Months by Sandylee007 reviews
Tala dies in an accident, leaving Kai shattered – and pregnant. Will someone be able to help him cope? YAOI KaRe COMPLETED!
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 10 - Words: 42,083 - Reviews: 98 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 9/10/2006 - Published: 7/13/2006 - Kai H., Ray/Rei K. - Complete
Cheating Heart by red-rose-priestess reviews
Yuki and Kyo have hidden their realtionship from everyone. Kyo is perfectly happy with this, but Yuki is not. KyoxYuki, YukixHaru. Yuki is a jerk. Fair warning, NOT A HAPPY ENDING!
Fruits Basket - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 12 - Words: 6,371 - Reviews: 107 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 8/20/2006 - Published: 3/29/2006 - Kyo S., Yuki S. - Complete
Enigma by Lemon Cream reviews
Takuya's dark thoughts swell as he reflects on his expired lover, who had thought suicide was the only answer to all the pain. And as darkness breeds more darkness, and pain breeds more pain...death breeds more death. Read after "Crux."
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,648 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/5/2006 - Takuya K., Kouji M./Koji - Complete
Resistance by Kaoru Gal reviews
Time changes everything.1 year has passed since Hao won the shaman fight and took Yoh as his prize.Hao’s pushed Yoh to the point of breaking and the only thing holding him together are his friends.Can he hold it together, or will he fall apart? HaoxYoh
Shaman King - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 21,900 - Reviews: 184 - Favs: 222 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 7/21/2006 - Published: 12/31/2005 - Hao A., Yoh A. - Complete
The Meaninglessness of Words by Gabriel of Dreams-Yume Chan reviews
Riku has been tortured by Ansem and now by the one he thought he loved most. Is there anyone out there who doesn’t just want his body? Could someone really want him for his heart instead of his looks? AnsemRiku mentioned, SoraRiku, ?Riku, Rape, Angst,
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 7,658 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 7/14/2006 - Published: 9/26/2004 - Riku, Sora
Shattered Glass by PreciousRoy reviews
Kai is getting disturbing flashbacks and falls into depression, he attempts suicide, but fails. Can anyone help him before he tries again? KxR yaoi (Very first fic! please be nice.
Beyblade - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 29 - Words: 82,680 - Reviews: 355 - Favs: 83 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 6/28/2006 - Published: 12/3/2004
Bitter Illusions by MissesLadyLuck reviews
Because Kai loves Tyson, he sacrifices himself and the things important to him. Because Tyson is his everything...he'll be content to have nothing, except an illusion...Major angst, no deaths, ONESHOT noncon TalaKai, hinted TysonKai
Beyblade - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,200 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 10 - Published: 6/20/2006 - Kai H., Tyson G./Takao K.
Happiness Will Never Come by Gothic Rose981 reviews
Riku is depressed, suicidal, and maddly in love with Sora... YAOI possible suicide rape selfabuse
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,517 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 6/14/2006 - Published: 6/10/2006 - Riku, Sora
And the Lies Just Won't Stop Slipping by DoYouMissYourLittleGirl reviews
A songfic to Fall out Boy's i've Got A Dark Alley... Drake is sick of life, and wants it all to end. Will he go to extremes? Oneshot. WARNING: cutting, depression...if you dont like it. dont read it.
Drake & Josh - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,349 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/12/2006 - Complete
Shikamaru's Dating Service by Saiyanfanatics reviews
Summary: One question leads to Shikamaru giving out dating advice at the Ichiraku. Will his advice help the guys or just make it worse? ShikaIno SasuSaku NaruHina NejiTen ChoTema KibaOC ShinoOC LeeOC GaaraOC KakaAnko
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,510 - Reviews: 156 - Favs: 96 - Follows: 115 - Updated: 5/9/2006 - Published: 12/29/2005 - Shikamaru N., Ino Y.
Hear Me by Ceriadara reviews
Kai contemplates suicide because of things said. He thinks about how little an impact his death will have on the world, and how little he thinks he is wanted in it. However, he soon finds out to the contrary…when it is far too late.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,143 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 4/30/2006 - Published: 5/21/2005 - Kai H., Ray/Rei K.
Near You by Totally-Out-Of-It reviews
You're not supposed to leave! You promised we'd always be together', 'Don't hurt him..' Kouji would give anything to save him. Takuya would do anything to keep him. Takouji. Slight Amnesia. Final Chapter up!
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Angst - Chapters: 12 - Words: 16,788 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 4/30/2006 - Published: 4/10/2006 - Takuya K., Kouji M./Koji - Complete
Veux by Llyn reviews
An eighteen year old Takuya thinks of Kouji while he's in the shower. Takouji. Lemon. Complete!
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 8,070 - Reviews: 119 - Favs: 101 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 4/6/2006 - Published: 1/27/2004 - Takuya K., Kouji M./Koji - Complete
Thinner by SketchingTheFinn reviews
Cody goes to extremes to become an athlete after a particularly embarrassing basketball mishap. He doesn't know that it may cost him his life. Warning: Eating disorders: Anorexia and Bulemia.
Suite Life series - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 9,532 - Reviews: 86 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 3/18/2006 - Published: 2/25/2006
Breaking The habit by MiseryWriter reviews
Kai's memories are getting the better of him, he can't seem to escape them anymore. What's he supposed to do? A songfic, done to the lyrics of 'Breaking the Habit' By Linkin Park. Warnings inside. Reviewers say: Best songfic ever!
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,375 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/12/2006 - Kai H., Ray/Rei K. - Complete
The Last by Gemini Star01 reviews
The day Kouji died was the worst day of my life. Everything and everyone I've ever loved is gone, and I can never follow. This curse is wrought by love and can never be lifted...
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,826 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 7 - Published: 3/11/2006 - Kouichi K./Koichi, Kouji M./Koji
I'll Cry For You by Solitary Shadows reviews
Rei and Kai thought their love was perfect. Everyone did. Everything went so perfectly. But Rei learns there's no such thing as a perfect love. Because if there was, he wouldn't have to cry. KxR one shot.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,152 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/26/2006 - Ray/Rei K., Kai H. - Complete
Lie to Me by Heart Of The Wizard reviews
Things aren't going right in Walter's life and he begins drinking. Drake finds out. [complete] formerly known as "Elixir of Illusion"
Drake & Josh - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 20,329 - Reviews: 183 - Favs: 94 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 2/19/2006 - Published: 10/13/2005 - Walter N., Drake P. - Complete
My Unearthable Love by mrs-ishida reviews
KyoxYuki. Love story between Kyo and Yuki plus Haru.:Chap4: Yuki has just lived though his meeting with Akito, and desides to use Haru even further. Kyo gets to the main house...only to discover what Haru and Yuki are getting up to...
Fruits Basket - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,019 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 2/16/2006 - Published: 6/13/2005 - Yuki S., Kyo S.
My Pain, your enjoyment by sickofme reviews
This is a story of Kai living with his boyfriend Tala.... Tala hurts him almost every night when he's stressed out. Read and find outwhat happens TalaKai and soon will be Rei Kai
Beyblade - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,904 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 12/15/2005 - Published: 12/14/2005 - Kai H., Ray/Rei K. - Complete
Soldiering On by Yazzy reviews
Kai reacts badly when Rei tries to tell him how he really feels...
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,558 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/12/2005 - Kai H., Ray/Rei K. - Complete
All Alone by Jiia-chan reviews
When nobody cares about whether you're alive or dead, why would you bother to live? If nobody loves you, then you might as well die. Except, sometimes, people do care, and do love you. They just don't know how to say it. Kyo Yuki angstridden fluff.
Fruits Basket - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,873 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 6 - Published: 10/17/2005 - Kyo S., Yuki S. - Complete
Now Eat by The Shadows Hide All reviews
Oneshot Riku messed up. He messed up big time. And that's all I'll tell you I suck at summaries Warnings: yaoi, anorexia SoraRiku LeonCloud
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,790 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 8 - Published: 9/24/2005 - Complete
View From the Weeping Willow by Wolfchilde reviews
When Kai shows up at school with mysterious bruises, Rei decides to follow him home and find the cause. What horrors will he see, perched in the willow tree in the Hiwatari's backyard? plz R&R!
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,380 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 20 - Published: 9/5/2005 - Kai H., Ray/Rei K.
True confessions and hidden lies by SaturnMax reviews
This is a YohRen, HoroRen story. Horo and Yoh try to tell Ren how they feel towards him but he wont tell them how he feels towards them. When Horo starts feeling weird another person is involved. And Why does Hao become involved? I suck at summeries.
Shaman King - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 19,060 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 9/4/2005 - Published: 4/8/2005
Because It's You by yo tadaiima reviews
TalaKai. Not able to take the responsibility of protecting Kai anymore, Tala breaks up with him. But is this really a good idea when Voltaire is still lerking nearby?
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,867 - Reviews: 74 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 8/15/2005 - Published: 3/12/2005 - Kai H.
Neglected by yo tadaiima reviews
We all know that Kai was raised in the abbey, but what of his life before that? Watch as how a once happy and loving family was torn apart by a simple man’s greed. child neglectchild abuse
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,114 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 9 - Published: 8/15/2005 - Kai H.
Better left unsaid by Kowaikage reviews
Neji gets dumped by Shikamaru, and a certain red head moves in to claim the Hyuuga as his own. But is Gaara the only one interested in Neji? (Yaoi)Slight AU. Contains Vampires. Nejisasu and NejiGaara.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 16 - Words: 47,741 - Reviews: 116 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 6/29/2005 - Published: 5/14/2005
Heartbreak by PandaPjays reviews
Kai and Rei have very different perspectives on the date they went on the night before. KaiRei. Oneshot. Rated for suicide.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,454 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/21/2005 - Kai H., Ray/Rei K. - Complete
Defying Gravity by Acerbitas reviews
Yuki has broken up with Shuichi on Tohma's advice, but now he is pushing away Tohma as well. Tohma realizes his life has revolved around Yuki, and finds that he is helpless without Yuki, instead of the other way around. TohmaxYuki [complete w epilogue]
Gravitation - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 22,725 - Reviews: 73 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 6/18/2005 - Published: 3/21/2005 - Touma S., Eiri Y. - Complete
Possession by lessa4 reviews
Passion, jealousy, betrayal. I wish I had your angel . . . your angel is mine now. Explicit lemon. BryanTala, TalaKai.
Beyblade - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,277 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 5/22/2005 - Published: 4/19/2005 - Tala, Kai H. - Complete
Licking the Wounds by Kawaii Thief Kitsune reviews
Yuki had a history with Akito that he wouldn't wish on anyone. Just how far is he willing to go to keep Kyo from sharing his fate of being broken? And how will he heal the wounds that the cat already has? YukiXKyo YAOI!
Fruits Basket - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,429 - Reviews: 60 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 5/15/2005 - Published: 3/5/2005 - Yuki S., Kyo S.
Addict by Yazzy reviews
When Rei finds out that Kai has a drug addiction, he tries to help him. What will happen when Kai decides that he doesn't want that help? Mild language, references to drug use, eventual yaoi KaiRei, TysonMax, TalaBryan.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 12,751 - Reviews: 111 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 5/11/2005 - Published: 5/4/2005 - Kai H., Ray/Rei K. - Complete
Flaming Ice by Summing up the Stars reviews
I CLAIM FIRST TALAKAI! Shonen ai, warning. (Slow moving yaoi pairing.) I really can't think of a good summery. Basically my take on the black dranzer series thing. Please JUST read it! Slight AU. - RR
Beyblade - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,931 - Reviews: 136 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 3/6/2005 - Published: 11/20/2002 - Kai H., Tala
Weremon, BleuBerries, & Past Mysteries by Gabriel of Dreams-Yume Chan reviews
Kouji's sick, and there's something wrong with Takuya. Will the rest of the gang be able to save them before Takuya does something drastic? TAKOUJI, KouKou, Junzumi, & OCxKouji. Rape. slight fluff (if that’s possible in an angst fic) OOC-ness of most ch
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,159 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 9/3/2004 - Published: 8/28/2004 - Kouji M./Koji, Takuya K.
My Immortal by Star Mile reviews
When something happens to the person you love most in the world, your heart breaks and you want to give up on life. Yaoishounen ai. ?x? Read to find out. Read & Review please!
Fruits Basket - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,224 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/8/2004 - Yuki S., Kyo S. - Complete
How To Destroy An Angel by iint0xicated reviews
Duo confesses to Heero how he feels, though his feelings aren't met with open arms. Deals w cutting, suicide, and drinking. Please RR!
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,454 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/1/2004 - Duo M., Duo M.
A single cut by creativeartist reviews
A single shot story! Ron cuts his wrists and dies. I know i am very bad
Kim Possible - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/30/2004
Why Can't We by Chiharu Octavia reviews
COMPLETE! Chapter 5 up! Cowritten by Isachan! We know Yuki and Kyou don't get along, but do you really know why? Is there any way they can heal a hurt this deep?
Fruits Basket - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 12,556 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 5/19/2004 - Published: 4/23/2004 - Kyo S., Yuki S. - Complete
Bed of Lies by Love Your Kiwi reviews
Two lovers run into the night, each trying to escape their emotionallyscarring relationships. But what happens when they seek comfort in each others' arms? [yaoi.lemon.YamatoKouji]
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,502 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/18/2004 - Kouji M./Koji, Yamato I./Matt - Complete
Injury by Inglorious DMK reviews
A lot of fics seem to have everything work out in the end and everyone lives happily ever after. But of course, life is hardly ever like that. ReixKai, dark, suicidal thoughts.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,452 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 5/17/2004 - Published: 12/21/2003 - Kai H., Ray/Rei K. - Complete
Bleed by butterflie reviews
Something is very wrong with Yamato, and Taichi's determined to get to the bottom of it. But is the cost of friendship worth it? Taito, Takari, unrequited Kenkeru. Sexual/Physical Abuse, Violence.
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 39,237 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 4/16/2004 - Published: 1/11/2004 - Taichi Y./Tai K., Yamato I./Matt - Complete
In Loving Memory by Zed-sama reviews
Two little words: WATCH OUT! This has Kai, yaoi, angst, drug abuse, prostitution, implied paedophilia . . . YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED! Ch 3 now up! Find out who rescued our beloved Kai and what Kai thinks about it!
Beyblade - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,759 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 3/15/2004 - Published: 2/8/2003
Within Dark Temptations by Kikumaru reviews
With both Akito and Tohru gone, Yuki is nothing like his former self...and Kyou is left to suffer the consequences. YukiXKyou, shounen-ai, very dark.
Fruits Basket - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 3,384 - Reviews: 86 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 12/10/2003 - Published: 9/28/2002
It's Been Awhile by Ashna reviews
VERY angsty Taito. Hard to explain. Read it then understand. (Yaoi, drug abuse TAITO!!!))
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,156 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/25/2001
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Regaining Innocence reviews
Sins don't just wash away. You have to rub and scratch at them, until they disappear...until they bleed. Masochistic Sasuke oneshot. Implied self harm and non-con.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,014 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 4/7/2008 - Sasuke U. - Complete
A Bolder Shade of Crimson reviews
Happy Halloween! Yamato is a hybrid vampire who has a horrible life. What happens when he meets his total opposite? Will sparks fly? Rating may go up. Taito.
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,239 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 5 - Published: 10/31/2007 - Taichi Y./Tai K., Yamato I./Matt
Oversleeping Disaster reviews
AU, Yaoi. SLASH, Junuji Drabble. Very mild Lemon, Fluff and a LOT of Uke Kouji! Kouji oversleeps one day and it leads to a mess of problems. However, Junpei doesn't hesitate to help him.
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 899 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 8 - Published: 9/22/2007 - Kouji M./Koji, Junpei S. - Complete
When the Light Goes Out reviews
The Digidestined are taking tests to prove their abilities but Kouji seems to be failing all of them. When he fails the final one, feeling useless, he runs away...right into Cherubimon. Takouji. Rating may go up. Warnings inside.
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,083 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 8/30/2007 - Published: 5/28/2007 - Takuya K., Kouji M./Koji
Hide and Seek reviews
A game of hide and seek gone wrong. Kouji finds the one hiding place Takuya would never look for. Hints of Takouji if you squint. Death-fic.
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 944 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/29/2007 - Takuya K., Kouji M./Koji - Complete
Blinded Blue Eyes reviews
Takuya finds out that Kouji is anorexic and decides to confront him about it, who then lets out his thoughts on their relationship. One-shot, death-fic, Takouji.
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 482 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/12/2007 - Takuya K., Kouji M./Koji - Complete
From Two Different Worlds reviews
ON-HOLD. AU&OOC, The school is split between the boys and girls. Suddenly strange things happen between the two sides when the most popular guy starts interacting with the least popular girl. SasuSaku, NaruHina, NejiTen
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 12,522 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 1/14/2007 - Published: 3/4/2006 - Sasuke U., Sakura H.
Because of You reviews
Kouji and Izumi are going out but what happens when Izumi starts setting her sights on Kouji's best friend, Takuya. NO PAIRINGS. Some Izumi-bashing, Oneshot, AU, pretty OOC.
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,421 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/14/2006 - Complete
Look Forward to the Future reviews
[ON HOLD] A weird naruto story of the ninja saying what they think the future will be like.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,096 - Reviews: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/10/2006
Drifting reviews
ON HOLD. Previously: She loves me, She loves me not. When the digital world is being threatened by the Digimon Emperor, it is up to the new digi-destined to save it. But as the chosen ones drift more apart, is the digital world doomed to destruction?
Digimon - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,203 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 9/25/2005 - Published: 6/15/2005 - Takeru T./TK, Hikari Y./Kari K.
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