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Joined 07-28-05, id: 865353, Profile Updated: 01-26-15
Author has written 13 stories for StarTrek: The Next Generation, and Dragon Age.

A haiku to fill the space so as not to spoil those not looking for trigger warnings for my stories.

Warden comedy

Not blight, joining, death, twilight.

Griffon's name? Feathers.


Trigger Warnings:

Note: canon character deaths are not listed if they occur as they do in canon.

30 Dragon

Chapter 37: Character Death

Chapter 44: Character Deaths (executions; actual death implied but no detail)

Chapter 47: Character Death

In Peace We Lie:

Chapter 14: Character Death

Chapter 23: Character Death (child; offscreen/implied)

Chapter 29: Character Death (minor character; hanging)

Chapter 38: Character Death

Chapter 47: Character Death

Chapter 51: Character Death (murder/assassination)

Chapter 55: Character Death

Chapter 60: Character Death

Chapter 85: Character Death

Chapter 88: Character Death

Their Shallow Graves

Chapter 29: Possible Character Death (assumed, but unconfirmed in story)

Chapter 39: Character Deaths

Chapter 40: Character Deaths

Chapter 43: Character Death

Chapter 46: Character Deaths

Chapter 51: Dubious Consent

Chapter 76: Character Deaths

And We Shall Rise

Chapter 9: Character Death (in a way)

Chapter 14: Character Deaths

Chapter 16: No, that character is not dead.

Chapter 19: Character Death

Chapter 29: Character Deaths (in a way)

Chapter 39: Character Deaths

Chapter 42: Character Death

...all right, I did not realize the body count (especially in IPWL) was that high. Eep!

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That Which Was Lost by Dr. Jekyl reviews
Benezia T'Soni survived the events of Noveria, but spent the entire war in stasis. Revived in the wake of the Reaper's defeat, she now has to adapt to a galaxy where her homeworld is in ruins, her former bondmate is her unhappy minder and her daughter is an angry stranger. Benezia/Aethyta, FemShep/Liara.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 25 - Words: 115,188 - Reviews: 332 - Favs: 438 - Follows: 602 - Updated: 6/15/2016 - Published: 8/26/2012 - [Benezia, Aethyta] Liara T'Soni, Falere
The Devotion of Soldiers by AgapeErosPhilia reviews
Cullen and Cassandra are lovers first and soldiers second - or so Cullen thinks. But when the Inquisition calls for service beyond swords, the truth may be something altogether different. Can their love survive their duty? And is it worth saving, in the end? Sequel to The Happiness of Flowers, but can be read on its own.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 23 - Words: 104,357 - Reviews: 192 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 6/15/2015 - Published: 5/1/2015 - [Cullen, Cassandra P.] [Lavellan, Solas] - Complete
The Happiness of Flowers by AgapeErosPhilia reviews
After the Inquisition's victory, Skyhold is peaceful for all but its Commander. Solas has returned to his lover's side, and Cullen is tired and broken, watching the magic he will never touch. When Ellana sends him to Ferelden on a new mission, will it be the end? Or a beginning?
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 22 - Words: 78,768 - Reviews: 156 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 51 - Updated: 4/3/2015 - Published: 2/28/2015 - [Cullen, Cassandra P.] Lavellan - Complete
Dog and Butterfly by Grace Kay reviews
Aethyta and Benezia were together for a hundred years, eventually growing apart. But how did they meet? Why did they decide to have a pureblood daughter? What was a big enough wedge between them to drive Aethyta away from Liara permanently? Smut warning, as well as feels. This is, by it's very nature, NOT a happy ending. Told largely through flashbacks.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 19,492 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 2/16/2014 - Published: 8/27/2013 - [Aethyta, Benezia] Liara T'Soni - Complete
Death I Think Is No Parenthesis by winter156 reviews
Liara faces some disturbing nightmares about the fall of Thessia
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,406 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/7/2013 - Liara T'Soni, Shepard (F) - Complete
Aftermath by RobinFoster reviews
Post-Mass Effect 3 – Destroy Ending, Paragon, Spacer, Soldier, Liara romance. Based on experiences of Commander Jess Shepard, Alliance Soldier and Human Spectre. Jess Shepard was certain the end to the Reapers would be the end to her as well. When she finds herself alive instead she struggles to pick up the pieces and find her way again. 9/11/13 Update: Chapters & minor changes
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 30 - Words: 58,202 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 9/11/2013 - Published: 2/26/2013 - Shepard (F), Liara T'Soni - Complete
Cope by ChronicallyinFlaming reviews
Written for the mass kink meme. After an accident occurs when Liara gives birth to their first child, Shepard must learn that even doing everything right as a hero cannot ultimately prevent death.
Mass Effect - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 886 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 8 - Published: 8/6/2013 - Liara T'Soni, Shepard (F), Shepard (M) - Complete
The Value of Royal Blood (Dark Version) by Lindira reviews
One false step, and the Landsmeet was lost. Execution would have been a kindness, compared to what Anora has planned for Alistair. WARNING: Darkfic. Please see more specific warnings in story notes before reading. Dark Version. Alistair/Mahariel, Alistair/Anora. Complete.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 18 - Words: 29,815 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 1/4/2013 - Published: 12/17/2012 - Alistair, Anora - Complete
No Exploding by ChronicallyinFlaming reviews
Written for the mass kink meme. In an AU where Eden Prime went according to plan (no Saren, no exploding beacon), Liara and Shepard meet during a high-class social gathering related to this new prothean discovery.
Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,653 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 11 - Published: 10/12/2012 - Liara T'Soni, Shepard (F) - Complete
I should go by FallenTemplar709 reviews
Aethyta decides to spend some time onboard the Normandy with her daughter. Can Jane survive an entire month of her father-in-law's dirty mouth? Will Liara die of embarrasement? Lets find out! This is my first fic, so be gentle.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,804 - Reviews: 46 - Favs: 174 - Follows: 35 - Published: 10/9/2012 - Shepard (F), Liara T'Soni, Aethyta - Complete
The Richest of Them All by Iliya Moroumetz reviews
While Matriarch Aethyta never wanted for money, it took only a few individuals to realize how fortunate she truly was.
Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Family/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,746 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 8 - Published: 6/1/2012 - Aethyta, Liara T'Soni - Complete
The Importance of Words by 100littlewhitelies reviews
An extension of the Citadel: Asari Widow side-quest. Pairings include Weshra/Tashya, and FemShep/Liara. Spoilers for Mass Effect 3. Complete.
Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,397 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 7 - Published: 4/26/2012 - Shepard (F), Liara T'Soni - Complete
Jigsaw by Wonko reviews
Life is made up of a jigsaw of moments. These are some moments from Liara T'Soni's life with Commander Shepard.
Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,481 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 4/19/2012 - Published: 4/1/2012 - Shepard (F), Liara T'Soni
Just We Two by Suilven reviews
A series of glimpses chronicling Morrigan's pregnancy and the childhood and coming of age of the little one who would become a god.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 15,449 - Reviews: 87 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 11/14/2011 - Published: 10/14/2011 - Morrigan, Urthemiel - Complete
Unrequited by Suilven reviews
When Morrigan develops feelings for Alistair, she struggles to maintain her mask of indifference. Will she succeed or will he be her undoing?
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,972 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 6/18/2011 - Published: 6/16/2011 - [Alistair, Morrigan] - Complete
Unconditional by QuickSpinner reviews
Post DA:2 - It is inevitable that a half-elven child will carry no traits of its elven parent. Fenris contemplates the family he is building with Hawke, and the difficulties they face.
Dragon Age - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,076 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/16/2011 - Fenris, Hawke (M) - Complete
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And We Shall Rise reviews
As Morrigan continues her work beyond the Fade, Malcolm, Líadan, and the rest left behind on Thedas chase leads and seek refuge as they try to evade the fires of change. AU. Sequel to Their Shallow Graves.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 51 - Words: 437,689 - Reviews: 376 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 92 - Updated: 8/31/2015 - Published: 3/31/2014 - [Cousland, Mahariel] - Complete
Their Shallow Graves reviews
AU, sequel to 30 Dragon and In Peace We Lie. In the wake of Morrigan's departure, change starts to kindle across Thedas. While Morrigan takes the path leading to her future, those left behind find themselves facing a past thought dead. M!Cousland/F!Mahariel
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 76 - Words: 518,789 - Reviews: 533 - Favs: 120 - Follows: 107 - Updated: 2/3/2014 - Published: 12/4/2012 - [Cousland, Mahariel] - Complete
In Peace We Lie reviews
AU. Sequel to 30 Dragon. Mysterious darkspawn plague the north while the search for Morrigan and answers to what happened with the archdemon's soul begins. M!Cousland/Morrigan; M!Cousland/F!Mahariel
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 90 - Words: 579,154 - Reviews: 595 - Favs: 218 - Follows: 110 - Updated: 6/30/2011 - Published: 11/16/2010 - [Cousland, Morrigan] Mahariel - Complete
30 Dragon reviews
AU. Alistair isn't the only illegitimate son of King Maric. Where Eamon failed, the Couslands did not, and raised Maric's other son as their own.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 48 - Words: 270,484 - Reviews: 316 - Favs: 357 - Follows: 148 - Updated: 11/2/2010 - Published: 9/9/2010 - [Morrigan, Cousland] [Alistair, Leliana] - Complete
A History of Not Ending reviews
This time, Beverly gets to save the universe.
StarTrek: The Next Generation - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 15,178 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 7/13/2008 - Published: 12/10/2007 - B. Crusher, J. Picard - Complete
The Long Black Veil reviews
PC. Three people make their confessions.
StarTrek: The Next Generation - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13,564 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/25/2007 - B. Crusher, J. Picard - Complete
In Paradisum reviews
AU. PC. Christmas a year after the end of In the Depth of Winter. You'll have to have read DOW or you'll be a might confused.
StarTrek: The Next Generation - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,751 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 7 - Published: 12/24/2006 - J. Picard - Complete
In the Depth of Winter reviews
Sequel to Snow Falling Softly. You'll be confused if you haven't read the first story, trust me. Continuing from where SFS left off, through the lens of the All Good Things and Generations. AU. PC, implied RT.
StarTrek: The Next Generation - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 32 - Words: 198,099 - Reviews: 120 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 9/7/2006 - Published: 4/19/2006 - J. Picard, B. Crusher - Complete
Hello, My Name is Michael reviews
Bumbling idiot crewman comes to mind. This character and his little tale came about during an accidental lesson in plot and characterization on a BBS.
StarTrek: The Next Generation - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,177 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Published: 4/23/2006 - J. Picard, B. Crusher - Complete
Another Gambit II reviews
Sequel to Another Gambit I. PC. Might help to read Another Gambit first. COMPLETED.
StarTrek: The Next Generation - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 45,970 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 4/9/2006 - Published: 2/5/2006 - B. Crusher, J. Picard - Complete
Ashen Moon reviews
This is a coda story to Another Gambit. It has no mention of the TNG characters, but if you've read Another Gambit, then it's fairly obvious. Beverly's involvement is implied.
StarTrek: The Next Generation - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,713 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/14/2005 - B. Crusher
Snow Falling Softly reviews
AU PC Sub Rosa, Bloodlines, Journey's End entirely differently. No Ronin, but three very intriguing people that change the lives of Picard and Beverly. Completed.
StarTrek: The Next Generation - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 28 - Words: 142,483 - Reviews: 101 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 10/18/2005 - Published: 9/19/2005 - J. Picard, B. Crusher - Complete
Another Gambit reviews
Retelling of Gambit I&II. Noncanon. There's another mercenary on the ship, one with an unknown past. Part 1 of ? PC
StarTrek: The Next Generation - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17,142 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/1/2005