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Joined 07-31-05, id: 867216, Profile Updated: 07-26-11
Author has written 23 stories for StarTrek: Voyager, NCIS, and Dexter.

Hey all!

Formerly known as 'Pain is half of Pleasure' and before that as 'Queen of the Damned'. Why did I change my pen name? Because the last two have been a little too scary for some haha.

I love to write, and I was so lucky to find a site where I didn't have to make up my own characters, I could play with people I knew and loved and put them in scenarios we all wish they were. Feel free to give me critical evaluations of my work, because that's the only way I'll learn.

I love to string together a good sentence, so string me one!
And keep sending me all those wonderful comments, it really does keep me motivated.

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What if? by v.dormouse reviews
what if Janeway and Chakotay were on New Earth for longer? What if Chakoaty had time to build a log cabin? What if they had time to start a relationship?
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 9,401 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 3/9/2009 - Published: 7/15/2005 - K. Janeway, Chakotay - Complete
Won't Let Go by NightRaven713 reviews
When another terrorist manages to break into NCIS headquarters, he escapes leaving Gibbs with a choice: Stick to the rules of his job and the rules he's made for himself, or save Abby's life...
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 18 - Words: 21,904 - Reviews: 236 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 95 - Updated: 1/24/2007 - Published: 10/27/2004 - Abby S., Leroy Jethro Gibbs
Withdrawal Symptioms by artificiallysweet reviews
Tony's having withdrawal symptioms. Oh, I'm only having a little fun.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 612 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/12/2007 - Tony D. - Complete
Five Times by jackmaybenimble reviews
There were five fundamental times Gibbs kissed Abby. And they each had their reasons.This was written for wiccagirl24 who asked for The Five Times Gibbs Kissed Abby. How could I refuse?
NCIS - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,622 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/6/2006 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Abby S. - Complete
Relationships by witchyred reviews
ONESHOT! Sometimes things aren't always what they seem... No real pairing friendship mainly, but def some leaning towards GAbby!
NCIS - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,980 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 5 - Published: 10/6/2006 - Abby S. - Complete
Dark Heart, Bright Soul by goldnote reviews
The team can't stand House and his toxic attitude... Will a day off show him what he really wants? HouseCameron. Rated T because it's House... COMPLETE!
House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 9,312 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 9/23/2006 - Published: 8/2/2006 - G. House, A. Cameron - Complete
snap by On Q reviews
Q learns of the events during Star Trek: Nemesis.
StarTrek: The Next Generation - Rated: K+ - English - Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 10 - Published: 4/3/2006 - Q, Data - Complete
In Her Own Way by Guevera reviews
Ziva escorts Ari's body back to Tel Aviv, haunted by the memories from her childhood, the names of Ari's victims, and the decision whether to forgive or not. Can Ziva say goodbye in her own way?
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,424 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 6 - Published: 11/26/2005 - Ziva D., Ari H. - Complete
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Dexter Kill reviews
Short story/study Dexters killing of Trinity and discovery of Rita.
Dexter - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 420 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/1/2012 - Dexter M., Rita B. - Complete
The Deserving reviews
Dexter finds out the woman who was about to become his victim is innocent, now he has several decisions to make. There will be Deb/Lundy in later chapters. Rated for language and adult themes.
Dexter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,613 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 6/19/2009 - Published: 4/1/2009
You and Gibbs: Poisoned reviews
My third 1st person pov fanfiction. You and the team storm a warehouse run by drug dealers when you are injured in an unusual way. Written from female perspective.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,630 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 6 - Published: 7/15/2008 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs
Supervene reviews
Following Kate's tragic death Abby goes to Gibbs for help but winds up in hospital. Gibbs stays by her side as the whole situation reveals well hidden feelings from both parties.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 10,969 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 3/4/2008 - Published: 11/25/2007 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Abby S. - Complete
Realisations reviews
Short one off. Written about the team.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 486 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/5/2007 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs - Complete
Gibbs and You: I'm sorry reviews
My second First Person story. Gibbs hurt, you're out for revenge in order to redeem yourself. reviews always helpful.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,914 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/5/2007 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs - Complete
You and Gibbs reviews
This is written in first person, making you the main character with Gibbs. Give me some feedback so I know whether it works or not. Thanks. Rated for language and some mild sexual content. Written from a female perspective. COMPLETE and edited!
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 8,877 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 1/25/2007 - Published: 1/8/2007 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs - Complete
Bilateral reviews
Bilateral is a short story between Abby and Gibbs at the beginning of season four. Angsty... no happy ending. Please review.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 759 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/24/2007 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Abby S. - Complete
Emergencies reviews
Spoiler only slightly, for season four episode one. Abby's holding onto one thing with Gibbs gone but all it gives her is more pain. Tiny story.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 691 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/23/2007 - Abby S., Leroy Jethro Gibbs - Complete
Xanthic Light reviews
A short story: Abby's not as happy as she appears to be.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 945 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/23/2007 - Abby S. - Complete
Conference Room reviews
Kate and Gibbs in the elevator
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,169 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/18/2007 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Kate T. - Complete
His&Hers reviews
Short and sweet. Gabby.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 491 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/18/2007 - Abby S., Leroy Jethro Gibbs - Complete
Poetic Grief PART II reviews
With Poetic Grief being left at a point with many unanswered question I thought it would be nice to answer them in a second story. Tis not necessary to read the first part to enjoy the second.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,748 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/18/2007 - Abby S., Leroy Jethro Gibbs - Complete
Poetic Grief reviews
Abby mourns Gibbs' death.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,612 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/13/2007 - Abby S., Leroy Jethro Gibbs - Complete
Ziva David reviews
This is a short look at the two pivotal moments between Ziva and Gibbs, looking only from Ziva's perspective.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 759 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/8/2007 - Ziva D., Leroy Jethro Gibbs - Complete
Progeny reviews
Abby's pregancy causes utter chaos in NCIS headquarters. Now COMPLETE
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 13,189 - Reviews: 100 - Favs: 139 - Follows: 46 - Updated: 1/4/2007 - Published: 12/14/2006 - Abby S., Leroy Jethro Gibbs - Complete
The Final Chapter reviews
Abby and Gibbs are kidnapped by a man out for revenge. With Gibbs unable to save her Abby is tortured. Complete
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Tragedy - Chapters: 8 - Words: 9,120 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 12/26/2006 - Published: 12/14/2006 - Abby S., Leroy Jethro Gibbs - Complete
Christmas Voyage reviews
Tom has a brilliant idea to have Christmas aboard Voyager. Short story involving minty lines.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,954 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/24/2006 - T. Paris, H. Kim - Complete
Depressionism reviews
A follow on from my previous story The Five Stages. Set several weeks after Gibbs has left and Abby is having a seriously bad reaction to his absence.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,306 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/10/2006 - Abby S., Leroy Jethro Gibbs - Complete
The Five Stages reviews
Gibbs pressed his fingers to her lips and kissed her on the cheek. Abby's state of mind in that exact moment.
NCIS - Rated: K - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 728 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/30/2006 - Abby S., Leroy Jethro Gibbs - Complete
Abby's nightmare reviews
Abby is kidnapped by Talon, a man Gibbs put away indirectly. She's bloodied and broken, will he reach her before her demise?
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 9,350 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 10/15/2006 - Published: 10/8/2006 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Abby S. - Complete
Heat reviews
A true Gabby fic: Explores the forbidden relationship between the two.
NCIS - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 6,405 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 10/6/2006 - Published: 10/2/2006 - Abby S., Leroy Jethro Gibbs - Complete
A day in the Life of Seven of Nine reviews
One day on the job with seven of nine. A short story to relieve boredom and get the ideas racing
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,309 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Seven of Nine, K. Janeway - Complete