Naruto's life is turned upside down when 3 years ago he realized he was always in love with his best friend. His life goes into a spiral of self-abuse, depression and self-hate. Has Sasuke not reciprocated his feelings? What has made The bubbly happy-go-lucky blond so explosive? (Slight OOC Naruto, only because of his not so happy and uplifting persona in this fic) Keep reading!